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36. Confused Hearts
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Second Fated Mate 37. Endless Try
Killian POV I was angry at myself for thinking she wouldn’t go after him,I was angry that I thought she was going to choose to stay instead of going after Mikel. “Did you really mean what you told her”Paula asked coming up the stairs I knew who spoke but I wasn’t ready to talk to her,she shouldn’t be here in the first place I had to tell Susan to stop letting her in like she owned the place,people needed to start asking me I’d they could come into my house before they were allowed in,I would have this discussion with Susan. “Look at me and tell me that you don’t feel anything for Esmy”Paula shouted She was very good at shouting,she did that too well,she didn’t know how to voice her thoughts calmly,she always wanted to be in a shouting match,I didn’t want to be in that with her. I couldn’t do this with her now. I couldn’t do this with anybody now,I just wanted to sit down with my laptop and get myself to do things I had missed because I wanted whoever Rogers was to have a befitt
Last Updated : 2023-01-21Second Fated Mate 38. Finally!
Esmy POV What had just happened to me?? Why was everything crumbling in front of me,I knew I didn’t have a sterling relationship with her but I couldn’t believe that she could accuse me of stealing from her. I wasn’t a thief I was really surprised that she would think I would take something that wasn’t mine. I didn’t know what Killian was going to do,we hadn’t seen or spoken since I left with Mikel,Mikel brought me back home immediately he explained everything to me. I wasn’t really paying attention because I just wanted to come back home and talk to Killian. I came back and I saw that he hadn’t been done after he went to his room. “Can I go see him” “You can’t”Susan said after she took her time in answering me “he is angry”She added I could remember this conversation because it happened I came back home yesterday. I didn’t think he would have gone away from the house because he didn’t want to see me,this meant that I still had time to fix what I might have just ruined. Paul
Last Updated : 2023-01-22Second Fated Mate 39. Chocolates
Esmy POV It was days after the prom. Everybody has settled to the normal ritual of me going to school earlier than the time Killian was going to work or Killian leaving the house before me. That had been the way things had been since the prom and since I told everyone that Mikel had decided to mark me as his mate. A male wolf will mark his mate by smelling the female wolf's genitals. She will produce sex hormones that he will be able to smell when ready to breed. This can be picked up by many other males in the wolf pack, however the alpha male is usually the only one to breed in a pack. After school today,I had decided that I was going to see Mikel,he had not been in the house since he dropped me off from the prom. I didn’t ask him why because I didn’t even want him coming to the house,he needed to avoid here because if didn’t know if Killian was still angry or he had relax. I didn’t tell him I was coming,I wanted it to be like a surprise. I didn’t know if he liked being surpr
Last Updated : 2023-01-23Second Fated Mate 40. Beating Heart
Killian PoV I saw her through the glass door and I saw her wipe tears from her face. What could have happened to her,why was she crying and how come she wasn’t with Flynn,I didn’t think he would have dropped her off somewhere if she hadn’t told him that he could take the day off. Flynn was going to have to answer for this unless he came up with a tangible reason why she was on her own and not with him by her side. Esmy walked in and looked me,she tried so hard to look away from me so I couldn’t tell what was wrong with her. She wasn’t going to speak to me,I was very sure of that “What is wrong,Esmy” I asked. She just walked pass me like she didn’t just hear me ask her what was wrong. I was shocked at that,why would she ignore me like I wasn’t standing here. I followed her to her room and before I could get to the door,it was banged in my face. “Esmy,open the door”I said,knocking calmly on her door. I didn’t need to be harsh with her now,she didn’t need all of that. I didn’t
Last Updated : 2023-01-24Second Fated Mate 41. Bullets
Esmy POV I finally got a dress for home coming!! I got a dress for Prom now I had a new dress to slay in. I wanted to show Killian,Mikel dropped me at home and decided that it was too late and he needed to go back to his house. I didn’t even want him to spend the night with me. I wanted to talk to Killian ,I was rude to him and I needed to apologize,I needed to tell him what had happened and why I wasn’t probed in talking to him when I came back. “Susan,Can I see Killian”I asked because I wanted to apologize and tell him how rude I was. It was unforgivable,I shouldn’t have ignored him that way,he didn’t deceive to be ignored,let alone by me. “He is not available at the moment”Susan called out from the kitchen. She was always in the kitchen,it looked as though she found peace being there and she was always happy when she was asked to serve breakfast,dinner. We hardly get together to take Lunch,everybody was either busy or we didn’t want to leave our different room. “Did he te
Last Updated : 2023-01-25Second Fated Mate 42. Shooting Range
Esmy POV Explaining what happened between me and Killian yesterday wasn’t something I felt so good about,so I went to the shooting range. I saw Susan this morning and asked if Killian had left. “He left very early”Susan was formal,she had never been formal to me since I came to the house but she was now. It was as though she was hiding something that she didn’t want me finding about or knowing in the first place. This was strange,after what happen with me and Killian yesterday,I was starting to believe that something might have really been wrong. “Did he say something was wrong to you”I asked her. If something was wrong,I couldn’t be in the dark about it. I need to know so I would be looking out for clues or something that wasn’t where I was in the first place. “Did he say anything to you”Susan asked She wasn’t all about kitchen business today,she didn’t even have her apron on and for the first time since I came she wasn’t looking as casual as she always did. “Then nothing i
Last Updated : 2023-01-26Second Fated Mate 43. Lost in her thought.
Esmy POV I was angry at what I had just seen but I stopped in my tracks,I couldn’t go outside where I wasn’t sure I was safe. I walked back inside the house.I went straight to my bedroom and called Mikel,he wouldn’t hesitate to come pick. He told me that I needed to call him before coming to see him and that’s what I would do. I didn’t want to be surprised by his actions anymore. “Can I come over”I asked him immediately he picked the call. We had not spoken since after he tried to pin me to the wall and kss me,I didn’t even know if it was appropriate to be at his place. I didn’t want to be here anymore than I wanted to be at Mikel’s place. Susan wasn’t here,this was the first time I was coming back and I didn’t meet her,maybe she got disgusted too and decided that staying at home to watch Paula shove her tongue into Killian’s mouth wasn’t worth seeing. “You are free to come to my house Esmy”Mikel’s voice brought me back to life. I didn’t know where I wandered to but I was ver
Last Updated : 2023-01-28Second Fated Mate 44. The Alpha of Alphas
Killian POV I rushed out of the house but not before telling Susan where I was going to and who I was meeting. I already sent the location to Fredrickson and I was very sure he might bring people to scan the location but I needed to be there at first before he got there. “Why are you meeting him”Susan asked immediately I told her where I was hurrying up to. Bold of her to think I was going to chase after Esmy and my brother Mikel,I wasn’t in the mood for all of that and I wasn’t going to lower my standards for them. Esmy wanted to be rolled on every time she was with Mikel,I wouldn’t even fault her be she was made to believe that he was her mate and there was just one mate for her. I didn’t want to tell her she was rare werewolf and she was fated for two mates. “ I have to”I told Susan trying my best to get my thoughts together. I couldn’t meet Fredrickson with scattered thoughts unless I wouldn’t get what he was trying to say to me or understand anything. He might want to tel
Last Updated : 2023-01-30
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Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
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Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
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Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
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Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
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Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
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Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
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Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
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Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
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Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
