Chapter 145

After going back and forth, Nate finally agreed for Spade to teach him how to use a gun, and he picked a black shiny pistol for his first weapon of choice, taking it from the stacks of weapons on the wall, Nate stumbled back slightly a bit as he didn't expect the weapon to be so heavy for such a tiny thing.

It was very cold too, he stood watching it, blinking and thinking about how fast everything was moving for him, a few months ago he was still this very lost, scared and lonely young man, and now he was holding a fucking gun in his boyfriend's gun range, wow.

"What is it"? He heard Spade's velvety and throaty voice behind him, making him tense up as Spade's one arms wrapped around his torso, pulling his back pressed against Spade's front.

"It's so cold and heavy" he muttered and Spade just hummed, slowly beginning to nestle his face into Nate's neck.

He badly wanted to drop the pistol and chicken out, Spade could see the uncertainty and doubt in his eyes, he turned Nate to face him,