Om kreem-kalikayi-namaha I used to wonder what this phrase is all about, but never I have looked for its meaning or some sort of explanation in the encyclopedia or even on the internet. Not until that day that she left. Leaving me with a damn paper with her metaphors and heart-wrenching poetry. She never told me about the reason but an intellectual human being can already figure out the answers to those questions, She doesn't want me to be tied to a blurry future with her. The phrase means Salutations to the divine kali, she's the Goddess of rebirth in Hindu, and she grants wishes if you're deserving of them. I asked myself oftentimes if I am really deserving of what the universe can offer? Katherine was the meaning of life, for me. Then she left, and everything starts to look dull and ugly. "The papers are at your desk hun," my co-worker tapped my shoulder as she went to close the door, I uttered thanks in a small voice, and silence eloped the room. the silence that I am comfor
Avant is in her late twenties, a woman who came from a prominent family in North London. I can sense that this body is not happy to live her life. Maybe that’s the reason why I woke up to take over her identity for God knows how long! I exclaimed out of frustration. I just came from a war last night I was a soldier the other day who fought in a battle against Russia. The body that I have taken care of was owned by a cowardly soldier he has been in love with the other guy who’s also a coward like him and he even used women to cover up his real self what a pathetic mortal. His body died and maybe that was the reason why I have to switch to another body again. For decades of jumping from body to body one thing I figured is that when I accomplished something or helped the person I have taken over with, that’s the cue that I have to leave. It was like hitting two birds with one stone. I help them and they help me too in the sense that I used their bodies to find my inamorata. How far are
A peasant wishes to exchange shoes with her master quite predictable. A splash of cold water woke me. Fucks! What with this cold water! Realization hit me from the clothing and the putrid smell of kitchen cutlery and a mountain of dishes. What a great day! One day I was a princess and now I'm a peasant who has a lot of chores to do. I looked at my hands and to my surprise, I have the body of a young servant I thought I'll end up in an old woman's body. Wait this face is familiar! I gasped out of surprise."Rosann what is happening to you child?" the older servant asked me, a concerned voice is written on her face. "Rosann is my name then." I smiled and the woman eyed me puzzled. I was not able to get through her memories to even get her name the very first thing that I saw was her desire to change her life. She wanted to be her master. This child is exceptionally intelligent but too bad she was sold by her family."Oh, my child you must be very tired from
From a peasant to an old man who was in despair from the unfairness of life. Thereafter to a suicidal office lady, and back to being a man again but it was a divorced gal who longed for his children's presence and back to an ambitious man of greed and at last to my hundredth and unfortunately last body. If I am going to fail again then, I have to pack up and surrender to the underworld. And for the love of the universe, I ended up in a dying body. This girl's body is as weak as a granny even weaker perhaps. How can I find her if I have to take over this body? I got up from bed and stared long at my window. This family is well off, not bad but they are damn chaotic there are banters everywhere the patriarch of the family is quite an autocratic, misogynistic son of a bitch that everyone is scared of him even the wife. How can men treat their women awfully? I'm not generalizing but as I've ventured into this modern era 70% of men are the same. Women can't be ahead of men, which I think i
Hundred years ago The warm soothing breeze of the summer's air caresses our bodies as we lie awake under the billions of stars enchanting us to stare at them longer until we're lost in their beauty.The enchantress crescent moon is just smiling towards us screaming so much seduction but I can never be lured for I have my eyes on this beautiful lady beside me."My love, why does the moon seem to be taunting us?" This beautiful maiden turned her gaze to meet mine."She's obviously seducing me," I answered as she laughed and snuggled closer into my neck."So, are you then?""Adelaide, none of these entities could come at par in your beauty my love, "I whispered and again earned a melodious laugh from her. "Flattering my heart Elspeth." I caressed the smoothness of her cheek. Its warmth causes disequilibrium in my system."Would you run with me?" I asked unsure with a racing heart and unlabored breathing in anticipation of her answers. I know I can never give her the life that she is
Present I woke up from a weird dream, again. I shake my head and started looking for my glasses. Damn, where did I toss it last night? My eyes are kinda heavy I slept for only five hours after my evening shift as a cashier in a grocery store nearby our home. I can't believe I'm dreaming that weird stuff, it has been so long since I had that dream again or maybe I am just so tired of both physical and mental torture. My energy is draining so fast with just small nuisances on an everyday basis and I'm kinda hating it. The weird figure of a woman who was calling me Ei, Izzy? I don't know exactly the things she was saying. Whatever it was just a dream. and a very eerie one. Dragging my butt off the bed for buttercup's sake early morning shift is illegal! Five more minutes and another five and five and many fives until my brain functions well telling me I needed to get up or else goodbye to my first day of last year in college. I looked at the mirror as it adds up to my frustrati
I got up from my seat planning to go to my first class before the bell starts ringing. I don't want Adam around me that's why I left my spot on campus."Hey! Asmara wait up!" A high-pitched sound that badly irritates my three functioning brain cells. I stopped in my tracks but I didn't bother myself to turn around and check who the hell is it. From her voice and a faint smell of her mixed chocolate and mint scent. I already know the person."I was calling your name not just thrice but many times!" she exasperatedly slouched her back while leaning toward my bag, which was kind of uncomfortable I could tell her to get off because I'm starting to like the smell of her perfume or continue walking and engage a small conversation since I don't want to be rude. Time is ticking and we'll be late for our first class so, I'll choose the latter."Uh yeah. Hey! We're late for the first subject." I looked at her and smiled and she blushed. I cringe at that idea but I just shrugged it off."O-okay
I owned a personal corner where my comfort zone is, and it is under my bed. Weird but I like hiding underneath ever since I was little, I have been doing this and I can’t seem to get rid of it. If someone will see me right now, will probably think I have to go to a mental institution, except for my brother. He may not be the best and often missing in action at least to act as my guardian, I know he truly cares about me and can pick up on my idiosyncrasies of all the people, not even my parents when they are still here. It has been a decade since I realized that this cold surface of the world will anchor me, that I have to walk my ass alone without any blanket of comfort from anyone nor a torch to lead the way. My parents were both serving in the military they even got engaged during their working hours. How stupid was that? Instead of securing their lives to be safe my dad got to his knees and proposed, telling my mom that if it was their last at least they will see each other in the
Om kreem-kalikayi-namaha I used to wonder what this phrase is all about, but never I have looked for its meaning or some sort of explanation in the encyclopedia or even on the internet. Not until that day that she left. Leaving me with a damn paper with her metaphors and heart-wrenching poetry. She never told me about the reason but an intellectual human being can already figure out the answers to those questions, She doesn't want me to be tied to a blurry future with her. The phrase means Salutations to the divine kali, she's the Goddess of rebirth in Hindu, and she grants wishes if you're deserving of them. I asked myself oftentimes if I am really deserving of what the universe can offer? Katherine was the meaning of life, for me. Then she left, and everything starts to look dull and ugly. "The papers are at your desk hun," my co-worker tapped my shoulder as she went to close the door, I uttered thanks in a small voice, and silence eloped the room. the silence that I am comfor
Katherine's skilled fingers manipulate each key, She's getting weak each day, and day by day it kills me to see her in pain. If only I can take it all, I would. The melody coming from it tells me how she has been. I stare at her savoring each melodious tone while she closes her eyes, playing gracefully with her head sways as the song continues to dominate the whole living room at first it is all calm and peaceful giving me a picture of a little girl running around full of smiles and giggles having a carefree soul, a little girl full of hopes and sun rays radiating her as she continues to pass it through with the people around her, a picture of a lovely face as she grew up to be more beautiful with her hair so soft as silk, her almond eyes will bore and roamed around leaving everyone in awe. Her fair skin turns pinkish each time it was hit by sunlight her wings are beautifully hanging down to her back she is ready to soar high. But as it went further her fingers went more aggressive c
“Twin sis, as much as I wanted to keep this from you, I think you have every right to know,” Amir called over the phone. “Is that thing can wait? I’m at the hospital right now Katherine passed out earlier” I sobbed and clutched my coat. “Oh God Asmara. Is she okay? I’m so sorry you’re all alone right now” “I’ll be okay Amir. Tell me what is it.” “Asmara there’s too much on your plate at the moment.” I can hear his heavy breathing of Amir. “Don’t you dare paraphrase it, Amir? I’m serious.” “I found our mom Asmara…” from there, times froze. Sometimes to move on with our past we cannot deny that forgetting is one of the compensatory mechanisms we use to get over the excruciating pain that drowned us. Maybe that was the best thing that Amir and I utilized to save ourselves I thought that the more I think about how painful it is the more I let myself get drowned even more. But I was wrong I was denying all these years that I no long for her. She left at the most inconvenient time fo
Katherine's POV There comes a time when we will come to find another path and little do we know this brand new surface we had let ourselves walk in will take us a hundred degree changes in our lives, how can we hold things when they started to fall apart? How can we secure our love story in this enchanting ideology we had lost in? Is love enough? or will promises and compromises will cut ties in between? Before I met her I was following a constant routine of how will I handle my ever messed up way of living. The morning I woke up until another morning things were boring but my routine back then had kept me stable for a long time. I have been in the dark until this angel freed me, she accepted my all, and I could never be this grateful. if past lives are real I'm going to give all these golds that I have for us to be together again in the next hundred lifetimes. “Hey, aren’t you going to be late?” Asmara snapped her fingers at me. She is annoyed. “I’ve been trying to talk to you bu
It’s been days since she finally let me get out of her room after a long period of convincing her I won’t leave and earning her trust back, but to me, she's not the same Katherine anymore though she seemed calm every time she bores her eyes to mine, in every wrong word that slipped out my mouth it changes her behavior I’m afraid she's losing it. Until I got the chance to unravel the things she kept, I made myself sick by taking a small dose of drugs to stimulate symptoms that will look like I’m really sick and luckily she believes it without any trace of suspicion she got into a business conference abroad but the whole mansion is secured assuring not to give me an escape even I had promised her I won’t leave but still she is that desperate. I can never ask someone from her people, their loyalty is for Katherine, they care for her so much, they won't help. I tried asking some maids but they are obviously scared to talk probably they saw how Katherine loses her control and perhaps the
Everything seemed to be to running smoothly until I woke up from my dream realizing no matter how much we love each other we can never be together. She'll be ruined her reputation, the downside of dating somebody who is not just an ordinary gal. I can never imagine people ruining her, maybe this is happiness will about to end I can’t stand seeing her burn down the things she built maybe her father is right I should end this before it’s too late. “We did not raise my daughter to end up with a dyke." he smirks but disgust is written all over his face. I wonder how he knows me but with money and connections? a typical key to everything this man showed up in front of my face and asked me to come with him looking at his men all over him I cannot decline his offer so we are in a restaurant I can’t seem to eat my food with jus what he said right in front of my face. “Dyke? I think that is an improper word, I don't do the labeling. sorry to disappoint." I smiled sweetly at him how dare he
I prayed silently that Katherine won’t be home till I get there, climbing out of the cab I hurriedly went out after paying the driver not minding waiting for change, beads of sweat formed on my forehead I don’t know maybe because I’m afraid she will get mad or the idea of her silent treatment and coldness are slowly tearing my heart. I guess I’m running out of luck Kath's car is here great!Gathering myself together I decided to go inside and face my consequences. I have figure out something the other day and it’s kind of bothering me honestly, I mean some part of me rejoices because just like any other normal kind of relationships where in jealousy and conflicts are inevitable. But I’m not really a fan of it like too much grip from your lover or so whatever it's overrated.“Ma'am, Madam is not in a mood since she got here a while ago and she seemed v... very furious." I can feel the fear in her voice and half running leaving me with brows shot what is this again Katherine? I sighed b
It’s been a long time since I've got to see Mira, we are both busy in life and if we wait for our schedules to loosen up we will be waiting forever and so I did tell her to sneak out just for a while to have some talk I owe to her big time and I wanted some words of encouragements or whatever from a friend, she's is all I have right now because Amir is out there with the world. I'd been waiting for her for almost 20 minutes already, I even make sure it is favorable for her so I decided to meet her just beside the building where she works, she knew how I hate this place because often times bunch of teenagers came here to just sit their ass off not minding if they are invading the whole space plus their irritating noise. A snap woke me from spacing out I noticed I’ve been doing this lately even Katherine has been noticing it too. "Oh, oh I’m late and I’m sorry, my boss is such a pain in the ass. I’m having a bad day so better off tell me something good,” “God, you talk so fast!" I
The night is tempting and so is the crushing of warm luke water in the pool where a lovely maiden beautifully swam along with its current's wearing all gold two-piece, she looks gorgeous with her curves that were intricately sculpted, she is an artwork herself. My insecurities creep on me well I do have curves, and I gained weight in the past months as I've checked it the last time. I honestly thought that I have a good set metabolism and that I can easily burn down fats but heck that was before. I’m not even a gym person I just do some jogs around the neighborhood before, I'm having thoughts about hitting a gym very soon. I looked at myself, hesitant to get rid of my silk robe maybe wearing this baby pink two-piece isn't a good idea Oh God where’s my brain! Before I could retreat Kath spoke looking at me intently I saw something in her eyes or I’m just imagining the whole thing I saw admiration as it becomes darker. I'm pretty sure I saw lust or is it just a strong attraction oh