Chapter 5: Betrayed by His Own Body

Ano ba ang ginagawa ko? Bakit pakiramdam ko, gutom na gutom ako sa babaeng ito? Hindi siya ang asawa ko. At kahit kailan, hindi ko inisip na magpantasya ng ibang babae habang kasal ako sa asawa ko.

But I guess, that was before. Nang muling mamulat ang mga mata ko, pakiramdam ko bagong tao na ako. Of course, I'm a new being. Pero ako pa rin ito — si Lex Arthur Arevalo. Tinatawag man niya akong Genesis, ako pa rin ito.

I broke from our deep kiss and gazed at Maggie's blushed face. Her eyes were sparkling as if a storm of fire was howling into each of them. "Thank you for giving our marriage another chance, Genesis. Akala ko nawala ka na sa akin." She glided her fingers so tenderly through my hair. Her other hand was tracing the ridges of my shoulders and collarbone in a damn sensual way.

I groaned. It seemed like she truly knew how to arouse her husband's body. Ramdam na ramdam ko iyon.

There was a part in me that wanted to refuse to her acts. Pero mas malakas ang hatak ng pang-aakit niya sa akin. So before I knew it, I was kissing her again. This time, I was losing much of self control as our bodies created friction against each other. Lalong uminit ang katawan ko nang ipalibot niya ang kanyang mga hita sa baywang ko. And as if it was a cue, I hissed in her ear as my erection slided into her dripping core.

“G-Genesis… ahh…”

Hindi man pangalan ko ang sinasambit niya, ang paglabas-masok ko ang dahilan ng mahihina niyang mga ungol. It was damn music to my ears. The more I thrust deep inside of her tight channel, the deeper she dug onto my back. Regardless, the pain caused by her fingers just made me turn on even more. And the stronger I plunged into her delicious spot, the more she coated my shaft with her rich juices.

Wala siyang reklamo kung tumatama man ang likod niya sa malamig na salamin habang inaangkin ko siya. Basta’t mahigpit lang na nakakapit ang mga binti at mga braso niya sa katawan ko. Hindi rin nita ako pinipigilan kung nadidiinan man ng mga labi ko ang pagsipsip sa leeg niya. She was only moaning my name, Genesis’s name rather. But then since I was in this body, kailangan ko nang sanayin ang sarili ko bilang Genesis. I would do the thinking about what really happened to me later. Because for now, my full focus was on this woman who was driving me nuts the way she submitted to me.

As I continued to plunge deep into her, Maggie gazed into my eyes. She was a bit unfocused, especially when I intended to hit her spot. Pero sinisikap niyang hindi pumikit at titigan ako na parang nakatitig sa kaluluwa ko.

“Is… is that really you?” she whispered, panting, as she touched the side of my wet face. Nakapulupot pa rin ang isang braso niya sa leeg ko at patuloy kami sa pag-indayog sa iisang ritmo.

“What do you mean?” I exhaled my response. Bumaba ang isang kamay ko sa pwetan niya. I gave her a firm squeeze that made her bit her lips and hardened my erection inside her. Hindi pa ba niya alam na nakababaliw ang lahat ng tugon niya sa ginagawa ko sa katawan niya? I bet the juices that was leaking from her core wasn’t solely hers. I might be not coming yet but I knew I was producing more precums that I had to.

She smiled and shook her head. “Naninibago lang ako sa ‘yo. Parang mas nag-iba ka kumpara sa huling beses na ginawa natin ‘to. But don’t get me wrong. I like the new you.”

I responded with deeper thrust that parted her mouth and made her head fall back. Kung alam lang niya na hindi talaga ako ang asawa niya. Pero syempre, hindi ko sasabihin. Gustuhin ko man, hindi rin siya maniniwala. Anyway, I would take her comment as a compliment. I was tied to my wheelchair for years, kaya hindi ko inaasahan na magiging ganito ako kasabik sa isang babae matapos makalaya doon.

“Ikaw na rin ang nagsabi na magsisimula tayong muli,” I whispered roughly in her ear. Pansin ko na unti-unti nang dumudulas pababa ng pwetan ko ang isang binti niya. Siguro nauubusan na siya ng lakas. Regardless, her moans were still alluring. Inalalayan ko na lang ang binti niya ng kamay ko. But it only made me push my erection even deeper into her. Mas kontolado ko na kasi ang katawan niya.

“Oh, Genesis. T-that’s it!”

I gritted my teeth when her walls tightened more around my shaft. Tila ayaw niya akong pakawalan. Pero kahit gano’n, malaya pa rin akong nakakagalaw sa loob niya dahil patuloy niya akong binabalutan ng mainit niyang likido.

“Ganito?”

“Yes! Ahh!”

Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong panoorin siya. She was truly beautiful. Pero sabagay, kahit anong emosyon pa ang nakaguhit sa mukha niya, mapa-galit man o lungkot, napakaganda pa rin niya. Her wavy wet hair was scattered all over her smooth shoulders and her flushed face was so beautiful in an aroused state — like the goddess of beauty herself.

I grinned inwardly. Tila hindi pa ako kuntento sa reaksyon niya at mas gusto ko pa siyang mabaliw sa ginagawa ko sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung saan nanggagaling ang madilim na iniisip ko ngunit nais ko na lang sundin. Anyway, I only wanted to take her to a higher heaven, to give the pleasure she deserved.

I clutched her other leg circling around my waist. And then her eyes grew wide when I rested both of them on my shoulders and began thrusting again into her.

Her scream filled the steamy room. At dahil bahagya na siyang nakahiga sa countertop, napaparko na lang ang katawan niya habang nakakapit sa magkabilang gilid. As I continued to pound, I was also changing angles so I could hit her clit as well as I ground my hips. The position was also had a massive advantage to me. Lalo kong natatamaan ang kaloob-looban niya. Damn, I was so thick inside of her!

“G-Genesis, I’m.. I’m going to—ahh!”

Before she could declare what was happening, her body jerked and collapsed. Lalo siyang dumulas pero hindi pa rin ako humihinto. Hell, I even didn’t lessen my pace even though she was swollen. But then, after a couple of minutes, my muscles began to tense. And after a series of short thrusts I exploded inside of her. My loads were impossibly heavy, it poured immediately the moment I pulled myself out of her.

Panandalian akong nagpahinga at bumawi ng lakas bago ko siya ibangon. I lifted her face — she looked so weak but very content. Kumikislap ang mga mata niya habang ibinabalik sa akin ang malagkit na pagtitig. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at muli ko siyang siniil ng halik.

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That night, I was only watching Maggie as she slept on my arm. The sex we had a while ago was amazing and mind-blowing. Hanggang ngayon ay paulit-ulit pa ring tumatakbo iyon sa isip ko.

I reached for her angelic peaceful face. I couldn’t help but run my thumb against her soft cheek. What if I kiss her again? I shook my head to that stupid thought. Hindi na ako nakuntento kanina sa ginawa namin. Idiot. This wasn’t me. Hindi ako maaaring malulong sa kanya. I still need to figure things out. Dapat malaman ko kung saan ako napunta at kung sino talaga ang katawang ito.

Ayoko mang gawin, dahan-dahan kong inilipat ang uluhan ni Maggie sa unan. Bumangon ako sa kama na hindi pa nagbibihis at hubad pa. Sabagay, kami lang naman ang nandito sa bahay. Besides, I couldn't deny the fact that I loved this body—so strong and attractive. Hindi katulad sa dati kong katawan na tahanan ng lahat ng sakit.

As I walked out of the room, my attention went to the very object that I was most familiar with — the computer set. Umupo ako agad sa swivel chair at binuksan ang laptop. As it opened in an instant, I couldn’t help but be impressed. Mabilis ang operating system niya. It was updated to the latest version.

“Good.” I exhaled and began to work. Ang unang sumagi sa isip ko ay buksan ang lahat ng social accounts ni Genesis nang sa gayon ay makilala ko siya.

It didn’t take more than a minute to access the accounts. Sa social media, nakita ko ang mga photo niya kasama si Maggie. They looked okay as a couple. Pero hindi ganoon ka-intimidate. Parang mas malapit pa nga kami ni Ruby Rose sa mga litrato. Ang mas pinagtatakahan ko ay limang buwan na ang nakararaan noong huling magkasama sila. Ganoon na rin kaya sila katagal na nagkakaroon ng problema? Kaya ba ganoon na lang ang pangungulila at pananabik ni Maggie nang may mangyari sa amin?

Next, I opened Genesis’s e-mail. Pinagtiyagaan kong suriin ang mangilan-ngilan sa inbox at nang mabasa ko ang pang-dalawampu ay saka ako huminto, gayunman, nananatiling gumagapang ang paningin ko sa mga salita.

“Termination letter? From Lynx Inc.?”

Noong una, hirap pa akong paniwalaan sa nabasa ko. Ngunit sinusuportahan lang ito ng mga sumunod na dokumentong binuksan ko. At dahil sa mga impormasyong iyon, tumambad sa mukha ko ang katotohanang hinahanap ko — Genesis was an employee in my own company. And a month ago, he was fired. And the cause of termination was because of spying.

“This is bullshit.” I exhaled soundly and wheeled away from the laptop. Nakakasikip ng dibdib dahil pakiramdam ko muli na naman akong pinagtaksilan.

Sa pagkakataong ito, wala akong nais gawin kundi ang umalis sa katawan ni Genesis. Hindi ko akalaing dito pa ako mabubuhay. The hell, why?! Bakit sa katawan pa ng isang traydor na katulad nina Desmund at Ruby Rose?