Killian’s POV I immediately left the dressing room,Esmy would have to make a choice without me being there any longer. What would have happened if the manager hadn’t walked in. I couldn’t help myself when I saw her in thst sunflower dress,she looked so innocent in it that I didn’t know when I stood up and almost got to where she was standing. I hadn’t being paying attention to all the other dresses she had been trying on but one look at that dress and all I wanted to do was kiss her. I could see the joy in her face as I she noticed that I loved the dress on her and how she couldn’t keep her eyes from going to my lips. I wanted to kiss her but I was happy that we didn’t take it further than this. “I am done” Esmy called out. I stretched out my card,so she could make payment,I was tempted to ask her what gown she finally choose but I didn’t want to think about what I would have loved to do to her with that gown on her. “Thank you Killian”Emmy said immediately she handed the car
Esmy POV It wasn’t a real kiss,she kept telling herself that she belonged to Mikel and she shouldn’t be thinking about what would have happened if the manager didn’t walk in on them. I was going to get the Sun flowered gown,Killian likes it and I loved how comfortable and confident I looked in it. I came out of the dressing closet and asked the manager to park my dress,Killian was nowhere to be found. He wasn’t standing close to the dressing room like I thought he was going to be,he wasn’t anywhere around here. I made my way olto the receptionist and I could see him standing there with his eyes looking far away like he just wanted to be out of this place. “The dress has been parked,I would need your card to pay for it”I told him. He didn’t even look at me,he was looking at what had caught his attention,Killian gave me the card. I paid for it and walked to the car after appreciating him. He didn’t want to talk to me and I am going to keep that same energy. We got to the house
Esmy POV I couldn’t understand why Donna was still pissed at me,we weren’t in a competition,she had what I wanted in a family and I wasn’t even jealous of her anymore. Flynn was awfully quiet today,maybe he had his own demons that he was fighting with or he didn’t just want to talk to me. I would have asked him but I was in my own word too and talking to him wasn’t going to help me think properly. It was Killian and how his lips would have been perfect on my lips,I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I knew it wasn’t what I should be thinking about but it was in my thoughts,I couldn’t erase it no matter how hard I tried. I didn’t even want to talk about how disgusted I felt when Mikel kissed me without my consent,I wouldn’t have allowed him go any further if he hadn’t calmed me down. I was going to have to take my mind off Killian,he wasn’t mine and he wasn’t even going to be mine. Paula was back to take her man,I didn’t stand a chance. Donna was a hateful person,I would have rep
Killian’s POV I was bent on finding out who Rogers was,I didn’t think Esmy would be okay with the fact that I was going behind her back to find whoever Rogers was to her. I couldn’t just keep calm,I was going to do what I could do for her to know and understand where she was from. That was one thing I was certain of. I also wanted to know how my mother was related in all of these. Calling the orphanage might raise suspicions but I was sure I could get answers from the Nun,she looked open minded and was ready to say what she knew,maybe she needed to dig deep to help me find out how to get in touch with the pack. I would have asked my secretary to call but I wanted to be discreet about this,I didn’t want it going out that I was curious about her family lineage. The phone kept on ringing without no answer,The Nun didn’t have my number so I was very sure that she wasn’t avoiding it because it was my number. Maybe I would just try back,I needed to know about Roger,he was the key in
Esmy POV I couldn’t help myself,I stared at Killian and how he couldn’t stop himself from looking at Rogers lifeless body. He was the only person that could tell me who my parents were and he was dead now,I didn’t know what I was going to do. Killian kept asking me if I was okay,I couldn’t say anything,I wasn’t okay,I thought coming here was the way to getting answers to all the questions I had in my mind. “Can we go”I told Killian. I didn’t want to be here anymore,I didn’t want to look at his face anymore, I just needed to be out of here. Killian finally left the scene of the Murder,he took me with him. “Are you okay Esmy?”I could see the concern on his face as he was asking me the question. I felt faint,I couldn’t breathe properly,my eyes were burning I knew what happened to me before it happened. I could hear Killian calling my name,it was very faint,he was calling me and I was trying my best to respond to him but I couldn’t find the right words to say to him. “Esmy,Esm
Esmy POV I was angry at Mikel,I didn’t think he would be so insensitive to my feeling,we might have not consummated what we were on about but he shouldn’t be doing this to me. Mikel looked through the window and he saw me,he was shocked,he didn’t know I would be here. I didn’t think Killian bothered telling him that I was here with him. That was one of the nicest thing he had done. I didn’t know why Mikel was coming towards me,he should have just stuck with the woman he was with. He didn’t have to come here,I was feeling uncomfortable. I didn’t know if I could talk to him now. I wasn’t thinking straight and I didn’t want to say something that was going to blow out of proportion,I just wanted him to leave me the hell alone. I wanted to be left in my own thoughts so I could compose myself. Rogers was dead and all I really want to do was find out who murdered him,it was mysterious that he was dead immediately Killian found him and was taking me over there to find out things by m
Esmy POV “Do you want him here?”Killian asked with his Jaw set like he always did when he was deeply thinking about something. “Why are you asking her that”Mikel said trying his best to sit up,he had been in a laying position. “Let her speak”Killian told him with one of the tone he rarely uses. “Esmy,Do you want me here?”Mikel asked looking at me with that look that made me melt. The look that made me believe that we might have something between us. I had to look away,I didn’t want to be biased in the deciding I would made,I couldn’t look at Killian too,he was angry but looking at him made me remember how his lips tasted on mine. I was torn between two brother,I didn’t want Killian getting angry at me but I was very sure that I didn’t want Mikel leaving the house if I wasn’t sure that he was going to the hospital. The two brothers were looking at me. Killian was looking at me like he wanted me to say what was in my mind. Mikel was looking at Killian like he wasn’t supposed to
Killian POV I was angry at myself for thinking she wouldn’t go after him,I was angry that I thought she was going to choose to stay instead of going after Mikel. “Did you really mean what you told her”Paula asked coming up the stairs I knew who spoke but I wasn’t ready to talk to her,she shouldn’t be here in the first place I had to tell Susan to stop letting her in like she owned the place,people needed to start asking me I’d they could come into my house before they were allowed in,I would have this discussion with Susan. “Look at me and tell me that you don’t feel anything for Esmy”Paula shouted She was very good at shouting,she did that too well,she didn’t know how to voice her thoughts calmly,she always wanted to be in a shouting match,I didn’t want to be in that with her. I couldn’t do this with her now. I couldn’t do this with anybody now,I just wanted to sit down with my laptop and get myself to do things I had missed because I wanted whoever Rogers was to have a befitt