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Second Fated Mate 54. Bitter Truth
Esmeralda's POV I couldn't even fathom what was going on, I was upset, angry, outraged. “I’ll be heading back to Mikel’s” I told Killian, he’s shocked, least expecting that from me. ”What, are you being serious?” “Yes Killian, I don’t have a choice” “That’s not true Esmy, don’t say that…You can alw…" I interrupted him, “No, I have to go back..I’ll be fine” I coukd see the concern in his eyes and I was grateful for it. “Are you sure?” “Yes” i smiled, it was obviously halfhearted but he didn’t push it and I was grateful. There was an awkward silence so I tried to lighten the mood. “So how’s everything going with.." I was interrupted by someone opening the door, “Hi Esmy, I heard about what happened, how you feeling now, do you need help with anything? I’m sorry I couldn’t come on time”. It was Paula, the words coming out from her mouth were not what I expected but I wasn't against it. “No Paula, it’s fine, I’m fine. Thanks for offering” I still had that same halfhearte
Last Updated : 2023-02-03Second Fated Mate 55. Ignorant Lady
Killian's POV It irked me profusely that Esmeralda chose to go back to Mikel. Sometimes I wonder if she was blind or dumb as fuck that she couldn't see that Mikel did not care for her. Many times over Mikel has shown that his interest only lied with the pure blood wolf and he was only qity Esmeralda fr whatever fucked up reason he coukd think of but Esmeralda is just too blind to see him and his motives. Is it that she knew not that with love there's no reason? That when written down, your feelings for a person wouldn't even make sense? Sometimes we find ourselves falling for people that are way below or standards or people that we shouldn't just have tgose feelings for because love doesn't have a reason. There isnt a "why" or an "how". With love there's no shred of rationality and that's the beauty in it. Esmeralda doesn't see this. She doesn't understand this and thw only thing that drives her is the lust or pull she feels for him because he's her mate. Two small knocks came fr
Last Updated : 2023-02-04Second Fated Mate 56. Prom Date
Esmeralda's POV. Mikel was still holding the phone that had a picture of Rogers, there was no way I coikd just walk away without finding out the connection Mikel had with Rogers and i needed to know. "Who is he?" I pointed to his phone. He turned the phone so he coukd see the screen, but his face didn't change, he didn't look like he recognized the picture staring back at him or maybe he was jisy too good at hiding it. Mikel was a lying piece of shit and it wouldn't be a surprise if he denied knowing anything about Rogers. "I have no idea who he is, Esmeralda, stop worrying anout issues that are nonesical and drop the gun". I shook my head, my finger playing dangerously iver the trigger, he saw thjs and his face hardened, shftinh farther from me. "You're lying Mikel, who is he?" He looked to be very frustrated, like I was demanding for something he couldn't give. It seemed like he really had no idea who the person was but with time spent with Mikel, ive come to realize that the
Last Updated : 2023-02-05Second Fated Mate 57. Mikel's Deceit
Killian's POV. I woke up with the sunlight on my face, it was hot and uncomfortable. I turned in my sheets to keep the sunlight out but the room was hot and I was very uncomfortable. I needed some air and I needed to be at work. There was no way I could sleep in at home and ignore work. Angry, I sat up on my bed and yawned. I rose to my feet and headed to the bathroom to sort myself out. I was so hot and uncomfortable I couldn't stand the hot water so I decided to have a cold shower. The floor of the bathroom reminded me of when Esmeralda and I had fallen down together with me in top of her. It was a memory my body reacted to and despite the cold shower, I could feel the heat rush in my body straight to my member. I groaned looking at the erection. It was not the morning for this. After much ordeal, I got dressed and decided to check on the culprit who was giving me a hard time. I knocked on her door but there was no response from her. It could be that she was still asleep and c
Last Updated : 2023-02-06Second Fated Mate 58. Homecoming
Esmeralda's POVI got home and shut my doors against anybody that would wish to come inside, my heart was aching so bad and I hated the feeling. It was always like this with me, there was always an ache in my heart. I walked to the balcony and the moon was up in the sky in her glory, I could hardly think of anything other than the pain in my heart. The moon was beautiful and its lights was caressing me, I longed for the peace I knew dwelled in it. Tears dripped down my eyes and the ache in me solidified like a stone and remained there unmoving. It was too much for me to bear and I fell to my knees, crying my heart out.I woke up the next day and though I didn't want to remember but I couldn't not remember, I had had this date saved in my head for a long time because I tjought it was going to be the most beautiful night for me. It was homecoming.I walked over to the closet and opened it. The dress i had wanted to wear for thw dance was staring back at me in it's box. I pulled out t
Last Updated : 2023-02-07Second Fated Mate 59. His Wedding
I came back home and wanted to go straight to my room but on my way there, I saw Paula in her room, trying on her wedding dress. She had her back to me and so she couldn't see me standing there like a weirdo staring at her with a heavy heart. She suddenly looked over her shoulders and I almost jumped, I felt like a child who had been caught stealing, but this, yearning for something that belonged to another. "Oh, esmy, can you come help me. I need to zip it up but I can't reach it". I saw that that was what was going on but I hadn't want to help her, I didn't want her to try on the dress, I wanted desperately for that dress to be too big for her or too tight, I just wanted it to not fit. She beckoned me over with her hands. "I was too stunned by the beauty I couldn't move" i lied through my teeth. The only thing that was true was that the dress was actually beautiful. It hugged her curves and bad a fishtail from the back that spread over to the front, the sleeves were transpare
Last Updated : 2023-02-08Second Fated Mate 60. Coming Storm
Killian's POV. Fowler was sttaring at me like he had been expecting what I said to him. I had told him about Mikel denying the truth about the bullets. I couldn't blame him for looking at me like that, even I, I also wasn't expecting that he would tell me the truth, if anything, I jad thought he would be rub it in my face and called me stupid. However, he down right denies it and I knew he was lying. "It doesn't matter anyway," i sat back into my chair "he won't be hiding for long now". Fowler leaned in, curious "what do you have planned?" I smiled at him, I knew Fowler would reakky like what I was about to tell him, just like me, he too hated Mikel and was fed up with the fact that I had always been putting up with Mikel's bullshit. "I want you to put someone on his tail". I told him. Fowler's lips curved up into a wicked smile, I saw a pleased look in his eyes. "finally you want to take things into your hands?" "I know ive always tolerated his crap but yhat was only becau
Last Updated : 2023-02-10Second Fated Mate 61. Mishap
Killian's POV "What!" I yelled into the ohone startling the person in the room with me. I looked away from him and paid focus on the call I waa making with Fowler. The detective hired to tail Gonzalez was in the hospital. It didn't seem like much of a coincidence of course Gonzalez must've realized that we had someone following him and so he had him hurt. I couldn't help but assume the worst. "Of course this isn't a coincidence," i said to Fowler, "he must've realized everything, he is a smart man after all but making a move like this, sending somene yo the hospital, Gonzales is a vry brutal man". I coukd practically hear Fowler nodding into the ohone because that was what he would've done if we were together. "I thought the same thing" he said to me. "I'll check on him in the hospital and get back to you about yhe situation". "Thank you Fowler, everything at the factory is normal, I'll leqve now, please be safe". And with that the phone call ended. I dropped my man back wher
Last Updated : 2023-02-11
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Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
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Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
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Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
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Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
Second Fated Mate 146
Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
Second Fated Mate 145
Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
Second Fated Mate 144
Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
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Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
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Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
