Chapter 185

After that day, We got into each other's home. I stayed in my penthouse and lighted a candle, I never visit my mom's grave. It turns out my attacks happened when everything flashbacks.

I lose everything, my dad can't talk. He needs someone to feed him, he started being like that when we lose my mom. If it's so painful to me what about my dad? They've been together for a very long time. Since high school days, I heard it from mom.

Nakatulala lang ako at tinititigan ang kandila na sinindi ko inabot ko ang cellphone ko at binuksan ang app na IG kinuhanan ko ng litrato ang kandila. I posted it with the caption If only I could come to you, I will.

I'm talking about my mom, matagal na ng muli akong humawak ng baril, kutsilyo lalo na pag nag-iisa ako. Natatakot ako sa sariling takbo ng isip, hindi na bago ngunit mas nakakatakot.

It already affect my attitude, I am not the happy Saji before. Tumayo ako at inihipan ang kandila, I didn't change clothes I just wear my large size hoodie and a leg