He lit the cigarette as he took a huge deep breath, inhaling a very big part of the smoke, before breathing out through his mouth, watching the clouds of smoke pass out and scatter into mist in the air.He felt the hotness in his veins and the sweet smell of nicotine in the air, he knew he was probably already looking like shit by now, but he didn't care how he looked, what was the point anyway?There was absolutely no reason for him to try and look better.He felt even worse than he looked, he felt dead, lost and so fucking aimless.He didn't even really know if he was living or just surviving at this point His life was pretty boring and lonely before he met Nate, but it was worse now.Now he was miserable, heart broken and worst of all, he still couldn't admit that he hated Nate.He can never hate the young man even if he tried, and that was even worse than the heartbreak he was feeling.He ran his hands down his face, looking around his office once more.The bottles of whiskey on
Spade narrowed his eyes at her as she uttered those two words, waiting for her to say something else, but when she didn't, he took it upon himself to speak."How is that my business"? He asked blankly, and he heard Matteo growl out beside him"Gio" he called warningly and Spade just sighed out"Go on" he muttered, hating that Matteo was doing this to him, he didn't want to know if Nate was missing, for all he knows it might be a ploy by Nate and his sister, to have him running back to Nate, like a knight in shining armor."I think my father knows where he is" she added making him cock his brows at her in question"I don't see your point" he said in a bored tone and Matteo groaned out again, making him just sigh out, already knowing what Matteo was trying to do and he hated that he had to listen to the blondeThe girl sighed out again, her eyes moving from Matteo to Spade "you still don't get it do you"? She asked, almost making him roll his eyes at her, she was actually the one that r
NathanI groaned as I tried to move my body, my eyes were shut tight and a part of my face felt as though it was ran over, and my whole body felt the same, like a train had ran over me.I couldn't even move as i felt all my bones crack underneath my skin, I opened my eyes slowly and was met with white blinding lights, I quickly shut my eyes again, groaning out loud.God I felt like crap, my head was pounding and my wrists were stinging like hell, I knew I was bound to the something again, but to what, it felt soft so I was guessing it was a bed.I slowly opened my eyes again and tried to adjust it to the light, my face still felt crampy and it hurt like a bitch, slowly and surely my memory started returning as I remembered shooting someone, that man that would bring me meals in the room I was kept in.And then I ran, only to be stopped by some equally huge men who ended up beating the crap out of me until I passed out, and now I'm up again, only to realize that this wasn't a sick joke
They all had finally calmed down and everyone wasn't looking somber, but the whole atmosphere was still very much sad and somber.Matteo had leaned his back on Spade's desk, he didn't think his legs could carry him to stand any longer, and Su had cleaned the tears on her face.The one that looked more composed was Spade, hut he was the one least composed internally as his insides felt like jello.He didn't even think he would be able to stand after hearing what he just heard.He just found out Nate was physically and sexually abused as a kid, that was too much for him to take in.He'd been physically abused himself as a kid, but sexually, he couldn't even imagine what it felt like and how Nate was able to still look so cool and collected after going through something like that at his age.He was not even a teenager yet and he was raped, fuck, Spade was breathing hard, infact he didn't think he could classify what he was doing as breathing.He wanted to know who this person was that ha
Greg stared at Spade mortified as he couldn't say anything else.Spade leaned away from him and shoved his hands into his pants pocket, staring down at the man in front of him with great contempt and anger."I'm going to ask you a question Greg, and you're going to answer, or you die, well you're going to die anyway but I'll make it less painful" Spade muttered, seeing the way Greg's eyes moved from him to Matteo, he wasn't that much scared anymore and that smug look was slowly returning to his face."Where is Nate"? He asked, seeing the way Greg's face morphed into one of confusion as he frowned and looked from Spade to Matteo for the tenth time since both of them had been standing there"Why are you asking me that? You should know where he is, since he's sucking your dick now" he finished with a smirk and this made Spade to clench his hands beside him, before he took a swing to Greg's face.Whipping it to the side, as he groaned and blood splattered out of his mouth, Spade heard the
Bernie and Su stopped in front of the door that led to the cell where Greg was being held, she stopped in front of it, taking in a deep breath, Bernie noticed this as he had been looking at her since they left Spade's office.She reminded him of the young man he used to share an office space with, the same person who he'd not seen for more than two weeks and now was presumed missing But there was something different about her, her eyes, she had bright green emerald eyes, eyes that caught his attention the first time he saw her and she looked very beautiful, he could swear he'd never seen someone so beautiful before.And the way her voice sounded when she spoke, soft, tender and very soothing.He swallowed as he focused back on her, she seemed nervous and it showed on every part of her body, especially with the way she played with her fingers"Do you want me to come with you"? He asked, watching as she looked up at him, she wasn't short, he was just rather tall, but she was a bit shor
SpadeI stepped into the cell, already feeling a slight throb in my head, can anything get easy for me?I was already on edge about the man that molested Nate being in my club, but now this.I looked at Matteo and he had his hands wrapped around Nate's sister who's face was buried in his chest, he looked like he was comforting her but she didn't seem to be crying.Matteo's eyes met mine and it looked blank, there was no emotions in them, he just clenched his jaw and his eyes shifted away from me, making me follow his line of vision, my eyes landed on Greg, who had his head twisted in an odd angle, his throat slashed open, blood dripping out His clothes were soaked with crimson red and his eyes were open wide as they stared up at the ceiling lifelessly.I didn't feel bad for him, I was just fucking frustrated and angry, this would be the second time a person in my custody would be killed and I didn't know who was audacious enough to do this.I looked away from the body and back at Mat
Clicking of shoes was heard on the marbled floor as the door opened and he walked in, Nate laid on the bed, almost lifeless, although his legs had been released, his hands were still bound to the bed post, with his head facing the other side, he didn't bother turning to see who it was because he already knew who it was.He'd been motionless like that for the past 24 hours, not moving or saying anything, he wasn't even reacting to anything done to him.After that man had touched him, he still had a little fight in him, but with every other day for the past five days that he had come to do the same thing over and over again to him, he slowly lost a part of himself.The part that wanted to fight to get out of that awful place, he didn't think he had the fight in him anymore.He just laid there day in, day out, waiting for whenever he would come to touch him.He didn't even care if the man wanted to kill him, that would even be better because laying down there, he was already dead inside.