Killian’s POV Esmy was drunk and I didn’t need anybody to tell me,she was pressing her body to me like she couldn’t do anything but move my body to her. I like kissing her but I knew what I shouldn’t be doing and what I should be doing and this was one of the things I shouldn’t be doing. I shouldn’t be kissing her,she was my brother’s mate,I need to learn how to control myself around her,it was going to be hard but I had to try my best,what good was it going to do to me if I continued on this past. I wanted her and I could see that she she wanted me too,it wasn’t just the alcohol in her system that was making me realize that. “We have to stop”I managed out,we were still kissing because she was holding on to me like this was what she wanted and she didn’t want me to let her go. I would need to let her go if she wasn’t someone’s mate already and it was my brother. “Why do we have to stop” “Cause we can’t be doing this” I heard her sigh,I didn’t know why but she was still holding
Killian POV I had work,I couldn’t stand and be mopping around,I didn’t like the fact that Mikel told Esmy that he likes her but I couldn’t do anything because he might really like her and she was so into the mate thing. I got to the office and all I could see was Fowler standing in front of my office looking at me like he had things to say to me.I knew he was my personal assistant but I didn’t really want to talk to him now,I could even if I wanted to.I was pissed and when I was this way,all I really wanted to do was stay on my own.It wasn’t too much to ask,I was very sure of that. “Sir”Fowler called out.I turned because he always called me sir in front of my employees,I would have smiled if I was in a good mood but I wasn’t in that mood at all.I didn’t know if he was going to notice it,I wish he would not notice so he would start bugging me with questions that I wasn’t ready to answer.“Yes Fowler” I answered.If I kept on walking,he was going to know I was ignoring him becaus
Esmy POV Mikel was persistent with texting me,he hadn’t been this way with me.He started behaving this way when he told me he liked me and he wanted to mark me. I was reading through my texts and I couldn’t believe that he could be this sweet,I didn’t know if he was trying to play my naive mind or he was trying to make me fall deeply in love with me. “How are you”Mikel sent with a mushy emoji“Very well Mikel”I had to respond immediately,I didn’t have much time to chat before the next period started“Can I see you after school”he asked“I don’t know if I would have time”I responded“What would you be doing by 5pm”Mikel was very good at typing fast“I have a study group that would be starting at that time”I quickly typed“Can’t you cancel for today”Mikel asked with the emoji that looked like he was pleading“I don’t know if I could change my schedule”I can but I wouldn’t just tell him that“Esmy give me time to show you I really mean what I said to you some days ago”I couldn’t stop
Killian POV What’s the occasion”I said immediately i got inside the house“Would you marry me”Paula was already on her knees “What’s all of these?”I asked“Killian,I want to marry you”Paula responded immediately,she wasn’t even giving me any chance to get my brain wrapped around what she just said.Paula slipped the ring inside my fingers without waiting for answers from me. I was shocked not only at the fact that Esmy was looking like she wanted to cry or the fact that Paula was back in my house and I didn’t need to remind Susan that she wasn’t supposed to allow her in my house.I allowed her back because of her parents death but this isn’t what was my problem now. “Congratulate us,we are getting married”Paula shouted after she hugged me.Paula was really insensitive to what was going on around her,I wasn’t going to address any of that now because I really was tired and she had already gone to the kitchen,whatever she wanted to do or was going to get,she was doing it for herself.
Esmy POV I wasn’t angry anymore,I know I was supposed to call Mikel,tell him I was coming but he said he was trying to mend our relationship so he wouldn’t be mad at me that k made the decision to come to his place without him inviting me. Flynn dropped me and I told him to leave because I didn’t want Mikel seeing him. I don’t know how he was going to feel about me being here. “Who are you??”From looking at her face,I knew she was Mikel’s mother “I am Esmy”I introduced myself “What are you doing here”Mikel came and saw me,I didn’t know what expression he had. “Can I please come inside”I asked politely “Why are you here?”Mikel asked Immediately I called my name,I could see the chance in Mikel’s mother face. “What’s going on here”It was Killian’s father for sure,their voices sounded alike but Killian’s was more gentler “Dad,meet Esmy”Mikel finally said “The same Esmy that stays with Killian and is your mate?”He asked “Yes sir”Mikel answered “Why is she standing outside”He
Esmeralda's POV I woke up to the beeping of the EKG beside me. The sunlight was on my face but it was not uncomfortable, it was warm and it felt good against my skin. I felt a small ache in my head but that was all there was. My eyes looked around, the room was empty except from the necessary things you can find in a hospital room. I adjusted my position so I could be leaning on the headboard of the bed. The minute I settled, the door opened and Mikel walked in with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. He had a look in his eyes, not surprise not, happiness not even remorse but it was something. He brought the flowers to the bed and handed them to me, the smile on his face made him look weird but I ignored it and took the bouquet from him. I didnt say anything and neither did he, it waa like he was finding it hard to form words from his mouth or he waa skeptical about what he wanted to say, none the least, I remained quiet, waiting for him to say something, anything at all before I co
Esmeralda's POV I couldn't even fathom what was going on, I was upset, angry, outraged. “I’ll be heading back to Mikel’s” I told Killian, he’s shocked, least expecting that from me. ”What, are you being serious?” “Yes Killian, I don’t have a choice” “That’s not true Esmy, don’t say that…You can alw…" I interrupted him, “No, I have to go back..I’ll be fine” I coukd see the concern in his eyes and I was grateful for it. “Are you sure?” “Yes” i smiled, it was obviously halfhearted but he didn’t push it and I was grateful. There was an awkward silence so I tried to lighten the mood. “So how’s everything going with.." I was interrupted by someone opening the door, “Hi Esmy, I heard about what happened, how you feeling now, do you need help with anything? I’m sorry I couldn’t come on time”. It was Paula, the words coming out from her mouth were not what I expected but I wasn't against it. “No Paula, it’s fine, I’m fine. Thanks for offering” I still had that same halfhearte
Killian's POV It irked me profusely that Esmeralda chose to go back to Mikel. Sometimes I wonder if she was blind or dumb as fuck that she couldn't see that Mikel did not care for her. Many times over Mikel has shown that his interest only lied with the pure blood wolf and he was only qity Esmeralda fr whatever fucked up reason he coukd think of but Esmeralda is just too blind to see him and his motives. Is it that she knew not that with love there's no reason? That when written down, your feelings for a person wouldn't even make sense? Sometimes we find ourselves falling for people that are way below or standards or people that we shouldn't just have tgose feelings for because love doesn't have a reason. There isnt a "why" or an "how". With love there's no shred of rationality and that's the beauty in it. Esmeralda doesn't see this. She doesn't understand this and thw only thing that drives her is the lust or pull she feels for him because he's her mate. Two small knocks came fr
Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e