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My Life Is Shit!
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I Don't Wanna Live Forever - Zayn & Taylor Swift
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The dead's chair.
I sat in front of Mrs Nunung nervous, scared, weak, my head hurt, my ears ringing. My life stopped completely and stopped spinning. My head is dizzy with all this, and it feels throbbing.
My tears fell again without permission. I just looked down and cried at my foolishness.
I can't bear to see all those stares. I felt that all the inanimate objects in the room were mocking me. I'm getting looked down on. My God, is this my way of life? Am I always humiliated?
I just shook my head and took a deep breath. And must be strong in facing this all.
But I want to scream, and this is not fair! It's not appropriate for God's sake, and I don't deserve to be in the prison seat and face a judge who I don't think can do justice. Oh my God ... life shit, continues to haunt my life. I'm tired of all this.
Still with melting tears. I looked at the judge
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