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Special Chapter 5: Triumph
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ZACH'S P.O.V. *** "Cora, let's talk!" "I DON'T WANT TO TALK! NOT TO YOU! I HATE YOU!" Napahilamos ako sa aking mukha nang lagpasan niya ako. I didn't know where she came from but having her furious reaction towards me, I know for a fact that she's probably with Joven— and I know Joven told her. "Cora! I'm still your father!" Sinundan ko siya at kaagad na hinablot ang kaniyang braso para pigilan. Pero kaagad niyang iwinaksi ang kamay ko. Then she looked at me with so much disgust and hate. Para akong pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa sa pandidiri sa mukha ng sarili kong anak. The shame and conscience took a toll on me and I found myself taking a step back from Cora. No. I don't want my daughter to hate me. This is so fucked up. "Totoo ba? Totoo bang si Ava... ginawa mong k-kabit ang kaibigan ko?" Cora was crying. Her tears falling from her eyes like an endless river. Her eyes were begging me to say 'no'. Kita ko ang sakit sa mga tingin niya sa akin. The fact that she's still gi
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AVA'S POV***Ilang beses akong napabuntong hininga habang mahigpit ang pagkakahawak ng aking mga kamay sa aking mga tuhod. Halos malamig ang butil ng pawis na tumutulo sa gilid ng aking noo at sobrang nanliliit ako sa aking pwesto.Bago ako pumunta rito, pinag-isipan kong mabuti ang mga sasabihin ko. Buong magdamag kong inisip kung ano ang dapat kong gawin kapag nasa harapan na ako ni Ate Agatha.But I found myself tongue-tied and feeling nauseous, now that I am actually in the situation. This is suffocating... Being in front of her... and the man who introduced to me the wrong concept of love— Nick.“What now? Nagkalakas ka na ng loob na harapin ako? After making the same mistake again, Ava?” She snorted before she harshly tapped the table between us. “Ava, hindi ka ba nahiya? You became the mistress of your best friend's father! Hindi ka na naawa sa mga magulang natin sa mga kahihiyang dinadala mo sa pamilya natin.I heard the anger and shame on my sister's voice. Hindi ko rin kina
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AVA'S***Kaagad na dumiretso ang aking likod nang sa wakas ay nakita ko na rin si Mama pagkatapos ng ilang oras na pag-aabang ko sa labas ng silid niya rito sa ospital. As much as my heart was yearning to hug her and to say sorry to her, I stopped myself from doing so.Nakuntento ako sa kinalalagyan ko at tinanaw lang siya habang nasa likod niya si Papa na siyang tumutulak sa wheelchair na kaniyang kinauupuan. Kasabay ng matinding kirot dahil gustong-gusto kong yakapin si Mama ay ang matinding hiya ko at pandidiri sa sarili ko.Masasaktan lang si Mama kapag nakita niya ulit ako. Wala na akong ibang ginawa para sa kaniya kung hindi ang saktan siya. That's the reason why I can't go to her.Ilang minuto kong pinanood ang mga magulang ko bago ko napagdesisyunang umalis na. I wiped the tears in my eyes before I walked away. Mula sa ospital, dumiretso ako sa sementeryo kung nasaan ang musileyo ni Gavin.I clasped both of my hands as I enter. Nang makita ko ang ultrasound picture ng pamangk
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"Widen your legs, Baby."My back arched when he took one of my mounds in his mouth as he thrusts himself inside my anticipating core."Oh gosh, Zach. Yes, Baby." I fisted his hair as he started his torturing slow pace— in and out of me— so deep, I can feel him hitting that pleasurable spot inside me.Napaawang ang bibig ko nang pagdikitin niya ang dalawang dibdib ko 'tapos ay parang sanggol na salitang pinagpala ito gamit ang labi at dila niya. I watch him suck and nip my nipples as he continues his slow thrusts.His big and long manhood filled every inch of my wet core. Sa tuwing nasa ilalim niya ako at inaangkin sa ganitong paraan, mas nararamdaman ko ang pagmamahal niya sa 'kin.He always makes me feel he loves me more than her whenever we will be united on bed. Para sa akin, sapat na iyong dahilan para mas kumapit sa kaniya— para mas ipaglaban ang kung anong mayro'n kaming dalawa."Zach... Please... Faster." I cupped his face and then kissed him on his lips, with so much passion a
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I STARED at myself in front of a full-length mirror. The white mermaid cut tube dress I was wearing looked more elegant with the pearl necklace that Zach gave to me as an anniversary gift last month. Nakakatawa lang na gagamitin ko ang kwintas na 'to ngayong araw— sa kaarawan ng babaeng kasama ng lalaking mahal ko sa iisang bahay at tatlong buwan mula ngayon ay ihaharap niya sa altar at magiging asawa.A bitter smile spread on my lips as I wonder how do the foundation and concealer managed to hide my swollen eyes because of crying.Nagising ako kaninang umaga na wala na si Zach sa tabi ko gaya ng sinabi niya sa akin. Hubad ako sa kama at mag-isa matapos ang isang mainit na magdamag na inangkin niya ako nang paulit-ulit. Kusang tumulo ang mga luha ko nang maisip ko na bumalik na si Zach sa kandungan ni Joven. Katulad ng paulit-ulit na nangyayari.Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan ay kung bakit naiiyak pa rin ako sa kada umaga na magigising akong wala na si Zach. Palagi namang gano'n ang n
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May red carpet sa entrance ng mansion na nagpapangiti kaagad sa lahat ng guests. Everyone looks so rich and classy. Mabuti na lang talaga at binigyan ako ng gown ni Zach para sa okasyon na 'to. Mahigpit ang hawak ko sa silver na clutch bag ko habang naglalakad sa red carpet. At the end of the red carpet was a table where guests are required to present their invitations."Ava Peony Lazarte," I said to the person in charged before I presented my invitation. Hinanap naman ang pangalan ko sa guest list."Here, Miss Lazarte," iniabot sa akin ang isang envelope. Kulay puti ito at may sobrang elegante rin ng disenyo. Nakasulat ang pangalan ko sa likod no'n.Nagtuloy-tuloy ako sa loob ng venue saka binuksan ang envelope— Table nine: Cora, Ava, Venice and Xienna.Napangiti kaagad ako dahil at least magkakasama kaming magkakaibigan sa iisang table. Mukhang hindi naman pala magiging boring ang party na 'to dahil nandito ang mga loka-loka kong kaibigan.I look for table nine and I didn't have a h
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