Killian’s POV Esmy was drunk and I didn’t need anybody to tell me,she was pressing her body to me like she couldn’t do anything but move my body to her. I like kissing her but I knew what I shouldn’t be doing and what I should be doing and this was one of the things I shouldn’t be doing. I shouldn’t be kissing her,she was my brother’s mate,I need to learn how to control myself around her,it was going to be hard but I had to try my best,what good was it going to do to me if I continued on this past. I wanted her and I could see that she she wanted me too,it wasn’t just the alcohol in her system that was making me realize that. “We have to stop”I managed out,we were still kissing because she was holding on to me like this was what she wanted and she didn’t want me to let her go. I would need to let her go if she wasn’t someone’s mate already and it was my brother. “Why do we have to stop” “Cause we can’t be doing this” I heard her sigh,I didn’t know why but she was still holding
Killian POV I had work,I couldn’t stand and be mopping around,I didn’t like the fact that Mikel told Esmy that he likes her but I couldn’t do anything because he might really like her and she was so into the mate thing. I got to the office and all I could see was Fowler standing in front of my office looking at me like he had things to say to me.I knew he was my personal assistant but I didn’t really want to talk to him now,I could even if I wanted to.I was pissed and when I was this way,all I really wanted to do was stay on my own.It wasn’t too much to ask,I was very sure of that. “Sir”Fowler called out.I turned because he always called me sir in front of my employees,I would have smiled if I was in a good mood but I wasn’t in that mood at all.I didn’t know if he was going to notice it,I wish he would not notice so he would start bugging me with questions that I wasn’t ready to answer.“Yes Fowler” I answered.If I kept on walking,he was going to know I was ignoring him becaus
Esmy POV Mikel was persistent with texting me,he hadn’t been this way with me.He started behaving this way when he told me he liked me and he wanted to mark me. I was reading through my texts and I couldn’t believe that he could be this sweet,I didn’t know if he was trying to play my naive mind or he was trying to make me fall deeply in love with me. “How are you”Mikel sent with a mushy emoji“Very well Mikel”I had to respond immediately,I didn’t have much time to chat before the next period started“Can I see you after school”he asked“I don’t know if I would have time”I responded“What would you be doing by 5pm”Mikel was very good at typing fast“I have a study group that would be starting at that time”I quickly typed“Can’t you cancel for today”Mikel asked with the emoji that looked like he was pleading“I don’t know if I could change my schedule”I can but I wouldn’t just tell him that“Esmy give me time to show you I really mean what I said to you some days ago”I couldn’t stop
Killian POV What’s the occasion”I said immediately i got inside the house“Would you marry me”Paula was already on her knees “What’s all of these?”I asked“Killian,I want to marry you”Paula responded immediately,she wasn’t even giving me any chance to get my brain wrapped around what she just said.Paula slipped the ring inside my fingers without waiting for answers from me. I was shocked not only at the fact that Esmy was looking like she wanted to cry or the fact that Paula was back in my house and I didn’t need to remind Susan that she wasn’t supposed to allow her in my house.I allowed her back because of her parents death but this isn’t what was my problem now. “Congratulate us,we are getting married”Paula shouted after she hugged me.Paula was really insensitive to what was going on around her,I wasn’t going to address any of that now because I really was tired and she had already gone to the kitchen,whatever she wanted to do or was going to get,she was doing it for herself.
Esmy POV I wasn’t angry anymore,I know I was supposed to call Mikel,tell him I was coming but he said he was trying to mend our relationship so he wouldn’t be mad at me that k made the decision to come to his place without him inviting me. Flynn dropped me and I told him to leave because I didn’t want Mikel seeing him. I don’t know how he was going to feel about me being here. “Who are you??”From looking at her face,I knew she was Mikel’s mother “I am Esmy”I introduced myself “What are you doing here”Mikel came and saw me,I didn’t know what expression he had. “Can I please come inside”I asked politely “Why are you here?”Mikel asked Immediately I called my name,I could see the chance in Mikel’s mother face. “What’s going on here”It was Killian’s father for sure,their voices sounded alike but Killian’s was more gentler “Dad,meet Esmy”Mikel finally said “The same Esmy that stays with Killian and is your mate?”He asked “Yes sir”Mikel answered “Why is she standing outside”He
Esmeralda's POV I woke up to the beeping of the EKG beside me. The sunlight was on my face but it was not uncomfortable, it was warm and it felt good against my skin. I felt a small ache in my head but that was all there was. My eyes looked around, the room was empty except from the necessary things you can find in a hospital room. I adjusted my position so I could be leaning on the headboard of the bed. The minute I settled, the door opened and Mikel walked in with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. He had a look in his eyes, not surprise not, happiness not even remorse but it was something. He brought the flowers to the bed and handed them to me, the smile on his face made him look weird but I ignored it and took the bouquet from him. I didnt say anything and neither did he, it waa like he was finding it hard to form words from his mouth or he waa skeptical about what he wanted to say, none the least, I remained quiet, waiting for him to say something, anything at all before I co
Esmeralda's POV I couldn't even fathom what was going on, I was upset, angry, outraged. “I’ll be heading back to Mikel’s” I told Killian, he’s shocked, least expecting that from me. ”What, are you being serious?” “Yes Killian, I don’t have a choice” “That’s not true Esmy, don’t say that…You can alw…" I interrupted him, “No, I have to go back..I’ll be fine” I coukd see the concern in his eyes and I was grateful for it. “Are you sure?” “Yes” i smiled, it was obviously halfhearted but he didn’t push it and I was grateful. There was an awkward silence so I tried to lighten the mood. “So how’s everything going with.." I was interrupted by someone opening the door, “Hi Esmy, I heard about what happened, how you feeling now, do you need help with anything? I’m sorry I couldn’t come on time”. It was Paula, the words coming out from her mouth were not what I expected but I wasn't against it. “No Paula, it’s fine, I’m fine. Thanks for offering” I still had that same halfhearte
Killian's POV It irked me profusely that Esmeralda chose to go back to Mikel. Sometimes I wonder if she was blind or dumb as fuck that she couldn't see that Mikel did not care for her. Many times over Mikel has shown that his interest only lied with the pure blood wolf and he was only qity Esmeralda fr whatever fucked up reason he coukd think of but Esmeralda is just too blind to see him and his motives. Is it that she knew not that with love there's no reason? That when written down, your feelings for a person wouldn't even make sense? Sometimes we find ourselves falling for people that are way below or standards or people that we shouldn't just have tgose feelings for because love doesn't have a reason. There isnt a "why" or an "how". With love there's no shred of rationality and that's the beauty in it. Esmeralda doesn't see this. She doesn't understand this and thw only thing that drives her is the lust or pull she feels for him because he's her mate. Two small knocks came fr