Esmy POV I finally got a dress for home coming!! I got a dress for Prom now I had a new dress to slay in. I wanted to show Killian,Mikel dropped me at home and decided that it was too late and he needed to go back to his house. I didn’t even want him to spend the night with me. I wanted to talk to Killian ,I was rude to him and I needed to apologize,I needed to tell him what had happened and why I wasn’t probed in talking to him when I came back. “Susan,Can I see Killian”I asked because I wanted to apologize and tell him how rude I was. It was unforgivable,I shouldn’t have ignored him that way,he didn’t deceive to be ignored,let alone by me. “He is not available at the moment”Susan called out from the kitchen. She was always in the kitchen,it looked as though she found peace being there and she was always happy when she was asked to serve breakfast,dinner. We hardly get together to take Lunch,everybody was either busy or we didn’t want to leave our different room. “Did he te
Esmy POV Explaining what happened between me and Killian yesterday wasn’t something I felt so good about,so I went to the shooting range. I saw Susan this morning and asked if Killian had left. “He left very early”Susan was formal,she had never been formal to me since I came to the house but she was now. It was as though she was hiding something that she didn’t want me finding about or knowing in the first place. This was strange,after what happen with me and Killian yesterday,I was starting to believe that something might have really been wrong. “Did he say something was wrong to you”I asked her. If something was wrong,I couldn’t be in the dark about it. I need to know so I would be looking out for clues or something that wasn’t where I was in the first place. “Did he say anything to you”Susan asked She wasn’t all about kitchen business today,she didn’t even have her apron on and for the first time since I came she wasn’t looking as casual as she always did. “Then nothing i
Esmy POV I was angry at what I had just seen but I stopped in my tracks,I couldn’t go outside where I wasn’t sure I was safe. I walked back inside the house.I went straight to my bedroom and called Mikel,he wouldn’t hesitate to come pick. He told me that I needed to call him before coming to see him and that’s what I would do. I didn’t want to be surprised by his actions anymore. “Can I come over”I asked him immediately he picked the call. We had not spoken since after he tried to pin me to the wall and kss me,I didn’t even know if it was appropriate to be at his place. I didn’t want to be here anymore than I wanted to be at Mikel’s place. Susan wasn’t here,this was the first time I was coming back and I didn’t meet her,maybe she got disgusted too and decided that staying at home to watch Paula shove her tongue into Killian’s mouth wasn’t worth seeing. “You are free to come to my house Esmy”Mikel’s voice brought me back to life. I didn’t know where I wandered to but I was ver
Killian POV I rushed out of the house but not before telling Susan where I was going to and who I was meeting. I already sent the location to Fredrickson and I was very sure he might bring people to scan the location but I needed to be there at first before he got there. “Why are you meeting him”Susan asked immediately I told her where I was hurrying up to. Bold of her to think I was going to chase after Esmy and my brother Mikel,I wasn’t in the mood for all of that and I wasn’t going to lower my standards for them. Esmy wanted to be rolled on every time she was with Mikel,I wouldn’t even fault her be she was made to believe that he was her mate and there was just one mate for her. I didn’t want to tell her she was rare werewolf and she was fated for two mates. “ I have to”I told Susan trying my best to get my thoughts together. I couldn’t meet Fredrickson with scattered thoughts unless I wouldn’t get what he was trying to say to me or understand anything. He might want to tel
Killian POV My phone beeped,it beeped again,it continued beeping. I was looking straight at Fredrickson but I was sure he noticed that my phone was beeping. I took it out of my pocket and saw who the caller was,it was Paula and I didn’t have time for her shenanigans now until I saw the text she had sent to me. “My parents are dead”in a simple sentence. My heart broke for her. It wasn’t easy to lose a parent,I lost my mother and my whole word crumbled,I might not be so close to my father but I will be battered if he lost his life too. “This conversation is over and I need to leave”I stood up because I didn’t even want to give him the time to say anything to me. I didn’t have any rejected mate to give him and it was best if he got that into his head. I was going to walk out of here without any information,I was angry with myself that I agreed to meet him in the first place. I was so desperate for informations about the pack Esmy might have come from that I didn’t bother to thin
Killian POV Paula started kissing me and I would have resisted but I didn’t want to hurt her,she was hurting already and this wouldn’t be the time to add to her problems. I didn’t want her,all I wanted was Esmy,she wasn’t here,I was very sure about it and I didn’t want her seeing me doing all of this. Esmy might be my brother’s mate but I was very sure she felt something for me. I didn’t know why I thought about that but it was certain that I wasn’t alone in my feelings,that is understandable. I need to stop Paula now,she was getting too comfortable and I wasn’t really feeling all these,I wanted to be there for her because she was my friend and she might not know,I cherished what we had when we were together but she needed to chill. Paula was reaching out to my buttons,we couldn’t do this out here even if I was interested,I couldn’t stop thinking about Esmy. Esmy wasn’t at home when we came back,she was supposed to be at school but I knew that she wasn’t in her room. “Paula,Sto
Esmy POV I saw him looking at me,he was looking at me like he knew what I did,I didn’t do anything with Mikel. He wanted to have sex with me but I didn’t allow him because I wasn’t ready. Having sex wasn’t the problem for me,he was my mate but I didn’t still know if he was doing all of these to get my pants down. I could remember all that happened. “I don’t think I want to do this”He was pushing himself to me and I wasn’t having any of that,I might have kissed him hard but I didn’t think he would be so worked up about all of this. He had women at his beck and call,me rejecting him wasn’t supposed to upset him at all. “Why”Mikel asked He was looking at me like he didn’t believe that I made him turned on and I wasn’t going to do anything. “Cause I am not ready to do this with you”I had to tell him the truth,I might want to be marked by him but I wasn’t ready to go this mile with him yet. “Why did you kiss me”Mikel asked. He still had that look,I was beginning to think he had i
Killian’s POV Esmy was drunk and I didn’t need anybody to tell me,she was pressing her body to me like she couldn’t do anything but move my body to her. I like kissing her but I knew what I shouldn’t be doing and what I should be doing and this was one of the things I shouldn’t be doing. I shouldn’t be kissing her,she was my brother’s mate,I need to learn how to control myself around her,it was going to be hard but I had to try my best,what good was it going to do to me if I continued on this past. I wanted her and I could see that she she wanted me too,it wasn’t just the alcohol in her system that was making me realize that. “We have to stop”I managed out,we were still kissing because she was holding on to me like this was what she wanted and she didn’t want me to let her go. I would need to let her go if she wasn’t someone’s mate already and it was my brother. “Why do we have to stop” “Cause we can’t be doing this” I heard her sigh,I didn’t know why but she was still holding