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Esmeralda's POV
Killian spread my legs, he placed a kiss on my thigh and the current that flowed from the spot he had kissed to my brain was unfathomable.
I have heard stories about this and have also watched movies. Not that I looked it up just to watch, probably scenes like this popped up when watching a movie.
I knew what he wanted to do and I was scared. I had always thought that it was disgusting. It was the place where period blood flowed out from and men just put their mouths on that.
It was covered almost every minute of everyday but they were still willing to put their tongues on it. To suck, to lick and Killian was no different.
Lucky me, I had shaved before and I was not that insecure about it. What was really on my mind was that I felt shy, I didnt fewl kike I smelled good.
Taking care of myself down there had never been my top prior
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