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2024-10-29 19:42:56When life brings you down. What will you do? You will blame yourself and take all the responsibility that has been given to you? Or You will blame God for all the pain that you have encountered in your life?
But for Lilie De Vega, she blames herself, because she knew to herself that she deserved it. She deserves the pain, the misery, she deserves everything that happened to her.
After all the self-doubt, pain, the misery that she had encountered, she became senseless. For her, no one will save her.
No one wants to be in her life because she was a worthless human that lost her virginity by the nightmare that she suffered. For her, no one will love her, no one will accept her.
But every time she was wondering if someone would save her and be with her until she found the light that she had been looking for for a long time. After all the self-doubt, hatred, misery that she had been experiencing, there is one question that she wants to know the answer to.
"Can someone save me?"
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