After that day, We got into each other's home. I stayed in my penthouse and lighted a candle, I never visit my mom's grave. It turns out my attacks happened when everything flashbacks.I lose everything, my dad can't talk. He needs someone to feed him, he started being like that when we lose my mom. If it's so painful to me what about my dad? They've been together for a very long time. Since high school days, I heard it from mom.Nakatulala lang ako at tinititigan ang kandila na sinindi ko inabot ko ang cellphone ko at binuksan ang app na IG kinuhanan ko ng litrato ang kandila. I posted it with the caption If only I could come to you, I will.I'm talking about my mom, matagal na ng muli akong humawak ng baril, kutsilyo lalo na pag nag-iisa ako. Natatakot ako sa sariling takbo ng isip, hindi na bago ngunit mas nakakatakot.It already affect my attitude, I am not the happy Saji before. Tumayo ako at inihipan ang kandila, I didn't change clothes I just wear my large size hoodie and a leg
After that simple lang siyang naglakad papalabas at dumeretso sa entrance ng hotel kaya naman pahabol akong sumunod. Nang makapasok ay huminga siya ng malalim at inabot sa akin 'yon."Thank you so much! Just contact me when you're free!" Malakas na sabi ko at isenenyas ang kamay ko sa tenga with phone call sign."Wait." He stopped me."I don't have your number," wika niya kaya naman napalunok ako."You changed number?" Tanong ko."Yeah," he answered kaya naman tumikhim ako at inilabas ang cellphone ko.Ipinakita ko sa kaniya ang number ko. "Can you memorize it?" I questioned."Mm go ahead." He said and gestured the elevator kaya naman kumaway ako at dumeretso sa floor ng friend ko.Nang makarating ay umiiyak siya. "Oh calm down. Natagalan kasi nagkaroon ng problema." Niyakap ko siya at hinayaang umiyak sa balikat ko."Tahan na," wika ko at tinapik tapik siya sa likod."Dala ko na yung sinasabi mo, test it I'll wait for you." Mahinahon kong sabi tumango tango siya at binuksan ang paper
Nang muling may nag-bell ay lumapit ako doon at binuksan 'yon. "Saji what the hell is this?" Nanlaki ang mata ko ng pumasok kaagad si Kuya Luke at Kuya Zai together with Ate Mia pinakikita ang story ko sa IG."T-That..""Are you pregnant? Who's the father?" Napalunok ako at nilingon ang nasa banyo."Ano kasi—""Oppa.." Nakagat ko ang ibabang labi."Buntis ka sinong ama? Nagkabalikan na ba kayo ni Kent Axel?" Mabilis na sabi ni Kuya Luke."Oppa let me explain okay kalma lang hala." Pagpapakalma ko ngunit naupo sila sa center table dahilan para makita ang results."How do you feel right now? May masakit ba sa'yo Saji?" Nag-aalalang tanong ni Ate Mia kaya huminga ako ng malalim."Sinabi mo na ba kay Kent Axel lahat? Naayos niyo na? May fiancé siya 'di ba Saji?" Sinenyasan kong tumahimik si Kuya Zai."What don't make me shut up! May fiancé siya 'di ba? Tapos na buntis ka niya? Oh god." He said hysterically."Oppa I said let me explain!" Malakas na sabi ko."You're stressing her boys!" Sit
Zai's Point of View. Papaalis na sana ako ng hotel pero natigilan ako ng may pumigil sa akin kaya naman nangunot ang noo ko ng lingunin ko ito. "Oh Kent." Bati ko. "Napano?" Tanong ko. "We have to talk, let's go hyung." Nangunot ang noo ko ng dalhin niya ako sa penthouse niya. Naupo ako sa stall ng abutan niya ako ng alak kaya naman ngumisi ako. "What are you going to talk about?" Tanong ko. "What did she do? I heard your whole conversation. I wanted to hear it hyung." Mahinahon niyang sabi kaya naman tinitigan ko siya. "Ayaw niyang sabihin ko—" "Then how could I understand? I can hurt her feelings so tell me." Umawang ang labi ko sa sinabi niya kaya tumawa ako. "Walang sisihan pag narinig mo na?" Tanong ko at ininom ang alak. "Sure. Tell me." Matapang niyang sabi. "Ayaw niyang manira ng relasyon, may fiancé ka na kaya alam kong hindi mo na siya babalikan pag narinig mo 'to." I started, nanatili siyang nakatitig sa akin. "She saved you and your reput
"I'm not yet married I don't know if I should do this," natigilan ako ng lumapit sa akin si Kent Axel. But then my eyes widened when he gently grabbed the side of my neck and leaned to give me a kiss. "H-Hoy—" Mariin akong napapikit ng siilin niya ang labi ko, My hands were stopping him I tried pushing but he kissed me more. Napasandal ako sa mataas na mesa or built in stall dito sa kitchen, my back is resting at the stall while he's switching from sucking my lips up and down. He guided my face, I kissed him back thinking he's in a relationship with other woman, worst he has fiancé. I almost yelped when he grabbed my waist and make me seated from the stall. "Kent Axel," wika ko ngunit nagpatuloy siya. Without realizing I am already tasting the alcohol from his mouth, his kiss were about to go down but then the food is already boiling that made him stop. My face started to red, itinulak ko siya at bumaba ako mula sa mataas na mesa at pinatay ko ang niluluto. We're both panting
Dumeretso ako sa rooftop ngunit natigilan ako ng makita kung sinong nakaupo doon, sa lakas ng pagbukas ko ng pinto ay nakuha ko ang atensyon niya. Napalunok ako at nakagat ang ibabang labi. "You're here." Sambit ko. "Getting some air?" Mahinahon niyang sabi, tumikhim ako bago tumango bilang sagot. "Get some then," mahinahon niyang sabi kaya naman naupo ako hindi kalayuan sa kaniya. "The moon is beautiful isn't it?" Nalingon ko si Kent Axel at dahan dahan na tumango. "Always, it can't be seen at morning because it only shine at night." I asnwered, pinaghawak ko ang dalawang kamay at pumikit. "How do you feel getting sessions from a psychiatrist attorney?" Mahinahon kong tanong. "It eases my worries, If I will be a doctor I would love to be a psychiatrist and help them ease their worries." Napalingon ako sa kaniya. "It takes a lot of sessions to help but it's a big help." He said, napabuntong hininga ako at ngumiti. "I stopped from it." Pag-aamin ko. "I'm a doctor,
Saji Argelia's Point of View.My brows suddenly furrowed when Ate Mia handed me the invitation because Kent Axel is really busy for his upcoming birthday. "He's twenty nine and he's still up for this kind of party huh," I sarcastically said."Knowing Kent Axel, he has soft heart yet he's showing the other side. I'm taking a day off for 2 days, it's his wish for everyone who'll attend." Ate Mia plastered a smirk on her lips."I guess his fiancé can't come, so grab it." She said and winked that made my lips parted and laugh."No way eonnie, I'm a good girl." "Weh never been touch?" Nanlaki ang mata ko at natakpan ang bibig."Hule! Susumbong kita sino humawak diyan ha?" Nanlaki lalo ang mata ko at tsaka umiling iling."Si Axel," ngising sabi ko na. Nanlaki ang mata niya at napalo ako sa pwetan."Kayong dalawa ha!" Ngumisi ako."He's so conservative, ayaw pahawak eonnie." Ngumiwi siya ngunit natawa."Same as your brother, I guess ladies are wild in reality." Ang ngisi sa labi namin ay hi
Nagmadali akong lumayo sa kaniya ngunit ng nasa chocolate fondue na ako ay kusa akong natigilan ng makasabay si Leona. "Hey," bati niya kaya naiilang akong bumati pabalik."Are you and Kent Axel good?" Natigilan ako at nakagat ang ibabang labi."We're friends." Pag-aayos ko ng sagot."Oh that's great, I'll go ahead." She stated and smile, she tapped my shoulders that made me gulped.Why does it feel like I did something bad?We did few drinks before Kent Axel goes to stage with a smile on his face. "I'm here to announce everyone that I'll make you meet my fiancé." Nang sabihin niya 'yon ay pinaghawak ko ang kamay at tumikhim."If you're not comfortable you can get some air I'll go with you." Gavin suggested."Let's see." Sagot ko."This woman completes me, I'm like a puzzle and she's the piece I needed." After he stated that a lot of man hyped him."We started from being stranger, to friends and we became lover. Hopefully She's still here with me," ngumiti si Kent Axel dahilan para ma