37. Endless Try

Killian POV

I was angry at myself for thinking she wouldn’t go after him,I was angry that I thought she was going to choose to stay instead of going after Mikel.

“Did you really mean what you told her”Paula asked coming up the stairs

I knew who spoke but I wasn’t ready to talk to her,she shouldn’t be here in the first place

I had to tell Susan to stop letting her in like she owned the place,people needed to start asking me I’d they could come into my house before they were allowed in,I would have this discussion with Susan.

“Look at me and tell me that you don’t feel anything for Esmy”Paula shouted

She was very good at shouting,she did that too well,she didn’t know how to voice her thoughts calmly,she always wanted to be in a shouting match,I didn’t want to be in that with her.

I couldn’t do this with her now.

I couldn’t do this with anybody now,I just wanted to sit down with my laptop and get myself to do things I had missed because I wanted whoever Rogers was to have a befitt