Emmett
We watch Raven leave, and we walk through to our mother. She looks happy, stupidly fucking happy.
“Mother.” Grayson walks in and sits at the table.
“Grayson, look after her please.” Our mother looks at him and he stares shocked.
“She’s not a child, she can babysit herself.” He looks at her annoyed.
“That may be, however, something tells me there is more beneath the surface and she hides it well. There is only so long that booze and sex can hide those things though. I can see it in her eyes.”
Those things? We all look at her confused and she smiles.
“It isn’t my place, and to be fair I only know because her father left out some things about her. You boys be nice to her, I mean it.” Her words are stern. Shit, she does like Raven, I want to laugh, as in reality, Raven is someone who doesn’t belong near us.
“Sure, for a month then they will be gone,” Grayson states and I groan, here we go again. Why can’t he keep it shut around our mother?
“Don’t Grayson! Dave is a nice man.”
“Nice? Mum, he’s like the rest, you’re just too blind wanting someone to love you, to see. I won’t get involved, I swear, but I know this won’t last. The fact he stays here when you leave for business trips says that.”
Grayson isn’t wrong. He could go with her and have a holiday but he stays, why? He doesn’t work, so why does he always stay?
“Grayson, it’s late, I would like to spend time with Dave when he gets home, please just leave.” Grayson stands and storms out, and I look at her. She’s a fool, but she’s an adult. Turning we follow him, getting back we sit in the living area.
“So, any ideas?” Grayson looks at us, and I shake my head. Our mother knows, but clearly won’t tell us, which is fucked up. She lives with us, we need to know.
“Maybe we could get someone to dig up her past?” I mean, surely we should know if she is living with us? I don’t trust her.
“Maybe, mum clearly knows. I will try to get her to tell me at some point when she calms down.” Grayson stands and walks off. Giving up we go to our rooms. Sitting with the guitar I play. It helps quieten my mind.
A short while later I hear Dave calling to Raven, I hear her rush past my door, and open it slightly.
“Why were you in the main house?” I hear Dave and step out, Grayson and Ashton joining me. Why is he bothered? It’s our mother’s house. He also shouldn’t be here, does he ignore everyone’s fucking warnings and rules?
“Emilia wanted to meet me.”
“Don’t, ever again!” He looks at her pissed off.
“Fine, next time I will tell her no. Happy now?” She says it with a taunting smile.
“No, I spoke to your mother more, and she warned me of this.” I watch him hand her something and see her body freeze. What is it? I look at Grayson and he shrugs his shoulders.
“Why have you got this?” I hear her scream as she tears it up, but she sounds broken and scared. We need to know, we can’t have her living here without knowing.
“A reminder of what happens when you whore yourself out!” I go to move, and Grayson stops me. I get it, we get involved, and Mum gets hurt.
“Whore myself out? Do you even know the full story of what happened then? I’m guessing not, or maybe you do but you’re too blind by your own money-grabbing schemes you can’t see the fucking truth!” I watch him hit her, and move, Grayson stopping me again.
“Not our family, not our problem, leave it!” He looks at me and I nod. I know it isn’t, had this happened in a bar in the city fine, but we’re stuck. If we broke his fingers Mum would cry.
“Look at you!” Dave points to her body. “You can deny it Raven but this, all this is proof you do.” Sure she dresses wild, but that doesn’t make her a whore. I feel the need to defend her, but we can’t. This isn’t two strangers, it’s a daughter and her father.
“Fuck you! At least men know they can’t fucking touch and are paying for nothing more than a dance. At least I don’t lie and pretend to love someone to get their cash and jump from one relationship to the next. The men I dance for know that is all they get for their money, the women you fuck assume it’s a commitment but the only commitment you have is to their cash!” I stare, so there is a story there? I watch him hit her, and Grayson moves, this time I stop him.
“Not family remember?” I laugh and he nods. He can’t change the rules now.
“One day you will regret raising your hand to me. Do you think hitting me hurts? After everything that happened, you think a slap will fucking hurt? Screw you, Dave, I may be a whore, but at least I’m not a prostitute like you and Mother.” Her words sting, and says something has happened to her in the past, something her parents clearly blame her for, but what? Shit, I stare at her, feeling a need to protect her, which is fucked up.
I watch her walk towards us, her head raises and she pauses slightly, jutting her chin up more she fights glares and the hurt burns in her eyes. Then, she disappears into her room.
Grayson walks towards Dave, stopping in front of him with us behind him. Please don’t hit him, as much as he deserves it, mum will hurt.
“You’re not welcome in here. I have told you before, I’m no fool to men like you. Stay out of this side of the house, or next time it will be me raising my hands.”
Dave laughs. “My daughter is here, so I will come when I want.”
“She isn’t your daughter, just a woman you wish you didn’t have the burden of. Stay out. That is your final warning.” Turning Grayson walks past us and I watch Dave walk out. Family drama is great. Who said blended families were great?
I turn and call out to Grayson, turning he looks at me. Shit, he looks different right now. “So do you want us to find out more?” She got to him, it’s a bad thing.
“No, leave it. Don’t try and find out her fucking past Emmet I mean it!” He disappears into his door and it slams.
“She got into his head.” Ashton laughs, and I have to agree, she has. A lot.
“No doubt he just wants to protect her, he’s soft for a damsel, although she isn’t weak, she has shown that.” She isn’t, not that it matters, she won’t be here long enough to be considered a target. I walk to my room and slam the door. Something needs to change, Grayson is slipping further and further away. Raven being here, will only add when he lets her in and she walks.
RavenI wait until I hear all three doors close then walk out and grab a bottle of vodka, going back to my room I drink until I pass out, hoping that it blocks the nightmares. It seems to, as when I wake the sun is up and my body hurts. So I slept for a while then.Stripping off my clothes I walk to the bathroom and shower. My mind on last night, the brothers now know my secrets, or at least know I have some. That needs to be the end of it, I can’t have anyone else finding out the truth.I made mistakes, I know I did, and I will forever carry around the guilt and darkness that those mistakes caused. The death will cling to my back and never release its grip. Getting dressed my mind is still replaying everything and I feel sick, I can almost see and smell the blood. I can’t drink yet, not enough to drown it out anyway. So, dancing will have to do. The music fills the room, ‘Foreplay’ by Shensea the soundtrack I opt to dance to.I learnt quickly, that dancing is great, but often the lyr
AshtonAfter Raven ran, and quickly I might add we didn’t speak for a while. It’s clear whatever happened in her past haunts her and she isn’t willing to open up about it.Grayson is adamant we don’t go digging, even if we got answers. Apparently, it’s immoral and wrong, even if we could possibly help after.So, we will wait, either our mother will tell us with time or Raven. He seems to weaken for Raven, sure he gives her the cold shoulder, but had that been anyone else, we would have her past in our hands to know everything about her.“We need to leave.” I look up confused by Grayson’s tone.“You mean leave, leave right?” Fuck, we just got home a few days ago after sorting issues out.“Only for a night or two. Mark has had issues at that club. We will get there sort it, sleep there and finish up tomorrow hopefully.” He stands and waits. We have bars and clubs in other cities.“What about Raven?” I don’t like leaving her alone with her dad.“What about her Ashton? She’s not a fucking
RavenWalking in, I throw down my keys, my hand reaching up and swinging the cupboard open. Pausing, I stand confused, where did the alcohol go? The cupboard was full. Moving, I search the fridge, but it’s the same, empty of any alcohol.“Raven.” I turn and face Dave. “You won’t find anything in there.”“What? Why are you here?”“I have watched Raven, every night you come back drunk, barely able to walk. It ends now.” I laugh at his words.“You can’t stop me! I’m doing nothing wrong!” It’s not like I’m an angry drunk or a drunk who throws up down themselves.“Raven, look at you. Make no wonder why things went bad if this is how you acted. It stops now, I don’t care what I have to do.” He grabs my keys and walks to the door. He thinks things went bad because I drank? He has no fucking idea.“So what? You’re going to follow me around and make sure I don’t drink? You can’t follow me for life!” I scream and watch him walk out and lock the door, wait, no!“I won’t be unlocking the door, Ra
GraysonI walk out to the door, unlocking it I step into my mother’s side of the house. I hear her voice and walk towards it, as I step in she looks at me confused and shocked. Yeah, I don’t unlock that fucking door when she finds a new man.“Grayson.” She looks at me confused and I feel someone tug on me, it’s either Ashton or Emmett but I don’t care. I watch as Dave looks over, a smug look covering his face.“You evil, fucking bastard!” I rage at him, stepping towards him, my mother moves in my way.“Grayson, don’t do this.”“Do what? Do you even know what he did to his own fucking daughter?” I scream and keep my eyes on him.“Only what was needed. As you said, my own daughter, so my choice.”“Grayson!” Turning I look at Emmett. His voice lowers more as he speaks. “Think, remember last time you kicked off at one of her guys? You hit him she will be hurt.” I turn back to look at them, my mum clearly oblivious to everything.“It is her choice. What you did was fucking cruel.” I won’t
RavenI wake for what feels like the tenth thousand time and I’m in Grayson’s arms still. I vaguely remember constantly waking up screaming after the nightmares, Grayson telling me I was fine, and then I was running to the toilet. Last night wasn’t as bad though, I had nightmares twice, but I wasn’t sick. Somehow it wasn’t as bad as the first night.“How do you feel?” He looks at me waiting.How do I feel? “Lost.” That is all I feel right now.“Do you think you could eat, even something small?” He looks at me and I nod. “Okay, I got Ashton to bring in some of your stuff, so if you have the energy, get a shower, change clothes and such.” He points to the chair and walks out.Moving slowly, I get out of bed and walk to the chair, grabbing the things I go into his bathroom. I feel weak, too weak. Getting showered I dry and get dressed, brushing my teeth and hair. I feel more like me, the me before I drank to hide things, and it’s scary.Standing I look in the mirror and fight back the te
AshtonI know she won’t do it. She will make it look like she is but won’t. Walking back through I sit down, and finish my drink. Taking out the phone I hit send on the message and the door opens a moment later. I watch Grayson walk in and sit at the table with me.He knows, poor Emmett has no idea though.“How’s she been?” Grayson looks at me and I smile.“Great! We were just playing some poker, and she ran off for a bit of alone time.” He knows what I mean.“I’m going to my room.” Emmett walks past us.“Why’s he grumpy?” I look at Grayson.“I’ll explain later, so your text was vague, what the hell is going on?” I smile and he stares at me shocked.“What the fuck?” I laugh hearing Emmett shouting.“Do you mind? I’m busy, close the door.” Raven’s replay has us laughing, I watch as Emmett walks through. His eyes come to us as we sit laughing. Shit, she did it?“You’re kidding? You fucking knew?” He stands shocked.“I told her to, it was a dare. To be fair, I thought she would go lie in
RavenI have already noticed Ashton reads my signs, so I used them to trick him and it worked. He looks so shocked that I won again. I can’t help but laugh.“At least you didn’t lose entirely Ashton.” I grin at him and turn to Grayson. Okay, so now a dare for him? After Ashton had me dance on Grayson, Grayson got his own back and had me dance for Ashton. He clearly thought it would taunt him but Ashton like a champ relaxed back and just enjoyed it.“Well, come on?” Grayson looks at me waiting.“I dare you to strip…” My words are stopped when he says fine. “Woah, slow down there, I wasn’t finished. I want you to strip while dancing for me, by strip I mean everything.” He stands shocked, he was about to pull off his top and is now standing still. I think I won, he won’t agree, so I win.“Fine.” His word shocks me, Ashton and Emmett laugh as the music begins, and they are looking like I fucked up, why? Even if he agrees, he will be embarrassed and unable to. Grayson dances in front of me
EmmettAfter Grayson chased Ellie and Raven stormed off I went to my room. Sitting with the guitar, two hours later the door flies open and I don’t even bother to turn.“He’s dead.” I turn shocked, my eyes on Grayson.“I said not to fucking kill him, Grayson!” Why does he always go too far?“He tried to stab you.” His words don’t help. Yesterday we left after someone complained Darren had kicked off. Showing up he flew at me with the knife. He didn’t get to me, there were too many people, and he ran. I told everyone to let him run.“He didn’t succeed, he didn’t even get close Grayson. You need to think before you act.”“I did, he mentioned Ellie. When I didn’t react and told him he was still gone from the city, he threatened Mum. I still didn’t Emmett. I knew he wasn’t a big enough threat, I made sure they threw him out of the city only to get a call that they found him hiding in Mum’s office.”Shit. “Is she okay?”“She has no idea. She barely has any power, Emmett, so attacking her w