Secretly Yours: Craving My Bestfriend

"I am going to whip your ass Lisa!" Kayden shouts, nudging me with his arm. His fingers are punching hard and fast on the buttons of his PS console, trying to knock me out of the game.I scoff. "We will see about that."My fingers move faster on my buttons, playing hard not to be defeated by Kayden. I am never one to back down from a challenge, and Kayden knows this, hence the reason why he is still nudging me with his arm and trying to distract me. His cologne is not helping matters, and I curse myself for even thinking about how sexy his cologne smells."Boom!" Kayden shouts, throwing his console to the rug and jumping up to his feet. It is just a split second, but I feel my heart stop when 'GAME OVER' shows on the screen, broadcasting my defeat.Oh fuck me! Not again! Why can't I just get my shit together whenever I am around Kayden?!Kayden sticks out his tongue at me, whining his muscled waist in that sexy way that just reminds me of a fucking hot stripper. Gosh! The V-line of hi

Kayden's black BMW drives into a resort, and true to my ever unmistakable guts, I sharply inhale the scent of fresh air and moist breeze. There must be water nearby. My thoughts are confirmed when Kayden turns his car off and I hear the distant crashing of water waves.We alight from the car, and Kayden throws his key to the valet, who catches it."Steve, please take good care of my car.""Okay sir." The fair Steve replies, wearing a bright smile over his chubby face. I can't seem to be able to shake off the feeling that he is just a high school grad who got lucky with getting a valet job in a luxury resort like this.Anyway, his smile is so bright. And so cute.Kayden and I begin to walk towards the door entrance of the resort, and I start to feel worried that Sandra has not even sent me a text or even called me since this morning. We talked just fine yesterday, but why is she suddenly MIA today?Today, of all days? Today that is my birthday?I know her fashion design job is taking q

Sandra and Ethan are kissing and giggling, obviously lost in their own world. I avert my eyes from them and stare out at the distant figure of the woman I love, watching as the wind whips through her long hair and her strapless floral dress.God she is beautiful. She is just so beautiful.My heart tugs with guilt. I know something was wrong immediately she said she wanted to go see the beach. I mean nothing is wrong with her wanting to see the beach. It is just that, the way she said it feels like something is bothering her, and I am kind of feeling bad that I am still seated here while she is over there, thinking about only God-knows-what."Hey guys, uhm, I will be right back." I announce to the kissing duo, standing up from my chair.They just hum in response, quite busy with their lips and hands on each other. God, help me. I feel so oppressed by them.I grab my phone and a bottle of water from the table before I leave.The air smells more fresh and feels more moist to the skin as

My eyes must be playing with my senses, because I do not want to believe that Lisa has been here alone with a strange guy who literally looks like he wants to eat her sexy body alive.The way he is staring at her skin and also at the necklace I gifted her makes my stomach sick. He is certainly handsome, but he lacks the decency and subtlety to control his eyes from raking all over her body.Eyes that I want to dig out and feed to Ryder, my German Shepherd dog."Hey Sandra, Ethan, Kayden, meet Christian." Lisa blushes, her hand moving back and forth within the space between the three of us and this total stranger. If not for his decent looking face and fashionable clothes, I may not have even had the decency to shake his hand when he stretched it forth to me."I am really happy to finally meet you all. Lisa here said you guys did the best birthday surprise for her this year."Sandra giggles. I snap to Lisa. I can't believe my ears at what I just heard this Christian dude blurt out from

I do not know if I will regret what I am doing, but right now, I can't bring myself to stop. The warmth of Lisa's lips is tempting, intoxicating, clouding my senses. Just like I had always imagined, her lips are so soft, so soft that it feels like I am drowning in an ocean of the most fluffiest vanilla cupcakes you can ever imagine.My tongue sweeps over her bottom lip as I deepen our kiss, and I hear her gasp out a low moan. I want to do anything to hear her make that delicious sound again, so I coax her lips apart, slipping my tongue inside to taste her. She moans again and tightens her grip on my shirt.Fuck! If only she knows what her voice is doing to me right now. If only she knows how much I love her, how much I want to touch her, to feel her, to taste every bit of her—"Kayden." She gasps, pulling her lips away from mine. In a split second, she is on her feet, backing away from me like I am some predator. Her eyes are wide and wild, their blue embers burning me so deep that th