Emmett
We watch Raven leave, and we walk through to our mother. She looks happy, stupidly fucking happy.
“Mother.” Grayson walks in and sits at the table.
“Grayson, look after her please.” Our mother looks at him and he stares shocked.
“She’s not a child, she can babysit herself.” He looks at her annoyed.
“That may be, however, something tells me there is more beneath the surface and she hides it well. There is only so long that booze and sex can hide those things though. I can see it in her eyes.”
Those things? We all look at her confused and she smiles.
“It isn’t my place, and to be fair I only know because her father left out some things about her. You boys be nice to her, I mean it.” Her words are stern. Shit, she does like Raven, I want to laugh, as in reality, Raven is someone who doesn’t belong near us.
“Sure, for a month then they will be gone,” Grayson states and I groan, here we go again. Why can’t he keep it shut around our mother?
“Don’t Grayson! Dave is a nice man.”
“Nice? Mum, he’s like the rest, you’re just too blind wanting someone to love you, to see. I won’t get involved, I swear, but I know this won’t last. The fact he stays here when you leave for business trips says that.”
Grayson isn’t wrong. He could go with her and have a holiday but he stays, why? He doesn’t work, so why does he always stay?
“Grayson, it’s late, I would like to spend time with Dave when he gets home, please just leave.” Grayson stands and storms out, and I look at her. She’s a fool, but she’s an adult. Turning we follow him, getting back we sit in the living area.
“So, any ideas?” Grayson looks at us, and I shake my head. Our mother knows, but clearly won’t tell us, which is fucked up. She lives with us, we need to know.
“Maybe we could get someone to dig up her past?” I mean, surely we should know if she is living with us? I don’t trust her.
“Maybe, mum clearly knows. I will try to get her to tell me at some point when she calms down.” Grayson stands and walks off. Giving up we go to our rooms. Sitting with the guitar I play. It helps quieten my mind.
A short while later I hear Dave calling to Raven, I hear her rush past my door, and open it slightly.
“Why were you in the main house?” I hear Dave and step out, Grayson and Ashton joining me. Why is he bothered? It’s our mother’s house. He also shouldn’t be here, does he ignore everyone’s fucking warnings and rules?
“Emilia wanted to meet me.”
“Don’t, ever again!” He looks at her pissed off.
“Fine, next time I will tell her no. Happy now?” She says it with a taunting smile.
“No, I spoke to your mother more, and she warned me of this.” I watch him hand her something and see her body freeze. What is it? I look at Grayson and he shrugs his shoulders.
“Why have you got this?” I hear her scream as she tears it up, but she sounds broken and scared. We need to know, we can’t have her living here without knowing.
“A reminder of what happens when you whore yourself out!” I go to move, and Grayson stops me. I get it, we get involved, and Mum gets hurt.
“Whore myself out? Do you even know the full story of what happened then? I’m guessing not, or maybe you do but you’re too blind by your own money-grabbing schemes you can’t see the fucking truth!” I watch him hit her, and move, Grayson stopping me again.
“Not our family, not our problem, leave it!” He looks at me and I nod. I know it isn’t, had this happened in a bar in the city fine, but we’re stuck. If we broke his fingers Mum would cry.
“Look at you!” Dave points to her body. “You can deny it Raven but this, all this is proof you do.” Sure she dresses wild, but that doesn’t make her a whore. I feel the need to defend her, but we can’t. This isn’t two strangers, it’s a daughter and her father.
“Fuck you! At least men know they can’t fucking touch and are paying for nothing more than a dance. At least I don’t lie and pretend to love someone to get their cash and jump from one relationship to the next. The men I dance for know that is all they get for their money, the women you fuck assume it’s a commitment but the only commitment you have is to their cash!” I stare, so there is a story there? I watch him hit her, and Grayson moves, this time I stop him.
“Not family remember?” I laugh and he nods. He can’t change the rules now.
“One day you will regret raising your hand to me. Do you think hitting me hurts? After everything that happened, you think a slap will fucking hurt? Screw you, Dave, I may be a whore, but at least I’m not a prostitute like you and Mother.” Her words sting, and says something has happened to her in the past, something her parents clearly blame her for, but what? Shit, I stare at her, feeling a need to protect her, which is fucked up.
I watch her walk towards us, her head raises and she pauses slightly, jutting her chin up more she fights glares and the hurt burns in her eyes. Then, she disappears into her room.
Grayson walks towards Dave, stopping in front of him with us behind him. Please don’t hit him, as much as he deserves it, mum will hurt.
“You’re not welcome in here. I have told you before, I’m no fool to men like you. Stay out of this side of the house, or next time it will be me raising my hands.”
Dave laughs. “My daughter is here, so I will come when I want.”
“She isn’t your daughter, just a woman you wish you didn’t have the burden of. Stay out. That is your final warning.” Turning Grayson walks past us and I watch Dave walk out. Family drama is great. Who said blended families were great?
I turn and call out to Grayson, turning he looks at me. Shit, he looks different right now. “So do you want us to find out more?” She got to him, it’s a bad thing.
“No, leave it. Don’t try and find out her fucking past Emmet I mean it!” He disappears into his door and it slams.
“She got into his head.” Ashton laughs, and I have to agree, she has. A lot.
“No doubt he just wants to protect her, he’s soft for a damsel, although she isn’t weak, she has shown that.” She isn’t, not that it matters, she won’t be here long enough to be considered a target. I walk to my room and slam the door. Something needs to change, Grayson is slipping further and further away. Raven being here, will only add when he lets her in and she walks.
RavenI wait until I hear all three doors close then walk out and grab a bottle of vodka, going back to my room I drink until I pass out, hoping that it blocks the nightmares. It seems to, as when I wake the sun is up and my body hurts. So I slept for a while then.Stripping off my clothes I walk to the bathroom and shower. My mind on last night, the brothers now know my secrets, or at least know I have some. That needs to be the end of it, I can’t have anyone else finding out the truth.I made mistakes, I know I did, and I will forever carry around the guilt and darkness that those mistakes caused. The death will cling to my back and never release its grip. Getting dressed my mind is still replaying everything and I feel sick, I can almost see and smell the blood. I can’t drink yet, not enough to drown it out anyway. So, dancing will have to do. The music fills the room, ‘Foreplay’ by Shensea the soundtrack I opt to dance to.I learnt quickly, that dancing is great, but often the lyr
AshtonAfter Raven ran, and quickly I might add we didn’t speak for a while. It’s clear whatever happened in her past haunts her and she isn’t willing to open up about it.Grayson is adamant we don’t go digging, even if we got answers. Apparently, it’s immoral and wrong, even if we could possibly help after.So, we will wait, either our mother will tell us with time or Raven. He seems to weaken for Raven, sure he gives her the cold shoulder, but had that been anyone else, we would have her past in our hands to know everything about her.“We need to leave.” I look up confused by Grayson’s tone.“You mean leave, leave right?” Fuck, we just got home a few days ago after sorting issues out.“Only for a night or two. Mark has had issues at that club. We will get there sort it, sleep there and finish up tomorrow hopefully.” He stands and waits. We have bars and clubs in other cities.“What about Raven?” I don’t like leaving her alone with her dad.“What about her Ashton? She’s not a fucking
RavenWalking in, I throw down my keys, my hand reaching up and swinging the cupboard open. Pausing, I stand confused, where did the alcohol go? The cupboard was full. Moving, I search the fridge, but it’s the same, empty of any alcohol.“Raven.” I turn and face Dave. “You won’t find anything in there.”“What? Why are you here?”“I have watched Raven, every night you come back drunk, barely able to walk. It ends now.” I laugh at his words.“You can’t stop me! I’m doing nothing wrong!” It’s not like I’m an angry drunk or a drunk who throws up down themselves.“Raven, look at you. Make no wonder why things went bad if this is how you acted. It stops now, I don’t care what I have to do.” He grabs my keys and walks to the door. He thinks things went bad because I drank? He has no fucking idea.“So what? You’re going to follow me around and make sure I don’t drink? You can’t follow me for life!” I scream and watch him walk out and lock the door, wait, no!“I won’t be unlocking the door, Ra
GraysonI walk out to the door, unlocking it I step into my mother’s side of the house. I hear her voice and walk towards it, as I step in she looks at me confused and shocked. Yeah, I don’t unlock that fucking door when she finds a new man.“Grayson.” She looks at me confused and I feel someone tug on me, it’s either Ashton or Emmett but I don’t care. I watch as Dave looks over, a smug look covering his face.“You evil, fucking bastard!” I rage at him, stepping towards him, my mother moves in my way.“Grayson, don’t do this.”“Do what? Do you even know what he did to his own fucking daughter?” I scream and keep my eyes on him.“Only what was needed. As you said, my own daughter, so my choice.”“Grayson!” Turning I look at Emmett. His voice lowers more as he speaks. “Think, remember last time you kicked off at one of her guys? You hit him she will be hurt.” I turn back to look at them, my mum clearly oblivious to everything.“It is her choice. What you did was fucking cruel.” I won’t
RavenI wake for what feels like the tenth thousand time and I’m in Grayson’s arms still. I vaguely remember constantly waking up screaming after the nightmares, Grayson telling me I was fine, and then I was running to the toilet. Last night wasn’t as bad though, I had nightmares twice, but I wasn’t sick. Somehow it wasn’t as bad as the first night.“How do you feel?” He looks at me waiting.How do I feel? “Lost.” That is all I feel right now.“Do you think you could eat, even something small?” He looks at me and I nod. “Okay, I got Ashton to bring in some of your stuff, so if you have the energy, get a shower, change clothes and such.” He points to the chair and walks out.Moving slowly, I get out of bed and walk to the chair, grabbing the things I go into his bathroom. I feel weak, too weak. Getting showered I dry and get dressed, brushing my teeth and hair. I feel more like me, the me before I drank to hide things, and it’s scary.Standing I look in the mirror and fight back the te
AshtonI know she won’t do it. She will make it look like she is but won’t. Walking back through I sit down, and finish my drink. Taking out the phone I hit send on the message and the door opens a moment later. I watch Grayson walk in and sit at the table with me.He knows, poor Emmett has no idea though.“How’s she been?” Grayson looks at me and I smile.“Great! We were just playing some poker, and she ran off for a bit of alone time.” He knows what I mean.“I’m going to my room.” Emmett walks past us.“Why’s he grumpy?” I look at Grayson.“I’ll explain later, so your text was vague, what the hell is going on?” I smile and he stares at me shocked.“What the fuck?” I laugh hearing Emmett shouting.“Do you mind? I’m busy, close the door.” Raven’s replay has us laughing, I watch as Emmett walks through. His eyes come to us as we sit laughing. Shit, she did it?“You’re kidding? You fucking knew?” He stands shocked.“I told her to, it was a dare. To be fair, I thought she would go lie in
RavenI have already noticed Ashton reads my signs, so I used them to trick him and it worked. He looks so shocked that I won again. I can’t help but laugh.“At least you didn’t lose entirely Ashton.” I grin at him and turn to Grayson. Okay, so now a dare for him? After Ashton had me dance on Grayson, Grayson got his own back and had me dance for Ashton. He clearly thought it would taunt him but Ashton like a champ relaxed back and just enjoyed it.“Well, come on?” Grayson looks at me waiting.“I dare you to strip…” My words are stopped when he says fine. “Woah, slow down there, I wasn’t finished. I want you to strip while dancing for me, by strip I mean everything.” He stands shocked, he was about to pull off his top and is now standing still. I think I won, he won’t agree, so I win.“Fine.” His word shocks me, Ashton and Emmett laugh as the music begins, and they are looking like I fucked up, why? Even if he agrees, he will be embarrassed and unable to. Grayson dances in front of me
EmmettAfter Grayson chased Ellie and Raven stormed off I went to my room. Sitting with the guitar, two hours later the door flies open and I don’t even bother to turn.“He’s dead.” I turn shocked, my eyes on Grayson.“I said not to fucking kill him, Grayson!” Why does he always go too far?“He tried to stab you.” His words don’t help. Yesterday we left after someone complained Darren had kicked off. Showing up he flew at me with the knife. He didn’t get to me, there were too many people, and he ran. I told everyone to let him run.“He didn’t succeed, he didn’t even get close Grayson. You need to think before you act.”“I did, he mentioned Ellie. When I didn’t react and told him he was still gone from the city, he threatened Mum. I still didn’t Emmett. I knew he wasn’t a big enough threat, I made sure they threw him out of the city only to get a call that they found him hiding in Mum’s office.”Shit. “Is she okay?”“She has no idea. She barely has any power, Emmett, so attacking her w
RavenI face Aileen, my fingers tapping on the arm of the chair."I assumed it would be the brothers coming." She doesn't falter but I can see the worry in her eyes."Things changed. Just because they do not like hurting women, and look at creative ways to ensure rules are followed does not mean they are weak and can be ignored." I stop for a moment. "Me however, I have no issues with hurting women, and considering you ignored them, and mocked their attempts to solve the issue I figured I would help."I don't like her. Not just because she uses the fact they won't hurt her as a way to get away with shit, but she in general isn't a nice woman."So you plan to hurt me and get me to agree?" She laughs and sits back."I plan to see if you will listen, then go from there. They have tried Aileen, but your attitude has become worse. This is the fourth month of no payment."She sits quietly and I watch her, not moving. I know she expected me to come in with people, but I didn't. If I did she
RavenI wake up hearing a bang and shouting. My eyes adjust to the darkness."All of them! Every fucking one is dead tonight." I stand hearing Grayson. Walking out, I see him going through his cupboard and grabbing guns."Grayson?""Go to bed Doll."My head shakes, why is he covered in blood?"I will burn it down with them in, I swear." He has the phone to his ear. Something happened."Go to bed." He shouts looking at me, and I glance around, looking towards the living room I see Emmett pacing. His eyes meet mine and I walk to him, his hands stopping me."What happened?""Nothing to concern yourself with tonight, go to bed." He kisses my cheek."No!" I glance down seeing the blood. "Emmett!""Now! If you get in my way, you’re starting the war." I turn hearing Grayson shout and walk out of his room, Emmett chasing after him."Grayson, think.""Fuck thinking, stay with him, Emmett." I watch him walk out and Emmett chasing him while telling him to stop. Turning I walk into the living and
RavenI can't believe I am eight months pregnant. For a while, I worked at the club, and it felt amazing. Slowly, I noticed Grayson talking to some of the guys there. He did what I did, ran and hid, so me opening the club and hiring those dancers that Ruth used meant Grayson couldn't hide anymore. I sat and watched him talk to them, something he admitted he didn't do after he left.Many are grateful for the escape from Ruth. Over the months working I learnt a lot from the men. Ruth didn't just use them and lure them in as children. She continued it in their adulthood as well.They had told her their deepest darkest secrets and she held it over them. So it was nice to see them finally free of that, I expected most to refuse the job, but many of them do enjoy it and are grateful to have a safe place to dance.It's been crazy, Grayson struggled to give me space, more through fear, but the city has learnt women are not weaknesses. Hawk and Doc I guess helped there, everyone knows that it
RavenI fall back onto Ashton hearing him laugh.“Don’t be a dick.” My words are quiet.“I can give you one if you wish?” Groaning my head shakes. “We warned you, Grayson hates being woken up.” He laughs and sits up carrying me to shower he holds me against him.“You’re all mean.” He laughs and looks at me.“Why Cutie pie? If I agree, I will make it up to you.” He looks at me waiting.“Well, I didn’t do anything wrong.” He looks at me amused. “Okay, I wanted to taunt and play and none of you saved me from the other.”“Why would I save you from them when you taunted me as well?” He looks at me amused.“Fine, Grayson cheated, I knew he had limited time and couldn’t go to the room. I never expected that though.” My head rests against him.“Don’t you like squirting?” I nod my head and he laughs. “Then why are you complaining as of yet there hasn’t been a complaint Cutie Pie.”“I feel like I lost, I don’t know what, but I feel like I lost.” He nods and pulls me closer.“You won, we fucked
RavenWaking, I am still in Ashton’s arms, my eyes notice the box next to the bed and I smile.“Morning Cutie pie.” His hand grips my ass.“Happy birthday.” He freezes. “You failed at hiding it, they told me.” I smile at him.“Wasn’t trying to hide it.” I laugh at his words. Moving, I roll over so I’m straddling him. “Although, I’m already loving this birthday.” His eyes go to my chest, and he grips my hips. Leaning over I pick up the box and feel his teeth biting my nipple.“Stop!” Laughing I pull back.“Well don’t shove them in my face then!” He laughs.“I’m getting something, tell your mouth to behave.” Leaning over I grab the box his hands grasping my breasts.“You said nothing about hands behaving.”Laughing I nod and kiss him. His hands slide across my back before grabbing my ass.“You’re an ass kind of guy, right?” He seems obsessed with it. He nods laughing. “Well, happy birthday.” I hold out the box and he looks at it suspiciously.“I’m weird, and don’t do normal. So I though
RavenI watch Grayson walk away, Emmett kisses me and leaves. I stand and look at Ashton, I can see it, that look is back. I didn't even think, I should have thought. Walking to him I wrap my arms around his neck. "I'm sorry.""It's fine, cutie pie. Did you eat at all today?" He looks at me and I shake my head."Just breakfast." He pulls me into the kitchen and together we cook. I feel awful, I didn't even think. I just wanted to do it alone, and I knew Grayson wouldn't let me. Not that I can blame him, with how crazy I have been lately. After eating I pull Ashton to my room.Stripping, I walk to the bed and he stops me."Shower, you smell of smoke." Kissing me he turns me to the bathroom."Join me?" He stands debating it. "I've been alone all day Ashton." I watch him stand and walk to me, before pulling me into the shower. My head rests against his chest as the water flows over us."I won't ever leave Ashton." I peer up at him. "I promise, I will never leave you." His arms tighten ar
GraysonI disagreed with her going alone. This isn't like she is going to see Ava, it's her mother's funeral. Yet the tone of Ashton's voice reminded me that I asked them to warn me.So I took it and left, even if I didn't think it was right for her to go alone. Part of me wants to leave and go there, but the thought of our mother beating me stops me. I know she is right, I ignored her warnings and made things worse. I honestly thought unpacking would be a good thing. Clearly, I was wrong."Hey." Turning I look at Emmett. "Big bear is here." I forgot about that."Deal with Emmett.""No, we deal with it. Don't go back to the person who gives orders Grayson or I will walk out and ignore everything you say." He stands looking annoyed."Fine." Standing I walk out, stopping I sit down and look at him."You said you wanted me to bring things here Grayson." He looks at me worried."It's fine, just not a good day that's all. Hand it here." I watch as he holds out the papers, glancing through
RavenI wake alone, but don't get out of bed. Staying laid down I consider everything. I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. I want to put it down to being pregnant, but I know that's wrong. I shouldn't have felt alone but I did, despite them being right there."Good morning beautiful." I smile hearing Emmett and watch as he climbs on the bed, kissing me he places the tray down. His mouth presses a gentle kiss on my stomach. "Morning little one." I stare at him and laugh."Food, talk, then you get ready for today." He grins and sits back and I watch Grayson and Ashton walk in and sit down."Fine with me.""Okay, first you have the doctor today. Just to check on you." Grayson states and I nod."That's good as I need the implant removing." He nods and glances around."Raven, today is your mothers funeral." Ashton looks at me. "It is your choice what you do, it's at eleven," Ashton explains."We will be with you regardless Raven. If you want to go we will be there for you." Gray
AshtonI hear the door open. Sitting we don't talk, I want to go check on her though, which defies the whole point of her having space."Grayson Blake Caddel!" I smirk hearing our mum."It wasn't me!" He jumps up and I laugh."What did I say less than twenty-four hours ago?" She stands looking at him. Hell, she is more pissed off with him than she was me.He stands trying to look confused and shrugs his shoulders."I'm not blind, you know, so come on what did I say?""You told me not to force her to unpack the case." His words are quiet. Wait, I look at him, I thought Mum knew. He said she agreed."Grayson!" I stand up shocked."I thought it would fucking help! I'm sorry, I thought her unpacking would make her accept this is her home and relax.""You messaged and said Mum agreed it would help!""No, I told him it would be worse. That was her final safety net. Why ask for advice Grayson if you do the damn opposite?" She looks at him annoyed.I'm just glad it isn't me today. It's rare