the beginning

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chapter 1

"Happy birthday world best Mom!"   Gina giggled happily as she wrapped her arms around her mother's neck, but her mom slowly pulled down her hands from her neck.

"Gina, are you done making dinner?" Gina's mum asked pushing Gina's arm off her body

"No mum, but I am almost........

"What the hell have you been doing all this while?"  Gina's mom cut in angrily

" I'm so sorry mum, it should be ready in few minutes time" gina said calmly as she ran to the kitchen

She dashed into the kitchen and in less than 30 minutes, she was done making dinner. She hurriedly served the food on the dinning table before proceeding to call her mom.

"Mom, Your food is served. Hurry before it gets cold !!" Gina said in excitement.

She stood by the dinning room waiting for her mum to have a sit first, and when her mum approached the dinning table, she pulled out a chair for her to sit while she proceeded to the other side of the table and also had her sit. But her mom kept a hard expression as she stared at her coldly, probably waiting for her next move. Gina picked up her spoon, and just when she was about eating, her mum raised an alarm.

"Hey!, what do you think you're doing? Get your butt off my chair now, Disgusting little brat!"  Gina's mum yelled out in irritation, while Gina flung up on her feet

"But mum, today is your birthday, i only thought It would be nice if we have dinner together as a family" Gina said placing down her spoon, but her mom stood up with an augmentative force and hit her across her cheek

"Don't you ever call me your mom, bastard!!" Gina's mom cursed with a thundering voice.

Gina held her cheek using her both hands as she ran back to her room in tears, she didn't know why her mom despise her so much. Her mum has never showed her any motherly love, she kept doing her best to please her mom but her hatred for her was deep. Things has always been like that for the past 21 years of Gina's miserable life, her mom is never at home and even when she is home, she always makes  life miserable for her and kept telling her how much she hates her and regret having her as a child. At that moment, the only family Gina had in her life was her Grandma. Her grandma was totally different from her mum, she used to be the best thing that has ever happened to her, not until her death. the happiest moments of Gina's life had always been when her grandma comes visiting, but her mum is always in a hurry to send her away. She knew it wasn't easy to train up a child after being raped at a young age and conceiving for an unknown rapist. But it was definitely not her fault that her mom gave birth to her as a result of the rape and was forced to nurture her. She only wish her mom would learn to let go of the past and accept her as her daughter.

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As soon as Gina's mom finished her meal, she went straight to her room to get ready for work.  As she sat in front of her mirror, she couldn't help but admire the pretty face in front of her, she was 38, but still look more like a young teenage girl. She has vowed never to let anyone frustrate or cause her distress, all in the name of parental responsibility, not even her own daughter. She picked up her makeup blender and dabbed it against her wrinkled chin.

shortly, she heard her phone ringing out loud, so she placed down the blender and picked up her phone. She beamed a delightful smile immediately she saw who the caller was, it was Mr Jones. Mr Jones was her boss and the CEO of JN night club, that was where she works as a stripper. Her boss only calls her whenever there are rich clients requesting for her service. She's not so proud of her job as a stripper but she isn't ashamed of it either. Of cause, one can't be ashamed of their only means of survival. She has been a stripper ever since she gave birth to Gina and she isn't planning of quiting anytime soon.

"Hello Jones!!" Miss Sonia beamed upon answering the call.

"Sonia, there is a wealthy client from Mexico requesting for no one else but you, So you need to be on your way immediately"  Mr. Jones said quickly and ended the call.

miss Sonia picked up her car key from her drawer and headed out. when she got to the sitting room, she couldn't find any trace of Gina, but that was literally not her problem, Gina was 21, and was old enough to take good care of herself, including her feeding expenses, so she'll definitely sort out something to eat whenever she's hungry. and by that, miss Sonia left the house hurriedly.

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Gina sat lonely in her room wallowing in her pain when she heard her mum drove out, she quickly rushed to the sitting room to lock the door her mother threw open. She knew she was all alone because her mom would be back after a week or whenever she feels like coming back home. She loves her mum so much but disliked her job as a stripper. She also hate the fact that her mum thinks she's not useful to her because she refused to join her in stripping and making money with her body, but that was something she couldn't do no matter how much hates her mum rains upon her. She  was still deep in thoughts when she heard her phone ringing out, it was her bestie Natalie. She sniffled as she picked up the call solemnly.

"Hello Gina, how have you been" Natalie asked over the phone.

"Hi Nat, I'm doing great"  Gina answered downheartedly

" you don't sound alright, what's the problem girl?" Natalie asked sounding really worried, but Gina went mute instantly.

"Is it about your mum again??" Natalie asked again but Gina still couldn't utter a word.

"Gina I think you shouldn't let your mum get the best of you, I've told you several times, if you're hungry or need anything, I am always here for you" Natalie said in concern.

"Thanks for your concern Natalie, but I'm not hungry. It's just that my mum left the house again and I don't feel safe staying in this lonely house all by myself and I don't know when she'll be back" Gina said trying so hard to control her emotions.

"Don't worry about her Gina, you can probably come over to the the BIG BOYZ club and we can both have some fun, and you can also win some cool cash that would sustain you till next weekend or probably, whenever she comes back" Natalie said.

"I don't really know Natalie, I don't like the idea of me gambling, and precisely, I don't think it's safe to leave home by this time of the night, it's 7:40pm and I don't think it's safe outside" Gina said with as she rested on her cozy bed, but Natalie only laughed out loud, which got Gina wondering if she had said anything funny.

"Really Gina? You don't think it's safe to hangout with me by this time, but you think it's safe to stay all alone in that secluded house of yours? C'mon girl! Snap out of it" Natalie said laughing really hard

"Okay Natalie, I think you do make a lot of sense. I'll be there in 30 minutes" Gina said as she ended the call.

As soon as Gina ended the call, she hurriedly had her bath and put on a blue shorts and a t-shirt. the BIG BOYZ club was one of the biggest clubs in town, owned by Natalie's uncle. It was a very fun place to hangout with friends and also make some cool cash by gambling. Gambling was the only reason she visits BIG BOYZ every Saturday, she knew it wasn't right for her to gamble because they sometimes get nabbed by the cops, but she don't have a choice. Whenever her mom goes out, she don't ever return home until a week, leaving her with little or no food to eat. Gambling has helped her a lot and she cant imagine what she was going to eat or do if she quits gambling.

After a long drive, Gina arrived at the bar and paid off the cab man. She walked behind the bar and dialed Natalie's phone number again. Luckily, she picked up at the first bleep.

"Hello Gina, what's taking you so long, i've been waiting for you" Natalie said over the phone.

"I'm already at BIG BOYZ, where the hell are you?"  Gina asked running her fingers through her soft brown hair.

"I'm inside the hall. the gamblers moved into the main hall since yesterday because of the cops. Hurry up"  Natalie said and ended the call. Gina turned around and headed straight to the toilet window, she always went through the toilet window because of the ticket collectors, she had no money to buy tickets and she doesn't even think it's necessary to buy one since she's only coming to gamble. There was something really strange about that particular night, the whole area looked deserted and damp. There wasn't a single soul behind the building and the lights seem to have been damaged again. At some point, she wanted to turn back and return home, but the thought of her being left alone without something to eat bothered her a lot. She was still walking along the damp backyard when she suddenly heard footsteps, followed by a huge masculine figure in front of her, the person stood still like he was actually waiting for someone. Anyways, she ignored his presence, assuming that he was probably one of the men who comes to drink alcohol and mess around when they're wasted. When she advanced towards him, he was standing in her way, so she diverted and was about following another route when he got hold of her left hand, Gina struggled her way out and was able to free her self from his grip around her hand, she turned around to escape when she realized that he wasn't drunk, but she sighted another masculine figure walking towards her.

She was still standing in the middle of the unknown men when four men came out of the thick bushes and surrounded her. She quickly brought out her phone and attempted dialing Natalie's phone number, but one of the men suddenly grabbed her forcefully and snatched her phone, smashing it on the wall. At that moment, she sensed danger. she tried escaping again but their grip around her arms was firm. One of them brought out a gun and ordered her to keep shut or else they would blow off her head. She obeyed and followed them silently to the thick bushes,  the man  holding the gun, pushed her to the ground and gagged her. 

He forcefully spread her both legs apart while she kept on struggling to fight him off her body. Using one of his hands, he pinned her both hands above her head. He slided his other hand underneath her thighs and ripped off her underthings, she whimpered when she felt his cold finger on the entrance to her p*ssy. She kept struggling to free herself from his tight grip until she  finally felt something big and hard straining to go into her, The pain in between her legs was excruciating and unbearable but she could do nothing. The process became even more painful when he pushed it more deeply in a bid to penetrate her tight enclosure. He continued by thrusting in and out of her repeatedly, She felt her self stretching out and tearing apart at every thrust that was made. Tears came running down her chin as she couldn't fight it  anymore because the worst had already been done.  She  laid helplessly and cried silently with her both hands still pinned above her head.

This went on, until the first man released a hot liquid inside her and left her, Gina felt a little bit relieved and attempted to sit up but another man came and continued from where the first man stopped, he continued by thrusting in and out of her roughly while Gina prayed silently within her for the process to come to an end, but it seems never ending. Soon the second man finished and the third man came up. more tears of agony kept running down Gina's Chin, she was gradually loosing breath, she felt her life leaving her at every thrust that was made. Soon the third man finished and another man came up. At that point, Gina lost count and her eyes slowly shut in tears as she passed out.