Novels by Willis Marshall

Om kreem-kalikayi-namaha I used to wonder what this phrase is all about, but never I have looked for its meaning or some sort of explanation in the encyclopedia or even on the internet. Not until that day that she left. Leaving me with a damn paper with her metaphors and heart-wrenching poetry. She never told me about the reason but an intellectual human being can already figure out the answers to those questions, She doesn't want me to be tied to a blurry future with her. The phrase means Salutations to the divine kali, she's the Goddess of rebirth in Hindu, and she grants wishes if you're deserving of them. I asked myself oftentimes if I am really deserving of what the universe can offer? Katherine was the meaning of life, for me. Then she left, and everything starts to look dull and ugly. "The papers are at your desk hun," my co-worker tapped my shoulder as she went to close the door, I uttered thanks in a small voice, and silence eloped the room. the silence that I am comfor

Katherine's skilled fingers manipulate each key, She's getting weak each day, and day by day it kills me to see her in pain. If only I can take it all, I would. The melody coming from it tells me how she has been. I stare at her savoring each melodious tone while she closes her eyes, playing gracefully with her head sways as the song continues to dominate the whole living room at first it is all calm and peaceful giving me a picture of a little girl running around full of smiles and giggles having a carefree soul, a little girl full of hopes and sun rays radiating her as she continues to pass it through with the people around her, a picture of a lovely face as she grew up to be more beautiful with her hair so soft as silk, her almond eyes will bore and roamed around leaving everyone in awe. Her fair skin turns pinkish each time it was hit by sunlight her wings are beautifully hanging down to her back she is ready to soar high. But as it went further her fingers went more aggressive c

“Twin sis, as much as I wanted to keep this from you, I think you have every right to know,” Amir called over the phone. “Is that thing can wait? I’m at the hospital right now Katherine passed out earlier” I sobbed and clutched my coat. “Oh God Asmara. Is she okay? I’m so sorry you’re all alone right now” “I’ll be okay Amir. Tell me what is it.” “Asmara there’s too much on your plate at the moment.” I can hear his heavy breathing of Amir. “Don’t you dare paraphrase it, Amir? I’m serious.” “I found our mom Asmara…” from there, times froze. Sometimes to move on with our past we cannot deny that forgetting is one of the compensatory mechanisms we use to get over the excruciating pain that drowned us. Maybe that was the best thing that Amir and I utilized to save ourselves I thought that the more I think about how painful it is the more I let myself get drowned even more. But I was wrong I was denying all these years that I no long for her. She left at the most inconvenient time fo

Katherine's POV There comes a time when we will come to find another path and little do we know this brand new surface we had let ourselves walk in will take us a hundred degree changes in our lives, how can we hold things when they started to fall apart? How can we secure our love story in this enchanting ideology we had lost in? Is love enough? or will promises and compromises will cut ties in between? Before I met her I was following a constant routine of how will I handle my ever messed up way of living. The morning I woke up until another morning things were boring but my routine back then had kept me stable for a long time. I have been in the dark until this angel freed me, she accepted my all, and I could never be this grateful. if past lives are real I'm going to give all these golds that I have for us to be together again in the next hundred lifetimes. “Hey, aren’t you going to be late?” Asmara snapped her fingers at me. She is annoyed. “I’ve been trying to talk to you bu

It’s been days since she finally let me get out of her room after a long period of convincing her I won’t leave and earning her trust back, but to me, she's not the same Katherine anymore though she seemed calm every time she bores her eyes to mine, in every wrong word that slipped out my mouth it changes her behavior I’m afraid she's losing it. Until I got the chance to unravel the things she kept, I made myself sick by taking a small dose of drugs to stimulate symptoms that will look like I’m really sick and luckily she believes it without any trace of suspicion she got into a business conference abroad but the whole mansion is secured assuring not to give me an escape even I had promised her I won’t leave but still she is that desperate. I can never ask someone from her people, their loyalty is for Katherine, they care for her so much, they won't help. I tried asking some maids but they are obviously scared to talk probably they saw how Katherine loses her control and perhaps the

Everything seemed to be to running smoothly until I woke up from my dream realizing no matter how much we love each other we can never be together. She'll be ruined her reputation, the downside of dating somebody who is not just an ordinary gal. I can never imagine people ruining her, maybe this is happiness will about to end I can’t stand seeing her burn down the things she built maybe her father is right I should end this before it’s too late. “We did not raise my daughter to end up with a dyke." he smirks but disgust is written all over his face. I wonder how he knows me but with money and connections? a typical key to everything this man showed up in front of my face and asked me to come with him looking at his men all over him I cannot decline his offer so we are in a restaurant I can’t seem to eat my food with jus what he said right in front of my face. “Dyke? I think that is an improper word, I don't do the labeling. sorry to disappoint." I smiled sweetly at him how dare he