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Second Fated Mate 41. Bullets
Esmy POV I finally got a dress for home coming!! I got a dress for Prom now I had a new dress to slay in. I wanted to show Killian,Mikel dropped me at home and decided that it was too late and he needed to go back to his house. I didn’t even want him to spend the night with me. I wanted to talk to Killian ,I was rude to him and I needed to apologize,I needed to tell him what had happened and why I wasn’t probed in talking to him when I came back. “Susan,Can I see Killian”I asked because I wanted to apologize and tell him how rude I was. It was unforgivable,I shouldn’t have ignored him that way,he didn’t deceive to be ignored,let alone by me. “He is not available at the moment”Susan called out from the kitchen. She was always in the kitchen,it looked as though she found peace being there and she was always happy when she was asked to serve breakfast,dinner. We hardly get together to take Lunch,everybody was either busy or we didn’t want to leave our different room. “Did he te
Last Updated : 2023-01-25Second Fated Mate 42. Shooting Range
Esmy POV Explaining what happened between me and Killian yesterday wasn’t something I felt so good about,so I went to the shooting range. I saw Susan this morning and asked if Killian had left. “He left very early”Susan was formal,she had never been formal to me since I came to the house but she was now. It was as though she was hiding something that she didn’t want me finding about or knowing in the first place. This was strange,after what happen with me and Killian yesterday,I was starting to believe that something might have really been wrong. “Did he say something was wrong to you”I asked her. If something was wrong,I couldn’t be in the dark about it. I need to know so I would be looking out for clues or something that wasn’t where I was in the first place. “Did he say anything to you”Susan asked She wasn’t all about kitchen business today,she didn’t even have her apron on and for the first time since I came she wasn’t looking as casual as she always did. “Then nothing i
Last Updated : 2023-01-26Second Fated Mate 43. Lost in her thought.
Esmy POV I was angry at what I had just seen but I stopped in my tracks,I couldn’t go outside where I wasn’t sure I was safe. I walked back inside the house.I went straight to my bedroom and called Mikel,he wouldn’t hesitate to come pick. He told me that I needed to call him before coming to see him and that’s what I would do. I didn’t want to be surprised by his actions anymore. “Can I come over”I asked him immediately he picked the call. We had not spoken since after he tried to pin me to the wall and kss me,I didn’t even know if it was appropriate to be at his place. I didn’t want to be here anymore than I wanted to be at Mikel’s place. Susan wasn’t here,this was the first time I was coming back and I didn’t meet her,maybe she got disgusted too and decided that staying at home to watch Paula shove her tongue into Killian’s mouth wasn’t worth seeing. “You are free to come to my house Esmy”Mikel’s voice brought me back to life. I didn’t know where I wandered to but I was ver
Last Updated : 2023-01-28Second Fated Mate 44. The Alpha of Alphas
Killian POV I rushed out of the house but not before telling Susan where I was going to and who I was meeting. I already sent the location to Fredrickson and I was very sure he might bring people to scan the location but I needed to be there at first before he got there. “Why are you meeting him”Susan asked immediately I told her where I was hurrying up to. Bold of her to think I was going to chase after Esmy and my brother Mikel,I wasn’t in the mood for all of that and I wasn’t going to lower my standards for them. Esmy wanted to be rolled on every time she was with Mikel,I wouldn’t even fault her be she was made to believe that he was her mate and there was just one mate for her. I didn’t want to tell her she was rare werewolf and she was fated for two mates. “ I have to”I told Susan trying my best to get my thoughts together. I couldn’t meet Fredrickson with scattered thoughts unless I wouldn’t get what he was trying to say to me or understand anything. He might want to tel
Last Updated : 2023-01-30Second Fated Mate 45. Swim
Killian POV My phone beeped,it beeped again,it continued beeping. I was looking straight at Fredrickson but I was sure he noticed that my phone was beeping. I took it out of my pocket and saw who the caller was,it was Paula and I didn’t have time for her shenanigans now until I saw the text she had sent to me. “My parents are dead”in a simple sentence. My heart broke for her. It wasn’t easy to lose a parent,I lost my mother and my whole word crumbled,I might not be so close to my father but I will be battered if he lost his life too. “This conversation is over and I need to leave”I stood up because I didn’t even want to give him the time to say anything to me. I didn’t have any rejected mate to give him and it was best if he got that into his head. I was going to walk out of here without any information,I was angry with myself that I agreed to meet him in the first place. I was so desperate for informations about the pack Esmy might have come from that I didn’t bother to thin
Last Updated : 2023-01-31Second Fated Mate 46. Danger
Killian POV Paula started kissing me and I would have resisted but I didn’t want to hurt her,she was hurting already and this wouldn’t be the time to add to her problems. I didn’t want her,all I wanted was Esmy,she wasn’t here,I was very sure about it and I didn’t want her seeing me doing all of this. Esmy might be my brother’s mate but I was very sure she felt something for me. I didn’t know why I thought about that but it was certain that I wasn’t alone in my feelings,that is understandable. I need to stop Paula now,she was getting too comfortable and I wasn’t really feeling all these,I wanted to be there for her because she was my friend and she might not know,I cherished what we had when we were together but she needed to chill. Paula was reaching out to my buttons,we couldn’t do this out here even if I was interested,I couldn’t stop thinking about Esmy. Esmy wasn’t at home when we came back,she was supposed to be at school but I knew that she wasn’t in her room. “Paula,Sto
Last Updated : 2023-01-31Second Fated Mate 47. Pure Blood
Esmy POV I saw him looking at me,he was looking at me like he knew what I did,I didn’t do anything with Mikel. He wanted to have sex with me but I didn’t allow him because I wasn’t ready. Having sex wasn’t the problem for me,he was my mate but I didn’t still know if he was doing all of these to get my pants down. I could remember all that happened. “I don’t think I want to do this”He was pushing himself to me and I wasn’t having any of that,I might have kissed him hard but I didn’t think he would be so worked up about all of this. He had women at his beck and call,me rejecting him wasn’t supposed to upset him at all. “Why”Mikel asked He was looking at me like he didn’t believe that I made him turned on and I wasn’t going to do anything. “Cause I am not ready to do this with you”I had to tell him the truth,I might want to be marked by him but I wasn’t ready to go this mile with him yet. “Why did you kiss me”Mikel asked. He still had that look,I was beginning to think he had i
Last Updated : 2023-01-31Second Fated Mate 48. Drunk
Killian’s POV Esmy was drunk and I didn’t need anybody to tell me,she was pressing her body to me like she couldn’t do anything but move my body to her. I like kissing her but I knew what I shouldn’t be doing and what I should be doing and this was one of the things I shouldn’t be doing. I shouldn’t be kissing her,she was my brother’s mate,I need to learn how to control myself around her,it was going to be hard but I had to try my best,what good was it going to do to me if I continued on this past. I wanted her and I could see that she she wanted me too,it wasn’t just the alcohol in her system that was making me realize that. “We have to stop”I managed out,we were still kissing because she was holding on to me like this was what she wanted and she didn’t want me to let her go. I would need to let her go if she wasn’t someone’s mate already and it was my brother. “Why do we have to stop” “Cause we can’t be doing this” I heard her sigh,I didn’t know why but she was still holding
Last Updated : 2023-01-31
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Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
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Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
Second Fated Mate 148
Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
Second Fated Mate 147
Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
Second Fated Mate 146
Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
Second Fated Mate 145
Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
Second Fated Mate 144
Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
Second Fated Mate 143
Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
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Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
