Killian's POV. I woke up with the sunlight on my face, it was hot and uncomfortable. I turned in my sheets to keep the sunlight out but the room was hot and I was very uncomfortable. I needed some air and I needed to be at work. There was no way I could sleep in at home and ignore work. Angry, I sat up on my bed and yawned. I rose to my feet and headed to the bathroom to sort myself out. I was so hot and uncomfortable I couldn't stand the hot water so I decided to have a cold shower. The floor of the bathroom reminded me of when Esmeralda and I had fallen down together with me in top of her. It was a memory my body reacted to and despite the cold shower, I could feel the heat rush in my body straight to my member. I groaned looking at the erection. It was not the morning for this. After much ordeal, I got dressed and decided to check on the culprit who was giving me a hard time. I knocked on her door but there was no response from her. It could be that she was still asleep and c
Esmeralda's POVI got home and shut my doors against anybody that would wish to come inside, my heart was aching so bad and I hated the feeling. It was always like this with me, there was always an ache in my heart. I walked to the balcony and the moon was up in the sky in her glory, I could hardly think of anything other than the pain in my heart. The moon was beautiful and its lights was caressing me, I longed for the peace I knew dwelled in it. Tears dripped down my eyes and the ache in me solidified like a stone and remained there unmoving. It was too much for me to bear and I fell to my knees, crying my heart out.I woke up the next day and though I didn't want to remember but I couldn't not remember, I had had this date saved in my head for a long time because I tjought it was going to be the most beautiful night for me. It was homecoming.I walked over to the closet and opened it. The dress i had wanted to wear for thw dance was staring back at me in it's box. I pulled out t
I came back home and wanted to go straight to my room but on my way there, I saw Paula in her room, trying on her wedding dress. She had her back to me and so she couldn't see me standing there like a weirdo staring at her with a heavy heart. She suddenly looked over her shoulders and I almost jumped, I felt like a child who had been caught stealing, but this, yearning for something that belonged to another. "Oh, esmy, can you come help me. I need to zip it up but I can't reach it". I saw that that was what was going on but I hadn't want to help her, I didn't want her to try on the dress, I wanted desperately for that dress to be too big for her or too tight, I just wanted it to not fit. She beckoned me over with her hands. "I was too stunned by the beauty I couldn't move" i lied through my teeth. The only thing that was true was that the dress was actually beautiful. It hugged her curves and bad a fishtail from the back that spread over to the front, the sleeves were transpare
Killian's POV. Fowler was sttaring at me like he had been expecting what I said to him. I had told him about Mikel denying the truth about the bullets. I couldn't blame him for looking at me like that, even I, I also wasn't expecting that he would tell me the truth, if anything, I jad thought he would be rub it in my face and called me stupid. However, he down right denies it and I knew he was lying. "It doesn't matter anyway," i sat back into my chair "he won't be hiding for long now". Fowler leaned in, curious "what do you have planned?" I smiled at him, I knew Fowler would reakky like what I was about to tell him, just like me, he too hated Mikel and was fed up with the fact that I had always been putting up with Mikel's bullshit. "I want you to put someone on his tail". I told him. Fowler's lips curved up into a wicked smile, I saw a pleased look in his eyes. "finally you want to take things into your hands?" "I know ive always tolerated his crap but yhat was only becau
Killian's POV "What!" I yelled into the ohone startling the person in the room with me. I looked away from him and paid focus on the call I waa making with Fowler. The detective hired to tail Gonzalez was in the hospital. It didn't seem like much of a coincidence of course Gonzalez must've realized that we had someone following him and so he had him hurt. I couldn't help but assume the worst. "Of course this isn't a coincidence," i said to Fowler, "he must've realized everything, he is a smart man after all but making a move like this, sending somene yo the hospital, Gonzales is a vry brutal man". I coukd practically hear Fowler nodding into the ohone because that was what he would've done if we were together. "I thought the same thing" he said to me. "I'll check on him in the hospital and get back to you about yhe situation". "Thank you Fowler, everything at the factory is normal, I'll leqve now, please be safe". And with that the phone call ended. I dropped my man back wher
Esmeralda's POV After I said those words out without thinking, Killian also did something I never expected him to do. He had slammed his lips against mine. His soft lips against mine was hard to process, my face was in his hands and my heart was beating like battle drums against my chest. I was holding the tray so tightly to maybe stable my joints, the tray was the only thing that felt real at the moment because the thought of Killian sucking on lips, holding me in his hand was too unreal for me but it was doing things to my body. I felt weak in my legs, in my hands in every part of my body because he was kissing me like he wanted to fill himself with my essence. The tray fell from my hand. Him and i were both startled at the sound of the tray hitting the cold floor, he broke the kiss and took a few steps away from me. I fekt robbed because he had taken his tongue from me. Tje whole scene became instantly chaotic, the glass of juice broke apart and the liquild was spilled on the
Killian's POV Fowler walked into my office without knocking, not that I really had an issue with it. I was just in my thoughts, letting them drift towards when Esmeralda had kissed me first. I had not expected it. I didn't know why most things between us happened but they did. There was no explanation for her behavior nor was there for mine. With the way she sounded, even yelling back at me, I knew that seeing Paula and I together made her angry. She was so angry that she yelled back at me and even employed sarcasm. It was totally unrealistic, it was a side to her that I had never seen before. And when she kissed me, I felt her need, I felt her anger and she felt my reaction to her body. This was a girl that had no idea about some major things in life, she was annoying and downright naive but she ignited a fire within me, a flame I didn't know ever existed. I had been angry as well, hell, I was jealous at the realization that she was going to be marked by Mikel. I couldn't choose
Esmeralda's POV: After school, I got home. I was thrilled to know that Killian and Paula were not at home or maybe they were and they were both in their rooms or together doing God knows what. I scrunched my nose and walked into my room, shutting the door behind me. My room was the only place I could be happy, the only place in the world that did not hurt me. There was nothing else that I loved more than the comfort my room brought me. I collapsed on my bed and just remained still. The events of everything that had happened played in my head like a movie. The scene that couldn't leave was the sight of Paula and Killian having sex. I couldn't look past it, I couldn't see it, I couldn't think of anything else other than what I saw. And Killian. He was such a scumbag, he had said those words while he stared at me. I knew he was staring at me, I felt a boring gaze on me and I hated it. I couldn't even bring myself to look at him. He had seen Paula and i waiting and he ignored me and o
Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e