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I feel my head is very sore, almost about to burst it feels. I tried to touch my head, did my head break, split in two? Still recorded clearly, that voice. And also, my head is so dizzy, like a big rock was hit repeatedly to my head.
I feel like holding a bandage? I confirmed once again, and my head was bandaged. But my head hurts so much, and I also checked where it was. A room, all white, the decor is confirmed I'm in the hospital.
I feel that my leg, feel that everything is all right. I'm afraid of miscarriage, and it looks like my feet are safe without blood.
My head suddenly throbbed violently. Is my head traumatized? Did a brain stir? Am I amnesic? So who am I? Who am I? All right, I'm not amnesic. But that deep voice is still clearly recorded. I was bf amnesia. I remember, okay, I still remember everything clearly. Mother's face that appeared first.
I also just realized that my neck is too stiff
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