"Dale, " Tinignan ko ang tumawag sakin, he is familiar of course the famous Lorence Cristobal is here infront of me. Agad na napakunot ang noo ko at inayos ang aking salamin. Why is he talking to me? Why is he infront of me? Am I in trouble?
"Yes?" sagot ko rito. He smiled at me and I blushed. He looks charming yet he has this bad boy look that girls my age would die to date. He is famous in our school and every girls would kill just to be his date or even his girlfriend.
"Uhm, Can I ask if you're free this Saturday?" he asked, shyly. Confused I nodded and look away obviously too shocked in his question.
"Why?" I whispered. Fighting myself to gave in and just say yes to him. I gulped, not having eye contact with him, afraid that might read what I am thinking.
"Ah, " sagot niya naman while he massaged his neck and nervously smiled.
"Invite sana kita, " sabi niya naman at ngumiti pa lalo. Confused to his action because Lorence Cristobal is not like this. He was notorious for being a heartbreaker and a playboy, he doesn't ask girls around to have a date with him, it's the other way around.
"Uhm, Where to?" I asked as I blushed. I have a crush on him because of his looks and I don't deny it, most of the girls have what's the point of denying it right? He is the Captain of our school's basketball team and of course girls would watch his practices screaming and giggling like his every move is magical and when he smiles kulang nalang mahimatay ang mga babae na nanonood. Some would even bring him food and drinks.
"Party, sa bahay namin, " he said cooly. Napaisip ako, inayos ko ang salamin at kinuha ang camera ko at sinabit ito sa aking leeg.
"Titignan ko, " I said and smiled politely, agad akong umalis at tinampal ang aking noo. Feeling ko ay mahihimatay ako, huminga ako ng malalim at naglakad ng mabilis. Trying not to look back and say yes or maybe do something even more stupid.
The school is usual, assignments, projects, test, exams. Nasa banyo ako ng aming skwelahan habang abala sa paghugas ng aking kamay ay may pumasok na babae. She looks like an expensive doll, long curly hair pouty lips, and chinky eyes well-defined brows wearing her skirt shorter than our usual uniform and our long-sleeved white polo with our black coat.
"Hey, " I glanced at her at the mirror, nakataas ang isang kilay niya. Agad naman akong kinabahan, sumandal ito sa pinto, she then smiled.
", pretty I see" dugtong niya pa. Agad na napakunot ang noo ko. She chuckled and then left.
Parang baliw. Umiling iling nalang ako at kumuha ng tissue at pinunasan ang kamay, tinapon ko na ang tissue at agad na lumabas, naglakad na ako papuntang parking lot. Bibit ang akin gamit na kailangan ko at ang mga sasagutan.
Habang naglalakad palabas, busy akong tinitignan ang camera, I had the practiced of our basketball team covered para sa campaign ng school para sa juniors ng school namin.
Narinig ko na nagring ang aking cellphone agad ko namang kinuha iyon sa aking bulsa at sinagot iyon.
"Yes Ma, " sagot ko dito. "Anak Hija parating na dyan si Manong just wait okay? Inutusan ko pa kasi, " she said.
"Okay ma, pakisabi nasa parking lot ako nasa benches left side, " sabi ko dito, she said her goodbye at agad na binaba ang tawag. Agad akong umupo at patuloy na tinignan ang mga kuha ko.
"Dale!" Solace called, agad akong napalingon dito at kumaway. Papalapit na ito sakin at malaki ang ngiti. Agad itong umupo sa tabi ko at nilagay ang kanyang bag sa bench.
"Ngayon lang kita nakita, masyado kang busy!" sabi naman nito, nahimigan ko ang pagtatampo. Agad akong napangiti sa sabi niya. Sumandal ito sa aking balikat at tumingin ulit sakin.
"Sorry, may pinapagawa kasi ang Dean sakin eh, alam mo naman" sabi ko naman rito. Tumango naman siya, Solace is one of the school's scholar. She is and orphan and adopted by and couple who can't conceived a baby. They are not rich, so she decided to apply for scholarship she is smart so she got in immediately of course with the helped of my parents.
"I remembered, part ka nga pala ng journalism club natin" sabi niya naman at tumango tango. Agad ko namang nakita na papalapit si Lorence dito, yumuko ako at narinig ko ang yabag ng mga paa na papalapit.
"Hi Dale" bati nito, nagangat ako ng tingin at nagulat, I saw Lorence with the girl na pumunta kanina sa school's comfortroom. She smiled and glanced at Solace at tumaas ang kilay, tinignan ko ang kaibigan ko na ngayon ay mabilis na kinuha ang kanyang gamit at nagpaalam ito, weird.
"Uhh, Hello?" sagot ko naman rito. Napakamot siya sa kanyang leeg na parang nahihiya. Lumapit lalo yung babae kanina sa bathroom at nilahad ang kanyang kamay.
"Maria Jamie Cristobal" pakilala nito, nanlaki naman ang aking mga mata at napatitig sa kanyang kamay sa aking harapan, dahan dahan ko ding nilagay ang aking kamay sa palad niya at tinanggap ang kanyang pagpapakilala.
"Ate, " bulong ni Lorence, I looked at him and back to her. She is now grinning and looks happy.
"I see, Rence here is shy. The notorious playboy is shy huh?" sabi niya na puno ng pangiinis at tinignan ang kapatid. Agad niya naman akong niyakap at tinapik tapik ang aking likod, nagulat ako doon at para bang hindi nagpoproseso ang lahat. Nakarinig ako ng bosena ng sasakyan agad namang napabitaw ang 'Ate' ni Lorence sakin.
"Uhm, I have to go" sabi ko at hilaw na ngumiti sa kanilang dalawa at kinuha na ang gamit ko at mabilis na naglakad papalayo sa kanila, I can hear them arguing over something. Agad agad naglakad papuntang sasakyan na ngayon ay nakapark na at naghihintay si manong sa labas at binuksan agad ang pinto para makapasok ako.
Habang nasa byahe pauwi ay hindi ko maiwasang isipin. Why would he act like that? Shy or maybe he's just playing. Right, malabo namang magkagusto sakin ang isang 'Campus Crush' diba? I mean, he looks like he won't even ask for things girls would gladly do everything that he pleased, from food to gifts and to sexual things he can get it, easily.
Hindi ko talaga maintindihan, his sister looks nice. Yeah, maybe he thinks his little brother is now serious, I bet it's just for show.
In a span of thirty minutes drive I was busy convincing myself na lahat ay kalokohan lang, I have a crush on him but it really doesn't make sense. Everything doesn't make sense.
I sighed and looked outside the window, still confused about everything even to my best friend acting that way.
Weekend came and I was still thinking if pupunta ako sa party ni Lorence. Bored, I sat on my bed busy scrolling to ideas of photography I am very much interested on things that concerns photography. "Hija, " I heard my Mom called me,"Yes Mama?" I answered and I heard the door creaked open. "Your Papa wants to talk to you," she said and give me a small smile, agad akong tumango at sinabing susunod na ako. Sinarado ko muna ang laptop ko at sumunod na sa study room. Kumatok muna ako para respeto at dahan dahang hinuksan ang pinto. "Papa?" I asked. Agad itong tumango at sinabing umupo ako. "Sit Hija," sabi nito at sumandal sa upuan niya. Agad akong umayos ng upo at naghihintay sa sasabihin ni Papa. He sighed. "Do you want to take a business-related course?" he asked. I look at him and trying to process his question. "Maybe Papa, but why sudden questio
Days passed like a blur and everything seems fine, like the usual routine I always do after school if not hanging out with friends is going home early and talking with my family and I always admired the way we usually do if all of us are not busy. I sighed as I looked at my phone, I was sitting alone reading some books for the test next week when I heard some footsteps approaching my table. "Hi!" Lorence beamed at me as he sat down on the chair in front of me. I looked at him and saw him carrying books too. He placed the books on the table and stared at me, I awkwardly smiled at him. "Hello?" I said, sounding awkward. I want to slap my face, why did it sound like a question? Ugh!"How are you?" He asked with a smile on his face as he place his hands on his chin and leaned on the table staring at me, it made me flushed. Tumikhim ako at umayos ng upo. "I'm fine, you
Days passed like a blur. Today is Saturday and Lorence texted me that he will fetch me here later. Tinignan ko ang orasan at napabuntong hininga, agad na akong kumilos para matapos agad sa paghahanda. Madami mang tanong sa aking isipan ay pinagpaliban ko muna iyon at hinayaan muna. Agad akong naligo at pumili ng susuotin ko para sa lakad namin ni Lorence, he said it's a date so I tried to look simple yet chic. Agad kong sinuot ang isang itim leggings at isang croptop na puti at sapatos na puti pagkatapos ang isang sapatos na itim. Naglagay lang ako ng kaunting foundation, sunscreen at liptint para hindi magmukhang maputlang tignan. Napangiti ako ng tignan ang aking repleksyon sa salamin, ng kuntento na ako ay agad akong bumaba sa sala namin. Yaya approach me and told me that Lorence is already outside talking to my mother. Agad kong
Naging abala ako sa sumunod na mga araw. Malapit na ang aking kaarawan at abala rin sina Mama para sa aking kaarawan, they said that their unica ija shoud have a wonderful twentieth birthday celebration, though I want it ti be simple but the best, and she said it's okay still I'll be wearing a dress, that is a must."Dale," Tawag sa akin ng isa kong classmate, napatingin ako sa kanya at bumalik ulit ang aking mata sa aking ginagawa. "Ano yun?" Tanong ko s akanya at tinigil ang pagtipa sa aking laptop."Tawag ka ni Lorence," Sabi nito sabay irap. Tumango lang ako at ngumiti. Agad kong inayos ang aking gamit at lumabas na ng classroom, nakita ko si Lorence na nakahilog lang sa gilid ng pinto habang nagtatype sa kanyang telepono at nung napansin niya na nasa gilid niya na ako ay umayos siya ng tayo at ngumiti sa akin, agad niyang kinuha ang bitbit ko na bag at sinukbit iyon sa balikat niya."Kamusta araw mo? Gutom ka ba?" Tanong
I got worried because of two reasons. One is Mama never fan of text messages, she would always call lalo na kapag importante and two is what is the problem? I finished doing my project. It's past twelve am when I heard a car engine. Agad kong sinira ang librong binabasa ko at naglakad papuntang bintana, hinawi ko ang kurtina ko at nakita ko sina Mama at Papa na papasok na ng bahay. Agad kong naglakad pababa para salubungin sila. "Ma, Pa," Tawag ko sa kanila ng nasa ibaba na ako. Napaangat ang tingin sa akin ni Mama at Papa. "Hija," Mama said, she smiled at me but it didn't reach her eyes. Agad akong lumapit sa kanya at humalik sa pisngi niya at pagkatapos kay Papa. I noticed how the looks of his face, it's problematic and maybe tired.
I'm still thinking of what happened between Kuya and Ate, it's unbelievable and I know that some people would do crazy things for love.I sigh, it's been days since I talked to Kuya and he won't bother Ate because he doesn't want to stress her more but he's still investigating what happened. I am on my way to Ate's hotel room, nagdala na rin ako ng iba ilang damit at pagkain. Agad akong pumunta sa elevator at pinindot ang floor nila at, tumingala ako at hinintay na bumaba ito narinig kung tumunog ito at bumukas kaya pumasok na ako kaagad.Pumasok na ako sa elevator at hinitay na dumating sa floor ni Ate, agad akong lumabas nung bumukas ito at bumukas. tumingala ako para tignan ang mga hotel room number at nung nakita ko na ay agad akong nagdoorbell, narinig kong tumu
Agad akong bumaba ng sasakyan pagkatapos kong isukbit sa balikat ko ang bag. It's been a rough weekend and Ate Sofia has to be in a total bed rest dahil sensitibo ang kanyang pagbubuntis.Napabuntong hininga ako at naglakad na papuntang classroom, Medyo inaantok ako dahil hindi ako makatulog kakabantay kay Levi, ayaw nitong sumama sa iba at palaging umiiyak kaya naman ako ang nagbantay dito, naghikab ako habang naglalakad papuntang classroom ko.Nakita ko na papunta sa direksyon ko si Solace na papunta sa direksyon ko, masama ang tingin nito nung malapit na ako sa kanya ay hinawakan niya ang aking kamay at dinala ako papuntang ladies restroom."Aray! Ano ba Solace! Bitawan mo nga ako!" Sabi ko dito, dumidiin ang kanyang kuko sa aking pulsuhan kaya masakit ito, agad niya naman akong binitawan ng makapasok na kami sa loob ng comfort room ng mga babae. Tumalikod ito sa akin at pagdaan ng ilan
Naging busy ako sa buong araw ngayong linggo dahil madalas akong wala sa skwelahan, dahil na rin sa problema sa bahay. Naglalakad ako ngayon sa corridor ng school habang abala sa pagtingin sa aking notes ng may nabangga ako, agad akong napatingin dito at nagpaumanhin. "I'm-" Pero nabitin ang sasabihin ko ng makita ko s Lorence, halata sa mukha nito ang pagod. Agad akong napatigil ng ilang sandali bago ako natauhan at inayos ang aking notes na nagkalat sa sahig. Nang matapos ako ay agad akong umayos ng tayo at tinignan si Lorence, nakayuko ito at halata sa mukha na may gusto siyang sabihin pero nag aalangan siya. "I'm sorry, I have to go," Agad kong iwas dito, pero napatigil ako sa paglalakad nung hinawakan niya ang akin kamay. "Let's talk," He whispered, I turn my head to him and look at him. "Later, I need to pass all my missed works, I'm sorry," Sabi ko at