Stumbling into the shower, Spade had somehow pinned Nate to the wall, grabbing both his hands and holding them together above his head, while his mouth had dived in and started kissing and sucking Nate's mouth, ravishing him with kisses and sucking his lips.He was still fully clothed, he trailed his hands down Nate's arms as he brought it down on Nate's hard cock, he cupped the young man's erection in his hands and Nate sucked in a harsh breath, panting hard and moaning lightly.He shuddered as he felt his whole body shake with pleasure and electrifying desire, he whined when Spade had let go of his hands and started taking off his own clothes, Nate was quick to help him, almost as if he would rip Spade's clothes to shred as be hastily pulled them off He wanted Spade more than he'd ever wanted him before, there was something almost animalistic inside of him, like he was greedy and craving for Spade.Soon enough Spade was completely naked and he flushed his body against Spade's hard
Spade sat at his office going through some things, apparently staying back two days ago had actually not turn out to be the best idea, as he had a lot of work piled up for him, as much as mafia business got very busy and hectic, even the legal part of his business always got hectic too,as there things his PA couldn't handle without him here, like all the paper he had been signing all day.And he couldn't just sign them without going through them, he had to be sure it wasn't something that would sabotage him.He rubbed on his temple as he groaned out lowly.Maybe he'd skip going to the club today as he didn't think there was much for him to do at the club since he'd been there the previous day, he was even thinking of asking Nate to skip going to the club later too, so they'd stay together and maybe he could even teach him more about guns and fighting.Thinking about Nate he smiled, the young man didn't really seem open to the idea of learning these things but Spade knew it was for the
Spade drove straight to Nate's apartment after he had left his office building, knowing fully well that the young man would be in his own apartment, he tried to calm his racing heart, he couldn't even understand how he was feeling at the moment, his brain was in a complete mess and everything he was seeing now didn't make sense to him, as he could barely even make any sense of his own feelings at the moment.Stopping in front of the building, he sighed out when he saw Nate's car parked just in front of his, he was just in time, he rushed out of his car and ran all the way into the building and up the elevator, his mind going back to what Garcia had told him just before he left his officeHe remembered asking him who had given him the recording and the man had answered with one name"Greg Miller"He gritted his teeth immediately he stopped in front of Nate's apartment, he knocked on it, trying to calm the rage and turmoil inside of him, he didn't want to come off too strong because if
Spade couldn't go back to his house, he didn't think he could stand staying there after what he just found out, he headed to the club immediately he left Nate's apartment.It had been almost 30 minutes since then and he had somehow managed to calm himself down, even though not completely, but he was now calm nonetheless, but that didn't mean he wasn't thinking about it.It was a betrayal and he was fucking thinking about it, and it was eating at him because deep down as much as he was trying not to think about him, he couldn't help it, he still loved Nate and it made it even hurt more.He clenched his jaw as he tightened his hand on the pen in his hand, he wanted to haul it at something, he wanted to punch something or someone very badly, but doing that would only end up in destruction of something or someone getting hurt.He sighed out deeply and looked up, his mind going around in circles, he had left the recorder at Nate's place, he didn't want to even look at it.Another reason wh
NathanSitting on the couch for the past hour and my mind has been blank, well not completely blank but what's the point?I've tried calling Matteo, not that he didn't pick up, of course he picked up but what I heard was not what I had wanted to hear.I know he already told me that he won't talk to Spade on my behalf and I totally understand him but I just wanted to try my luck one more time, at least before I give up.But it's not that easy to give up, not when I still love Spade so much, I haven't even been able to reach out to my sister but I know my father won't do anything to her, not after I've done what he wanted me to do.My hand move on it's own and landed on the gold piece Spade had given me a few weeks back, I fingered and caressed it, it felt like a long time ago that I was standing in the middle of his living room and he handed it to me.It's the only thing if him that I have, and as selfish as it sounds, I don't think I want to give it back.Him on the other hand wants n
Nate groaned out as he felt the heaviness settle in his head, his throat was completely parched and his vision was somewhat blurry, he shut his eyes, his head lolling back and forth.He was trying to steady his vision, at least to see where he was, he tried to move but his body seemed stiff, no not just stiff, but tied, like something was holding him down.And he knew he was lying on something soft, he could actually feel it's feathery touch in his hands, which were also tied, like they were bound to something.He opened his eyes and made a croaky sound from the deep ends of his throat before his vision finally started to clear up and he could see white ceiling up top.He moved his head, turning it slowly but fuck it was painful, his head ached.He was on a bed, in a room, he looked up and the room was fucking huge, wide with the door on the far right of the room, a tiny red door.There were no other doors in the room, just the one.He tried to look for something, anything that'll giv
SpadeI stood watching as both men landed their first on each other's face, hearing bones crack, I wondered which one of them was receiving the most blow, both had their faces bloodied and swollen, but it still didn't excited or amuse me one bit.Instead the more I watched, the more boring and plain it became, the others around me cheered though, while some just watched, grimacing once in a while if one of each men landed more punch than the other.I was trying to drown out their shouts and cheers, but if I did I'd just get swallowed up in my own thoughts and that was one of the main reasons why I started this in first place, to stop me from getting swallowed up in my thoughts.I hated that I couldn't keep it out of my head, that I couldn't keep him out of my head, and it was slowly turning into this uncontrollable rage that I couldn't understand.I wish I could just unlove him just as quickly as I had fallen for him, but even I knew it wasn't that easy.I was stuck like this, maybe i
NathanI had been locked up for a long time now, okay maybe not a long time, but the lack of windows in the room I was kept in has kind of made it almost impossible for me to determine how long I've been locked up in here.But in the time I've been here I've come to analyze and understand how things run here, I've even come to understand their routine.And that man has always been around to threaten me about what he intends to do to me.I don't like saying his name, because it doesn't help make me feel any better about being here.I have no idea what's going on in the outside world, I don't know if Spade even noticed I'd gone missing, or even Matteo, or even my own father.I sigh out as I get up and start pacing the room, even if they know I'm missing, I don't think this man would make it any easier for them to find me, seeing as I don't even know where I'm being kept, for all I know I could be in another country, or another continent for that matter.But whatever the odds, I couldn't