Regan’s POV
I had meant it when I said that I wanted an answer from her by breakfast the following day. Rage’s behavior had helped me prove my point. I still could not believe Rage had made us do that. I ran I hand through my hair in frustration on remembering what had happened. He had taken control and grabbed her into a hug despite my warning. However, what had surprised me more than Rage’s actions was her response to his high handedness. I had expected her to freeze up in fear but her reaction was the exact opposite. Instead of being scared, she had buried her small hands in my hair and I could have sworn that she had taken a good whiff of my scent. That was enough to snap me back into taking control from Rage. That was the second time I had held her in my arms, the first being that day in the woods. I had already understood that the intoxicating scent of blueberries and vanilla belonged to her and could even track it if I wanted to. I did not want to. Rage’s latest response to her made me begin to rethink the wisdom of having her as a playmate for him. What if the next time, he decided to take liberties she did not consent to, then what? Even remembering the position he had put us in drew a curse from my lips. It was all going to be a lot harder than I had originally thought. Running a hand through my hair once again, I made my way out of my room, firmly pushing aside thoughts of the feeling of her hands running through my hair as I made my way to the breakfast room in my cabin. Somehow, I had always preferred breaking my fast in my cabin to taking supper at the pack house. Not that I did not enjoy the company of my pack, but I preferred the intimacy that having breakfast with the people who truly knew me and who I called family afforded. As I made my way inside the breakfast room, I could already see that I was a little late. The table had already been set and everyone was seated in their places. I gave a nod of acknowledgment to their greetings and made my way to my seat at the head of the table, briefly leaning forward to receive a kiss on the cheek from Nana who was seated to my left. It was a familiar gesture by now. Ever since the loss of our family members, Nana had all but adopted me as her grandson. She had lost both her children and oldest grandchild in the attack years back. Her kisses and affection were the only things close to motherly or even fatherly affections I had known in a long time. Since it was customary that the Alpha had to take the first bite in order for a meal to start, I wasted no time in tearing a piece of freshly baked bread and stuffing it into my mouth so the others could eat. Luke immediately began to wolf down his breakfast as he always did, with Nana scolded him to not rush his meal and stop behaving like an animal -which he partly was - and Lena seated beside him laughing alongside…her. Though I had tried not to, I had immediately noticed her seated beside Nana when I walked in and caught a whiff of her intoxicating scent when I leaned in to receive the kiss from Nana. It was just the five of us at breakfast since we took it earlier than the only other two occupants of the cabin. The other two occupants were my Gamma and his pregnant mate. I had temporarily relieved Mark of most of his duties so he could spend more time looking after his pregnant mate who was nearing her birthing season. It was the least I could do to help both of them be at ease and remain stress free until the pup arrived. However, my decision simply meant more work for Luke to do and he was not impressed. He had to handle his duties as well as most of Mark’s duties as well. He finally stopped complaining after Mark and his mate promised to name the pup after him if it turned out to be male. Breakfast ended quickly and I stood to go the pack house with Luke who had finished earlier. “I would like my answer now, Jasmine”, I said to her, causing her to pause with her mouth open since she was in the process of putting a grape in her mouth. She recovered quickly and nodded. “Of course, Alpha”, she said, pushing her almost empty plate aside and rising to her feet. I ignored the curious stares burning holes in me from Nana and Lena and simply walked out of the room with Luke right behind me. From the corner of my eye, I saw him shrug at Nana and Lena who were no doubt mind linking him to know what I could possibly want from Jasmine. As we exited the house and made our way to the pack house, I could hear her hurried footsteps as she tried to meet our pace. Unconsciously, I slowed my pace so she could easily keep up and earned a teasing look from Luke that I pretended not to notice. We made our way to my study and she shut the door behind her. I watched from where I sat behind my desk as she made her way into the room and came to a stop at the exact spot Rage had made us grab her the previous day. As if realizing it as well, she glanced at me, only to catch my eyes already on her before hastily looking away, her cheeks turning rosy in an instant. Ever observant, Luke immediately noticed her actions and mind linked me. ‘I wonder what that was about’, he said, shooting me a piercing look. Maintaining a blank expression, I mind linked back. ‘I’m sure I don’t know what you mean’. There was a reason I had wanted Luke present, but him noticing things I did not want him noticing was not part of that. “Why exactly am I here?” He suddenly asked aloud. “You’re here as a sort of precaution”, I told his, rising from my seat to make my way around the table to where he stood. “Precaution for what”, he asked, narrowing his eyes in suspicion and looking from me to Jasmine. “For Rage to spend time with Jasmine”,I simply said. His eyes instantly snapped up to meet mine. ‘You did not’, he mind linked, the disbelief clear as day to see on his face. ‘But I did’, I replied. ‘It was your idea after all’, I reminded. ‘I have all sorts of ideas and say all sorts of nonsense, it doesn’t mean you should pay any heed to them’, he complained. ‘That beast of yours will maul her to death’, he mind linked with a glare. ‘And Nana and Lena would never forgive you’. Rage growled at the insinuation and I warned him to calm down, reminding him that I would only let him out to play with Jasmine if Luke was around. ‘He won’t mail her to death’, I told him. ‘Besides, you will be there to make sure that does not happen’. ‘How delightful’, he replied, sarcasm dripping from every word as it floated in my head. ‘It is good to know that I am the one who would be mauled to death after all’. For some reason, that brought a smile to my lips. A smile that immediately disappeared as soon as I noticed that she was watching both of us quietly, no doubt aware that we had been mind linking each other. “Luke will be there to make sure all goes well, even though I am quite positive that nothing will go wrong”. I told her. I caught Luke rolling his eyes and shot him a glare before turning back to her. She nodded slowly, the fear easy to see even as she tried to hide it. “We will start at dawn tomorrow”, I told her and turned away to make my way back to my desk. “Alpha”, I heard her call and came to a stop, turning back to look at her in surprise. “Respectfully, I would rather we start now”, she said. “Marvelous”, Luke breathed as he lazily rose to his feet. “I’ll be outside waiting to die whenever you two decide you’re ready”, he said and left the study. I turned my gaze back to her. Noting her clenched fists at her sides, suddenly pale face and labored breathing, not to mention clearly hearing the thundering of her heart, I was suddenly greatly impressed that she wanted to go immediately despite how scared she obviously was. Perhaps feeling the need to comfort her, I drew closer to her - but not close enough as last time so as not to tempt Rage- and spoke softly. “I won’t let him harm you”, I told her, causing those blue eyes to come up to look at me. “You have my word on that”. For the first time ever, something I could only describe as a scoff escaped Rage and I got a clear image of him rolling his eyes at me. For a moment I froze in shock. I had never seen Rage display such a behavior before. He had only ever either looked bored or angry. For some reason, his childish display brought a smile to my lips. He had no doubt picked that up from Luke. Noticing the questioning look she was giving me, I gave a nod towards the door. “We should go now”, I said, leading the way out of the study. We met up with Luke who was waiting in front of the pack house before we all made our way towards the woods. Rather than the spot we had met her last time, Rage insisted we take her to our spot - the place we always went to cool off. Not wanting to displease him in any way, I agreed and moved behind a tree to shift. Seeing us, Luke went to do the same as well. When we finally came out, Luke had already shifted into his wolf form and was standing beside her. This did not seem to bode well with Rage who let out a growl, scaring Jasmine in the process and causing her to take a step back. ‘I swear by the Moon Goddess that I will never forgive you if he attacks me’, Luke mind linked me. ‘Nana and Lena will never forgive you either’, he said, causing Rage to roll his eyes once more. ‘Look what you did’, I said to Rage. ‘You scared her’. He turned his head to where she stood almost hidden behind Luke’s wolf. For some reason, the sight of her hiding behind Luke in fear of me left a bad taste in my mouth. It seemed Rage didn’t like it either, especially when she saw his gaze on her and held onto the fur of Luke’s wolf. ‘She’s touching him’, Rage suddenly said, the jealousy clear to detect in his voice. ‘That is because you scared her’, I reminded him. ‘Let her ride on Luke on our way to our spot’, I told him. ‘No!’ He instantly objected with a loud growl that had Jasmine burying her face in Luke’s fur and clutching him tightly. I sighed. Talking to Rage was becoming more and more similar to talking to a stubborn pup. ‘She’s touching him again’, he complained. ‘Because you keep scaring her’, I told him. ‘Do you want to scare her away?’I asked. ‘No’ he replied immediately. ‘Then stop growling and acting like a pup’, I told him. He huffed, something he had never done before. ‘I do not like that she is touching him’, he said. ‘Well, he is her friend’, I told him. ‘He was the one who rescued her and brought her here so she trusts him. So if you want to be her friend, you have to earn her trust like he did’, I lectured, realizing how much I sounded like I was advising a young pup as each word left my mouth. ‘If I earn her trust will I become her only friend?’Rage asked. I took a deep breath before answering since it had become abundantly clear that my wolf had turned into a desperate pup. ‘No, you will not become her only friend’, I told him and he let out a whine. ‘But you might become her very favorite friend’, I told him, feeling his immediate excitement as he began to wag his large tail. I tiredly mind linked Luke. ‘Let her ride on you’, I told him. ‘Be careful and stay close. I don’t think I could stop Rage if she gets hurt’. ‘Seeing that she is clearly my only chance of survival, I will protect her with my life’, he vowed. His words seemed to please Rage since he howled happily and began to jump around, startling both Luke and Jasmine for a second before Luke let out a howl as well and dropped down to allow Jasmine Jasmine climb onto his back. As soon as she was safely seated, Rage took off in the direction of our spot, hearing Luke following closely behind us. It did not escape my notice that Rage was not going even half as fast as we usually did. The realization brought yet another smile to my lips.Jasmine’s POV I rode on Luke’s wolf to get to the unknown destination. For some reason, I had hoped that whatever meeting I was to have with the terrifying wolf would be at the place of our last encounter which wasn’t so far from the pack house. My hope was dashed the further Rage led us into the woods. We were going fast, but even I knew that neither of them were going as fast as they normally would because of me. Not for the hundredth time, I wished I had a wolf like everyone else. They ran for a while before we broke into a serene clearing and came to a stop. It was so peaceful that it felt like time had suddenly come to a stop. Everything seemed to either stand still or move in slow motion. I immediately took a liking to the place. Luke laid down on his belly so I could climb off him and moved to a corner under a large tree to lay there and watch us. I knew his presence was for my safety. Just in case Rage lost it and tried to harm me. Though a part of me
Regan’s POV The idea to allow Rage spend time with Jasmine proved to be a huge success. Luke had accompanied us to what Jasmine had named Rage’s Sanctuary once more before returning to attend to his pack duties. This meant only I and Jasmine spent time alone in the Sanctuary - or to be more specific, Jasmine and Rage spent time together in the Sanctuary while I watched on. I couldn’t lie and say I didn’t enjoy watching her spend time with my wolf. However, the closer the two became, the more I realized just how lonely Rage must have been all these years. Around Jasmine, he was more or less a pup. A happy, excited pup. It was also clear to see that it was not only Rage who had grown very fond of the she-wolf, she in turn had grown very fond of him. It warmed my heart to see how excited she looked at the sight of him instead of the frightened look that had once been there. Their new found friendship influenced Rage positively. He no longer had his anger bursts or la
Jasmine’s POV I woke up that morning knowing something different had occurred. Since I usually rose with the Sun in order to spend some time with Lena before we both went down to help Nana prepare breakfast, it was unusual that Lena was the one waiting at my door when I opened it to make my way to her room. “We’re starting breakfast earlier than usual today”, she said as greeting and linked her arms through mine to lead me to prepare breakfast. However, rather than going into the kitchen in our cabin, she instead led me out of the cabin. “Where are we going?” I asked, confused. “To the pack house”, she said. “Nana mind linked me earlier. The warriors left to fight before dawn so we have to make breakfast for all of them, which also means we’ll be having breakfast at the pack house with the rest of the pack”, she said. I immediately became worried. “They went to Blackmoon”, I instantly concluded, knowing so without a doubt. “Probably”, she said, giving me a consoling
Jasmine’s POV Exactly five days after the warriors had returned from their attack on Blackmoon Pack, I woke up to yet another unusual day. However, unlike before, I knew exactly why the day was unusual. The previous day, Lena had told me that it was the day of the memorial. The memorial for the members of the Midnight Wolves pack that had died during the massacre. When she had told me about it, I had been unable to resist pulling her into a hug at the look of sorrow on her face. She had also explained that it was an important day to for their pack to mourn and remember their fallen members. So when I had finally made my way down to the kitchen without encountering anyone, I had not been the least surprised. It seemed even the weather was determined to carry the somber mood because it was unusually chilly. Hoping it would help, I made a hot cup of milk and decided to take it up to Lena. When I arrived in front of her room door, I hesitated before knocking softly t
Regan’s POV The decision to wait until after the memorial before resuming Rage’s meetings with Jasmine was providing to be too much for Rage to handle. I had felt it was only proper to put their meetings on hold until after the memorial. Partially out of respect to our fallen, but mostly out of respect to my late mate. It would have been disrespectful to keep the company of another she-wolf while mourning her. Gina. That had been my mate’s name. She had been a year older than me and had been Luke’s cousin as well as Lena’s sister. Even though many years had passed, I still remembered her. With strawberry blonde hair and a glowing smile, Gina had been the most beautiful she-wolf I had ever seen. I couldn’t recall a time I hadn’t adored Gina. From growing up alongside each other’s family, to stealing glances at each other during family dinners, our attraction and connection was undeniable. It was so obvious that even our parents and some members of our pack had specula
Jasmine’s POV Ever since I had discovered that Alpha Regan’s late mate was Lena’s sister, I had gone through all sorts of emotions. I had felt shock. I had felt disbelief. And I had felt guilt. For some reason, the guilt ate away at me as if I had become attracted to a friend’s mate. His late mate had no longer become a stranger that, though I had felt sorry for, yet I felt no obligation towards since it provided an opportunity for me. Somehow, I suddenly felt like I was cheating with Alpha Regan on his mate that I had never met. For the first time, I considered how Lena would react to the knowledge that I had become attracted to her late sister’s mate. There was no way even warm hearted Lena would ever be okay with that. And that saddened me because Lena had become someone I greatly treasured. Her friendship meant the world to me and loosing it would feel like loosing a big part of myself. I could not take that risk. So that meant staying away from
Regan’s POV After that day at Rage’s Sanctuary where we had finally acknowledged and admitted our feelings for each other, things between us changed for the better. For one, Jasmine wasn’t avoiding me anymore. While she was still uncertain about a lot of things like how to tell Lena, if my pack would accept her and if Nana would be okay with our new relationship, I was making no efforts to assist her. All I and Rage heard were excuses and we were not patient enough to wait, I admit. It just seemed pointless to hide something anyone could clearly see when they looked at us. I found any excuse to seek her out. And Rage was no better, always bringing images of her to my mind and distracting me from work. But I could understand him. Rage felt my emotions in ten fold, although I didn’t know why since situations like this mostly ever applied to mated werewolves. So while she went to lengths to hide our new relationship, though we hadn’t exactly defined it, I made b
Jasmine’s POV Something was wrong. I could feel it. Not in the sense that something bad was about to happen though. But something was wrong with Lena. Even if she was acting exactly as she would on any other day, I still felt it. Something was wrong. And I didn’t know what. Or perhaps I did but I didn’t want to acknowledge it. During the evening meal, despite the fact that I was seated beside her and she spoke to me from time to time, I could clearly tell that she wasn’t with me. Her mind was somewhere else. On something else. And o was beginning to believe that I knew what it was. So throughout the meal, I didn’t glance his way. Not even once. And I could feel the heat of his eyes on me throughout. Thankfully, he didn’t do anything obvious like come to me. He kept his distance as well and I was extremely grateful. I had to first sort out the issue with Lena before meeting him tonight. It couldn’t wait any longer. So after the evening meal, when w
Jasmine’s POV It was a surprise to everyone at breakfast the next morning to see Luke seated to Regan’s left, and the two thoroughly engaged in conversation. I am sure Luke’s mate was surprised as well because we shared a glance of astonishment before turning back to watch our mates interact. It was as though Luke had never left. The only difference was, when before it would be very obvious that they were both mind linking the other, it had now become that they would openly speak to each other. I secretly believed they did that so that Lena could see. If she saw and was affected by it, she hid it well, keeping a blank and almoubored expression on her face and only interacting with the ladies and her mate throughout the meal. It was the bored expression that let me know that she was indeed affected. Lena was never bored. If she was, she created something to entertain herself and others. On the other had, the two friends who had obviously resolved whatever issues the
Regan’s POV It had been three days since Luke came home and I could still feel the awkwardness between us. Lena had still not relented in her mission to pretend he did not exist and for the most part, I felt sorry for him. Lady Zara was getting along famously with the ladies, who went out of their way to include her in every activity they performed. They had even taken her to their favorite place at the stream and it was clear to see that Lady Zara was thoroughly enjoying her stay in our pack. For my part, I was mostly confused. I did not know whether to have Luke perform duties around the pack, just as I normally would. But it was not the same. I did not even know if o could still refer to him as my Beta. We had not had a single meaningful conversation since his return. On one hand, his mate was the last relative of the deceased Alpha of Redclaw pack, which meant that he could take up the leadership of the pack as its Alpha if he chose to remain there with her. O
Jasmine’s POV If I had expected Lena to have forgiven Luke once she sore him, I and everyone else who had had similar thoughts were proved wrong. I had been surprised to look around and find her absent, only to return to the house to see that she had never left in the first place. I had known that Lena’s feelings had been hurt by Luke’s refusal to respond to the several letters she had sent him while he had been away. However, I had assumed that all would be forgiven once he returned home. I had assumed wrong. She had avoided seeing him all day and had remained in the privacy of her room until it was time for Supper. Then, she had emerged in all her cold beauty and proceeded to sit as far away from Luke at the dinner table in the pack house. Despite her avoidance of Luke and her ignoring of his existence, her cold treatment was never given to Luke’s mate, who she had pulled into a hug and gushed over how beautiful she was the moment Nana had introduced her. She had g
Regan’s POV It had been more than ten days since my warriors and I returned from our successful journey. I had received several letters from the Alpha and Luna of Nighthowl pack. Alpha Regan kept me informed on his progress with the Council of Elders while his Luna wrote to ask about my well being as well as that of my mate and our unborn pup. She also wrote to inform me that she had written to her distant nephew, the Alpha of Moonrock pack, and encouraged me to write to him, assuring me of his acceptance to hear of my request. After receiving that particular letter, I wasted no time in writing to the Alpha of Moonrock pack, convincing Alpha Gaiu to do the same on our behalf. He readily agreed, if for nothing else but for his mate sake, I suspected. However, despite writing and receiving letters, I had yet to receive a letter from the one person I had not realized I had wished to hear from the most. Luke. I had written and destroyed several letters I had meant to send
Jasmine’s POV Regan’s return brought a new light to my days. Once they had been welcomed and fed, each warrior returned to their respective homes. With his arm around my waist, my mate led us back to our home after our evening meal with the rest of the pack to welcome our warriors back. Mira had done an absolutely marvelous job at cooking up the most sumptuous meal for our supper. Everyone had eaten their feel and the mood was very merry. However, throughout the meal, Isla remained quiet as usual, only lightly conversing with Lena or other wise quietly watching and smiling to some antics the warriors did. Most of them were somewhat drunk and were obnoxiously loud. One thing that was clear to anyone with eyes was how much and how often most of the warriors who had returned -most of which were unmated - tried to gain Isla’s attention. At first, they had simply stared at her or passed her admiring glances. But once they started to drink, they grew bolder with trying to g
Regan’s POV Not long after we had taken our morning meal, after we had put Alpha Zolan to rest under the full moon the night before, my warriors and I were ready to continually our journey home. Lady Zara came to bid us farewell, expressing her gratitude for our presence and assistance. And though she did not say it, I could see her gratitude for me allowing Luke remain with her. I waved away her thanks, taking her hand and bowing over it before bidding her farewell. Then I turned to Luke. Our goodbye was a very casual affair as we both knew each other well enough to know that we did not want to get affectionate or create a scene. So we limited our goodbye to a nod and a brief handshake and patting of shoulders. As I turned around and began to walk away to join our warriors who were already gathered and waiting with our horses and supplies for our return home, I caught sight of Emry break away from the group and run past me to Luke. I did not turn around to watch what
Jasmine’s POV When I received another letter from Regan soon after the one telling me about his journey home, I knew it was not good news. The ladies and I were seated in Lena’s room, taking a much needed break from our daily activities when I received the letter. As I tore it open and began to read, I could feel the curious silence that took over the space. Disappointment settled in my stomach when I heard that their journey home had been delayed once more. But when I heard the reason, the feeling of disappointment instantly changed to that of concern and worry. As I finished reading the letter, I lifted my head to face the three pair of eyes already on me, no that eager to hear the news. “Their journey has been further delayed”, I announced. Both Lena and Amy sighed in disappearing but Isla did not look the least upset or even affected about the news. I could not blame her, it was impossible to miss people you had never even met. She did rest a sympathetic hand o
Regan’s POV No matter how eager I was to go home, I did not have it in me to deny Luke’s request to see his mate one more time before we went home. After all, it was still on our path home and would cost us no major discomfort or set back. That had been the right choice to make, for as we approached the entrance into the pack, a white cloth was spread across the entrance. Seeing that could only mean one thing. That Alpha Zolan of the Redclaw pack had passed into the world beyond. Upon seeing this, Luke pushed his horse to go faster, disregarding the normal protocol and I did not have it in me to stop him. I understood how he felt. He had thought only of his mate. I followed closely behind him, and once their pack warriors saw that the intruders were us, they did not make any further move to stop us. I watched as Lady Zara come out of the pack house alongside other pack members. Upon seeing Luke hastily dismounting from his horse, she ran towards him and straigh
Jasmine’s POV Considering how worried I had been about her being accepted into my pack, Isla had fit in quite well. She and Lena had finally started to get along, seeing that they had some things in common. I would even go as far as saying that they had become close friends. Well, as close as one could be as a friend to someone who was used to being alone and valued her alone time over all else. Isla and Lena could not be more different if they were light and day. With Isla’s cool beauty and reserved demeanor, and Lena’s bright attitude and attractive features, they were very different. But somehow, thanks to efforts from mostly Lena who was determined to find something in common with my cousin, they had become good friends. Isla still disappeared to my garden or Nana’s garden whenever Lena became too much for her to cope with, but other than that, she seemed to have gotten used to Lena’s company and even seemed to have grown fond of her. Nana and Gaia had also gro