Jasmine’s POV
I rode on Luke’s wolf to get to the unknown destination. For some reason, I had hoped that whatever meeting I was to have with the terrifying wolf would be at the place of our last encounter which wasn’t so far from the pack house. My hope was dashed the further Rage led us into the woods. We were going fast, but even I knew that neither of them were going as fast as they normally would because of me. Not for the hundredth time, I wished I had a wolf like everyone else. They ran for a while before we broke into a serene clearing and came to a stop. It was so peaceful that it felt like time had suddenly come to a stop. Everything seemed to either stand still or move in slow motion. I immediately took a liking to the place. Luke laid down on his belly so I could climb off him and moved to a corner under a large tree to lay there and watch us. I knew his presence was for my safety. Just in case Rage lost it and tried to harm me. Though a part of me seriously doubted that Luke could do anything to stop Rage if he decided to attack me, I had seen from watching him on the training grounds several times that he could be very dangerous as well. But nothing about Luke, even knowing how dangerous he could be, made me fear him in the least. He had never done anything to harm me before and I doubted he ever would - as long as I did not give him a reason to, which was highly unlikely. As Luke sat watching closely, I turned to face the reason I was there in the first place. Rage. He looked just as terrifying as he had the last time I had seen him, with his blood red eyes watching me closely. However, there was something different about the last time I had seen him. Unlike the last time, there was a certain presence that I could see from the very subtle change in his eyes. That only meant that Alpha Regan was present and Rage was not fully in control. I felt some of the tense muscles in my body loosen at that knowledge. Figuring that it would be best to keep things a bit familiar, I slowly dropped down to sit on the grassy grounds as I had done last time. On noticing this, he began to wag his large tail and started to slowly make his way forward. That had to be Alpha Regan’s work. He came closer and circled round me twice before laying on his paws in front of me and resting his large head on my thighs. Trying to breathe evenly in order to steady the thundering of my heart, I took a deep breath before lifting my hand to run it slowly over his head. He let out what I could only describe as a purr and turned his head the other way to give me better access. For some reason, the action brought a small smile to my lips. Feeling encouraged that he would not bite my arm off, I brought my other hand to run through his fur in a soothing pattern. Another purr escaped him as I continued. Before long, my tensed up muscles from fear had all relaxed and it all felt like petting a pup. A large, gigantic and very deadly pup. After a while, I believed he had fallen asleep because soft snores escaped him. I turned to steal a glance at where Luke’s wolf was laying under the tree only to see him peacefully asleep, soft snores escaping him as well. So much for being there to protect me. I continued to stroke Rage even though I had started to loose feeling in my legs from his weight and my arms were starting to ache. Just when it was starting to become unbearable, Rage woke up with a grunt and moved away. He stood then shook out his fur, licking at his paws before turning back to look at me. Seeing me still seated in the same spot, he made his was back to me and went behind me to gently nudge me to stand. When I did not oblige - because my legs had gone numb - he came to my side and bent his head, nudging my sides gently. I simply looked on in confusion until I heard Luke’s voice. “He wants you to hold onto him and try to stand”, he said. I turned to where his voice had come from behind the tree he had been sitting under, only seeing his head of blonde hair and hazel eyes with the rest of his probably-naked body hidden from view by the tree. “I would help but I am sure you understand why I can’t”, he said, the teasing in his tone reflected in his hazel eyes. A growl from Rage, directed at Luke, brought my attention back to the black beast. Now knowing what he wanted from me, I lifted an arm to put it around his large neck, not being able to hold on properly until he bent lower. Giving an unconscious smile of thanks, I gripped his fur and held on tight as he lifted his head, easily lifting me up in the process as well. As expected, my legs gave out from under me but I immediately brought my other arm under his neck to hold on as well. I had to give it to him, having heard of his reputation of being quick tempered, Rage was surprisingly patient with me. Each time my hand slipped or I fell off, he would simply lower his head for me to hold onto again as I took gradual steps to get the feeling back into my legs. Though I could have sworn that I once caught him rolling his eyes when my hand slipped yet again, I simply brushed it aside as a product of my imagination. Soon enough, I was simply strolling alongside the huge wolf from one side of the clearing to another, not needing to hold onto him since my legs had resumed working perfectly but still holding onto a handful of his fur with one hand as we strolled quietly. Luke had shifted back to his wolf form and was once more sprawled under the tree, fast asleep. He was doing a truly terrible job of making sure I did not get harmed, though I conceded that he was not needed at the moment. Once, while strolling, I tripped on a stone and fell. After sniffing and nudging me to make sure I wasn’t hurt, a strange, wheezing sound began to escape from Rage’s mouth and though I was startled at first, it took a while to finally realize that Rage was in fact…laughing. The shock of the discovery that the terrifying beast could actually laugh distracted me from the fact that I was the reason behind his laughter since he was laughing at me. Feeling my lips curl into a smile, I got to my feet and turned away, folding my arms across my chest and pretending to be offended. I had seen other she wolves do it to pups from time to time. As expected, I felt a nudge on my back. Rather than respond or turn around as he expected, I moved away instead. He followed and nudged me again. I moved away again and he followed. This time, he nuzzled my cheek and neck, and since I was quite sensitive there, it tickled which caused a giggle to escape me. On hearing my reaction to his actions, he didn’t hesitate to follow after me yet again when I moved away, this time repeating the nuzzling of my cheek and neck. Soon we had begun a little game where he chased me around, trying to muzzle my cheek and make me giggle while I ran around laughing, try to avoid him. I knew he could easily catch me if he wanted to but he kept on with the game. While trying to avoid another muzzle attack from him, I tripped over my own feet and landed on a pile of grass. There was a moment of silence while I checked myself to confirm that I had not sustained any injury. The minute I had concluded my inspection, the familiar wheezing sound that was Rage’s laughter floated around the serene space. Soon, another wheezing sound came from the direction of the tree where Luke laid lazily, laughing at me as well. For some reason, the humor of it all suddenly hit me and I soon found myself laughing alongside them, sprawled out on the ground. Rage came closer before plopping down beside me and bringing his face close enough to sniff me. I laughed softly at his antics, somehow growing more fond of this terrifying creature with every moment that passed. He shut his eyes as my hand came up to stroke his head and I let my hand slide through his dark-as-night fur as I shut my eyes as well, allowing the tranquility of the place lull me into a peaceful nap. I did not know how much passed as we napped. I was awaken by the feeling of something wet sliding up the side of my face. I blinked open my eyes to see Rage, his blood red eyes not so red and filled with what I could only describe as humor as though he found something amusing. As if to make sure I was properly awake, he ran his wide tongue -which happened to be the cause of the wet feeling- up the side of my face once again. Feeling my face scrunch up in disgust, I turned my face away. “Stop that, Rage”, I murmured as I brought myself up to a sitting position. And of course Rage saw my apparent disgust as an encouragement to continue because he immediately began licking my face and hair until I was a giggling mess. “Now I’m going to smell like wolf spit”, I told him, still giggling as I stood to my feet. I looked towards where Luke had been laying down under the tree to see his wolf now standing, obviously waiting for both me and Rage. “I suppose it’s time we headed back”, I said aloud and began to make my way over to Luke’s wolf when I felt myself being pulled back by the hem of my dress. I stopped and turned around to look at Rage. On seeing that he had my attention, he crouched down and inclined his head, as if telling me to get on his back. I observed his form closely, seeing how he was almost two times the size of Luke’s wolf - and Luke’s wolf was one of the biggest I had ever seen- and how both my arms would not fully wrap around his neck to hold on, and altogether just how large he was. “Are you sure?” I asked, skeptical. “I believe you might be too big”, I said. Since he couldn’t possibly speak while in his wolf form, or mind link me since I had no wolf, he responded as best as he could. He huffed and rolled his eyes. For a moment I figured I had imagined it again, but hearing the wheezing laugh from Luke’s wolf behind me, I was sure that my eyes were not playing tricks on me this time. Rage, the rumored terrifying wolf of nightmares had huffed? And rolled his eyes? I looked back at Luke’s laughing wolf in surprise before looking back at Rage who simply rolled his eyes yet again and tilted his head to the side as if to say ‘are you done?’ Still trying to recover from my surprise at my latest discovery, I moved towards his wolf to do as he wished. Seeing me approach, he lowered his head to help me get on easier and once I managed to climb on and grabbed handful of his furs, he stood to his feet and began to stroll out, leading the way out of his sanctuary. That was the perfect word to describe the place. A sanctuary. Rage’s sanctuary to be precise. If I had expected them to take off running as soon as we exited the clearing, I was sorely mistaken. Rage kept a perfect pace as he led us through the woods and back to the pack. It seemed like he had all the time in the world as he walked back with Luke’s wolf following closely behind. It took a while before we finally got to the clearing of our first encounter and Rage crouched down to allow me get off, before disappearing behind a tree with Luke’s wolf and both emerging a short while after in their human forms and with clothes on. From the look on Alpha Regan’s face as they approached where I stood waiting, and the laughter that Luke was trying so hard to suppress, I could only guess that Luke was mind linking him, probably teasing him about Rage’s behavior. “Let’s go. I’m sure Lena and Nana will be getting worried about you”, he said, ignoring Luke completely and leading the way back to the pack house. As we followed, I locked eyes with Luke’s amused ones and had to bite down on my lip to hold back the smile that threatened to surface.Regan’s POV The idea to allow Rage spend time with Jasmine proved to be a huge success. Luke had accompanied us to what Jasmine had named Rage’s Sanctuary once more before returning to attend to his pack duties. This meant only I and Jasmine spent time alone in the Sanctuary - or to be more specific, Jasmine and Rage spent time together in the Sanctuary while I watched on. I couldn’t lie and say I didn’t enjoy watching her spend time with my wolf. However, the closer the two became, the more I realized just how lonely Rage must have been all these years. Around Jasmine, he was more or less a pup. A happy, excited pup. It was also clear to see that it was not only Rage who had grown very fond of the she-wolf, she in turn had grown very fond of him. It warmed my heart to see how excited she looked at the sight of him instead of the frightened look that had once been there. Their new found friendship influenced Rage positively. He no longer had his anger bursts or la
Jasmine’s POV I woke up that morning knowing something different had occurred. Since I usually rose with the Sun in order to spend some time with Lena before we both went down to help Nana prepare breakfast, it was unusual that Lena was the one waiting at my door when I opened it to make my way to her room. “We’re starting breakfast earlier than usual today”, she said as greeting and linked her arms through mine to lead me to prepare breakfast. However, rather than going into the kitchen in our cabin, she instead led me out of the cabin. “Where are we going?” I asked, confused. “To the pack house”, she said. “Nana mind linked me earlier. The warriors left to fight before dawn so we have to make breakfast for all of them, which also means we’ll be having breakfast at the pack house with the rest of the pack”, she said. I immediately became worried. “They went to Blackmoon”, I instantly concluded, knowing so without a doubt. “Probably”, she said, giving me a consoling
Jasmine’s POV Exactly five days after the warriors had returned from their attack on Blackmoon Pack, I woke up to yet another unusual day. However, unlike before, I knew exactly why the day was unusual. The previous day, Lena had told me that it was the day of the memorial. The memorial for the members of the Midnight Wolves pack that had died during the massacre. When she had told me about it, I had been unable to resist pulling her into a hug at the look of sorrow on her face. She had also explained that it was an important day to for their pack to mourn and remember their fallen members. So when I had finally made my way down to the kitchen without encountering anyone, I had not been the least surprised. It seemed even the weather was determined to carry the somber mood because it was unusually chilly. Hoping it would help, I made a hot cup of milk and decided to take it up to Lena. When I arrived in front of her room door, I hesitated before knocking softly t
Regan’s POV The decision to wait until after the memorial before resuming Rage’s meetings with Jasmine was providing to be too much for Rage to handle. I had felt it was only proper to put their meetings on hold until after the memorial. Partially out of respect to our fallen, but mostly out of respect to my late mate. It would have been disrespectful to keep the company of another she-wolf while mourning her. Gina. That had been my mate’s name. She had been a year older than me and had been Luke’s cousin as well as Lena’s sister. Even though many years had passed, I still remembered her. With strawberry blonde hair and a glowing smile, Gina had been the most beautiful she-wolf I had ever seen. I couldn’t recall a time I hadn’t adored Gina. From growing up alongside each other’s family, to stealing glances at each other during family dinners, our attraction and connection was undeniable. It was so obvious that even our parents and some members of our pack had specula
Jasmine’s POV Ever since I had discovered that Alpha Regan’s late mate was Lena’s sister, I had gone through all sorts of emotions. I had felt shock. I had felt disbelief. And I had felt guilt. For some reason, the guilt ate away at me as if I had become attracted to a friend’s mate. His late mate had no longer become a stranger that, though I had felt sorry for, yet I felt no obligation towards since it provided an opportunity for me. Somehow, I suddenly felt like I was cheating with Alpha Regan on his mate that I had never met. For the first time, I considered how Lena would react to the knowledge that I had become attracted to her late sister’s mate. There was no way even warm hearted Lena would ever be okay with that. And that saddened me because Lena had become someone I greatly treasured. Her friendship meant the world to me and loosing it would feel like loosing a big part of myself. I could not take that risk. So that meant staying away from
Regan’s POV After that day at Rage’s Sanctuary where we had finally acknowledged and admitted our feelings for each other, things between us changed for the better. For one, Jasmine wasn’t avoiding me anymore. While she was still uncertain about a lot of things like how to tell Lena, if my pack would accept her and if Nana would be okay with our new relationship, I was making no efforts to assist her. All I and Rage heard were excuses and we were not patient enough to wait, I admit. It just seemed pointless to hide something anyone could clearly see when they looked at us. I found any excuse to seek her out. And Rage was no better, always bringing images of her to my mind and distracting me from work. But I could understand him. Rage felt my emotions in ten fold, although I didn’t know why since situations like this mostly ever applied to mated werewolves. So while she went to lengths to hide our new relationship, though we hadn’t exactly defined it, I made b
Jasmine’s POV Something was wrong. I could feel it. Not in the sense that something bad was about to happen though. But something was wrong with Lena. Even if she was acting exactly as she would on any other day, I still felt it. Something was wrong. And I didn’t know what. Or perhaps I did but I didn’t want to acknowledge it. During the evening meal, despite the fact that I was seated beside her and she spoke to me from time to time, I could clearly tell that she wasn’t with me. Her mind was somewhere else. On something else. And o was beginning to believe that I knew what it was. So throughout the meal, I didn’t glance his way. Not even once. And I could feel the heat of his eyes on me throughout. Thankfully, he didn’t do anything obvious like come to me. He kept his distance as well and I was extremely grateful. I had to first sort out the issue with Lena before meeting him tonight. It couldn’t wait any longer. So after the evening meal, when w
Regan’s POV Needless to say, after that mind blowing kiss with Jasmine in my study, it became absolutely impossible to stop thinking about that. Rage was being an absolute pain by replaying the kiss in our head almost non stop. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. Other than that, I couldn’t stop thinking about how just one kiss had rendered me completely obsessed. Unsurprisingly, Luke had noticed it when we had been training. Or when we had attempted to train I supposed since he threw me around like a rag doll. Like I said, Rage made it completely impossible to focus on anything. It made me happy to know that Lena had accepted our relationship. Frankly, I wasn’t as unconcerned about wanting her approval as I behaved. Lena was important to me. She was family. And having her oppose to our relationship would have made me quite unhappy. As it stood, I was glad to know she was accepting of it. Especially after seeing how happy it made Jasmine. I ha
Jasmine’s POV It was a surprise to everyone at breakfast the next morning to see Luke seated to Regan’s left, and the two thoroughly engaged in conversation. I am sure Luke’s mate was surprised as well because we shared a glance of astonishment before turning back to watch our mates interact. It was as though Luke had never left. The only difference was, when before it would be very obvious that they were both mind linking the other, it had now become that they would openly speak to each other. I secretly believed they did that so that Lena could see. If she saw and was affected by it, she hid it well, keeping a blank and almoubored expression on her face and only interacting with the ladies and her mate throughout the meal. It was the bored expression that let me know that she was indeed affected. Lena was never bored. If she was, she created something to entertain herself and others. On the other had, the two friends who had obviously resolved whatever issues the
Regan’s POV It had been three days since Luke came home and I could still feel the awkwardness between us. Lena had still not relented in her mission to pretend he did not exist and for the most part, I felt sorry for him. Lady Zara was getting along famously with the ladies, who went out of their way to include her in every activity they performed. They had even taken her to their favorite place at the stream and it was clear to see that Lady Zara was thoroughly enjoying her stay in our pack. For my part, I was mostly confused. I did not know whether to have Luke perform duties around the pack, just as I normally would. But it was not the same. I did not even know if o could still refer to him as my Beta. We had not had a single meaningful conversation since his return. On one hand, his mate was the last relative of the deceased Alpha of Redclaw pack, which meant that he could take up the leadership of the pack as its Alpha if he chose to remain there with her. O
Jasmine’s POV If I had expected Lena to have forgiven Luke once she sore him, I and everyone else who had had similar thoughts were proved wrong. I had been surprised to look around and find her absent, only to return to the house to see that she had never left in the first place. I had known that Lena’s feelings had been hurt by Luke’s refusal to respond to the several letters she had sent him while he had been away. However, I had assumed that all would be forgiven once he returned home. I had assumed wrong. She had avoided seeing him all day and had remained in the privacy of her room until it was time for Supper. Then, she had emerged in all her cold beauty and proceeded to sit as far away from Luke at the dinner table in the pack house. Despite her avoidance of Luke and her ignoring of his existence, her cold treatment was never given to Luke’s mate, who she had pulled into a hug and gushed over how beautiful she was the moment Nana had introduced her. She had g
Regan’s POV It had been more than ten days since my warriors and I returned from our successful journey. I had received several letters from the Alpha and Luna of Nighthowl pack. Alpha Regan kept me informed on his progress with the Council of Elders while his Luna wrote to ask about my well being as well as that of my mate and our unborn pup. She also wrote to inform me that she had written to her distant nephew, the Alpha of Moonrock pack, and encouraged me to write to him, assuring me of his acceptance to hear of my request. After receiving that particular letter, I wasted no time in writing to the Alpha of Moonrock pack, convincing Alpha Gaiu to do the same on our behalf. He readily agreed, if for nothing else but for his mate sake, I suspected. However, despite writing and receiving letters, I had yet to receive a letter from the one person I had not realized I had wished to hear from the most. Luke. I had written and destroyed several letters I had meant to send
Jasmine’s POV Regan’s return brought a new light to my days. Once they had been welcomed and fed, each warrior returned to their respective homes. With his arm around my waist, my mate led us back to our home after our evening meal with the rest of the pack to welcome our warriors back. Mira had done an absolutely marvelous job at cooking up the most sumptuous meal for our supper. Everyone had eaten their feel and the mood was very merry. However, throughout the meal, Isla remained quiet as usual, only lightly conversing with Lena or other wise quietly watching and smiling to some antics the warriors did. Most of them were somewhat drunk and were obnoxiously loud. One thing that was clear to anyone with eyes was how much and how often most of the warriors who had returned -most of which were unmated - tried to gain Isla’s attention. At first, they had simply stared at her or passed her admiring glances. But once they started to drink, they grew bolder with trying to g
Regan’s POV Not long after we had taken our morning meal, after we had put Alpha Zolan to rest under the full moon the night before, my warriors and I were ready to continually our journey home. Lady Zara came to bid us farewell, expressing her gratitude for our presence and assistance. And though she did not say it, I could see her gratitude for me allowing Luke remain with her. I waved away her thanks, taking her hand and bowing over it before bidding her farewell. Then I turned to Luke. Our goodbye was a very casual affair as we both knew each other well enough to know that we did not want to get affectionate or create a scene. So we limited our goodbye to a nod and a brief handshake and patting of shoulders. As I turned around and began to walk away to join our warriors who were already gathered and waiting with our horses and supplies for our return home, I caught sight of Emry break away from the group and run past me to Luke. I did not turn around to watch what
Jasmine’s POV When I received another letter from Regan soon after the one telling me about his journey home, I knew it was not good news. The ladies and I were seated in Lena’s room, taking a much needed break from our daily activities when I received the letter. As I tore it open and began to read, I could feel the curious silence that took over the space. Disappointment settled in my stomach when I heard that their journey home had been delayed once more. But when I heard the reason, the feeling of disappointment instantly changed to that of concern and worry. As I finished reading the letter, I lifted my head to face the three pair of eyes already on me, no that eager to hear the news. “Their journey has been further delayed”, I announced. Both Lena and Amy sighed in disappearing but Isla did not look the least upset or even affected about the news. I could not blame her, it was impossible to miss people you had never even met. She did rest a sympathetic hand o
Regan’s POV No matter how eager I was to go home, I did not have it in me to deny Luke’s request to see his mate one more time before we went home. After all, it was still on our path home and would cost us no major discomfort or set back. That had been the right choice to make, for as we approached the entrance into the pack, a white cloth was spread across the entrance. Seeing that could only mean one thing. That Alpha Zolan of the Redclaw pack had passed into the world beyond. Upon seeing this, Luke pushed his horse to go faster, disregarding the normal protocol and I did not have it in me to stop him. I understood how he felt. He had thought only of his mate. I followed closely behind him, and once their pack warriors saw that the intruders were us, they did not make any further move to stop us. I watched as Lady Zara come out of the pack house alongside other pack members. Upon seeing Luke hastily dismounting from his horse, she ran towards him and straigh
Jasmine’s POV Considering how worried I had been about her being accepted into my pack, Isla had fit in quite well. She and Lena had finally started to get along, seeing that they had some things in common. I would even go as far as saying that they had become close friends. Well, as close as one could be as a friend to someone who was used to being alone and valued her alone time over all else. Isla and Lena could not be more different if they were light and day. With Isla’s cool beauty and reserved demeanor, and Lena’s bright attitude and attractive features, they were very different. But somehow, thanks to efforts from mostly Lena who was determined to find something in common with my cousin, they had become good friends. Isla still disappeared to my garden or Nana’s garden whenever Lena became too much for her to cope with, but other than that, she seemed to have gotten used to Lena’s company and even seemed to have grown fond of her. Nana and Gaia had also gro