Margareth Pov
I, as the Luna of Brown Iris Pack, never imagined that my pack would be a host of the yearly party. The idea ran through my mind since the pack that I took care of was not a top-tier one like the Apollo Pack. As I got ready with a dark blue denim dress, I went down the stairs with white high heels. Subsequently, I heard the voice of the beta of the pack, Blake, "Good morning, my Luna. Here are the details that we have got for the yearly party."
"Morning too, Blake. Thanks for delivering the list," I replied with a gentle smile as my grey eyes observed the stuff written on the paper.
Observing for a while, I said, "I guess we need more stocks for wines and chairs. I hear that the witches will also attend the party. Even, we need some of them to help the front guards if there is a danger coming."
"All right. Later, I'll update the info on the event service." Blake nodded and said.
"Okay. And then, I think we need .." I delayed the words when I saw that the decoration needed to improve. "More flowers near the throne place where I sit next to Alpha Xavier," I continued resolutely.
With the words uttered, Beta Blake stared at me with a wondering look in his brown eyes and asked, "Didn't Alpha Xavier tell you that the decoration near the throne will only be the brown curtain?"
"No, he didn't. Even, since last night, I can't contact him through the mind-link." I clarified with a shocked expression.
At the same moment, my wolf, Emma, suggested, "You must look for him soon, Margie. I believe that he is not busy with this yearly party thing. What a lazy Alpha!"
Then, I replied to Emma, "I know he lacks responsibility, but you can't always judge him as a bad person, Em."
"I bet for it!" Emma kept believing by whispering in my mind.
At that point, Blake said, "I think it is better to discuss the decoration for the throne with Alpha Xavier to avoid misunderstanding, my Luna."
"Well, let me contact him through mind-link once again," I said.
As I focused on contacting Xavier, I felt that he was unreachable even though I called his name a few times or I stated my reasons to him. There were no replies from him. It was like he was far away from this palace. It was very unusual for him to be like this. Then, I remarked, "He doesn't reply to me seriously. I need to meet him!"
Blake just frowned and referred, "If I'm not mistaken, I saw him at the horse stable. He was chatting with Aiden about horse racing."
"Okay, Blake. Thanks for the information." I nodded whenever I started walking and left the palace.
During the time that my high heels touched the ground and the fresh morning air enters my nostrils, my grey eyes look around the yard where some people walked and passed through. Even, a few of them greeted and smiled at me politely. However, my mind was full of the alpha and why he can't be called. Was he ignoring my connection?
Whenever I walked through the yard and almost left the castle area, I heard the husky familiar voice which was owned by the stable master, Aiden. "Good Morning, Luna Margareth. It seems that you are looking up for someone." He uttered.
"Um, yeah. I'm looking for Alpha Xavier. Didn't you talk with him a few minutes ago?" I retorted honestly.
"Yes, I was, and he said that he was quite stressed regarding the yearly party preparation," Aiden said with his irresolute gaze.
"All right. I think I know where he is now. Thank you for the assistance," I replied immediately while he walked passed through.
"My pleasure, Luna Margareth," Aiden waved his right hand as he walked further.
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With the golf cart ridden by a driver, I sat with uneasy thoughts running in my mind. It was caused by Xavier being unable to be reached through mind-link. It was not like the usual thing for me whenever I tried to reach him, but it failed. Then, a couple of minutes forward, the cart stopped, and I stepped on the stony grounds, which was a part of the pathway to Aventia Castle.
Once, I unlocked the door with the backup key that I always carried, I entered the castle and looked for the tall and handsome figure. However, there was none of his existence on the first floor. As my heels tapped on the floors gradually, I then checked if he was in the reading room. Nonetheless, whenever the door was opened, he was not there. Being worried and inquisitive at the same time, I kept looking for him while stepping on the stairs that led me to the second floor.
"What makes you disappear all of a sudden?? I truly depend on your help in this annual party, Xavier." I said in my mind while doing mind-link, but it failed. He was seriously unreachable.
While I walked around the hall where the guest rooms were located, I heard the noises from one of them. I directly walked towards the middle door and I heard a woman's voice. "Uh, ehm, yessh, Xa-vier. Spank meh!" I blinked a bit when I heard the name of my beloved Alpha mentioned in the moans.
At this time, I realized something that I had never imagined before. The Alpha whom I cherished the most had a mistress. He, who had a strong will to marry me from the start, played with fire. The tears also ran down my eyes since I felt hurt and disappointed all at once. However, after I brushed away the tears, I gathered my bravery to open the door that wasn't locked coincidentally.
Once the wooden door was opened, the view of the steamy love-making was seen clearly. Again, my tears came out as I glanced towards the man who surprisingly stared at me and tried to stop his penetrating activity. "M-Margie?! I-I.." He stuttered.
"Am I bothering your business?? I’m sorry, then." I started as I wiped the tears on my tiny face. As the tears streamed down my face, my heart was shattered into pieces. My expectation about him being loyal and caring to me was vanished immediately. Moreover, I began to doubt about myself and love towards him. Wasn’t I loyal enough to him? Weren’t the deeds I do to comfort him more than enough? Was I worthless to be loved genuinely?
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TO BE CONTINUED..
Margareth PovWith the hurt lingering in my chest, I ran and got out of the castle. By the time, Xavier reached and stopped me as he confirmed, “I have a mistress because of you. Don’t you realize your mistakes??”The sentences uttered made my heart bleeding even more. I then responded, “What do you mean by the mistakes?? I always understand you, Xav. Additionally, I make the time for you although I’m super busy with the yearly party. I feel that I have done nothing wrong. It must be me who asks about your wrong doing now.”Being forced to explain, the Alpha had no choice, so he gulped and stated, “All right, let me be honest to you. I get tired of you, Margie. You are so busy that you could not be attentive to my needs. That’s why I feel lonely.”The answer uttered successfully made the wound in my heart more swelled. However, I crossed the bridge when he came to it, “Oh Gosh! Don’t you see that I’ve been quite busy recently, Xavier?? I have a lot on my plate, regarding the upcoming
Margareth PovBeing picked up by Beta Blake, the moment when the stranger prevented Xavier from slapping me appeared in my mind. It felt like a movie scene that dramatically played on repeat. At the point I recalled the memory, I stroke a tiny miserably smile. It was not because I was happy to be saved by a stranger. My lips curved downwards since I felt pitiful towards myself.My thought of Xavier never making me suffered was switched by the fact that proved him to be the one willing to hurt me. Following with the situation, I saw with my eyes that a stranger I barely knew intended to protect me. It was truly insane, but the bitter fact clearly convinced me to realize who Xavier really was in this two-year marriage.As my brain was drowning with the recent shocking moment, Emma opened the connection and uttered in my mind, “No need to be sad, Margie. You have to compose yourself more. Don’t be desperate towards the useless Alpha you have married.”“It is easier to say than do, Em.” I
Margareth PovHonestly, I was not confident if Xavier intended to cast me out of the pack. Moreover, in this kind of situation, I had to defend my dignity as a woman. I might lose his love and prominent status here without being ashamed. Nonetheless, I could never forgive myself if this man underestimated my position as if I deserved it. He must know who I truly was.During the time that I stared at him deeply, his face was stern as he scoffed, “I bet that your life will be worse than today, once you are not here! Didn’t you remember that you were just a poor omega before meeting me?!”His harsh words were followed with his right hand gripping my face firmly. Without any other utterances, my disappointed gaze was drawn to him. I could also feel that tears were peeking right into my sight, getting ready to fall and run down my skin. “Why are you silent, huh?? Are you realizing your true value without me, Margie?” He sneered with a devilish smile while he released his grip towards my ja
Next day, after the annual party was held, Xavier working in his office received the attachment sent by Bastian of Red Iris Pack. As it had been downloaded, he immediately opened and read its details little by little. His eyes scanned each words typed carefully so that he could protest to some points which were not agreeable. Around a few minutes forward, he dialed Bastian through his cell phone.“Yes? Who’s there?” Bastian’s deep voice was heard once the call was connected.“It’s me, Xavier. I’d like to negotiate some rules you have set in the document.” Xavier told straightforwardly.“Go ahead. I’m listening,” Bastian responded casually.“I don’t think that I agree with rule number three stated in here. You cannot forbid me from touching Selena.” Xavier alluded.“All right. You can omit it. What else?” Bastian suggested and asked at the same time.“And obviously the rule number five. Margareth is still my wife legally. It’s ridiculous if I must stay separately in the castle.” Xavier
Margareth POVOnce I agreed to meet Bastian in his place, Xavier darted his cold glance at me and yelled, “Why did you agree to meet him?? Didn’t you think that he had planned something bad for you?”I rolled my eyes as his yelling brushed my ears. Therefore, Stressful feelings encountered my mind and heart whenever he began to show his jealousy of me too much. Attentively, it was fine if he felt that kind of emotion. Nonetheless, sometimes, he accused me for having an affair with other men. It was unreasonable since there were no strong proofs being shown. That was also the main cause of having argument with him although I didn’t wish it would happen.Therefore, I clarified, “He is just a friend from a neighbor pack, Xavier. I only want to socialize with him and nothing else.”“Socialize? Do you think I’m innocent enough to understand what you mean??” Xavier raised his voice tone as his glance became sharper.“Is it wrong for me to socialize with the pack members or neighbor pack’s m
Margareth POVStepping inside the mansion, the noise of my heels tapping on the marble floor was heard as it echoed. Then, as I followed Bastian and stepped on the stairs carefully, my eyes observed the artistic details of the mansion. The first thing that caught my attention was the wolf head statue attached near the fire place on the first floor. Below the magnificent statue, the brand entitled ‘Red Iris Pack’ was engraved nicely in gold.Then, the next thing was the room I entered on the second floor. It was well-organized with a few of bookshelves on the right side. Besides that, the working table along with the leather chair was placed. Honestly, it was completely different from Xavier’s working room which was much smaller and not really fancy.“Please have a seat, Margie,” Bastian asked gently with his right hand gesturing towards the sofa.I nodded as I obeyed him. Although I really wanted to express how surprising it was to him, I kept myself composed. At the same moment, a yo
Margareth POV "Listen, Margie. You can't hang out with another man, except me, Your only Alpha!" Xavier's voice was irritating my ears as I put a death glare at him. Then, I glanced and reminded him on his affair with Selena, "Can't you please reflect on what you have done to me?? You silently hang out with your mistress while I myself just know about it recently. You are such a selfish brat. Don't you realize it?!" At the time when those words were uttered, the car he drove stopped right in front of the gate as he pulled out the brake. "I hang out with her because you never make any time with me, Margie. You keep thinking that I can stay loyal while you get busy with your own things. Nevertheless, in fact, you must reflect on yourself too!" He snapped with a higher tone. Feeling drowning in hatred, I decided to got out from the car and walked after him. "Margie! Can't you hear me out?! we are in the middle of discussion, and you can't escape like that!" He yelled as if I was
Margareth POV "Listen, Margie. You can't hang out with another man, except me, Your only Alpha!" Xavier's voice was irritating my ears as I put a death glare at him. Then, I glanced and reminded him on his affair with Selena, "Can't you please reflect on what you have done to me?? You silently hang out with your mistress while I myself just know about it recently. You are such a selfish brat. Don't you realize it?!" At the time when those words were uttered, the car he drove stopped right in front of the gate as he pulled out the brake. "I hang out with her because you never make any time with me, Margie. You keep thinking that I can stay loyal while you get busy with your own things. Nevertheless, in fact, you must reflect on yourself too!" He snapped with a higher tone. Feeling drowning in hatred, I decided to got out from the car and walked after him. "Margie! Can't you hear me out?! we are in the middle of discussion, and you can't escape like that!" He yelled as if I was
Margareth POVStepping inside the mansion, the noise of my heels tapping on the marble floor was heard as it echoed. Then, as I followed Bastian and stepped on the stairs carefully, my eyes observed the artistic details of the mansion. The first thing that caught my attention was the wolf head statue attached near the fire place on the first floor. Below the magnificent statue, the brand entitled ‘Red Iris Pack’ was engraved nicely in gold.Then, the next thing was the room I entered on the second floor. It was well-organized with a few of bookshelves on the right side. Besides that, the working table along with the leather chair was placed. Honestly, it was completely different from Xavier’s working room which was much smaller and not really fancy.“Please have a seat, Margie,” Bastian asked gently with his right hand gesturing towards the sofa.I nodded as I obeyed him. Although I really wanted to express how surprising it was to him, I kept myself composed. At the same moment, a yo
Margareth POVOnce I agreed to meet Bastian in his place, Xavier darted his cold glance at me and yelled, “Why did you agree to meet him?? Didn’t you think that he had planned something bad for you?”I rolled my eyes as his yelling brushed my ears. Therefore, Stressful feelings encountered my mind and heart whenever he began to show his jealousy of me too much. Attentively, it was fine if he felt that kind of emotion. Nonetheless, sometimes, he accused me for having an affair with other men. It was unreasonable since there were no strong proofs being shown. That was also the main cause of having argument with him although I didn’t wish it would happen.Therefore, I clarified, “He is just a friend from a neighbor pack, Xavier. I only want to socialize with him and nothing else.”“Socialize? Do you think I’m innocent enough to understand what you mean??” Xavier raised his voice tone as his glance became sharper.“Is it wrong for me to socialize with the pack members or neighbor pack’s m
Next day, after the annual party was held, Xavier working in his office received the attachment sent by Bastian of Red Iris Pack. As it had been downloaded, he immediately opened and read its details little by little. His eyes scanned each words typed carefully so that he could protest to some points which were not agreeable. Around a few minutes forward, he dialed Bastian through his cell phone.“Yes? Who’s there?” Bastian’s deep voice was heard once the call was connected.“It’s me, Xavier. I’d like to negotiate some rules you have set in the document.” Xavier told straightforwardly.“Go ahead. I’m listening,” Bastian responded casually.“I don’t think that I agree with rule number three stated in here. You cannot forbid me from touching Selena.” Xavier alluded.“All right. You can omit it. What else?” Bastian suggested and asked at the same time.“And obviously the rule number five. Margareth is still my wife legally. It’s ridiculous if I must stay separately in the castle.” Xavier
Margareth PovHonestly, I was not confident if Xavier intended to cast me out of the pack. Moreover, in this kind of situation, I had to defend my dignity as a woman. I might lose his love and prominent status here without being ashamed. Nonetheless, I could never forgive myself if this man underestimated my position as if I deserved it. He must know who I truly was.During the time that I stared at him deeply, his face was stern as he scoffed, “I bet that your life will be worse than today, once you are not here! Didn’t you remember that you were just a poor omega before meeting me?!”His harsh words were followed with his right hand gripping my face firmly. Without any other utterances, my disappointed gaze was drawn to him. I could also feel that tears were peeking right into my sight, getting ready to fall and run down my skin. “Why are you silent, huh?? Are you realizing your true value without me, Margie?” He sneered with a devilish smile while he released his grip towards my ja
Margareth PovBeing picked up by Beta Blake, the moment when the stranger prevented Xavier from slapping me appeared in my mind. It felt like a movie scene that dramatically played on repeat. At the point I recalled the memory, I stroke a tiny miserably smile. It was not because I was happy to be saved by a stranger. My lips curved downwards since I felt pitiful towards myself.My thought of Xavier never making me suffered was switched by the fact that proved him to be the one willing to hurt me. Following with the situation, I saw with my eyes that a stranger I barely knew intended to protect me. It was truly insane, but the bitter fact clearly convinced me to realize who Xavier really was in this two-year marriage.As my brain was drowning with the recent shocking moment, Emma opened the connection and uttered in my mind, “No need to be sad, Margie. You have to compose yourself more. Don’t be desperate towards the useless Alpha you have married.”“It is easier to say than do, Em.” I
Margareth PovWith the hurt lingering in my chest, I ran and got out of the castle. By the time, Xavier reached and stopped me as he confirmed, “I have a mistress because of you. Don’t you realize your mistakes??”The sentences uttered made my heart bleeding even more. I then responded, “What do you mean by the mistakes?? I always understand you, Xav. Additionally, I make the time for you although I’m super busy with the yearly party. I feel that I have done nothing wrong. It must be me who asks about your wrong doing now.”Being forced to explain, the Alpha had no choice, so he gulped and stated, “All right, let me be honest to you. I get tired of you, Margie. You are so busy that you could not be attentive to my needs. That’s why I feel lonely.”The answer uttered successfully made the wound in my heart more swelled. However, I crossed the bridge when he came to it, “Oh Gosh! Don’t you see that I’ve been quite busy recently, Xavier?? I have a lot on my plate, regarding the upcoming
Margareth PovI, as the Luna of Brown Iris Pack, never imagined that my pack would be a host of the yearly party. The idea ran through my mind since the pack that I took care of was not a top-tier one like the Apollo Pack. As I got ready with a dark blue denim dress, I went down the stairs with white high heels. Subsequently, I heard the voice of the beta of the pack, Blake, "Good morning, my Luna. Here are the details that we have got for the yearly party.""Morning too, Blake. Thanks for delivering the list," I replied with a gentle smile as my grey eyes observed the stuff written on the paper.Observing for a while, I said, "I guess we need more stocks for wines and chairs. I hear that the witches will also attend the party. Even, we need some of them to help the front guards if there is a danger coming.""All right. Later, I'll update the info on the event service." Blake nodded and said."Okay. And then, I think we need .." I delayed the words when I saw that the decoration neede