***This is Book Six of the Elemental Dragon series. References will be made to events that happened in previous books without being fully explained here. While this book can be read as a standalone, it is recommended that you read the series, starting with The Arena.***
Every time I’m called to rise, I choose a human who is worthy. One whose heart is pure. One who is kind and loving. One who values the lives of others and is willing to give their lives to protect those around them. It has to be a human with these attributes because, while I always rise again, my humans do not.
Over time, I’ve realized that when I’m called, there is always a human who stands out to me, one who calls to me in some way or another. This time, when I felt the call to rise, it was Emmi who called to me.
She was an orphan, someone who never had a family, but who always stood up for the underdog. She was the one who would walk through the forest and help the creatures who were injured or trapped. They responded to her, as they would have to me, with trust and affection.
I joined my soul to hers just as she was taken hostage by the mutated hybrids. They weren’t true hybrids, and their distorted bodies were a testament of the torture and experiments that they had suffered. But their hearts and their minds had been cruel before they had been taken by the scientists, and that didn’t change when they got away.
At first, I thought that I had been called to battle against them. With Emmi taken, I had a front row seat to their cruelty and twisted nature. They aren't natural, maybe they never were. But when they began injecting their Komodo Dragon venom into Emmi and others by biting them, it had pushed away my ability to rise. It shouldn’t have. As a Phoenix, I am the strongest of all creatures, even stronger than the dragons of old.
But this venom wasn’t natural. It was harsh, full of chemicals, and mixed with other creatures making it hard for me to come forward and rise.
Then, I hadn’t expected Emmi to fight me. Maybe it was because of what the others did to her that she thinks that my presence is making her crazy, but I need to rise, and she won’t let me. She fights me and at first, I didn’t push too hard, not wanting to hurt her. But when the group who saved her was attacked, harpoons launching, dragons screaming in pain, elves unable to control their earth element, and shifters burning and crying out in pain, I knew I had to force the shift.
Because she fought me, everything around us burned. The fire, my fire, couldn’t be contained. I had screamed in frustration, angry that I couldn't shift without killing her. But then he was there. My mate. My Sunshine.
He calms the fire inside me, the frustration that comes from fighting with my human and when she passed out, I’d reveled in the feel of his arms around me, letting him extinguish my fire along with my frustration.
I can tell that he’s not quite human, not quite dragon, and not quite elf. He’s a lovely combination of all of them, with a deliciously earthy scent that soothes the fire in me. I haven’t always been lucky enough to find my mate when I rise. Sometimes, I’ve found him in the middle of the battle that ends my human’s life, so I barely get any time with him. But, that is preferable to never meeting him at all during the short time that I'm alive. This time, he’s been here with me almost since I came forward. It’s an incredible feeling to have him so close already.
When I felt my Sunshine’s sorrow, the horrible, painful sorrow of so many around me, I was able to push forward. Since Emmi was unconscious, and because I didn’t have to fight her, I was able to open my eyes and come forward. I was in my Sunshine’s arms and everywhere around us, dragons, shifters, and elves were crying.
My Sunshine told me that a dragon gave his life to save his rider. A noble act of pure love.
As my Sunshine and I are talking, Emmi wakes and I gently take over her mind. This time she doesn't fight me, possibly because she's still exhausted, or possibly because there is no anger in me, only a desire to help. This is why I’m here, one of the reasons anyway. I know this little dragon doesn’t have to die, not when the power of the Phoenix is resurrection.
I watch as the earth dragon pulls heat from the center of the earth, burning his son’s body and then the air dragon lifts his ashes into the sky. Emmi sits back in her mind and watches while I collect Iniko’s ashes from the sky pulling them to the area where my fire burned. The area that is now hot enough to hatch dragon eggs.
While the others grieve, I take his ashes and pull them into the glass that was created by my fire. I seal his ashes and his essence into the shape of an egg. Then, I watch as the ashes begin to regrow and reform, coming to life again.
As I pulled his life force into the egg, I saw how tragic his life had been. This poor little dragon had suffered so much, suffered in so many ways that he deserved to have a new life, to start over.
I don’t remember resurrecting a dragon in my past lives. In times of war and battle, many dragons died, and many gave their lives for their riders. But most of their riders also died when their dragons did. So, I never felt the need to bring them back. But this time, this little dragon needed to be disconnected from everything in his past. Everything that had caused him pain I pulled from his life and his mind. He will not remember the pain of the laboratory where his dead body was reformed. He will not remember the pain of the cruel hybrids who whipped him mercilessly to try and claim him. And he will not remember giving himself to a woman who was not his and gave herself to someone else. I pulled all of that, leaving him only with his parents and his brother who will have a very different relationship with him in his second life than they did in the first.
“I will see you soon, Iniko,” Emmi whispers.
Emmi has seen what will happen. She may not understand it, not yet. But Iniko will rise again.
It’s like there’s something inside me, trying to get out. Sometimes, it’s simple and I can let myself relax and let it, the shifter, or whatever it is, out. At other times, I fight it. Fight her.There’s definitely a feminine feel to the animal that has formed inside me. But it scares me, the power that I feel when she tries to push forward. I don’t know if it’s dangerous, if it will change me like those horrible hybrids that bit me and the others over and over. They don’t seem to be affected like I am. They’ve had some problems, but nothing like what I’ve had. And no one has the headaches that I have.“Can you tell me more about your headaches, Emmi?” Dr. Everett asks me. He’s a very nice man and he’s trying to help me, but so far, he hasn’t been able to do anything for my headaches, or the feeling that something is inside me, trying to claw its way out.“It’s like something is screaming in my head. It feels like my head is going to explode,” I tell him.He watches me, never questioni
I almost kissed her. I wanted to, desperately wanted to kiss her, just like I do every time I see her. But I’m not sure she’s ready for that. Emmi has been through a lot and she trusts me. I have no intention of betraying that trust.I hear a commotion coming from the old hospital. Since I know that it was Emmi that caused the fire that burned it down, I want to know what’s going on. I’m not sure how, but the old hospital is still so hot that hardly anyone can get close to it. However, I can see that Eliane, Ancalagon, Zephyr, and Avani are all looking at something in the middle of what's left of the old hospital.“What’s going on?” I ask my brother Kano as I jog up.“I’m not sure. It’s too hot for Amne to get close enough to see” he says. His mate is a fire dragon, so the fact that she still can’t get close says a lot about the heat of the area.Tana and Kenna fly overhead, but they don’t land, waiting to see if something is wrong. I hear Tana, then Kenna gasp as they see whatever th
It didn’t take long for me to become sad and lonely after Ajax left. He is everything that is bright and beautiful in this world. I’m not sure why I feel that way, but I do. And when he’s gone, I feel sad. So sad.The song comes unbidden. It’s a song that I’ve sung before when I’ve felt so alone that I wanted to cry. I close my eyes and begin singing the lyrics, swaying to the music as I sit on my bed.‘Dancing slowly in an empty roomCan the lonely take the place of you?I sing myself a quiet lullabyLet you go and let the lonely inTo take my heart again.’I feel the tears starting just as I hear him.“That’s such a sad song. What is it? I’ve never heard it before,” he says. My Sunshine.I open my eyes and he’s here. He’s back. The light and beauty of the world.“It’s called The Lonely, by Christina Perri.”He walks into the room, filling it with his scent of a warm, summer afternoon. Everything inside me calms, the sadness being pushed away by his bright glow.“It sounds so sad,” h
I know I shouldn’t have kept her out this late, but time flies when I’m with Emmi and I can never seem to get enough of her. And then … that kiss. I’ve been on my own for a very long time. Runaways tend to stick together and sometimes we find comfort together. But I’ve never kissed anyone who felt so good, so right, like it feels when I kiss Emmi.Of course, being here in the Academy, I know a lot more about dragons and mate bonds, so I understand that Emmi is my mate. I understood with my head that the mate bond was powerful, but now that my dragon side seems to have found his mate, the pull to her, the desire to be with her, even the taste of her lips, has me losing myself.To me, it doesn’t matter that we don’t know what kind of shifter she is. She could be a bunny shifter for all I care, and I’d still want her. The thought of a little bunny shifter hopping on top of my dragon form makes me smile as we head back to the temporary hospital wing.“Why are you smiling?” she asks softly
The next morning, after breakfast with Ajax, I spend time with Dr. Everett. He is really a great doctor and he’s very nice. He’s working hard to try and figure out what’s going on with me, but I can see that he’s frustrated.“Emmi, how much science did you get in school?” he asks me.“Well, I went to classes when I was in foster care or group homes, but I never really lasted too long in any one place. So, probably not enough to understand what you are going to tell me.”“Okay, sit here,” he says, patting the seat beside him. He’s sitting at his computer workstation. There’s a lot of equipment in this room, but it seems to be very organized from what I can see.He begins flashing images up on the wall across from us. “This is DNA, it’s your DNA actually. It has a really long name that only scientists remember, so for us, let’s just call it DNA.”“Okay,” I say, looking at the staircase looking image on the wall.“DNA is like the roadmap for who you are. Without getting too technical, it
When I went to have lunch with Emmi, she was in my father’s office. I knocked on the door and was surprised when Kaylani answered.“Hey, I wanted to see if Emmi wanted to have lunch with me,” I said, looking past Kaylani and seeing Emmi looking very stressed out. “What’s going on?”I move past Kaylani and walk to Emmi, seeing images of DNA on the wall. Whatever my father has said has upset my mate. I don’t hesitate, I wrap my arms around her, pulling her to me.“Whatever it is, we’ll figure it out,” I whisper to her. She nods her head against my chest, and I smell the salt of tears. I look over her head at my father whose face looks grim.“Do you want to tell me about it?” I ask her.“Dr. Everett can,” she sniffles, her arms going around me and holding me tightly.I begin making crooning sounds, rubbing her back as my father explains what he’s found in Emmi’s DNA.I grit my teeth. I refuse to let this sweet woman die. I can feel my dragon’s protectiveness swelling inside of me. I’ll do
I watched the young dragon struggle to control her fire. My mate has very good control of his earth element, but when you mix elements, it takes both parties to keep the elements stable. Her fire was getting out of control and my Sunshine was at risk of getting burned, so I took control of her element. Since I’m not angry, Emmi didn’t fight me coming forward. She could feel my need to protect our mate. She doesn’t feel the bond as strongly as she will once our spirits combine, but she still likes Ajax a lot.Sunshine comes over, crouching in front of me. He reaches out and places his hand on my knee. “Are you okay, Emmi?”“Sunshine,” I purr at him.He looks up. “Well, it’s pretty sunny out. We’d planned to go flying today. Did you still want to fly?”“Yes,” I tell him. With him close, it’s easier for me to stay forward and Emmi isn’t fighting me right now, which also makes it easier.“I’ll be right back, stay here,” he says, standing and turning to the water dragon. Kaylani is her name
‘Did you hear all of that, my love?’ I ask my mate in our shared mind space as I watch Ajax take off with Emmi and whatever her shifter is, on his back.‘I did, my dragon. You need to speak to Yhendorn.’I turn to Kaylani. “We need to speak to Everett," she says.“Merethyl says we need to speak to Yhendorn as well.”“She called you young, Avani. A young dragon and she knew that dragons used to be older than elves. This isn’t a normal shifter.”“We already knew that, Kaylani. If Doc Everett can’t figure out what she is, then she’s not something that was alive in our lifetime before she was called.”Together we walk back to the main house. I look over and see Cedric’s wolves building a new medical wing. This one is more towards the front of the main house, where the old one was behind it. I have to give those wolves credit, they are master carpenters and they work fast.“Everett’s waiting for us,” Kaylani says as we walk.“KENNA!” I boom in my dragon’s voice.“WHAT?” she booms back, maki
In the end, there were only five hybrids who were adults and could act as peers to Gideoni, Iris, and Fordin. Ajax is old enough but because of his relationship with Emmi who was held captive, Merethyl and King Yhendorn said he couldn’t be impartial. Tesha, Keagan, Kano, Valko, and myself were the ones who were selected to be the jury of their peers.Enya, Aspen, Naida, and Drakon weren’t happy about not being part of the group, but they understood. None of them are yet eighteen, and I wouldn't wish this on anyone. However, they did petition to sit in on the proceedings and Everett and Kaylani agreed to allow it.A week after the others arrived, we held court. We followed the elvish ways rather than the human ways, although they are very similar. Each individual stands before us separately and pleads their case. The five of us decide their fate, three out of five is all that’s needed for a final decision.While Gideoni and Iris didn’t participate in collecting, raping, or injecting the
After finding Cedric and Merethyl and telling them what Ishir told me, I let them figure things out. I don’t want to take Emmi back there to face the people who held her captive.“Let’s go check on the status of our house,” I say to her.It’s been several weeks since Cedric’s pack members began building it. I have to admit, they are pretty incredible when it comes to building our homes and packhouses around the Academy lands. The elvish castle has taken the longest because the elves prefer that their home be made of stone and natural rock. Being part earth dragon, I understand why. The feel of something strong and natural surrounding you makes the magic inside you hum. Wood is okay, but it doesn’t feel the same.However, for our home, it doesn’t matter. Emmi and Phoenix make my body hum more than any element from the earth ever could. As long as I have them, I don’t care what our home is built with, so we opted for wood which makes it faster to build than if we'd used stone.“Wow, it’s
I’ve never heard a woman giving birth before. After listening to Iris, I’m not sure I want to ever have a child, not that I’ll be given that opportunity. According to Phoenix, I won’t live that long. If it means saving Ajax, I’m okay with that. And now, hearing this, I’m almost glad that having a child isn’t possible. It sounds awful.When we returned to the Academy and the other dragons flew up to meet Gideoni, Fordin, and Iris, Ajax had ducked away quickly. Phoenix’s mark on his chest is too pronounced and he needed to hide it quickly. He flew straight to his room where he let me off then shifted and entered through his window behind me. He had hurriedly put on his clothes, and we’d raced back just in time to see the dragon, Fordin, land.Phoenix says that Gideoni is telling the truth and through her, I can feel that she’s right, but no one seems to remember that I was part of the group that was held hostage by these men and Iris as well. Granted, I wasn’t in the harem of girls who w
What are the odds? What are the fucking odds that my son gets his second chance at life and on the very next day, the assholes who captured him and tortured him are here? It’s too fucking coincidental and I don't like it.‘Peace, my dragon,’ my mate says, soothing the fury that’s rising inside of me. I can feel her walking this way, probably in response to the anger bubbling inside me. ‘Let’s see what they have to say for themselves.’“You have a lot of fucking nerve coming here after what you did,” Cedric growls. For once, he and I are in perfect harmony.“I won’t let you kill him. You’ll have to go through me,” the earth dragon hybrid says, moving to stand in front of the fire dragon hybrid.“You may carry my DNA, but you’re still part human. I, however, am all dragon. It would take nothing for me to destroy you after what you did to my son,” I snarl.“Look,” the man, the rider, says, holding up his hands. “We didn’t know what they were going to do. We didn’t understand, and we didn’
I take every bit of love that my mate is giving me and return it with just as much passion. At first Emmi fought me, but then she realized that he needs this. He needs to feel like he can save us.I’ve shared with her what happens in nearly every lifetime, but I won’t share it with him. I don't want him to know that my mates have always tried to save me and that is how I end up dying. By trying to save me, they put themselves in harm’s way and I give my life to save theirs. Sometimes it works and I can save them, sometimes it doesn’t. But every time I’ve met my mate before the battle, it’s been because they gave their life for me that I ended up giving my life for them.The other thing that I won’t remind Ajax of is that most of my mates are dragons. Since the dawn of the dragons, I’ve been mated to them. They are the only creatures strong enough, magical enough, to be mated to me.So, I open myself to his love, to his need, and to his desperation that I not give up on him, on us.I do
Having been part of Ancalagon’s life when he met Iniko and then watching Iniko give his life for Eliane, it feels surreal to see Iniko break through his glass shell and make his way into this world again.I also know how difficult it was for Zephyr to lose Iniko. After finding that the egg she’d originally thought was dead had hatched, even if it was by Oliver and his father rather than in a natural environment, she’d lost him again.I think all of us fear that Iniko will be born with his memories from before, all the pain, all the heartache, all the frustration. I hope not. He deserves to have a better life this time.‘Phoenix says he won’t remember anything,’ Emmi says in my head.I look at her. ‘How does she know?’‘She says ... she says that she erased his past, all of it, so that he could have a fresh start.’“So it was you,” I say out loud, wrapping my arms more tightly around her.“Yes. The air dragon has suffered enough and so had little Iniko. He gave his life for the one he l
I was in the kitchen of my home, the home I share with my mate, our two adopted daughters and our four children, when I felt something shift inside me.Instinctively, I turned to look in the direction of the hatching grounds just as Ancalagon bellowed.“MOM! Iniko is hatching!”“Go, Zeph! I’ll take care of our kittens,” Ishir says to me.I turn and look at him and I know he feels my excitement mixed with fear. He stands from the table where he’s feeding our youngest child, Lyra, and walks over to me. He cups my cheek with his free hand.“Iniko needs his mother, Zeph. Go to him. It will be okay. I’m right behind you,” he says.“Can we come, Mom?” Nova asks me.“I need your help, Nova, you and Brooke. I can’t get these four over to the hatching grounds without you,” Ishir says, giving me the excuse I need to race out to see my son on my own. My mate knows me well. If my daughters were with me, I’d focus on them, not Iniko and he needs my undivided attention at the moment.A wave a guilt
I’ve just about finished packing up my room when Kenna strolls in.“What the hell is going on with the ... What the hell are you doing?” she asks me, taking in all the bags.I smile at her. “I claimed Ajax.”She stares at me for a moment, then closes the door slowly. Rather than be excited, she looks concerned.“How did you claim him?”“Well, I’m not sure.”“Phoenix? How did you claim him?”“Mutual submission, fire dragon.”“Mutual ... what they fuck does that mean?”“Hey baby, are you ready?” Ajax asks walking in without knocking. “Oh, sorry Kenna. I didn’t realize you were back.”“You’re claimed!”“Yep. OH and since you know, look at this!” he says excitedly, closing the door and ripping his shirt over his head quickly.Kenna’s mouth drops open, then she turns and looks at me. “And I thought fire dragons were possessive,” she says, walking up to look at him. “Is there even a spot on your body that ISN’T covered with her image?”“It’s just on the front,” he says, smiling in a way that
We spend some time talking to the others and Kano gets me some clothes that cover Phoenix’s markings on my body. For now, I’ll have to wear my shirts tight around my throat and down past my elbows. At least I can wear shorts, long shorts, but I can wear them.“I’m assuming you’ll want your own living quarters now?” Kaylani asks.“That would be preferable. You know how difficult it is to be apart from your mate,” I tell her.“Well,” she says, looking at my Dad. “We do have those rooms on the first floor. We can move the two of you into one of those until we can talk to Cedric about having his wolves build you a house. You’ll need to choose where you want your house,” she says.“I have some ideas of places that I want to show Emmi,” I say, smiling at her.“If you don’t think you can spend a night apart, I’ll make sure the room is made up for you tonight and you can move your things tomorrow,” Kaylani says.I look at Emmi. “It’s up to you. Is it too soon?” I ask her.I smile as she blushe