Raven
I stop outside the large house. Great, rich people. The garden is flooded with people, and all the lights are on in the house. The music is loud as I drive in and park up. Walking through the garden I look around. While it’s a rich person’s house and party the guests are far from that. The guests help ease my worries, I know I won’t stand out here.
I smile seeing three women wrestling in the mud pool, people lounging around the pool. Someone is even jumping off the roof into the pool. I can’t help but laugh as I walk through. I go unnoticed, just how I like it I see a couple in the corner clearly having sex. While the location and the host are rich, their expectations are clearly not. Stepping into the house I hear the roar of laughter from people and the chanting. I walk through the rooms, grabbing a drink from the box along the way.
Most would hate this. Hate that there is no one here they know, but the fact is I don’t even think the host would know everyone here. I see the men throwing knives at a cutout.
The catcalls have my head turning and laughing when I see a guy running up the stairs with a woman thrown over his shoulder. She’s laughing and grasping his ass as he makes his way up the steps. I turn my attention back to the guys throwing knives. Walking over I slide my way through the cheering crowd. It’s all men, I have to roll my eyes at that.
Slamming the money down on the table, everyone turns and looks at me, the guys laughing like I’m joking.
“Scared you will get floored?” I watch as he shakes his head. Clearly, he has been winning for a while, the wad of cash busting from his shirt pocket says so.
“No darling, I just didn’t want you crying to your boyfriend when I destroy you and take your cash.” He looks smug, so I want to go a bit more wild.
“How about, instead of the cut-out, we use a live target? The closest one to hitting it without actually hitting them wins?” He laughs at my words.
“Like anyone would agree.” He’s right, people are pussies and won’t agree, but he will.
“You start, I’ll be your target, you be mine.” I walk to the wall, standing there with my hands on my hips I wait. Everyone calls ‘do it’ and screams as he picks up the knives.
“You might just be one crazy bitch, you realise that?” I watch him throw the knife and I have to laugh.
“Are you scared of hitting me with one? Maybe I should move closer to it, so next time you actually come close to me?” He looks shocked. “I said closest and believe me, I aim to get very close to you.” I will, I watch as he throws the next two knives and while one comes very close, it’s not close enough for him to win.
“My turn.” I yank out the knives, and everyone laughs as he stands there ready to be my target, the room and whole house falling quiet. I look around to see even those outside watching through the window. They think I will hit him. All because I’m a woman, my eyes roll. Throwing one knife after each other quickly I see him shut his eyes, his body tense.
I have one between his legs, almost cutting his jeans, one next to his face, and one next to his neck. The roar of cheers and screams overtake the room as he looks down seeing just how close I got to him.
“Shit.” He glances back at me as I walk over, grabbing the knife from between his legs I pull it out of the wall.
“You win, I won’t even try to argue with that.” He hands over the money. “Most guys here can’t beat me with a cutout, next time, I won’t go so easy on you.”
“Oh, you went easy on me?” I laugh and he nods.
“I didn’t want to totally kick your ass, next time, I won’t hold back.” Laughing at his words I nod in agreement.
“I’m Raven.” I should introduce myself.
“Jasper, nice to meet you Raven and hopefully I will see you around. Now, I have to get back to winning more money.”
Nodding, I turn and walk through the crowds of people. Each room is different, each one has some sort of game, or betting happening. I find the room where everyone is dancing and slide into the crowd and dance. It is great, that I go unnoticed, which is something I like. I enjoy being under the radar. If I don’t get noticed it means I don’t stand out, it means he can’t see me as easily, I hope.
I see a girl standing and drinking alone, a few people walking past and laughing at her. I love her style, it isn’t for me, but I love it. She is dressed like a pin-up girl. Sliding between people I make my way to her.
“Hey.” I smile and lean against the wall next to her. “Raven. It’s nice to meet you.” She looks like someone who has little friends and keeps herself to herself.
“I’m Ava.” She holds out her hand, but I refuse it and instead pull her in and cuddle her. This won’t be a friendship, not like she would expect. Just someone to party with. Not share my life with.
“Tell me everything I’m new to the area. So, give me the gossip.” She laughs and links her arm through mine. We move between the rooms, laughing and drinking, while she tells me about the people she does know.
She explains who works where, who studies, and who well, are from rich families and do little other than party. Tomorrow I will meet her where she works at a local bar before I go to work, it will be my first night dancing a drink or two before will help steady my nerves. I catch Jasper’s eyes on me and I can’t deny that he is hot.
Ava disappears to get drinks, and it gives Jasper his chance to move in. His body stops ahead of mine, craning my neck I smile at him, talking sucks. Moving I drag him to the middle of the floor and begin dancing with him. My back is against his chest as I move. I grind into his body, and his hands happily sit on my hips holding me closer to him.
“I think Ava is having problems.” His voice is quiet in my ear, I look up to see Ava, a guy trying to grab her ass. She is shocked, I watch her freeze, it’s clear she isn’t someone who has shown how to stand up for herself. Pushing away from Jasper I walk to Ava and push the guy back.
“Touch her again and your ass is mine and not in a good way!” I push him away from her, and he stumbles before falling over, everyone laughs. I watch as he fights to get back onto his feet. Glaring at me clearly ready to start something, I’m happy if he does, he won’t like being taken down by me though. I watch Jasper step between us.
“Leave it, you’re drunk mate.” Jasper stays between us. I watch the guy walk off, Ava is drunk, more drunk than me.
“I need to get her home,” I explain and Jasper nods.
“Sure thing sugar butt, see you around sometime.” He chuckles and walks off. Holding Ava I help her to my car before getting in myself and driving her home. I walk her to her door and watch her go in and lock it before heading home myself, drinking by myself before falling asleep.
RavenThe sound of someone screaming my name seeps into my dreamless sleep state and awakens me. Stumbling from the bed, I walk out and see him standing there looking at me annoyed. I guess I am going to see him more than once in a blue moon, so I need a name.“I never got your name.” I don’t fancy calling him Dad, he isn’t.“Dave. Look, I need you to clean up through at the other house.” He holds out keys and I laugh. My eyes clash with his. Wait, he’s serious?“Raven, do as you’re told for once. The kitchen, bathroom and bedroom need cleaning. I need to go, behave and have it done and you out without an hour.” Turning he walks off. So I have a choice, I can not do it and get shit from him, or do it and give in? I have just got here, so I at least want to get settled before any major arguments.I walk through to the other house and begin to clean his mess. It’s clear from the contents of the rooms, that he had another woman here, which means this all ends soon again. I’m doing this p
I have been here for a week, and other than my dearest father I haven’t seen anyone. I’m seriously beginning to wonder if my dad lied. Where is his partner and her sons? Something doesn’t add up. I sit and watch Ava serving the drinks. I met Big Bear, he’s far from big. He’s small and thin. He’s nice though, like an old grandpa. It’s clear that he cares for Ava as well. In a way a father should.Dancing on my stool to the music, Ava begins to swing her hips slightly as she walks behind the bar. It’s new, somehow I am having an effect on her, she’s more relaxed and hell she’s dancing, even if it is just swaying her hips.Today it’s busy though, some of the punters are clearly bikers, and some aren’t. It’s clear the club doesn’t lock its doors to those outside the biker community, then again, customers are money, even those who don’t have bikes. I glance at the table close to us hearing a laugh. They are clearly on a stag night and are morons, but I promised Ava I would behave and keep
GraysonStopping the bike I climb off, and walk into the club. Ashton and Emmet follow me. I watch as Big Bear looks up at us, and waves us through. Walking around the bar we go into the office and sit.“All good. No major issues, and nothing to point out.” He states and hands us the sheets, I pass them to Ashton and he flicks through the numbers.“We might have a new barmaid for you, one who actually uses bikes.” I look at him and his head shakes. He won’t like it, but it needs to be done.“No, I get it is your place and shit, but no. We don’t need to replace the barmaid, she is fine.”I laugh at his words. “Fine? Last time we were in here she couldn’t handle the customers, a woman with more balls would be better.” I have seen this Ava a few times and the last time she struggled to control the guys. She needs more control, dominance, dare I say it fucking confidence“Well, it isn’t an issue anymore. I’m here more to help out, and her friend isn’t afraid to kick asses either.” I look
RavenLast night was a good night, in the sense I had no nightmares. I need to get some new clothes, as much as I hate spending money as it delays me moving out, I need new clothes. After stepping from the shower I grab my clothes. Putting on the bralet and thong I walk out of my bathroom to my bedroom. As I turn to put music on I scream, jumping back and throwing everything in my reach at the fucking spider.Hell if there is one thing I fear, it’s fucking spiders. They are my kryptonite, after the devil himself laughed in my face, I fear these fuckers more. The door slams open, and I turn expecting Dave but instead, it’s the Caddel brothers. My calm only lasts a second as I see the spider move out of the corner of my eye and I scream running behind them for protection, my arms gripped onto Grayson.“Erm, what the fuck?” He looks at me confused.“It’s a fucking spider! A big one.” I point towards it and hear one of them laugh, I watch who I believe is Emmett walk into the room and cap
EmmettWe watch Raven leave, and we walk through to our mother. She looks happy, stupidly fucking happy.“Mother.” Grayson walks in and sits at the table.“Grayson, look after her please.” Our mother looks at him and he stares shocked.“She’s not a child, she can babysit herself.” He looks at her annoyed.“That may be, however, something tells me there is more beneath the surface and she hides it well. There is only so long that booze and sex can hide those things though. I can see it in her eyes.”Those things? We all look at her confused and she smiles.“It isn’t my place, and to be fair I only know because her father left out some things about her. You boys be nice to her, I mean it.” Her words are stern. Shit, she does like Raven, I want to laugh, as in reality, Raven is someone who doesn’t belong near us.“Sure, for a month then they will be gone,” Grayson states and I groan, here we go again. Why can’t he keep it shut around our mother?“Don’t Grayson! Dave is a nice man.”“Nice
RavenI wait until I hear all three doors close then walk out and grab a bottle of vodka, going back to my room I drink until I pass out, hoping that it blocks the nightmares. It seems to, as when I wake the sun is up and my body hurts. So I slept for a while then.Stripping off my clothes I walk to the bathroom and shower. My mind on last night, the brothers now know my secrets, or at least know I have some. That needs to be the end of it, I can’t have anyone else finding out the truth.I made mistakes, I know I did, and I will forever carry around the guilt and darkness that those mistakes caused. The death will cling to my back and never release its grip. Getting dressed my mind is still replaying everything and I feel sick, I can almost see and smell the blood. I can’t drink yet, not enough to drown it out anyway. So, dancing will have to do. The music fills the room, ‘Foreplay’ by Shensea the soundtrack I opt to dance to.I learnt quickly, that dancing is great, but often the lyr
AshtonAfter Raven ran, and quickly I might add we didn’t speak for a while. It’s clear whatever happened in her past haunts her and she isn’t willing to open up about it.Grayson is adamant we don’t go digging, even if we got answers. Apparently, it’s immoral and wrong, even if we could possibly help after.So, we will wait, either our mother will tell us with time or Raven. He seems to weaken for Raven, sure he gives her the cold shoulder, but had that been anyone else, we would have her past in our hands to know everything about her.“We need to leave.” I look up confused by Grayson’s tone.“You mean leave, leave right?” Fuck, we just got home a few days ago after sorting issues out.“Only for a night or two. Mark has had issues at that club. We will get there sort it, sleep there and finish up tomorrow hopefully.” He stands and waits. We have bars and clubs in other cities.“What about Raven?” I don’t like leaving her alone with her dad.“What about her Ashton? She’s not a fucking
RavenWalking in, I throw down my keys, my hand reaching up and swinging the cupboard open. Pausing, I stand confused, where did the alcohol go? The cupboard was full. Moving, I search the fridge, but it’s the same, empty of any alcohol.“Raven.” I turn and face Dave. “You won’t find anything in there.”“What? Why are you here?”“I have watched Raven, every night you come back drunk, barely able to walk. It ends now.” I laugh at his words.“You can’t stop me! I’m doing nothing wrong!” It’s not like I’m an angry drunk or a drunk who throws up down themselves.“Raven, look at you. Make no wonder why things went bad if this is how you acted. It stops now, I don’t care what I have to do.” He grabs my keys and walks to the door. He thinks things went bad because I drank? He has no fucking idea.“So what? You’re going to follow me around and make sure I don’t drink? You can’t follow me for life!” I scream and watch him walk out and lock the door, wait, no!“I won’t be unlocking the door, Ra