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31. Lies To Myself
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Second Fated Mate 33. Dead
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Second Fated Mate 34. Hallucinations!
Esmy POV I couldn’t help myself,I stared at Killian and how he couldn’t stop himself from looking at Rogers lifeless body. He was the only person that could tell me who my parents were and he was dead now,I didn’t know what I was going to do. Killian kept asking me if I was okay,I couldn’t say anything,I wasn’t okay,I thought coming here was the way to getting answers to all the questions I had in my mind. “Can we go”I told Killian. I didn’t want to be here anymore,I didn’t want to look at his face anymore, I just needed to be out of here. Killian finally left the scene of the Murder,he took me with him. “Are you okay Esmy?”I could see the concern on his face as he was asking me the question. I felt faint,I couldn’t breathe properly,my eyes were burning I knew what happened to me before it happened. I could hear Killian calling my name,it was very faint,he was calling me and I was trying my best to respond to him but I couldn’t find the right words to say to him. “Esmy,Esm
Second Fated Mate 35. A present
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Second Fated Mate 36. Confused Hearts
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Second Fated Mate 37. Endless Try
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Second Fated Mate 38. Finally!
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Second Fated Mate 39. Chocolates
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