Artia's POV
"I assume you are, Artia?" He said calmly with a friendly smile on his face.
"And you are Conrad, my mama's new boyfriend?" I let out a small sarcasm in my tone.
Naramdaman ko ang paghawak sa akin ni mama sa braso. She's stopping me from saying more.
"Yes. Your mama's right." He said, stopped in front of us. Matayog ang tayo niya, I felt intimidated a bit. He's taller, and definitely older than me, it's natural I feel intimidated. Specially he's a man, old man.
"Right about what?" Pero hindi ko pinigilan ang magtaray. I get intimidated but I'm not afraid.
"You are indeed a beauty." He let out a small chuckle after that, along with my mom's.
"Of course! Nagmana ito sakin!" Said my mama energetically. Unalis siya sa tabi ko at kay Conrad siya ngayon kumapit.
Ngingitian ko na sana siya dahil sinabihan niya akong maganda pero ngayong nakakapit si mama sa kanya ay nainis ako. I felt bitter as I stared at their arms clinging to each other.
"That's not true, Ma! Nagmana ako kay Dad." I said boldly and flash a smile more like a smirk.
I saw mama gulped and looked away from me. While he chuckled awkwardly.
"Is that so? Whoever it is, you're truly beautiful." He said nicely.
I kept my face straight. Hindi mo ako madadaan sa bola. Hindi ko din sinagot. Mama let out a awkward laugh.
"Anyway, let's go to the kitchen. Baka magugutom na kayo." Ani Conrad.
"Right! Let's eat lunch. Nagugutom kana, Artia?" She asked sweetly to me pero pinandidilatan ako ng mata ngayong nakatalikod na samin si Conrad.
"Hindi pa." Tamad kong sagot kahit na ang totoo ay medyo gutom na. Wala pa akong nakain sa araw na ito. Hindi na ako nakapag-almusal.
"I asked them to prepare delicious food. Kahit na hindi kapa gutom iha, gugustuhin mong kumain na dahil sa sarap ng mga pagkain." Sambit ni Conrad habang naglalakad. Nakasunod naman si mama sa kanya and I have no choice but to follow them too. Lalo na't nakasunod din ang ilan maids at nang hindi ako gumalaw ay itinuro sa akin ang daan kung saan ang tinatahak namin ngayon.
"Ows?" Walang tono kong sagot. I saw mama shook her head and surely closed her eyes tightly. Ma-iistress na 'yan sakin.
One reason why she doesn't always introduce her boyfriends to me ay dahil tinatarayan ko. Sometimes binabastos pa, not in a sexual way, I just don't treat them like they're older than me. In short I treat them with no manners. In that way they'll know I don't like them, specially for my mama and most specially I don't want them to be my new Dad.
I don't want anyone. No one will be my new Dad again.
We walked for like a minute. Ang laki ng bahay na ito and also because I am walking slow. Nakakatamad lang.
"Come in!" Said Conrad.
The dining room has no door. Napataas ako ng isang kilay nang makita ang mahabang mesa with lots of food on top of it. Pumasok sa ilong ko ang amoy ng mga pagkain pero hindi parin ako nagugutom ng sobra to the point na makakalimutan ko ng magtaray at ang purpose ng pagpunta ko dito.
"I asked them to prepare your favourite. And also the whine." Nakangiting bulong ni mama sakin. Itinuro ang parte ng mesa na may bote ng whine and a plate with a steak.
Ngayon na ako nakaramdam ng gutom. Lalo na sa whine. Hindi ko pinahalata kay mama na lumunok ako bg laway. Pinanatili kong inip ang ekspresyon ko at nagsinungaling.
"That's not my favourite." I said low.
Hindi na yata narinig iyon ni mama dahil lumapit na siya sa mesa at kinalikot ang mga kubyertos.
"Where's Kingsley?" Conrad asked to one of the maids. Lumingon-lingon sila sa paligid.
Doon ko napansin na ang pader sa kabilang side ay clear glass wall. You can see what's outside and I think it's a garden. Parang gustong kong pumunta doon pero pinigilan ko.
I like staying outside, in gardens field with flowers or even just leaf plants. Breathing the fresh air and slightly getting hit by the sunlight with a glass of juice or even a whine kahit na mainit pa ang panahon.
"I didn't see him around. Is he here?" I heard Conrad.
"Nandito na po. Baka po nasa taas. Hanapin po namin, Sir." Sagot sa kanya nung maid. Kaagad na kumilos ang iba at mukhang may hahapin tao.
Maybe his son? Mama said he have a son.
"Dad."
Napapitlag ako ng bahagya nang makarinig ng boses mula sa kabilang dulo. The kind of voice first time you hear will automatically turn your head to see how good looking he is just like how good his voice is. And damn! I was right. Damn good lord he look so good.
My heart pounded, I don't know why I feel giddy? Or this is just my normal reaction when I see good looking guys.
Napalunok ako ng laway at napadila sa labi ko. My throat feels dry.
"I was in the pool area." He said to his father while walking to him. Alam na hinahanap siya ng ama.
I gritted my teeth. Ewan ko ba. Gustong gusto ko naririnig ang boses niya. I want him to talk more. His accent myghad. And he's not just good looking, he's tall! And fit! My type!
"Now you're here let's have our lunch." Matigas na sabi ni Conrad at ibinaling sa akin ang tingin. Kasabay noon ang paglingon din sa akin ng anak niya.
Nagsalubong ang nga mata namin. Ilang segundo kaming nagtitigan. Shit! That drowsy eyes! Chinitong mukhang inaantok. Napakagwapo!
Kinalma ko ang sarili ko at baka bigla nalang lumabas ang pagkalandi ko.
"But before that let me introduce you to each other." Said Conrad, I saw Mama nodding her head and run to my side. Conrad and his son walking to my direction and stopped in front of me. Hindi ko maalis ang tingin sa anak niya.
Wearing also a suit, parang aattend ng business meeting, at sa gwapo niyang ito papasa na ang porma niyang ito sa pag-attend ng kasal!
"Artia, this is Kingsley, my son." Said Conrad as he introduced his son to me.
He's definitely my type. He passed all of my standards. I stared back at his drowsy sharp eyes. Wasn't able to stop myself from examining his whole face. That lips, that jaw, that hair style, that height, that body. You. Damn you! You're my type.
Ilang sandaling titigan bago ako nakapagsalita.
"Hi! I'm Artia, nice to meet you." I said with a smirk then smiled sweetly at him. I need to give a good impression.
"Kingsley. Nice to meet you too." He said with his beautiful voice. I stopped my self from biting my lips. I can feel mama staring at me.
We shook our hand for a hand shake. Ayoko na yatang bitawan ang kamay niya. It feels warm, soft and surely will leave a trace of good smell on my hand.
Nagtitigan muna kami sandali. I don't know if he's not that interested in me unlike the way I am because he look sleepy, like he's bored or is it just because of his eyes?
Nauna siyang bumitaw. Naoansin ko kaagad ang kagustuhan niyang bumitaw kaya parang nagsabay lang kaming bumitaw. Ayoko naman ipahalatang ayoko ng bitawan ang kamay niya.
"She's my daughter." Said my mama energetically. Sinulyapan lang niya si mama tapos sa akin tapos ay hindi na ulit tumingin.
"Let have lunch now." Singit ni Conrad. Sumangayon naman kaagad si Mama.
"Right! Let's eat first before we talk about things..."
Nagbago kaagad ang timpla ko. I'm back to my straight face.
Right! That reminded me why I am here, why I agree to be here. Nandito ako para tumutol sa kasal. Sandali kong nakalimutan iyon dahil sa gwapong anak ni Conrad.
Sige, kumain muna tayo. Bago ko sirain ang mood niyo.
Artia's POV "Isn't it too fast? And suspicious?" Singit ko sa pag-uusap nila. Kanina pa ako tahimik mula nang mag-umpisa kaming kumain, ngayon pa lang ako nagsalita. Kingsley's silent too and like me, hindi masyado ginagalaw ang pagkain. He's sitting in front of me. Malaki ang mesa kaya malayo parin siya kahit na parang magkaharapan kami. "Why suddenly, you two wanna get married?" Hindi ko alam kung tumakas ba ang sakit sa boses ko. Hindi ko alam kung nahalata nila. Hindi ko maiwasang masaktan para kay Dad. I understand that he died long time ago and there's no chance he'll come back. He'll never ever comeback. I am asking for a miracle for that to happen. Pero bakit kailangan ikasal? "We've planned this long time ago." Mama said. I stopped poking the meat on my plate. My emotion changed, now I feel angry. "Long time ago, huh?!" I hissed.
"Ma, nasaan ka?" I asked to her over the phone.Galing ako sa opisina, inasikaso ang problema doon. My last meal was the steak I ate at Conrads house. Hindi ko magawang makapagmerienda dahil sa mg inasikasong papeles.It's getting dark, naisipan ko yayain magdinner si Mama since hindi pa kami talaga nakakapag-usap ng masinsinan.[I'm still at Conrad's house. Why?] Sagot niya."You're still there?! Let's have dinner. Mag-usap tayo, Ma." Maldita kong sabi. Rinig ko ang pagbuntong hininga niya.[I wanted to talk with you earlier pero umalis ka.] Medyo inis niyang sabi."I had a business emergency! Ngayon pa lang ako natapos ayusin iyon. Wala pa akong kain mula kanina! My last meal was the meal I ate there." Sambit ko.Isa-isa kong dinampot ang mga gamit ko mula sa mesa at ipinasok iyon sa purse ko. Huli kong dinampot ang susi ng kotse ko.[Let's talk some other ti
I entered the bar, still wearing the fitted dress since this morning. Hindi naman ako napawisan."Do you serve meal here?" I asked to the waiter walking by."Yes Ma'am. Doon po sa area doon." Sagot niya saka itinuro ang kaliwang bahagi."Thank you!" Sambit ko saka ngumiti. Muntik pa mahulog ang isang baso na nasa tray niya. Iniwan ko na nga. Baka manginig pa doon.Umupo ako sa pinaka bandang dulo. Kaagad naman na may lumapit sa akin na panibagong waiter. Wala pa naman masyadong tao dahil hindi pa malalim ang gabi.I asked for their menu and ordered meat. Pagkatapos kong kumain doon ay lumipat na ako ng pwesto sa may bar counter. Kanina ko pa sinisipat ang bar area nila habang kumakain. Medyo dumadami narin ang mga tao.I saw guys looking at me earlier pero diko binigyan ng atensyon. Sigurado pag nginitian ko o tinitigan pabalik ay lalapitan ako."Give me your best wine." Ta
"My friends said he's here."Lumawak ang ngiti ko sa narinig. He went back to his seat. Kunwari ay inayos ko ang inumin niya, palapit sa kanya."Kakarating lang?" Pasimpling tanong ko."No, kanina pa.""Why haven't I saw him around?"Kung kanina pa siya bakit hindi ko man lang napansin? Kanina pa nag-iikot ang mata ko dito."He's with his friends. Baka nakatambay sa paburito nilang tambayan.""And where is that?" I asked very curious. "Just there. Sa gilid at bandang dulo. Its a bit darker in that area and only few guests can come in there.""Why?""It's their spot. I think one of them owns this place."Tumango-tango ako. Marami akong nalalaman mula sa kanya."Do you want me to bring you to him?"Napangiti ako."Can you?" I asked lively hindi mapigilan ang ngiti sa labi. Buti nalang hindi niya na napapansin na may iba akong mo
"Bakit mo naman nasabi iyan?" I said friendly. Tinitigan niya lang ako at hindi umimik.Huminga ako ng malalim. Ang suplado, hindi ko yata siya madadaan sa mga bola at damoves ko."Okay. Tutal alam mo naman na iba ang pakay ko sayo. Let's get straight to it then." Seryoso sabi ko at inayos ang tayo.Gusto niya talagang mag-usap kami ng ganito? Hindi kaya ako mangawit dahil nakatayo lang kami? Pero baka hindi naman magtatagal ang usapan dahil ngayon palang kitang-kita kona na nangangati na siyang umalis sa harapan ko. Ang sungit magsalita."I noticed you didn't talk earlier on our lunch." I started. Wala parin siyang imik. Pinagkrus ko ang mga braso ko."Ayaw mo din bang matuloy ang kasal?" Daretsong tanong ko.One of his eyebrow moved, pero kaunting galaw lang iyon at hindi mo naman mahahalata kung hindi nakafocus ang mga mata mo sa kanya. Napansin ko dahil tit
Two days had passed. Hindi ko pa ulit nakakausap si Mama. And I busied myself with work. Habang nagtatrabaho ay iniisip ko din kung anong magandang gawin sa sitwasyon ko.Ako lang ang may ayaw sa kasal. Ma wants to be married with Conrad, and its clear Conrad wants to marry my mother and Kingsley, he f*cking agree to our parents marriage.Wala akong kakampi. I am the only daugther, I don't have siblings. Obviously wala akong mahihingan ng tulong kung kapatid ang pinaguusapan. Then Dad, Dad's dead, malabo naman na makumbinsi ko siyang multuhin si Mama para hindi na magpakasal.I badly want to talk to him, I want to see him again and I know what I want is a miracle. Malabong mangyari ang gusto ko. Malabong bumalik si Dad.Hindi ko din naman mahihingan ng tulong ang lolo't lola ko. They're abroad, at nakakahiya naman kung hihingan ko sila ng tulong saka baka makasama pa iyon kay Mama
Kingsley POV "I was told not to speak nonsense. Wala naman po kasi akong maikekwento." She flashed her annoying smirk at me again. She haven't move on from what I said that night, huh? Flashback Third Person POV "Men! Nakita ko kanina si Artia sa kabilang restaurant! Tangina ang ganda talaga! At ang sexy men!" Napalingon si Kingsley sa nagsasalita. He is one of his friends na madalas ay katambayan dito sa bar na ito. He watched them talked about Artia. Uminom siya ng beer na hawak niya at itinuon nalang ang tingin sa may dance floor.
Nauna akong umalis sa hapagkainan dahil gusto kong maglakad-lakad sa bahay na ito. Ilang minuto palang ang nakaklipas ay naramdaman kong may nakasunod sa akin. Alam ko kaagad na si Kingsley iyon, amoy ko hanggang dito ang pabango niya. At sa mga huling sinabi ko kanina ay hinuha ko susunod talaga siya sakin.Napuntahan ko na noon ang pool area kaya napagdesisyonan kong pumanik sa taas. Nagpaalam naman ako kina Mama na mag-iikot ako.Mabagal akong naglalakad papanik sa hagdan. Napasinghap ako saglit dahil sa mangha sa nakikita ko. I'm starting to like this house, ang ganda.Like on the first floor mataas din ceiling dito and there are chandeliers! Una kong tinignan ay ang sa left side, I saw something moving and a different color of light flashing. I stared at it for seconds and confirmed the things moving were curtains. Naglakad ako palapit doon.Naexcite ako lalo nang makitang may glass wall nanaman. May this is like whats i
-----fast forward----- ***Artia's POV*** "How about you two? Hindi niyo pa ba naiisipang magpakasal? You're on your right age naman. Maaari na kayong magpakasal." "Honestly, I've thought about that. Matagal na kayong magkasintahan, alam kong mauuwi kayong dalawa sa kasalan. Why don't you start planning about it?" Keep remembering it Artia. Keep thinking about it. About their conversation earlier on your dinner. Hindi kapa ba natatauhan? Even your mother and his father are pushing the two to get married. Hindi pa ba sampal sa iyo iyon? You should stop now, before you drown yourself you might not be able to save yourself. Nalulunod kana sa sarili mong patibong. Your great f*cking plan won't work. Ang tagal tagal na pero wala pang improvement ang plan mo. Ang sarili molang ang sinasaktan mo at isinusugal dito. Don't you think its time to back out? Now is the time to change your mind. Wake up, Artia! None of your plan will
Artia's POV Kinabahan ako, akala ko may nagwawala na. Akala ko sinadya ni KIngsley na basagin ang mga bote dahil sa ginagawa namin ni Iulian. But why would he do that? Mukhang wala naman silang pake kahit pa magsex kami dito ni Iulian. Sila nga naghahalikan din kanina. The wine from the broken bottle is spilled on the floor and flow down to the water pool. Some broken glasses fell down in the pool also. What happened became clear to me when I saw a cat near the bottles. Mukhang tumalon ito at iyon ang mga natamaan. Kingsley doesn't own a cat. Kanino kaya ang orange na pusang ito at bakit nandito? THe cat looked like the famous cat in the movie. I forgot the cats name. Mahihirapan akong alalahanin iyon lalo na't lasing. My eyes glance at the two. Courtney slightly in panic moving away from the pool. And then Kingsley, eyes blanked looking at us. When our eyes met he immediately looked away, turned around and left the pool too. I blinked
***Artia's POV*** I couldn't fall asleep why I decided to take a bath. After taking a bath I just wore a thin silk of dress and sat on the floor facing the mirror and resting my back against the table placed in the middle of my walk in closet. I stared at my own reflection in the mirror. From my face, to my body and back to my face. My lips trembled, and my eyes started to sting. I have the face. I have the body. But I have no one. Unlike Courtney, she have friends, she have Iulian and Kingsley beside her for years. She have Kingsley who's loving her. I bit my lips hoping I could stop it from trembling. Now I know the answer to my questions earlier. The kiss I shared with Iulian felt empty. I've kissed many guys, and the truth, it all felt empty. Ako lang itong naglalagay ng meaning at emosyon doon. Sa paraang iyon, nababawasan ang kalungkutang nararamdaman ko. Something really changed, because now I know and have realized that all those
***Artia's POV***Our lips touched and dance together. Just like the music being played, it was slow at first but then coped up with a steady pace. His lips are tender and warm just like Kingsley's lips but it didn't made the butterflies in my stomach fly. I was the one who cut the kiss.I stared at his lips, didn't want to stare at his eyes so he wouldn't see I was distracted while we are kissing. I'm confuse. Why do I feel like something is missing? Why didn't it felt good? Its not because he's not a good kisser, but I didn't enjoyed like how I enjoyed the kisses of Kingsley.Isinantabi ko muna ang mga katanungan na iyon. I should say something. Iulian might get offended with my reaction."Walang magagalit?" I tried to joke. I felt relieved when he chuckled."Sayo? Walang magagalit?" tanong niya pabalik may ngisi sa labi. Umiling ako at itinago ang pasimpling paglunok ng laway.I hope meron. Sana may magalit at sana ay si Kingsley iy
***THIRD P POV***"I feel better with you, next to me."It's strange, how he can remember the words she said. Kingsley looked away and turned his attention to his girlfriend. He didn't want to start a conversation with Artia now that Courtney, Iulian and their other friends are next to them.He just had an argument with his girlfriend, he doesn't want her to have another reason to argue with. Courtney might get jealous. Artia didn't talkedtoo since she really doesn't have anything to say. She stretch a small smile to Courtney, she smiled back but she know she's not really okay that she's here.She chitchat with Iulian and sometimes with the other guys whose name she can't remember. Well, she's not really interested, her mind is clouded with the couple next to her and the trauma Rom left to her.She's thirsty but she don't have the spirit to drink the glasses of alcohol served in front of her. She didn't voice it out. At kahit pa gustuhin man
Kingsleys POV"Bukod sa gusto kitang kasama, wala na akong ibang kaibigan.""Look out for, Artia.""I lost everyone. My Dad's dead. I have no more friends."I closed my eyes tightly hoping I get to focus and stop remembering her voices and those words she said and what her mother said to me too. It keeps visting my mind. I can't stop thinking about it.[Why do you have to take her with you?] I looked out of the window for a second. I can feel her staring at me, listening to my conversation with Courtney on the phone."We already talked about this." No matter how much I lower my voice she can still hear me. I glance at her and her face says it. She's asking if we are arguing.[Yes, we talked about it but I want us to talk about it again. I thought it will just be for a while. Don't tell me she'll come with us sa lahat ng lakad natin.]"Mamaya natin ito pag-usapan."[Fine! Let's just meet there. Hin
Artia's POV "What?" He asked stern now back to being suplado. It was only for a short moment but it was gold for me. Him laughing together with me. Staring at my eyes not to others. Finally he laughed with me. I can't hide the smile formed in my lips. I shook my head and looked away, not wanting him to see that I was too happy just seeing him laughing with me. My heart still feels like its floating in the air above the clouds. Butterflies inside my stomach flying around. Giving the feeling that I haven't felt for years now. "Nothing." I answered. He noticed I was staring at him for a long time why he asked me what. I admit I stared at him so intently. It was too obvious. I should've been careful so he wouldn't get back to being stern so quickly. "I feel sorry to Iulian. I didn't know it tasted so salty. Ang dami niyang kinain," mahinang sambit ko habang nilalaro gamit ang kutsara ang sinangag na niluto ko. Buti nalang pala at hindi si Kingsl
Artia's POV "I just want to say sorry too, about what I said yesterday. No woman wants to be disrespected and molested. Sorry." Parang naisama ko sa paglunok ko ang dila ko dahil hindi ako nakapagsalita. Parang lalabas na din yata sa d****b ko ang puso ko sa lakas ng tibok nito. Dang! What is wrong with me? Bakit ganito makapagreact ang puso ko sa ginawa niya? When I recovered I smiled sweetly at him and said, "Babe, its okay." I bit my lips after talking. Dang! Baka magalit ulit sa akin dahil sa pagtawag ko sa kaniya ng babe. Hindi ko naman sinasadya! It just slip out of my tongue. "You're forgiven." I said my voice automatically turned husky. Our eyes wandered at each other for a while before he looked away and walked. Akala ko ay aalis na siya pero napangiti ulit nang makita siyang sumandal sa may bar counter. I giggled and open the fridge to look at the sandwhich he made for me. Ngiting-ngiti ako habang tinitignan iyon at
Artia's POV "You two already kissed." Mula kanina ay hindi na ako tinantanan ng batang ito. She keeps on asking the same question over and over again everytime she sees me-- no she's following me. "Why are you so eager to know if we did kissed or not?" Gaya ngayon, sinusundan niya ako kahit saan ako magpunta. Kanina ay may kinausap kami ni Kingsley why we left her for a while. Pagkatapos doon ay naghiwalay kami ni Kingsley. I don't know where he went to and if he talked to someone but now I can see him and I'm walking towards his direction. "I heard the other girl is Kuya Kingsleys girlfriend. So if you two already kissed, maybe you seduced him to kiss you. Or you stole a kiss from him since you like him." Tumigil ako sa paglalakad at binalingan ang batang nakasunod sa likod ko. "I like him?" I asked. Parang sure na sure sa sinasabi niya. "Yeah. I can see it in the way you look at him