He blew out his breath in short puffs, and I wriggled a little on the bench, seeking my own friction against the seam of my jeans.
“Your scent is amazing, Leia,” Nic said, his voice tense. He slowed his movements and pulled me to my feet, his cock flat between us as he unsnapped the button at my waist, pushing my pants and underwear out of the way. Then he lifted me onto the piano, and the low keys crashed like thunder under my ass.
“I’m going to fuck you now.” His gray eyes were like small storms, and I shivered under the weight of the promise in his voice. “Because I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anybody, and you’re mine.”
As he finished speaking, he thrust inside me in one smooth stroke and I accepted all of him, winding my right leg over his hip, my heel digging into his muscular ass. I rode each thrust hard, meeting him as he slammed inside me, and I pressed my hand between us to touch myself, but Nic growled low and took my hand in his.
“Mine, Leia.” He pressed his finger against my clit, and I moaned, pushing my hips forward, seeking more of his touch. He smiled, satisfaction evident in the tilt of his lips.
The room filled with the sound of our breathing, and a groan rumbled from him as he pumped his hips faster, filling me over and over. He circled my clit, and I gasped as I clutched his wrist, urging him faster, harder.
“More.” My voice broke on the word and he bent over me as his hand never stopped moving, claiming my mouth under his. I pushed my tongue into his mouth, sliding it along the edge of one of his fangs, and his obvious desire threatened to carry me away. My chest tightened as need surged through me, and I dragged my mouth from his, offering him my neck instead. “Bite me.”
He made a strangled sound, part chuckle, part moan and the tips of his fangs grazed my skin before he sucked a sharp breath and I flinched at the sudden invasion. Then ecstasy flooded me, short-circuiting each of my nerve endings as an orgasm crashed through me, and I plunked my left hand down at my side, striking an out-of-tune chord as wave after wave of pleasure engulfed me.
The sound of Nic drinking from me filled my ears and his cock filled my body and I pulsed around him as every muscle inside me tensed and tightened.
He stiffened and moaned before drawing away and shouting his release to the large room.
He stood against me, stroking his hands over my shoulders, and across my breasts, still buried inside me, before he lifted me and walked us to the bed. Without withdrawing, he maneuvered us onto the bed, and lay beside me, dropping soft kisses along my jaw and over my cheeks. He brushed my hair from my face, each of his touches infinitely gentle, as he softly nudged in and out of me, more like a reflex and reminder of our connection than seeking any sort of release.
I tightened around him, small aftershocks of my pleasure sending shivers through me.
When he lowered his lips to mine, I responded to his exploratory kisses with eagerness, and leaned into his touch when he cupped his palm against my cheek.
He wrapped his arm around my waist and leaned his forehead against mine, gazing into my eyes.
“I’m sorry,” he murmured. “I know you think I wasn’t taking your worries seriously.”
I nodded, caution still my overriding emotion. Those weren’t quite the words I wanted to hear, but it was hard to concentrate with him still so close, still stoking so much heat inside me, still wringing out the last few moments of pleasure.
“And do you now?” I asked my question quietly as I toyed with his hair, watching the shimmering strands of dirty blond as I teased them between my fingers.
“I think so.” His voice was still gruff, and he didn’t meet my eyes. “Jason, Kyle, and Sebastian are in my office, trying to figure out a plan.”
My face heated. “What? They’re in your office and you’re here…doing what?”
He thrust against me again. “You already need a reminder?”
“No. I mean…” Speech deserted me. “Shouldn’t we be there, making the plan? Helping make the plan? He’s my dad.”
Nic shook his head. “You shouldn’t be anywhere near this. I can’t risk your safety again. If you truly think Jean has been abducted, I need you to stay away.” He grimaced and shook his head. “I mean, actually stay the hell away.” He kissed my temple, his manner gentle, despite his harsh words. “I’m really sorry your dad is missing, and I’ll do anything to bring him back to you.”
“Let me help.” I pressed my palm to his cheek and looked into his eyes, imploring him to understand that I couldn’t just sit idly by. “I was in that room with Francois, Nic. I had no one. I didn’t know if help was coming.”
A flash of pain made his eyes turbulent. “Of course I was coming. I’d move Heaven and Earth and walk straight through the fires of Hell to reach you. That time, any time. All the time. Please never doubt that.”
I nodded. “Then allow me to do the same for my father.”
He closed his eyes, so I lost all track of his emotion, but his mouth tightened briefly. He shook his head. “I can’t. You could die. I could lose you.”
He tightened his arms around me and began to thrust harder inside me like he was assuring himself I was there or stamping his ownership on me.
“No, Nic. Don’t try to distract me with sex. I need to be angry right now.” I drew away from him, putting distance between us. “I need to fight. I need to fight for my dad, but I don’t know what to do.”
“Let me handle it all. I’ll do your fighting.” His words and gaze held the same plea, but he let me move away. “Leia?”
I looked at him, caught off guard by the unusual vulnerability he’d injected into my saying my name.
“We need to talk about—”
I waited as he dragged in a deep breath.
“About turning you.”
But I shook my head, the movement abrupt. “Not anywhere close to needing to talk about that, Nic. Not now. Maybe not ever. I have many other priorities.” Despite the allure of being stronger, becoming a fucking vampire sounded like a nightmare—and not one I was willing to face today. I wrapped my arms around myself, cold without Nic’s proximity, and he drew a blanket over me, tucking it around my shoulders.He opened his mouth like he might push the subject, but he didn’t, and I returned the conversation to the subject of my dad.“It’s like this,” I said. “If Francois has Dad, he could be doing anything to him. He could be bleeding him a little bit each day. He could be draining him right now. We might already be too late, but I have to try. I have to be involved. He’s the last family I have left. If he’s with Francois, I can’t leave him there. No one deserves to rot in that house.” My breath shuddered as I drew in a deep inhale. “Maybe not even Francois. It’s an exercise in decay.”N
Kyle rolled his eyes. “We’ll do what we always do. Plan to succeed and get the job done.”“And Leia will do everything I say, follow all of my rules, and stay safe,” Nic said as he watched me. His gaze pleaded with me not to disagree with him.But I had no intention of disagreeing. Not in public, and not even in private. I didn’t exactly have a death wish, and if following the instructions of the vampire king and his men kept me alive, I was good with swallowing my pride.“I think I can manage to do that.” I grinned at him, but he didn’t manage anything more than a grimace in return before he tugged me against him, his arm around my waist.17NicI stood in my office at La Petite Mort looking out over the floor. Down there, nothing had changed, but in the rest of my life, everything had been turned on its head. Leia was at home with Aimée and Jason—and Kyle, but she didn’t know about him—and it was better that way.The less she ventured out in public, the less I had to worry about he
I hissed, already imagining how that was going to feel. It would hurt like a bastard. “Get Jason, then. Not Kyle. I swear his heart hasn’t beat since he turned.”He was pure mercenary, untouched by pain, and he didn’t understand it in others. Jason, at least, knew to respect his sire.And fuck, I was pissed.“Nic?” Jason stepped out of the door, uncharacteristic worry marring his face. “Thank fuck you’re home. You need to come see this footage.”“What is it?” I took Leia’s hand as I moved rapidly up the steps.Jason hesitated, his gaze raking my face. “And we need to do something about that. You’re starting to heal already.”“Fuck my face.” Jason would just have to open it up again. “What’s on the recording?”He hesitated again. “You should probably watch it yourself.”“And I will, but tell me.”He glanced at Leia, his mouth tightening into a flat line. “It wasn’t a random demand. Francois has made his move.”“The fucker. What did he say?” Sending a suicide bomber to make his demand k
“Oh?” He tilted his head, his eyes quizzical.I nodded. “Apparently my mate wishes you to return me to my former beauty. And I also need you to contact Conri. It seems I’m in need of his assistance.”I wrinkled my nose, haunted by the odor of wet dog already.“He won’t come here,” Jason said, and I nodded.I’d expected that.“I’ll meet him at The Pour House.” I patted Leia’s hand as I felt her flinch at the mention of her business. “Please don’t worry. No danger will come to your property.”I couldn’t exactly promise that, but I’d do everything in my fucking power to ensure it remained standing and undamaged.Conri wasn’t a friend or even really an ally. None of the Baton Rouge shifters were allies to vampires, and who could blame them? We had years of wrong and hurt between us. But with Francois encroaching ever further into our mutual territories, we had a common enemy and that would have to be enough.Not for the first time, I spared a thought for how my sireling might have come to
He nodded. “I can have my men escort you from here.” He glanced around the interior of the bar, his gaze resting on Ben for a moment, like he was also sizing up the vampire presence I had with me.He probably was. Because a good alpha should, and Conri seemed like a good alpha.“This is about the human?”I nodded, unsure how much to disclose now he’d agreed to the use of his safe house so readily.He huffed an unexpected sigh. “They’re a fragile, stubborn breed.” Something suspiciously like pain flashed through his eyes, and I sensed a story I didn’t necessarily want to know.“And can I rely on additional protection from your men?” This probably wasn’t something Jason had mentioned might form part of our negotiations, but I’d be a dumbfuck not to ask.The shifters were superior trackers, equal to vampire speed in animal form, and they had at least twice our numbers. They also knew the woods and local bayous better than anyone else.As I’d expected, Conri narrowed his eyes. Then he shi
Sebastian smothered a chuckle in the back.I whirled as far as the seatbelt would let me and jabbed my finger in his direction. “And you can shut up. From my count, I’m two for two on crazy princes so far—one kidnapped me, and one likes to smell me whenever he gets too close.” I faced the front again, folding my arms and breathing hard, shame already taking the place of my sudden anger.“Leia.” Nic didn’t say anything else. Just my name.But it was enough.I pressed my hand over my mouth to stifle a sob. It was all too much. At least with red bills, I’d known where I stood. Now my world was vampires and more vampires, and everyone wanted to fuck me or kill me, and they’d taken Dad… And… And… I closed my eyes as tears spilled from them, and Nic pulled the car over before unfastening our seatbelts so he could pull me over the center console and hold me to his chest.“Conri isn’t a vampire,” he said gently as he smoothed my hair from my damp cheek. He pressed a kiss to my temple. “He’s a
And maybe if I could help get Dad back, I could go home. I glanced at Nic. He was a good man. I didn’t doubt that any longer. And… I hesitated, unwilling to even think the words that might cement how I felt in case they trapped me by his side, burdening him further. What if I explored my feelings, and I found myself unable to leave him?And maybe I needed to leave him.To save him.That thought hurt. But ever since I’d entered his life, it seemed to have been consumed by violence or by saving me. I couldn’t live like that. Nic couldn’t live like that. How could I expect him to?Innocent people had died when my dad’s exchange for me was demanded. Innocent fucking people. I couldn’t risk anyone else.I touched Nic’s hand briefly and he glanced down at me, his smile quick to take control of his lips as he met my gaze.I couldn’t risk him.The boat jolted gently as we nudged up against a new jetty, this one looking even more dilapidated than the one where we’d found the skiff, the wooden
“What?” My voice was muffled against her clothes. “From here? Is it dangerous here?”She shrugged. “Hasn’t been so far.” She took my hand. “Come on, you’re coming up to the house with me. Nicky and Sebastian have to head back.”I glanced over my shoulder, barely able to make Nic out in the gloom. “You’re going back now?”His clothes rustled like he’d shrugged. “I have to. We need to chase down some leads, see what we can find out about Jean.”I sighed softly, but when he spoke again, I knew he’d heard it.“I’ll be back tomorrow. I won’t go a day without seeing you.”“Yes, yes.” Sebastian heaved his own dramatic sigh. “We all suffer.”Before I had further opportunity to say goodbye, Aimée tugged my hand. “The sooner he’s gone, the sooner he’ll be back, so we need to let them leave.”When I glanced behind me, I couldn’t see anything but black, and there was no way to tell if Nic was still watching me or not.I stopped when I first saw the house. It was a quaint little log cabin, and lig