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2023-07-30 20:31:58Looking at the phone, Jackson has replied. I was so deep in thought, replaying last night, I forgot about him.
‘If you want to play dirty, so be it.’
‘I won’t fuck you, I won’t let you finish, I will push you to the limit, and when you’re ready to explode, you have to say ‘yellow’, and I will stop.’
‘You’re not answering, Kitten.’
‘Have I scared you with that thought?’
‘Kitten, Sir, is getting somewhat annoyed here.’
‘Maybe I should punish you for making me wait.’
‘There better be a good excuse, Kitten.’
‘Please don’t say the bitch is out again.’
I can’t help but laugh, although I know I will be in trouble for making him wait.
‘Sorry, Sir. Read my blog post for today. That will explain why I was delayed in replying, and yes, the whole idea scares me, yet I want it.’
I hope he reads and understands why I took so long
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