Regan’s POV
Luke had been right about two things. The first being that telling Nana the truth was the best way to win her over, and that gifts would make my apology more appealing. However, he had been wrong about Lena. She had not been impressed about me trying to win her forgiveness by getting her dresses and pearls. Perhaps Luke didn’t know his cousin as well as he thought. Or perhaps I had hurt her more than we had both thought. Unlike Nana who had wrapped me in a hug after I had made my apology, promised not to do it again and presented my gifts, Lena had simply shot me a glare cold enough to turn me to ice before walking away from me. I had promptly gone back to my advisor to report about my half-successful plan. After expressing his exaggerated surprise at being wrong, he had simply sprawled on the bed in his room -where I had come to seek him- and said. “Simply do exactly what you did to Nana”, he said. “They are disturbingly similar, after all”, he had advised and dismissed me by shutting his eyes and leaning back. Glad that Rage was in a good mood and had not felt the need to rip off any part of my Beta’s limbs, I simply swallowed my irritation before leaving his room to follow his advice once again. He had been right. After the initial cold glares and silent treatment, her brown eyes had returned back to their usual warmth when I had given her a briefer version of what I had told Nana. I had told her that Rage had been acting strange and had been fighting for control and that I had been scared to hurt her, so I had thought it best to simply avoid them. She was more understanding than Nana who had asked too many questions and wanted to know every little detail. After my explanation, I had apologized before once again presenting the dresses and pearls as gifts. This time, she accepted them. And as she pulled me into a warm hug, I had to agree with Luke that she and her grandmother were disturbingly similar. After I had gotten those apologies out of the way, I was suddenly emotionally drained. A part of me, probably Rage, reminded me that I still had one more person I owed an apology. But for the life of me, I could not summon the strength to make one more apology to another female for the day. So instead, I made my way back to my study to handle pack matters. I hadn’t been working for long before the door to my study was pushed open and Luke made his was inside with about three werewolves following behind him. “You would want to hear this, trust me”, he said on seeing my frown. I looked to the three scouts who stood before me as Luke pulled a chair to sit. Their heads were bowed in submission. “I hear you have some news for me”, I said to them, keeping my voice low enough to cause them to shiver in fear. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Luke roll his eyes at my antics and I smirked inwardly. In my head, Rage threw me a bored glance before turning away. He had been calm of late, and I was grateful for it. It meant no one would be hurt if they didn’t deserve it. One of the scouts, a brown haired werewolf named Ted stepped forward. “We have news from Blackmoon pack, Alpha”, he said and at my nod to continue, went on. “It seems the Alpha of Blackmoon pack has found out that we are the ones who abducted his mate”. I gave a nod. I had already considered the possibility that he would find out. I knew he could not go to the council since his entire pack was shunned. They would not help him in any way, so I had been waiting for him to make his next move. “We were informed that he plans to hold a ceremony to destroy the bond with his mate before we can do so”, he reported. I didn’t need to ask who had told him. I had a spy planted in Blackmoon pack to inform me of any sudden moves they were making. Unfortunately, I could not get a spy into his inner circles so I just relied on the one planted in his pack. He must have figured out that we were behind the disappearance of his mate and must have thought we would do something drastic like kill her in order to weaken his wolf. That was why he needed to break the bond between them, so that anything we did to her would not affect him. This meant we had to move smart and fast. “It could be a trap”, Luke suddenly said from where he was seated. “She has been with us for weeks and apart from the incident with her arm that I am sure he did not feel, since they are clearly not mated, he has not felt the need to break the bond”, he said. “Maybe he did not know until recently that we were behind the abduction”, Ted said. “Tell me, Tedril”, Luke said, leaning lazily on his chair and looking bored at the conversation. “If your mate was mysteriously abducted, who would you suspect did it?” He asked then shot Ted a look. “Your worst and greatest enemy or your friend?” He asked with a sarcastic smile. Ted hung his head in shame. “My enemy”, he said. “Oh, I am sure”, Luke said sarcastically. “Give the pup a break”, I mind linked him, somehow feeling sorry for Ted. “And to think they believe that I am the kinder of us both”, he mind linked back. “He is a bit daft but a good scout nonetheless”, he conceded, taking his eyes off Ted. “Luke is right”, I said. “It smells like a trap”. “If my opinion counts, I would say he wants us to get rid of Blackmoon girl”, Luke said with a shrug as he leaned back again. Rage let out a growl suddenly. “Stop calling her that”, I mind linked him. He shot me a confused look. “Rage does not seem to like it for some reason”, I said and his eyebrows lifted in surprise. “Oh”, he simply mind linked back, a thoughtful expression crossing his face before he blinked it away and turned back to face the scouts. “Like I was saying”, he continued. “It seems he wants us to kill her”, he said. “If I recall correctly, he also wanted to execute her. So do we really want to believe that he has not already broken the bond once he had found out she was missing?” He asked. “If I may?” Another one of the scouts spoke up. At my nod to continue, he went on. “If he has already broken the bond, would we not have known by the signs from her? He asked. “He has a point”, Luke mind linked me. “She must have felt it if he had broken the bond between them”, he said. “No”, I told him. “She would not have known”, I said and continued at his questioning look, reminding him. “You forget that she has no wolf”. “Ahhhh”, he said, nodding as he realized what I meant. “That means it is indeed a trap then”, he said. “The question is…” I said to all of them. “How do we make him fall into his own trap?” Everyone was silent in thought before Luke broke it. “I may have an idea”, he said. “But we would have to involve Blackmoon g…” he stopped on remembering my earlier warning. “I mean, Jasmine”, he corrected. Rage perked up at the sound of her name. “Would this idea of yours involve her being put in danger?” I asked, already knew Rage would be against it. Luke shook his head. “Certainly not”, he said. “Nana and Lena would devour me alive if I brought her anywhere near harm’s way”, he said before mind linking me. “Not to mention a certain killer wolf who would probably rip me apart”, he teased. “Not probably”, I mind linked back. “Certainly”, I corrected. “I do not understand this new found desire of his to defend the girl”, I complained. “Perhaps he has finally found his ideal playmate”, Luke said with a smirk. “What sort of playmate?” I asked. “He is not some pup”. “True, but he has never had one”, he reasoned. “I doubt that you are any sort of fun company whatsoever. The poor beast must be dying of boredom having only you as company”, he said. It made me pause to think. It was the first time that Rage had ever shown any sort of interest in anyone. Was he truly bored by himself? It was true that I was the only company he had. Even I could admit that everyone needed someone. I had Luke. And Nana, and Lena. But Rage didn’t really have anyone. If what Luke said was true, and Rage had finally found someone he was interested in enough to want as a playmate, the least I could do was make sure he had one. Taking a mental note to remember to think on that later, I brought my attention back to the werewolves with me. “You are all dismissed”, I said to the three scouts. “I will send for you if I have need for you”, I told them. “Yes, Alpha”, they responded with bowed heads before taking their leave. I turned to Luke who had remained where he was seated. “Do you not have things to do?” I asked. “Or have I been too lenient with you? “Lenient?” He asked, shooting me a glare. “You have everyone in the pack report everything to me first, then have me report only the important things to you”, he complained. “Do you know how many disputes I have to resolve in a day? I never have time for myself”. I smiled at that, knowing it was all true. “You know I cannot trust such important duties to anyone else”, I said trying to win him over. He rolled his eyes at me. “I pray you would”, he said. “It is exhausting”, he said to me then lazily stood up and made his way towards the door. “I would not want my Alpha to think he has been too lenient with me”, he shot back with a smirk causing my lips to curve into an amused smile before leaving the study. I knew I was sometimes hard on him but there was no one I trusted more than Luke. He had always had my back, even when we were just pups. There had never been a question on who would become my Beta. Everyone had known it was going to be Luke. It had to be Luke. Thinking back to what he had said earlier, I remembered that Rage had only started acting out after she had come to my pack. I also recalled that he had started to behave after our encounter with her in the woods. Maybe allowing him to spend time with her would help to improve his mood and make him easier to deal with. There was only one thing left to do. One thing that would not be easy in the least. And that was to convince the she-wolf in question. Jasmine.Chapter 15Jasmine’s POV I stared at the scary Alpha in surprise, not quite believing I had heard him right. He had resumed coming for supper at the pack’s dining hall and from the attention he had gotten on arrival, it was clear to see that his pack had missed him. It seemed that his misunderstanding with Nana had somehow been resolved since she had seated herself to his right, rather than at her usual place on the other end of the table, in the other head seat. Instead, while she took his usual place, Luke occupied her seat at the other head chair and engaged both me and Lena in conversation throughout the meal. While I was not seated right beside him, I was seated beside Lena who was to his right. I had been slightly surprised when he had turned his entire focus to both me and his cousin, hardly relating at all with the werewolves seated to his left. He had regaled us with tales from his journeys to different places, including his visits to the werewolves in the West.
Regan’s POV I had meant it when I said that I wanted an answer from her by breakfast the following day. Rage’s behavior had helped me prove my point. I still could not believe Rage had made us do that. I ran I hand through my hair in frustration on remembering what had happened. He had taken control and grabbed her into a hug despite my warning. However, what had surprised me more than Rage’s actions was her response to his high handedness. I had expected her to freeze up in fear but her reaction was the exact opposite. Instead of being scared, she had buried her small hands in my hair and I could have sworn that she had taken a good whiff of my scent. That was enough to snap me back into taking control from Rage. That was the second time I had held her in my arms, the first being that day in the woods. I had already understood that the intoxicating scent of blueberries and vanilla belonged to her and could even track it if I wanted to. I did not want to. Rag
Jasmine’s POV I rode on Luke’s wolf to get to the unknown destination. For some reason, I had hoped that whatever meeting I was to have with the terrifying wolf would be at the place of our last encounter which wasn’t so far from the pack house. My hope was dashed the further Rage led us into the woods. We were going fast, but even I knew that neither of them were going as fast as they normally would because of me. Not for the hundredth time, I wished I had a wolf like everyone else. They ran for a while before we broke into a serene clearing and came to a stop. It was so peaceful that it felt like time had suddenly come to a stop. Everything seemed to either stand still or move in slow motion. I immediately took a liking to the place. Luke laid down on his belly so I could climb off him and moved to a corner under a large tree to lay there and watch us. I knew his presence was for my safety. Just in case Rage lost it and tried to harm me. Though a part of me
Regan’s POV The idea to allow Rage spend time with Jasmine proved to be a huge success. Luke had accompanied us to what Jasmine had named Rage’s Sanctuary once more before returning to attend to his pack duties. This meant only I and Jasmine spent time alone in the Sanctuary - or to be more specific, Jasmine and Rage spent time together in the Sanctuary while I watched on. I couldn’t lie and say I didn’t enjoy watching her spend time with my wolf. However, the closer the two became, the more I realized just how lonely Rage must have been all these years. Around Jasmine, he was more or less a pup. A happy, excited pup. It was also clear to see that it was not only Rage who had grown very fond of the she-wolf, she in turn had grown very fond of him. It warmed my heart to see how excited she looked at the sight of him instead of the frightened look that had once been there. Their new found friendship influenced Rage positively. He no longer had his anger bursts or la
Jasmine’s POV I woke up that morning knowing something different had occurred. Since I usually rose with the Sun in order to spend some time with Lena before we both went down to help Nana prepare breakfast, it was unusual that Lena was the one waiting at my door when I opened it to make my way to her room. “We’re starting breakfast earlier than usual today”, she said as greeting and linked her arms through mine to lead me to prepare breakfast. However, rather than going into the kitchen in our cabin, she instead led me out of the cabin. “Where are we going?” I asked, confused. “To the pack house”, she said. “Nana mind linked me earlier. The warriors left to fight before dawn so we have to make breakfast for all of them, which also means we’ll be having breakfast at the pack house with the rest of the pack”, she said. I immediately became worried. “They went to Blackmoon”, I instantly concluded, knowing so without a doubt. “Probably”, she said, giving me a consoling
Jasmine’s POV Exactly five days after the warriors had returned from their attack on Blackmoon Pack, I woke up to yet another unusual day. However, unlike before, I knew exactly why the day was unusual. The previous day, Lena had told me that it was the day of the memorial. The memorial for the members of the Midnight Wolves pack that had died during the massacre. When she had told me about it, I had been unable to resist pulling her into a hug at the look of sorrow on her face. She had also explained that it was an important day to for their pack to mourn and remember their fallen members. So when I had finally made my way down to the kitchen without encountering anyone, I had not been the least surprised. It seemed even the weather was determined to carry the somber mood because it was unusually chilly. Hoping it would help, I made a hot cup of milk and decided to take it up to Lena. When I arrived in front of her room door, I hesitated before knocking softly t
Regan’s POV The decision to wait until after the memorial before resuming Rage’s meetings with Jasmine was providing to be too much for Rage to handle. I had felt it was only proper to put their meetings on hold until after the memorial. Partially out of respect to our fallen, but mostly out of respect to my late mate. It would have been disrespectful to keep the company of another she-wolf while mourning her. Gina. That had been my mate’s name. She had been a year older than me and had been Luke’s cousin as well as Lena’s sister. Even though many years had passed, I still remembered her. With strawberry blonde hair and a glowing smile, Gina had been the most beautiful she-wolf I had ever seen. I couldn’t recall a time I hadn’t adored Gina. From growing up alongside each other’s family, to stealing glances at each other during family dinners, our attraction and connection was undeniable. It was so obvious that even our parents and some members of our pack had specula
Jasmine’s POV Ever since I had discovered that Alpha Regan’s late mate was Lena’s sister, I had gone through all sorts of emotions. I had felt shock. I had felt disbelief. And I had felt guilt. For some reason, the guilt ate away at me as if I had become attracted to a friend’s mate. His late mate had no longer become a stranger that, though I had felt sorry for, yet I felt no obligation towards since it provided an opportunity for me. Somehow, I suddenly felt like I was cheating with Alpha Regan on his mate that I had never met. For the first time, I considered how Lena would react to the knowledge that I had become attracted to her late sister’s mate. There was no way even warm hearted Lena would ever be okay with that. And that saddened me because Lena had become someone I greatly treasured. Her friendship meant the world to me and loosing it would feel like loosing a big part of myself. I could not take that risk. So that meant staying away from
Regan’s POV I spent the night in my study after leaving Lena and Jasmine in my room together. It was clear to see that what they both needed at the moment was each other so I let them be. When I went up later to check on them, I could hear them talking quietly from where I stood outside the room and figured I would just let Lena spend the night with my mate. After all, she had been the one to save her life. Ever since she had woken up from her unconsciousness at the healing house, I had found it impossible to ask her what had happened. Partly because I could clearly see that she did not wish to speak to me about it. That was why I was glad she had Lena. That they both had each other in fact. The second reason I had not asked was because a part of me did not want to know just how deeply I had failed her since I knew that it had been my fault she had gone to the stream in the first place. I had thrown a ridiculously jealous fit simply because she had teased me. She h
Jasmine’s POV The darkness that surrounded me was familiar. I knew for certain that I had, not for the first nor second time, passed out once again. However, this time was different. As I gained consciousness, the first thing I noticed was the pain in my head. It wasn’t so bad that it was unbearable, but it was quite easy to notice. I tried to observe if I could feel pain anywhere else on my body but other than the ache in my head, I felt completely fine. Slowly, I opened my eyes, blinking at the brightness from the windows that illuminated the room I laid in. I was in a strange room, although something about the room looked familiar. Slowly, I moved my head to the side to see that the room was indeed familiar. I was in one of the rooms in the healing house. I looked towards my other side to see my mate still asleep, holding onto my hand with both of his. A smile pulled at my lips as I watched his handsome face while he slept. It was my first time seeing hi
Regan’s POV I could hardly recall the times in my life that I felt fear. The one that stood out the most was the terrible memory I shared alongside my pack on the day of the massacre when I was younger. Ever since then, I could barely recall a time when I felt afraid. After all, I was Alpha. But the second I had heard Lena’s shaky voice mind link me and simply caught the words ‘Jasmine’ and ‘attacked’ in the same sentence, I had once again felt the icy hands of fear claw down my spine as they had only done once before. I had been on a run with Rage and had just settled down under the tree in his sanctuary when Lena had mind linked me. Since I was still in my wolf form, I ran as fast as could towards the pack house. As soon as I approached the clearing just outside the woods, I saw Luke already standing there with a small pile of clothes in his hands. He said nothing, his face completely devoid of emotion. Something I knew for certain did whenever he was worried. De
Jasmine’s POV When I woke up from my exhausted sleep, it was already dark outside. I felt sated and spent. Completely and utterly satisfied and unable to move due to how comfortable and exhausted I was. I turned to the other side of the bed to find it empty once again. Once again, I had woken up alone in our bed. However, I was too tired to think deeper on what that could mean. Regan had explored every inch and dip of my body and had brought me to heights I had never known existed time and time again. I had lost count of how many times I had cried out his name as I ascended new heights. I had never imagined that anything would have felt like that. And if that had felt incredible, I wondered what fully mating with him would be like. I felt a blush heat my cheeks as the memory of earlier in the day flooded through my mind. Before I could think on it further, I heard the door to our room crack open to reveal my mate. He came in with a tray filled with food and
Regan’s POV I knew exactly what she was doing. And I only knew because I knew who exactly would advise her to act like that. Jasmine had started to avoid me. And rightly so. I knew I had not behaved too well. But I didn’t deserve to be avoided and ignored. The reason I knew the game she was playing was because I knew the person who invented it. Nana. And since Lena was quite similar to Nana In almost every way, I could only conclude that she had been the one to insist my mate start treating me in the manner she was. But her avoiding me made me realize the error of my ways. I had always told Lena to never allow a mate treat her in an undeserving or disrespectful manner. I had taught her to know her worth and not stand to receive anything less. So if Lena was advising my mate to act in that manner, it simple meant that she believed I had not treated my mate as well as I ought to have, and it made me feel guilty, sad and ashamed. I should have just explained to h
Jasmine’s POV I woke up alone in bed the next morning. The space where my mate once occupied was now empty. I knew for certain that something was wrong. My mate was keeping something from me. I looked around at the room I was in. I had never been in his room before and I took a deep breath to inhale the masculine scent that was all him. The room was masculine and practical with only the essentials needed. It would have been completely masculine if it wasn’t for the few of my things that now occupied a space in the room. I stood up from the bed to further inspect the room. Noticing the designs and furnitures in the large space. It was three times the size of my own room. Or former room rather. I went to what looked to be the wash room, realizing that I was right when I pushed the door to the space open. Seeing some of my things already there, I decided to wash up and make my way to the Lena’s room as I did each day. I knocked once on her door before pushi
Regan’s POV The mating ceremony passed by in a blur. I could barely pay attention to anything else that happened and I honestly did not care. My entire being was simply ensnared by the beauty that was my mate. She was beautiful. More beautiful than I had ever seen her before and Rage howled with pride that she was now ours. The thought of someone else having Jasmine as their mate made me want to go on a rampage. She had on her ceremonial dress and her hair was styled perfectly. She was perfection and I could barely take my eyes off her. “You will burn a hole through her if you keep staring at her like that”, Luke said from where he was seated to my left. The truth was, I could not help it. “Be quiet”, I told him, absent minded as I continued to stare at her. “If I had known you would behave like this, I would have helped her escape”, I heard him say and whipped my head around so fast that he moved away. “What did you say?” I asked, Rage already growling in
Regan’s POV It was the day of my mating ceremony and I had been informed that Luke had disappeared with my mate to be for a while. Of course I knew it was due to her training sessions but other than Nana and Lena, no one else had any knowledge about that. I had noticed that Jasmine and Luke had grown closer. It was clear as day to see. Luke had even gone as far as calling her by a new name he had coined from her name. I had known him all his life and had yet to get the same treatment. It caused Rage to growl in jealousy each time we heard him call her ‘Jazzie’. Partly because we had not thought to do something like that, but also because it showed just how close they had become. However, seeing the smile on Jasmine’s face each time Luke called her that was enough to make me endure the annoyance and jealousy it brought. I was anxious for some reason. One reason if I was being honest. And that reason was simple. ‘What if Jasmine changed her mind?’ That though
Jasmine’s POV I have always wished I could read minds. Not for any particular reason other than to know what others were thinking sometimes. I hadn’t seen Sooni since our encounter in the pack house at the coming of age ceremony and when I had asked Lena, she had simply shrugged and said. “It’s better that you do not know”. That had done nothing to ease my curiosity but I knew better than to ask again. However, the topic everyone had started to ask about and discuss was my mating ceremony to the Alpha. Shortly after the incident with Sooni, Nana had started to insist the we pick a day for our mating ceremony and so, left with very little choice on the matter, we had. Regan had insisted on me choosing the day, saying that if I wanted to become his mate the very next moment, it would still be perfect for him. So, I had talked with Lena and we had finally decided on a date for the mating ceremony to take place. After announcing the date, I had barely heard any sentenc