His groan reverberated right through me, and he drew away, his chest heaving with each breath. “You’re so difficult to resist.”
“Then don’t…” I lifted an eyebrow, but he grinned and shook his head.
“You need to eat, just like you needed to relax and sleep last night. And I need to let you do that.”
“Such a gentleman,” I teased, but gratitude almost lost against the irritation inside me, because morning sex sounded pretty fucking good, actually, regardless of what Nic thought I needed. “But I am completely available to meet all your needs, too.”
I pushed the blanket from myself in a bold reveal then groaned at a sharp knock at the door.
“Raincheck?” Nic grinned as he tossed a T-shirt toward me and I slipped it on. “It’s Aimée,” he murmured, and I nodded, knowing better than to ask how he knew.
Vampire hearing, vampire sense of smell. Vampire telepathy for all I knew. Something that gave him a superpower, anyway.
He wandered back to the door, still wrapped in the ridiculous throw, and his muscles bunched and shifted as he moved, although he looked to be giving it extra sway. Then he glanced over his shoulder and grinned. Yeah, definitely extra sway, and it totally worked because my fingers itched to touch him.
He opened the door then opened his mouth to speak, but he didn’t get a word out before Aimée barreled past him and came to an abrupt halt when she saw me.
“Oh, thank fuck,” she said as she rushed the rest of the way to my side. She grabbed me and squished me into a tight hug, my head against her boobs, while Nic watched, an amused smile playing on his lips.
“I’m going to take a shower.” He headed toward the bathroom. “I won’t be long.”
“I won’t leave her side for a moment,” Aimée declared as she folded herself up on the comforter beside me.
“Not necessary.” I smiled at her before I took another bite of my beignet, my lips still tingling from Nic’s kisses.
“Absolutely necessary,” she countered. “Fuck, you gave me a scare yesterday, Leia.”
I glanced at her and raised my eyebrow. “I gave you a scare? How about the one Valérie gave me?”
Aimée paled. “I am so sorry. I never should have let you be alone. I just thought… I thought I was close enough. I didn’t even imagine that a trip to the bathroom… Nic was close, the guys were around, I didn’t see any unknown vampires. I didn’t think. Valérie was staff.” She took a couple of deep breaths. “Nic almost lost you and it was my fault for letting my guard down, and I’m so sorry. I won’t even blame him if he exiles me or something.”
“Exiles you?” I laughed. “What the hell for? For letting me go to the bathroom alone? I’ve been doing that for a lot of years now, thanks.”
She glanced away. “For nearly getting his true mate killed. His queen.”
I ignored the reverence in her voice and waved my hand. “Everyone is so serious. Valérie overplayed her hand and you stopped her.” I didn’t feel nearly as casual as I sounded, but I couldn’t handle too much more vampire guilt from Aimée. “Thank you for being there. I couldn’t have fought her off on my own.”
The crushing panic threatened to settle in my chest again as memories of struggling under Valérie’s weight and strength rushed through my mind, but I pushed it away, focusing instead on the anger that had burned through me later.
“You’re too fragile as you are,” Aimée chastised me gently as she pulled me into a hug. “We can’t let this go on.”
I choked out a laugh against her soft, blonde hair. “Short of walking around in a full suit of armor, or with Jason at my heels every second of every day, there’s not a whole lot we can do.”
She stilled, the seconds drawing out as she said nothing. Then she sighed. “I’m just glad you’re okay.”
“Me too.” I rubbed her back as a surge of emotion filled my eyes with tears. Shit. I wasn’t used to friends and affection, and I especially wasn’t used to a friend who felt almost like a sister. “I don’t know what I would have done without you,” I whispered as I clung tighter to her.
The bathroom door opened and steam billowed out, bringing with it Nic’s spicy scent. I relaxed, releasing Aimée and shoving another bite of beignet into my mouth so I didn’t gape at Nic by mistake.
He wore more or less the same thing every day, but he seemed to look even more mouthwatering since we’d had sex the first time, like if I got too close, I might accidentally touch him, might accidentally start removing his clothes, might accidentally jump his bones, or something.
His black shirt was still unbuttoned, and it moved as he walked, teasing me with hints of his chest. His black pants were perfectly tailored and clung across his strong thighs and ass. He lifted his hands, his nimble fingers making light work of his buttons as he fastened them, and I followed the movement downward, almost feeling like I had X-ray vision for a moment, as my gaze landed on the front of his pants.
I looked away, but not before a corner of his mouth tilted like he’d read my mind.
“See something you like?” His voice was low, sexy, dangerous with promise, and Aimée covered her face.
“Sister in the room, you guys.”
“Well, that’s easily remedied, though, Aimée. The door’s over there.” Nic jerked his head in the direction of the door he’d mentioned then grinned. “But alas, I’m the one who needs to use it.” He focused back on me. “I need to go to the club. I need to find out what happened last night, interview my staff at the casino about Valérie and what they know about her motives…”
He trailed off, his face grim, and I shivered. There was probably a lot in his head I didn’t want to know. A lot in a vampire’s head I never wanted to know.
“I just need to make sure nothing like that ever happens again.” Desperation flickered through his gaze then seemed to form a crease between his brows.
“There’s an easy way to do that, though, Nic,” Aimée said softly, and I held up my hand.“I don’t think I need to know the details.” Seeing Aimée behead Valerie had been plenty enough violence for me. I didn’t need to find out what sort of violence Nic could enact to ensure my safety going forward.Nic flashed another grin, this one strained after he frowned at Aimée. “Kyle will handle the details. He usually seems to enjoy those.”He crossed the room and dropped a soft kiss to my forehead as I wound my arms around his neck.“I’ll miss you,” I whispered to Nic, and Aimée gave my shoulder a gentle shove.“But my brother won’t watch old British comedy movies with you and laugh at all the right parts, I’m sure. Four Weddings, or Bridget Jones?” She didn’t wait for my reply. “Both? I can also offer popcorn.”“Bye. I’ll be back as soon as I can.” Nic spoke from the door, his voice low before he slipped away.Aimée shook her head. “I have no idea what you’ve done to my brother, but I’ve nev
He gestured at the other screen, the one with the paused footage on. We’d just watched Valérie in conversation with the guys in the shot, and shortly after they’d started smashing glasses and chairs over each other.“But you were there to watch Leia. Not to prevent other people from killing themselves and each other.”“It was too much for the regular bouncers to handle. Innocents were being hurt.” Kyle shifted his stance to at-ease, his unblinking gaze somewhere over my left shoulder.Rage roared through me, more at the thought of Leia in danger than at my men, and I stood with a bellow, shoving everything off my desk. My computer crashed to the floor and the screen went black. A paperweight rolled to the corner of the room, and files spilled their contents over the floor.I never should have agreed to Leia and Aimée attending the nightclub. I slammed my fist through the sheetrock. There was too much risk for her in my world. A mirror cracked as I ripped it from the wall, and I shredd
“Nic.”“I’m heading toward you now. I won’t be long.” I watched the speedo needle climb.“Nic.”“Yes?” I forced myself to focus.“It’s not me. I’m not hurt. I’m fine.”But something was still wrong. I wasn’t imagining that. “Then what is it?” I didn’t slow down. The urgency to get home still existed. Maybe she was injured somehow.“It’s Dad. The rehab center called. He’s missing.”Oh, thank fuck. For a moment, I took my foot off the gas and coasted as relief coursed through me. It was only Jean. Jean was the problem, which was still a problem, only not as urgent.“What do you mean, missing?” Had he run away, broken our deal?“That’s the thing.” She sucked in a breath. “They don’t know what’s going on. They only know he didn’t show up to today’s meetings. They don’t know when he left or why. And all of his shit is still there. He didn’t take anything.”I flicked the turn signal and slowed to make my turn. “Nothing?” That didn’t sound right. “I mean, if he was leaving, sure, travel ligh
My eyes were dry, though. I slammed every door I walked through, harder and harder until I was opening doors back up just to slam them closed again, daring the old house to so much as crack beneath my rage.It consumed me.Fucking Nic. There was no way Dad had just upped and left his rehab…right? At least, not without his stuff. And sure, he was an addict, but he wasn’t heartless. Surely, he wouldn’t just have left without telling me.I sat at a random piano I’d uncovered in a large bedroom and pressed one of the yellowed-ivory keys, listening to the high-pitched plink, plink sound. Somehow the pitch suited my mood better than any discordant crash I could evoke by smashing the keys at the other end.Anger at Nic kept my disappointment in Dad at bay. If I didn’t think too hard about what my father was capable of, I didn’t have to believe he might have left on his own. And I couldn’t believe that anyway. Not until I’d explored and dismissed every other possibility.Francois had kept me
He blew out his breath in short puffs, and I wriggled a little on the bench, seeking my own friction against the seam of my jeans.“Your scent is amazing, Leia,” Nic said, his voice tense. He slowed his movements and pulled me to my feet, his cock flat between us as he unsnapped the button at my waist, pushing my pants and underwear out of the way. Then he lifted me onto the piano, and the low keys crashed like thunder under my ass.“I’m going to fuck you now.” His gray eyes were like small storms, and I shivered under the weight of the promise in his voice. “Because I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anybody, and you’re mine.”As he finished speaking, he thrust inside me in one smooth stroke and I accepted all of him, winding my right leg over his hip, my heel digging into his muscular ass. I rode each thrust hard, meeting him as he slammed inside me, and I pressed my hand between us to touch myself, but Nic growled low and took my hand in his.“Mine, Leia.” He pressed his finger
But I shook my head, the movement abrupt. “Not anywhere close to needing to talk about that, Nic. Not now. Maybe not ever. I have many other priorities.” Despite the allure of being stronger, becoming a fucking vampire sounded like a nightmare—and not one I was willing to face today. I wrapped my arms around myself, cold without Nic’s proximity, and he drew a blanket over me, tucking it around my shoulders.He opened his mouth like he might push the subject, but he didn’t, and I returned the conversation to the subject of my dad.“It’s like this,” I said. “If Francois has Dad, he could be doing anything to him. He could be bleeding him a little bit each day. He could be draining him right now. We might already be too late, but I have to try. I have to be involved. He’s the last family I have left. If he’s with Francois, I can’t leave him there. No one deserves to rot in that house.” My breath shuddered as I drew in a deep inhale. “Maybe not even Francois. It’s an exercise in decay.”N
Kyle rolled his eyes. “We’ll do what we always do. Plan to succeed and get the job done.”“And Leia will do everything I say, follow all of my rules, and stay safe,” Nic said as he watched me. His gaze pleaded with me not to disagree with him.But I had no intention of disagreeing. Not in public, and not even in private. I didn’t exactly have a death wish, and if following the instructions of the vampire king and his men kept me alive, I was good with swallowing my pride.“I think I can manage to do that.” I grinned at him, but he didn’t manage anything more than a grimace in return before he tugged me against him, his arm around my waist.17NicI stood in my office at La Petite Mort looking out over the floor. Down there, nothing had changed, but in the rest of my life, everything had been turned on its head. Leia was at home with Aimée and Jason—and Kyle, but she didn’t know about him—and it was better that way.The less she ventured out in public, the less I had to worry about he
I hissed, already imagining how that was going to feel. It would hurt like a bastard. “Get Jason, then. Not Kyle. I swear his heart hasn’t beat since he turned.”He was pure mercenary, untouched by pain, and he didn’t understand it in others. Jason, at least, knew to respect his sire.And fuck, I was pissed.“Nic?” Jason stepped out of the door, uncharacteristic worry marring his face. “Thank fuck you’re home. You need to come see this footage.”“What is it?” I took Leia’s hand as I moved rapidly up the steps.Jason hesitated, his gaze raking my face. “And we need to do something about that. You’re starting to heal already.”“Fuck my face.” Jason would just have to open it up again. “What’s on the recording?”He hesitated again. “You should probably watch it yourself.”“And I will, but tell me.”He glanced at Leia, his mouth tightening into a flat line. “It wasn’t a random demand. Francois has made his move.”“The fucker. What did he say?” Sending a suicide bomber to make his demand k