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"Ocean is strong power
Ocean is our lifeIf you won't be able toSurvive against its waveYou die"******************************
is not a fairytale love story; rather, it is a story about a girl's strength, courage, struggle, happiness and joy, pain and sorrow, memories, willpower, survival to fight, endearment, abuses she has experienced throughout her life, light and hope she has in her, and determination to improve her life.
So accompany her on her life's journey to see how she became the powerful alpha woman she is now, despite the pain she endured during her childhood and adolescence.
Let's dive into it, shall we?
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SURVIVAL JOURNEY FAMILY
"Family is supposed to Be our haven Very often, it's the Place where we find The deepest heartache" - Iyanle Vanzant *********** Aiyla POV Sighing, I thought back to the life I had and all the things I went through throughout my life. The memory still haunts me, sometimes all the pain I went through because of my family's cruelty was enough for me to be strong and stand up for myself and fight for the life I deserved. So many things have happened in my life with lots of ups and downs and coming across those hard times was brutal for me. Looking back at old times and memories now I feel so proud of myself and of what I have become today. It is that of my dark past that I have become so successful and achieved so much in my life. Life is claimed to give you your biggest lesson, and that is exactly what happened to me; life taught me my greatest lesson and showed me the harsh reality of so-called "Life." Real-life is not like a fairytale story; real life is full of thorns, pai
SURVIVAL JOURNEY ONCE VALUED
¶Aiyla PoV¶ Everyone needs a house to lie in. but a supportive familyis what builds a home. - Anthony Liccione * * * * * * * * Every child wants a happy family, a place where she can feel secure, protected and in the warmth of their loved ones. A place where she can live a happy, playful and carefree life where she knows she is loved and cared for without being insecure. A place where she can speak her mind without being judged and a place where she feels protected and safe from the harshness of society. Just like any other girl I was happy to live in my own small world playing and enjoying life to the fullest. I guess that was the best feeling I ever had without being able to worry about anything. I never had to think and fret about all the evil things that exist my life was simple and fun. What else a girl needed when she had loving parents, a loving brother, an adorable grand dad and all the luxury she was showered with. I felt like I was the luckiest girl in the world.
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Shattering News
¶Aiyla PoV¶" You can't underestimatehow traumatic divorceIs for the children"-Isla Fisher* * * * * * * * *After spending days and months in Little Angels boarding school; it was time of the day for us to go back home for summer holidays back to our family. It was a nice summer day waiting for our parents to come and pick us up. We were waiting eagerly and the moment I saw my dad I was so happy full of joy running towards him to hold me running and at the same time my eyes also started looking for my mom when I did not see her, I realised it was only my dad who came to pick us up. I was disappointed but nevertheless I was happy to see my dad. The moment he was carrying me I asked my dad about my mom. He told me she is at home and we will talk there but what I did not know was, it was the day that would change our lives forever.I was content upon reaching home to my sweet home; a home where I was born and brought up where I had spent my days and nights being naughty, spoiled, lo
SURVIVAL JOURNEY WHO AM I?
Who am I now the girl questions her identity and this is the quote that describes her the best. The broken Bond of her parents made her question; though she is small but she was smart to understand everything and she kept questioning who she is even while growing up without her family support; without her mother; will she ever find the happiness again in her or the dark cloud will break her apart! "Am I a broken Bond A starving soul or The love that's gone The smell of flowers The rainy breeze &nbs
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Broken Family
¶Aiyla PoV¶"When you inherit a brokenFamily, you can't throw itAway and get a new oneWhat you can do isFind People and situationsThat provide for youWhat your family cannot"Iyanla Vanzant**************The separation of my parents changed our lives in a 90 degree angle where we had to live with criticism, sympathy and pity for us in people's eye. My dad literally became the mother and father for both of us.. he started taking care of us and our needs. He became the mother who would bathe us, cook for us, be there when we fall and hurt ourselves, and he became our anchor in life. Though he was hurt and broken from inside after what happened between my mum and dad he actually never showed it to us and became strong for us.I had always heard a story of my parents' great love and how they fought against the family to be with each other and when my grandparents did not agree for their marriage they eloped and got married and how my uncle and aunt's sheltered them. It was only af
SURVIVAL JOURNEY BROKEN BOND
¶Aiyla PoV¶"Once the bond is broken it can't mend like before".... Neha Maurya******************Like the Quotes says " Once the bond is broken it can't be mend like before"... It was for me. The bond that was broken with my family was hard to mend no matter how much you tried, I knew my family was never going to be the same. My parents divorce was a harsh reality that left a deep impact in our life. Our life was never going to be the same again with a broken heart. We knew somehow we had to live a life without our mother. Though it was so hard to believe and accept the reality at first we were in denial and we kept on trying to bring our mother back but it was useless it was like mum did not want to be with us and we saw that she was happy with her life, she was happy by being free and why wouldn't she be right! There was no responsibility, she was free from family bonds and she was living the life like she wanted to. I was just six yrs old when my parents got divorced at the te
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Life Goes On
¶Aiyla PoV¶" If You Can't DoAnything about ittHeN let it go. Don'tBe a prisoner to thingsYou can't change"- Tony Gaskins*********Growing up without your mother by your side was certainly the hardest thing in life, but like the phrase says" if you can't do anything about it then let it go" this quote is true and right but it was so wrong for me. I could never let go of the fact that our mother abandoned us. It was really hard for me to accept the truth and move on..it was like I was stuck there at that moment but I still moved on cause I knew somewhere this truth will always be my shadow and it will be following me. But still I knew I had to move on.move on with the family I had been left with i.e. my father, brother and grand dad, move on to live a healthy life..move on to complete my school moving on was the right thing to do for me but I also knew deep down that moving on would be the hardest for me.I could never move on, I was stuck in that deep dark hole but still I kep
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Good Memories
¶Aiyla PoV¶"Good times becomeGood memoriesAndBad time becomeGood lessons"..* * * * * * * * * * * *Good memories and bad memories are parallel to each other. If you have good memories on one side to cherish then u also have bad memories which i desperately want to forget.Sometimes those memories also become your worst nightmare. It depends on you how and where you want these memories to be placed in life and mind. Good memories will always be adored and be our strength while bad memories become our lessons of life. Things end but only those memories will last forever and also become your brawn and will to fight for who you are or want to be in life.Remembering my happy childhood days still brings a smile to my face. I love those random memories and these are the memories "good and bad" have kept me strong and going all these years. There are so many good memories I wanna hold onto somehow it always lights me up in my gloomy days and gives me new hope and energy.Taking a tri
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SURVIVAL JOURNEY Neil In Prison-Living A Hell
"Unknown Pov" As Neil was brought inside the Jailors room I was disgusted by his sight, anger surged through every part of my body and I wanted nothing but to kill him right there.He was bruised and battered badly, I felt relieved and a sinister smile came to my face knowing what kind of evil plan burned into my head, I know what I wanted to do to him and I wanted to make him suffer more and make him feel the same pain he had put me through over and over again. I was satisfied when I saw one of the officers harassing him sexually the look on Neil's face was a sight to see and I knew at that moment the plan I had for him would not be hard to pull through. Giving a sinister smile I waited for the officers to take him away from the room to that one place where he actually belongs to with all the fucking dirty deadly criminals that was his actual place to live with all those fucking criminals. As soon as he was taken away I came out of the room and told my friend to share my evil ide
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Avenging Aiyla: Neil In Prison
"I hope Karma isWearing StilletosWhen kicks yourAss"- Fear My Sparkles-* * * * *¶Neil Pov¶ It's been 1 week since I have been thrown into the prison and tortured continuously asking me the same question over and over again and if I have some other partners in crime who are smuggling fucking drugs in their country Dubai or whom do I work for? I have been replying the same answer through and through but it's going on deaf ears. They are not trusting the words I say, I have been beaten, smacked, kicked, and punched several times. No food or water to drink has been given to me and I feel sick to the stomach. My face is all swollen, my lips are bruised severely, my ribs are damaged and I feel pain in every part of my body. With swollen hands and legs, I can't even move my body freely. I don't know what wrong I had done to get this kind of Karma. All my dreams have been shattered. I came here in hopes of earning money so that I could marry Aiyla and start my family with her. I don'
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Avenging Aiyla and End Of Neil
¶Dubai International Airport¶"Are you, Mr. Neil Davis? Please come with us. We would like to search for you and your backpacks". "Can you tell me what this is all about?" - Neil "Officers, what's going on? What are you holding me in custody for? What have I done?""Please, cooperate with us Mr. Davis it would be for your betterment"- Officers * * * * * ¶Neil¶ Shocked was an understatement for me, I was all baffled by what was going on with me now. I just landed at Dubai International Airport a few minutes ago, I was waiting in a line to get my documents checked and the next thing I know I'm being hounded by German Shepherd dogs along with their officers on the side. I'm confused as hell as to why I have been confronted by the Dubai authorities, I'm not some criminal to be held like this and I don't understand what wrong I have done. I have been trying to talk to them or somebody but due to language barriers, I don't understand what they are saying.I'm currently sitting in a ro
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Neil Fucking Departure
¶Aiyla PoV¶I've been smothering Neil with so much phoney love to make him believe in me for the past few weeks that I've finally started loving him with a pure heart.I was sick to my stomach pretending to love him; his touches were like serpent poison to me, making me and my body writhe in misery from within. He repulsed me to the core, and I despised being in his presence.I tried to stay away from him and his touches, but he always found a reason to touch me or hold my hand; there were times when he tried to have sex with me, but he never got the chance. I guess God was blessing me and protecting me from this so-called evil devil at this time.Till now everything was going according to our plan; Ronin and I had split up for the show, and I had caught Neil to repay the misery and cruelty he had inflicted on me over the years, and I had succeeded in convincing him that there was nothing between me and Ronin any longer.Neil was satisfied and happy to learn that Ronin and I had broke
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Revenge Plan
¶Ronin PoV¶I had been constantly calling Aiyla for the past few hours, but she had not returned my calls nor she had contacted me, and I was beginning to get agitated as time went by since I was still concerned about her safety because that idiotic bastard was still roaming around freely.I was stuck in a meeting with my mother, which made it difficult for me to reach out to her. I had a nasty feeling about it, and as time passed, I became increasingly frustrated.As the son of a billionaire, it was my obligation to look after the business and relieve my mother of the stress Despite the fact that I had a brother and a father, they were both useless and just knew how to fuck.I really wanted to finish this meeting as quickly as possible so I could check on Aiyla. For the time being, she was my main priority, and her failure to contact me back was the icing on the cake that was driving me insane.Since my cell phone was in silent mode, I was constantly checking my phone to see if she h
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Aftermath 2
" Do not lookAt the feet of thoseWho broke you"- Rupi Kaur¶Recap¶I started begging him to stop but my begging only increased his anger.******Neil did not even stop once to think about the consequences, he kept on abusing me, slapping me, beating me, calling me whore and whatnot and kept on screaming that I was only his and I only belong to him.I was breathing but I know I was bruised and battered, my body was aching so much due to his kicks. I cried begging him to stop, begging him to leave me alone but he was so blinded by his resentment that he lost his ability to think.Once I got a chance I pushed him hard and kicked him hard on his balls and tried to run away but I was so weak and in pain that I lost all my energy and all I could do was crawl...crawl to the bathroom door but in a second I
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Aftermath
¶Aiyla PoV¶¶Stop letting peopleWho does so littleFor youControl so muchOf your mind,FeelingsAnd emotions¶*****My eyes opened to the sound of birds chirping and raindrops falling, rays of lights coming from the curtain indicate to me that it's already morning. Ouch..ouch my head and body hurt, I'm feeling very weak and sick and I'm wondering why am I feeling like this, it's getting very hard for me to wake up but I had to because I have my classes to attend.
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Unexpected Outburst
Unexpected Outburst¶Neil PoV¶The unexpected outburst of Aiyla stunned me, never have I seen her so aggressive in all those years we were together.Yes, I have always considered Aiyla as a strong and determined girl. That's what made me want to trample her in the first place.I wanted to break that strong Aiyla and wanted her to be fully dependent on me, in other words, I wanted to tame her and bound her to me for the rest of my life.But seeing this side of Aiyla made me appalled and scared. How can an innocent, naive girl like Aiyla be so Scary?She is not the Aiyla I
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Aiyla's Outburst
"When you hadEnough, all hellRises"* * * *¶Aiyla PoV¶Giving a sinister smile to Neil "I asked him how does it feel to be mortified and humiliated; does it feel good huh Neil tell me...tell me you fucking asshole!"How does it feel to be smacked?""How does it feel to be helpless?""Are you enjoying being humiliated?"It does not feel good, does it?The humiliation and stigma you are now feeling, well, let me tell you I felt the same for years and years.The chagrin and helplessness I felt all those years because of you, I hated myself for agreeing to be your girlfriend. It was my foolishness that I thought you would love me and heal my broken life and heart but no..no you broke me more and more.With each moment with you..you made me feel worthless and pathetic. The embarrassment, the insult, the abuse, torture all of the things you did to me made me so hateful towards you and to
