Jasmine’s POV
I rode on Luke’s wolf to get to the unknown destination. For some reason, I had hoped that whatever meeting I was to have with the terrifying wolf would be at the place of our last encounter which wasn’t so far from the pack house. My hope was dashed the further Rage led us into the woods. We were going fast, but even I knew that neither of them were going as fast as they normally would because of me. Not for the hundredth time, I wished I had a wolf like everyone else. They ran for a while before we broke into a serene clearing and came to a stop. It was so peaceful that it felt like time had suddenly come to a stop. Everything seemed to either stand still or move in slow motion. I immediately took a liking to the place. Luke laid down on his belly so I could climb off him and moved to a corner under a large tree to lay there and watch us. I knew his presence was for my safety. Just in case Rage lost it and tried to harm me. Though a part of me seriously doubted that Luke could do anything to stop Rage if he decided to attack me, I had seen from watching him on the training grounds several times that he could be very dangerous as well. But nothing about Luke, even knowing how dangerous he could be, made me fear him in the least. He had never done anything to harm me before and I doubted he ever would - as long as I did not give him a reason to, which was highly unlikely. As Luke sat watching closely, I turned to face the reason I was there in the first place. Rage. He looked just as terrifying as he had the last time I had seen him, with his blood red eyes watching me closely. However, there was something different about the last time I had seen him. Unlike the last time, there was a certain presence that I could see from the very subtle change in his eyes. That only meant that Alpha Regan was present and Rage was not fully in control. I felt some of the tense muscles in my body loosen at that knowledge. Figuring that it would be best to keep things a bit familiar, I slowly dropped down to sit on the grassy grounds as I had done last time. On noticing this, he began to wag his large tail and started to slowly make his way forward. That had to be Alpha Regan’s work. He came closer and circled round me twice before laying on his paws in front of me and resting his large head on my thighs. Trying to breathe evenly in order to steady the thundering of my heart, I took a deep breath before lifting my hand to run it slowly over his head. He let out what I could only describe as a purr and turned his head the other way to give me better access. For some reason, the action brought a small smile to my lips. Feeling encouraged that he would not bite my arm off, I brought my other hand to run through his fur in a soothing pattern. Another purr escaped him as I continued. Before long, my tensed up muscles from fear had all relaxed and it all felt like petting a pup. A large, gigantic and very deadly pup. After a while, I believed he had fallen asleep because soft snores escaped him. I turned to steal a glance at where Luke’s wolf was laying under the tree only to see him peacefully asleep, soft snores escaping him as well. So much for being there to protect me. I continued to stroke Rage even though I had started to loose feeling in my legs from his weight and my arms were starting to ache. Just when it was starting to become unbearable, Rage woke up with a grunt and moved away. He stood then shook out his fur, licking at his paws before turning back to look at me. Seeing me still seated in the same spot, he made his was back to me and went behind me to gently nudge me to stand. When I did not oblige - because my legs had gone numb - he came to my side and bent his head, nudging my sides gently. I simply looked on in confusion until I heard Luke’s voice. “He wants you to hold onto him and try to stand”, he said. I turned to where his voice had come from behind the tree he had been sitting under, only seeing his head of blonde hair and hazel eyes with the rest of his probably-naked body hidden from view by the tree. “I would help but I am sure you understand why I can’t”, he said, the teasing in his tone reflected in his hazel eyes. A growl from Rage, directed at Luke, brought my attention back to the black beast. Now knowing what he wanted from me, I lifted an arm to put it around his large neck, not being able to hold on properly until he bent lower. Giving an unconscious smile of thanks, I gripped his fur and held on tight as he lifted his head, easily lifting me up in the process as well. As expected, my legs gave out from under me but I immediately brought my other arm under his neck to hold on as well. I had to give it to him, having heard of his reputation of being quick tempered, Rage was surprisingly patient with me. Each time my hand slipped or I fell off, he would simply lower his head for me to hold onto again as I took gradual steps to get the feeling back into my legs. Though I could have sworn that I once caught him rolling his eyes when my hand slipped yet again, I simply brushed it aside as a product of my imagination. Soon enough, I was simply strolling alongside the huge wolf from one side of the clearing to another, not needing to hold onto him since my legs had resumed working perfectly but still holding onto a handful of his fur with one hand as we strolled quietly. Luke had shifted back to his wolf form and was once more sprawled under the tree, fast asleep. He was doing a truly terrible job of making sure I did not get harmed, though I conceded that he was not needed at the moment. Once, while strolling, I tripped on a stone and fell. After sniffing and nudging me to make sure I wasn’t hurt, a strange, wheezing sound began to escape from Rage’s mouth and though I was startled at first, it took a while to finally realize that Rage was in fact…laughing. The shock of the discovery that the terrifying beast could actually laugh distracted me from the fact that I was the reason behind his laughter since he was laughing at me. Feeling my lips curl into a smile, I got to my feet and turned away, folding my arms across my chest and pretending to be offended. I had seen other she wolves do it to pups from time to time. As expected, I felt a nudge on my back. Rather than respond or turn around as he expected, I moved away instead. He followed and nudged me again. I moved away again and he followed. This time, he nuzzled my cheek and neck, and since I was quite sensitive there, it tickled which caused a giggle to escape me. On hearing my reaction to his actions, he didn’t hesitate to follow after me yet again when I moved away, this time repeating the nuzzling of my cheek and neck. Soon we had begun a little game where he chased me around, trying to muzzle my cheek and make me giggle while I ran around laughing, try to avoid him. I knew he could easily catch me if he wanted to but he kept on with the game. While trying to avoid another muzzle attack from him, I tripped over my own feet and landed on a pile of grass. There was a moment of silence while I checked myself to confirm that I had not sustained any injury. The minute I had concluded my inspection, the familiar wheezing sound that was Rage’s laughter floated around the serene space. Soon, another wheezing sound came from the direction of the tree where Luke laid lazily, laughing at me as well. For some reason, the humor of it all suddenly hit me and I soon found myself laughing alongside them, sprawled out on the ground. Rage came closer before plopping down beside me and bringing his face close enough to sniff me. I laughed softly at his antics, somehow growing more fond of this terrifying creature with every moment that passed. He shut his eyes as my hand came up to stroke his head and I let my hand slide through his dark-as-night fur as I shut my eyes as well, allowing the tranquility of the place lull me into a peaceful nap. I did not know how much passed as we napped. I was awaken by the feeling of something wet sliding up the side of my face. I blinked open my eyes to see Rage, his blood red eyes not so red and filled with what I could only describe as humor as though he found something amusing. As if to make sure I was properly awake, he ran his wide tongue -which happened to be the cause of the wet feeling- up the side of my face once again. Feeling my face scrunch up in disgust, I turned my face away. “Stop that, Rage”, I murmured as I brought myself up to a sitting position. And of course Rage saw my apparent disgust as an encouragement to continue because he immediately began licking my face and hair until I was a giggling mess. “Now I’m going to smell like wolf spit”, I told him, still giggling as I stood to my feet. I looked towards where Luke had been laying down under the tree to see his wolf now standing, obviously waiting for both me and Rage. “I suppose it’s time we headed back”, I said aloud and began to make my way over to Luke’s wolf when I felt myself being pulled back by the hem of my dress. I stopped and turned around to look at Rage. On seeing that he had my attention, he crouched down and inclined his head, as if telling me to get on his back. I observed his form closely, seeing how he was almost two times the size of Luke’s wolf - and Luke’s wolf was one of the biggest I had ever seen- and how both my arms would not fully wrap around his neck to hold on, and altogether just how large he was. “Are you sure?” I asked, skeptical. “I believe you might be too big”, I said. Since he couldn’t possibly speak while in his wolf form, or mind link me since I had no wolf, he responded as best as he could. He huffed and rolled his eyes. For a moment I figured I had imagined it again, but hearing the wheezing laugh from Luke’s wolf behind me, I was sure that my eyes were not playing tricks on me this time. Rage, the rumored terrifying wolf of nightmares had huffed? And rolled his eyes? I looked back at Luke’s laughing wolf in surprise before looking back at Rage who simply rolled his eyes yet again and tilted his head to the side as if to say ‘are you done?’ Still trying to recover from my surprise at my latest discovery, I moved towards his wolf to do as he wished. Seeing me approach, he lowered his head to help me get on easier and once I managed to climb on and grabbed handful of his furs, he stood to his feet and began to stroll out, leading the way out of his sanctuary. That was the perfect word to describe the place. A sanctuary. Rage’s sanctuary to be precise. If I had expected them to take off running as soon as we exited the clearing, I was sorely mistaken. Rage kept a perfect pace as he led us through the woods and back to the pack. It seemed like he had all the time in the world as he walked back with Luke’s wolf following closely behind. It took a while before we finally got to the clearing of our first encounter and Rage crouched down to allow me get off, before disappearing behind a tree with Luke’s wolf and both emerging a short while after in their human forms and with clothes on. From the look on Alpha Regan’s face as they approached where I stood waiting, and the laughter that Luke was trying so hard to suppress, I could only guess that Luke was mind linking him, probably teasing him about Rage’s behavior. “Let’s go. I’m sure Lena and Nana will be getting worried about you”, he said, ignoring Luke completely and leading the way back to the pack house. As we followed, I locked eyes with Luke’s amused ones and had to bite down on my lip to hold back the smile that threatened to surface.Regan’s POV The idea to allow Rage spend time with Jasmine proved to be a huge success. Luke had accompanied us to what Jasmine had named Rage’s Sanctuary once more before returning to attend to his pack duties. This meant only I and Jasmine spent time alone in the Sanctuary - or to be more specific, Jasmine and Rage spent time together in the Sanctuary while I watched on. I couldn’t lie and say I didn’t enjoy watching her spend time with my wolf. However, the closer the two became, the more I realized just how lonely Rage must have been all these years. Around Jasmine, he was more or less a pup. A happy, excited pup. It was also clear to see that it was not only Rage who had grown very fond of the she-wolf, she in turn had grown very fond of him. It warmed my heart to see how excited she looked at the sight of him instead of the frightened look that had once been there. Their new found friendship influenced Rage positively. He no longer had his anger bursts or la
Jasmine’s POV I woke up that morning knowing something different had occurred. Since I usually rose with the Sun in order to spend some time with Lena before we both went down to help Nana prepare breakfast, it was unusual that Lena was the one waiting at my door when I opened it to make my way to her room. “We’re starting breakfast earlier than usual today”, she said as greeting and linked her arms through mine to lead me to prepare breakfast. However, rather than going into the kitchen in our cabin, she instead led me out of the cabin. “Where are we going?” I asked, confused. “To the pack house”, she said. “Nana mind linked me earlier. The warriors left to fight before dawn so we have to make breakfast for all of them, which also means we’ll be having breakfast at the pack house with the rest of the pack”, she said. I immediately became worried. “They went to Blackmoon”, I instantly concluded, knowing so without a doubt. “Probably”, she said, giving me a consoling
Jasmine’s POV Exactly five days after the warriors had returned from their attack on Blackmoon Pack, I woke up to yet another unusual day. However, unlike before, I knew exactly why the day was unusual. The previous day, Lena had told me that it was the day of the memorial. The memorial for the members of the Midnight Wolves pack that had died during the massacre. When she had told me about it, I had been unable to resist pulling her into a hug at the look of sorrow on her face. She had also explained that it was an important day to for their pack to mourn and remember their fallen members. So when I had finally made my way down to the kitchen without encountering anyone, I had not been the least surprised. It seemed even the weather was determined to carry the somber mood because it was unusually chilly. Hoping it would help, I made a hot cup of milk and decided to take it up to Lena. When I arrived in front of her room door, I hesitated before knocking softly t
Regan’s POV The decision to wait until after the memorial before resuming Rage’s meetings with Jasmine was providing to be too much for Rage to handle. I had felt it was only proper to put their meetings on hold until after the memorial. Partially out of respect to our fallen, but mostly out of respect to my late mate. It would have been disrespectful to keep the company of another she-wolf while mourning her. Gina. That had been my mate’s name. She had been a year older than me and had been Luke’s cousin as well as Lena’s sister. Even though many years had passed, I still remembered her. With strawberry blonde hair and a glowing smile, Gina had been the most beautiful she-wolf I had ever seen. I couldn’t recall a time I hadn’t adored Gina. From growing up alongside each other’s family, to stealing glances at each other during family dinners, our attraction and connection was undeniable. It was so obvious that even our parents and some members of our pack had specula
Jasmine’s POV Ever since I had discovered that Alpha Regan’s late mate was Lena’s sister, I had gone through all sorts of emotions. I had felt shock. I had felt disbelief. And I had felt guilt. For some reason, the guilt ate away at me as if I had become attracted to a friend’s mate. His late mate had no longer become a stranger that, though I had felt sorry for, yet I felt no obligation towards since it provided an opportunity for me. Somehow, I suddenly felt like I was cheating with Alpha Regan on his mate that I had never met. For the first time, I considered how Lena would react to the knowledge that I had become attracted to her late sister’s mate. There was no way even warm hearted Lena would ever be okay with that. And that saddened me because Lena had become someone I greatly treasured. Her friendship meant the world to me and loosing it would feel like loosing a big part of myself. I could not take that risk. So that meant staying away from
Regan’s POV After that day at Rage’s Sanctuary where we had finally acknowledged and admitted our feelings for each other, things between us changed for the better. For one, Jasmine wasn’t avoiding me anymore. While she was still uncertain about a lot of things like how to tell Lena, if my pack would accept her and if Nana would be okay with our new relationship, I was making no efforts to assist her. All I and Rage heard were excuses and we were not patient enough to wait, I admit. It just seemed pointless to hide something anyone could clearly see when they looked at us. I found any excuse to seek her out. And Rage was no better, always bringing images of her to my mind and distracting me from work. But I could understand him. Rage felt my emotions in ten fold, although I didn’t know why since situations like this mostly ever applied to mated werewolves. So while she went to lengths to hide our new relationship, though we hadn’t exactly defined it, I made b
Jasmine’s POV Something was wrong. I could feel it. Not in the sense that something bad was about to happen though. But something was wrong with Lena. Even if she was acting exactly as she would on any other day, I still felt it. Something was wrong. And I didn’t know what. Or perhaps I did but I didn’t want to acknowledge it. During the evening meal, despite the fact that I was seated beside her and she spoke to me from time to time, I could clearly tell that she wasn’t with me. Her mind was somewhere else. On something else. And o was beginning to believe that I knew what it was. So throughout the meal, I didn’t glance his way. Not even once. And I could feel the heat of his eyes on me throughout. Thankfully, he didn’t do anything obvious like come to me. He kept his distance as well and I was extremely grateful. I had to first sort out the issue with Lena before meeting him tonight. It couldn’t wait any longer. So after the evening meal, when w
Regan’s POV Needless to say, after that mind blowing kiss with Jasmine in my study, it became absolutely impossible to stop thinking about that. Rage was being an absolute pain by replaying the kiss in our head almost non stop. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. Other than that, I couldn’t stop thinking about how just one kiss had rendered me completely obsessed. Unsurprisingly, Luke had noticed it when we had been training. Or when we had attempted to train I supposed since he threw me around like a rag doll. Like I said, Rage made it completely impossible to focus on anything. It made me happy to know that Lena had accepted our relationship. Frankly, I wasn’t as unconcerned about wanting her approval as I behaved. Lena was important to me. She was family. And having her oppose to our relationship would have made me quite unhappy. As it stood, I was glad to know she was accepting of it. Especially after seeing how happy it made Jasmine. I ha
Regan’s POV I spent the night in my study after leaving Lena and Jasmine in my room together. It was clear to see that what they both needed at the moment was each other so I let them be. When I went up later to check on them, I could hear them talking quietly from where I stood outside the room and figured I would just let Lena spend the night with my mate. After all, she had been the one to save her life. Ever since she had woken up from her unconsciousness at the healing house, I had found it impossible to ask her what had happened. Partly because I could clearly see that she did not wish to speak to me about it. That was why I was glad she had Lena. That they both had each other in fact. The second reason I had not asked was because a part of me did not want to know just how deeply I had failed her since I knew that it had been my fault she had gone to the stream in the first place. I had thrown a ridiculously jealous fit simply because she had teased me. She h
Jasmine’s POV The darkness that surrounded me was familiar. I knew for certain that I had, not for the first nor second time, passed out once again. However, this time was different. As I gained consciousness, the first thing I noticed was the pain in my head. It wasn’t so bad that it was unbearable, but it was quite easy to notice. I tried to observe if I could feel pain anywhere else on my body but other than the ache in my head, I felt completely fine. Slowly, I opened my eyes, blinking at the brightness from the windows that illuminated the room I laid in. I was in a strange room, although something about the room looked familiar. Slowly, I moved my head to the side to see that the room was indeed familiar. I was in one of the rooms in the healing house. I looked towards my other side to see my mate still asleep, holding onto my hand with both of his. A smile pulled at my lips as I watched his handsome face while he slept. It was my first time seeing hi
Regan’s POV I could hardly recall the times in my life that I felt fear. The one that stood out the most was the terrible memory I shared alongside my pack on the day of the massacre when I was younger. Ever since then, I could barely recall a time when I felt afraid. After all, I was Alpha. But the second I had heard Lena’s shaky voice mind link me and simply caught the words ‘Jasmine’ and ‘attacked’ in the same sentence, I had once again felt the icy hands of fear claw down my spine as they had only done once before. I had been on a run with Rage and had just settled down under the tree in his sanctuary when Lena had mind linked me. Since I was still in my wolf form, I ran as fast as could towards the pack house. As soon as I approached the clearing just outside the woods, I saw Luke already standing there with a small pile of clothes in his hands. He said nothing, his face completely devoid of emotion. Something I knew for certain did whenever he was worried. De
Jasmine’s POV When I woke up from my exhausted sleep, it was already dark outside. I felt sated and spent. Completely and utterly satisfied and unable to move due to how comfortable and exhausted I was. I turned to the other side of the bed to find it empty once again. Once again, I had woken up alone in our bed. However, I was too tired to think deeper on what that could mean. Regan had explored every inch and dip of my body and had brought me to heights I had never known existed time and time again. I had lost count of how many times I had cried out his name as I ascended new heights. I had never imagined that anything would have felt like that. And if that had felt incredible, I wondered what fully mating with him would be like. I felt a blush heat my cheeks as the memory of earlier in the day flooded through my mind. Before I could think on it further, I heard the door to our room crack open to reveal my mate. He came in with a tray filled with food and
Regan’s POV I knew exactly what she was doing. And I only knew because I knew who exactly would advise her to act like that. Jasmine had started to avoid me. And rightly so. I knew I had not behaved too well. But I didn’t deserve to be avoided and ignored. The reason I knew the game she was playing was because I knew the person who invented it. Nana. And since Lena was quite similar to Nana In almost every way, I could only conclude that she had been the one to insist my mate start treating me in the manner she was. But her avoiding me made me realize the error of my ways. I had always told Lena to never allow a mate treat her in an undeserving or disrespectful manner. I had taught her to know her worth and not stand to receive anything less. So if Lena was advising my mate to act in that manner, it simple meant that she believed I had not treated my mate as well as I ought to have, and it made me feel guilty, sad and ashamed. I should have just explained to h
Jasmine’s POV I woke up alone in bed the next morning. The space where my mate once occupied was now empty. I knew for certain that something was wrong. My mate was keeping something from me. I looked around at the room I was in. I had never been in his room before and I took a deep breath to inhale the masculine scent that was all him. The room was masculine and practical with only the essentials needed. It would have been completely masculine if it wasn’t for the few of my things that now occupied a space in the room. I stood up from the bed to further inspect the room. Noticing the designs and furnitures in the large space. It was three times the size of my own room. Or former room rather. I went to what looked to be the wash room, realizing that I was right when I pushed the door to the space open. Seeing some of my things already there, I decided to wash up and make my way to the Lena’s room as I did each day. I knocked once on her door before pushi
Regan’s POV The mating ceremony passed by in a blur. I could barely pay attention to anything else that happened and I honestly did not care. My entire being was simply ensnared by the beauty that was my mate. She was beautiful. More beautiful than I had ever seen her before and Rage howled with pride that she was now ours. The thought of someone else having Jasmine as their mate made me want to go on a rampage. She had on her ceremonial dress and her hair was styled perfectly. She was perfection and I could barely take my eyes off her. “You will burn a hole through her if you keep staring at her like that”, Luke said from where he was seated to my left. The truth was, I could not help it. “Be quiet”, I told him, absent minded as I continued to stare at her. “If I had known you would behave like this, I would have helped her escape”, I heard him say and whipped my head around so fast that he moved away. “What did you say?” I asked, Rage already growling in
Regan’s POV It was the day of my mating ceremony and I had been informed that Luke had disappeared with my mate to be for a while. Of course I knew it was due to her training sessions but other than Nana and Lena, no one else had any knowledge about that. I had noticed that Jasmine and Luke had grown closer. It was clear as day to see. Luke had even gone as far as calling her by a new name he had coined from her name. I had known him all his life and had yet to get the same treatment. It caused Rage to growl in jealousy each time we heard him call her ‘Jazzie’. Partly because we had not thought to do something like that, but also because it showed just how close they had become. However, seeing the smile on Jasmine’s face each time Luke called her that was enough to make me endure the annoyance and jealousy it brought. I was anxious for some reason. One reason if I was being honest. And that reason was simple. ‘What if Jasmine changed her mind?’ That though
Jasmine’s POV I have always wished I could read minds. Not for any particular reason other than to know what others were thinking sometimes. I hadn’t seen Sooni since our encounter in the pack house at the coming of age ceremony and when I had asked Lena, she had simply shrugged and said. “It’s better that you do not know”. That had done nothing to ease my curiosity but I knew better than to ask again. However, the topic everyone had started to ask about and discuss was my mating ceremony to the Alpha. Shortly after the incident with Sooni, Nana had started to insist the we pick a day for our mating ceremony and so, left with very little choice on the matter, we had. Regan had insisted on me choosing the day, saying that if I wanted to become his mate the very next moment, it would still be perfect for him. So, I had talked with Lena and we had finally decided on a date for the mating ceremony to take place. After announcing the date, I had barely heard any sentenc