Jasmine’s POV
Life at the Midnight Wolves pack was nothing short of a dream for me. For the first time, I was treated like everyone else. For the first time, I had a friend and people who looked happy with my presence. I was happy. I had begun helping out at the healing house with Lena, Nana and two other werewolves. Elena had insisted that I called her Lena like her friends and family did. I had assisted in tending to minor wounds and watched closely to learn all that I could. After all, I didn’t know when the scary Alpha would decide that I was no longer useful. After I had once helped stitch the injured arm of a werewolf, Nana had declared that I had a talent for stitching and so, I had started helping out with stitching the wounds of the patients that visited the healing house. While working there, I noticed that there was something a little strange about Nana. I had noticed her chanting what I believed to be spells from time to time while treating patients with particularly terrible wounds and they all eventually recovered. I was too scared to ask Lena about it, partly because I wasn’t sure I was ready for the answer. Sometimes, I would catch her staring intently at me like she was doing at the moment. She was always kind to me. Yet there was something about the way she stared at me that unnerved me. I heard her footsteps as she came over to where I sat, sterilizing the tools with hot water. “Jasmine”, I heard her call and turned around so sharply that I knocked over the bowl with the hot water and burned myself. I shrieked in pain as the hot water scalded my hand, tears readily springing to my eyes. Nana immediately gripped my hurt hand and brought it closer to her left eye to inspect it. Lena rushed in from where she was in the outer rooms of the healing house. “Jasmine!”, she called urgently as she rushed into the room where Nana and I were. “What happened?” She asked, seeing the tears in my eyes and Nana moving about to gather some herbs. “I-I burnt myself”, I sniffed, trying to hold the tears at bay. She came to me and put an arm around me in comfort. Before she could say anything, Nana was back. She gently took my arm and let me to seat on an empty bench in the room before sitting and turning to face me. She then took some of the herbs she had gathered and squeezed, and placed it on the part of my hand that had turned red from the burn. Right before me, she began to chant. As I stared in shock, the pain in my hand began to subside rapidly until I could almost not feel it. While I was still frozen, she finished chanting and wrapped my hand carefully with a strip of cloth. “Do not touch it or do anything with it for a while”, she said, bringing me out of my state of shock. “It needs to heal completely”, she added. I nodded and turned to Lena with questioning eyes, only to find that she was already subtly shaking her head at me. It could only have meant that she didn’t want me to ask any questions at that moment. “Be more careful, Child”, Nana said, bringing my gaze back to her. Before I could do anything other than nod, one of the helpers at the healing house walked in. She gave a brief bow before turning to Nana after throwing a worried glance at me. “The Alpha has asked for her”, she said. “A warrior is here to escort her to him”, she said. Nana was quiet for a moment while Lena shot me a worried look. I was worried as well. And scared. What if the scary Alpha had decided that he had no use for me after all and intended to send me back to Blackmoon? A shudder coursed through me at the thought. Perhaps my reaction finally snapped Nana from her thoughts because she suddenly turned to me. Despite my fear of what I suspected she was, I took comfort in the resolve I saw in her eyes. Somehow, I knew that Nana would not harm me or wish me harm and that brought a strength I didn’t realize I needed. Besides, with how close Lena and I had gotten over the days we had spent together, I was confident that she wouldn’t let me be sent to my death without a fight. “Go with them, Jasmine”, Nana said. “I will come soon”, she promised. Knowing Nana to be a woman of her word, the knowledge that she would come for me was all the confidence I needed to stand up and follow the helper out of the healing house. I could feel Lena close behind until I met with the warrior outside the healing house. She grabbed hold of my arm to get my attention. I turned to face her and she must have seen the fear in my eyes because she gave me an encouraging smile. “Everything will be fine”, she said. “You have Nana on your side now and no one would dare cross her”, she told me and leaned closer to whisper the last part in my ear. “Not even the scary Alpha”. Her referring to him with what I secretly called him brought a smile to my lips. One I saw that was mutual as she pulled back and let go of my arm. Still smiling, I turned away from her to follow the large warrior who led the way to the door of the Alpha’s study from the last time. We came to a stop in front of the double doors and he knocked twice, waited a short moment, then pushed the doors open and waited for me to enter. ‘Nana won’t let you die’. I reassured myself before taking a deep breath and walking into the scary Alpha’s large study. It looked just the same as last time. The only difference was , he wasn’t seated behind his desk like last time, and he wasn’t alone. Unlike last time, Luke wasn’t the only other occupant in the room as I walked in. Instead, there were about five other were wolves who stood to the side, all their heads bowed in submission. Rather than behind his desk, scary Alpha stood leaning in front of his desk in what I could only describe as the most intimidating position I had ever seen. He was half-sitting and half-leaning on the front of his large desk with both hands spread to his sides and gripping the edge of his desk from both sides. I looked up at him and though his eyes were not on me, I began to tremble from the look on his face. Even though I had never seen him smile, the look on his face now told me that something had happened. And it wasn’t something good. Trying to control my trembling, I walked in silently, trying not to make any sound. A part of me was proud that I didn’t freeze in a spot like last time. As I drew closer, Luke’s head came up and the look on his face told me that something serious had happened. I came to stop putting a very good distance between me and the scary Alpha. “You asked for me, Alpha”, I said as quietly as I could, sure that he would hear me clearly, and waited. Even though I tried not to breathe too loud, I was sure both him and everyone else in the in the room could hear the thundering of my heartbeat. “Come”, I heard that familiar, terrifying voice say and I jerked in response before taking two steps further and coming to a stop. “Closer”, I heard him say and took another two steps further, trying to force myself to keep breathing. “I SAID CLOSER!!!”, He roared suddenly, bringing a hand down on his desk and causing it to break in two. Even as I fell to the floor trembling and began panting for breath, I could see the warriors who stood with their head bowed take shaky steps back. I tried to get up. I truly did. But my body would not obey. It did not even obey my need to take in air. As I struggled to stand, I saw Luke move as if to help me. “Leave her!” He snapped at Luke, causing him to stop in his tracks. As I tried to get my body to obey me, he was suddenly before me. He crouched down and gripped me by my injured hand, probably trying to pull me up. Due to the state he was in, he must have forgotten that I didn’t have a wolf, which meant that I wasn’t as strong as the average werewolf should have been. He grabbed the hand with too much force for my body to handle and tried to pull me up at the same time with too much force as well. I screamed as I felt my shoulder bones dislocate and from the pain when he gripped my bandaged hand. He immediately dropped my hand as if it was hot coal and jerked back in surprise. Through the sea of pain that swept through me, I heard the doors to the study suddenly slam open and caught the familiar scent of strawberries and herbs as Lena embraced me from behind. She easily moved me to lay in a way that wouldn’t hurt me too much as I tried not to sob. I felt a familiar hand on my arm and opened my eyes to see Nana crouched before me. She was speaking angrily to someone behind her but I couldn’t hear anything she was saying. I was beginning to feel lightheaded from the pain and couldn’t really hear what was going on around me. I caught the eyes of the scary Alpha who was watching me with something akin to concern but I was sure I was hallucinating from the pain. Nana was saying something to me but I could barely hear her. I had begun to feel hot and could feel the sweat dripping from my face, probably mixed with tears. Nana said something else and I screamed in pain as she popped my dislocated shoulder back into place. I could feel myself slipping into unconsciousness but forced my eyes to remain open. I felt Lena whispering words of comfort as she brushed my damp hair away from my face. The last thing I caught sight of before loosing consciousness was the clear look of guilt on the face of the scary Alpha. But that was also certainly an hallucination caused by the pain.Regan’s POV Even though it had all happened right before me, I was having a hard time understanding what had just occurred. “How could you, Regan?” I heard Nana voice her disappointment once more, her eyes shooting daggers at me and mirroring the disappointment in her tone. Before I could even open my mouth to reply, both she and Lena had whisked away the unconscious she-wolf in haste. As my study door banged loudly after them, I voiced out the thought that was running through my mind. “What, in the name of the Moon Goddess just happened?” I asked aloud to no one in particular but still turned my confused gaze to meet Luke’s equally confused gaze. His frown of confusion he was spotting was gradually clearing as something close to understanding began to take its place. I turned back to look at the spot where she had once laid in pain and thought hard even as I slowly began to comprehend the situation. For a moment, I had forgotten that she was not like the usual werewolv
Jasmine’s POV I woke up to the feeling of the Sun in my face. Knowing not to open my eyes immediately, I gradually blinked them open and turned my head away from the glare of the Sun rays shining through my open window. I looked around at the familiar sight of my room, wondering how I had gotten there for a moment before the memories of the previous day began to flood through my head. I remembered everything. Up until I had lost consciousness in scary Alpha’s study. I remembered even the dream I had about him. I had dreamt that he had been in my room and had somehow apologized about hurting me. I remembered how guilty he had looked in my dream and how he couldn’t look right at me. That was what made me sure that it was a dream. His entire being radiated power and confidence. There was no way he had felt guilt and had come to make sure I was okay. That reminded me of something else. Compared to the pain I had been in yesterday, I surprisingly felt good. I looke
Regan’s POV After what had happened in the training ground, I made sure to double my efforts in avoiding her, as well as Nana and Lena. It should not have been a big deal. And it wouldn’t have been if my major reason for avoiding her was simply because I felt guilty for hurting her, even though it was not intended. However, I had gotten a more profound reason to avoid her. And that reason was because of the fact that I had felt her gaze on me. It would not have been a problem if I had felt it in the way one could just feel someone watching or staring at you. That was not the case this time. The case - and herein laid the problem- was that I could feel the movement of her gaze in particular as it trailed over my body almost as if she was physically touching me. And she had not been the only one watching me. What had bothered me more was Rage’s reaction to the sensation she caused. He immediately became distracted and restless, trying to take a little control and get m
Jasmine’s POV In all my life, I had never seen such a sight. Lena’s words suddenly came to mind as I stood frozen in fear at the creature before me. Creature was the best word to describe him. A terrifying creature from nightmares. Lena had not been exaggerating when she had described him as terrifying. Rage, I remembered her saying, was his name. I had no idea how I knew it was him. Yet there was something inside of me that was left without a doubt that the terrifying creature that stood before me was the scary Alpha’s wolf. He was bigger than any wolf I had seen or even imagined. His fur was black as night with not one spot of color, and from the look of him alone you could just tell how dangerous he was. But what made the blood freeze in my veins, more than his form, were his eyes. His blood red eyes. Those eyes watched me, as if being able to see into my soul and predict my next move. It dared me to run in fear knowing that it would make no difference.
Regan’s POV If I had been avoiding Jasmine before, now I was completely ignoring her existence. And with good reason. Ever since our encounter in the woods with Rage, I was determined to not be anywhere close to her. Not that I was complaining, but the fragile she-wolf had turned my killer wolf with a deadly reputation and terrible temperament into a purring pup. I had never seen Rage act that way before.He had always been wary of interacting and always kept to himself, only coming out when I wanted him to. Whenever he did come out, he left destruction in his wake. I had felt a little guilty about how I had spoken to her in her room the last time. But I needed her to understand the kind of danger she could have been in. Not that I thought Rage would hurt her now after he had acted like a needy pup. But what scared me more than anything was that during that time in the forest, I had had absolutely no control over Rage. He had never taken complete control before
Regan’s POV Luke had been right about two things. The first being that telling Nana the truth was the best way to win her over, and that gifts would make my apology more appealing. However, he had been wrong about Lena. She had not been impressed about me trying to win her forgiveness by getting her dresses and pearls. Perhaps Luke didn’t know his cousin as well as he thought. Or perhaps I had hurt her more than we had both thought. Unlike Nana who had wrapped me in a hug after I had made my apology, promised not to do it again and presented my gifts, Lena had simply shot me a glare cold enough to turn me to ice before walking away from me. I had promptly gone back to my advisor to report about my half-successful plan. After expressing his exaggerated surprise at being wrong, he had simply sprawled on the bed in his room -where I had come to seek him- and said. “Simply do exactly what you did to Nana”, he said. “They are disturbingly similar, after all”, he h
Chapter 15Jasmine’s POV I stared at the scary Alpha in surprise, not quite believing I had heard him right. He had resumed coming for supper at the pack’s dining hall and from the attention he had gotten on arrival, it was clear to see that his pack had missed him. It seemed that his misunderstanding with Nana had somehow been resolved since she had seated herself to his right, rather than at her usual place on the other end of the table, in the other head seat. Instead, while she took his usual place, Luke occupied her seat at the other head chair and engaged both me and Lena in conversation throughout the meal. While I was not seated right beside him, I was seated beside Lena who was to his right. I had been slightly surprised when he had turned his entire focus to both me and his cousin, hardly relating at all with the werewolves seated to his left. He had regaled us with tales from his journeys to different places, including his visits to the werewolves in the West.
Regan’s POV I had meant it when I said that I wanted an answer from her by breakfast the following day. Rage’s behavior had helped me prove my point. I still could not believe Rage had made us do that. I ran I hand through my hair in frustration on remembering what had happened. He had taken control and grabbed her into a hug despite my warning. However, what had surprised me more than Rage’s actions was her response to his high handedness. I had expected her to freeze up in fear but her reaction was the exact opposite. Instead of being scared, she had buried her small hands in my hair and I could have sworn that she had taken a good whiff of my scent. That was enough to snap me back into taking control from Rage. That was the second time I had held her in my arms, the first being that day in the woods. I had already understood that the intoxicating scent of blueberries and vanilla belonged to her and could even track it if I wanted to. I did not want to. Rag
Regan’s POV I spent the night in my study after leaving Lena and Jasmine in my room together. It was clear to see that what they both needed at the moment was each other so I let them be. When I went up later to check on them, I could hear them talking quietly from where I stood outside the room and figured I would just let Lena spend the night with my mate. After all, she had been the one to save her life. Ever since she had woken up from her unconsciousness at the healing house, I had found it impossible to ask her what had happened. Partly because I could clearly see that she did not wish to speak to me about it. That was why I was glad she had Lena. That they both had each other in fact. The second reason I had not asked was because a part of me did not want to know just how deeply I had failed her since I knew that it had been my fault she had gone to the stream in the first place. I had thrown a ridiculously jealous fit simply because she had teased me. She h
Jasmine’s POV The darkness that surrounded me was familiar. I knew for certain that I had, not for the first nor second time, passed out once again. However, this time was different. As I gained consciousness, the first thing I noticed was the pain in my head. It wasn’t so bad that it was unbearable, but it was quite easy to notice. I tried to observe if I could feel pain anywhere else on my body but other than the ache in my head, I felt completely fine. Slowly, I opened my eyes, blinking at the brightness from the windows that illuminated the room I laid in. I was in a strange room, although something about the room looked familiar. Slowly, I moved my head to the side to see that the room was indeed familiar. I was in one of the rooms in the healing house. I looked towards my other side to see my mate still asleep, holding onto my hand with both of his. A smile pulled at my lips as I watched his handsome face while he slept. It was my first time seeing hi
Regan’s POV I could hardly recall the times in my life that I felt fear. The one that stood out the most was the terrible memory I shared alongside my pack on the day of the massacre when I was younger. Ever since then, I could barely recall a time when I felt afraid. After all, I was Alpha. But the second I had heard Lena’s shaky voice mind link me and simply caught the words ‘Jasmine’ and ‘attacked’ in the same sentence, I had once again felt the icy hands of fear claw down my spine as they had only done once before. I had been on a run with Rage and had just settled down under the tree in his sanctuary when Lena had mind linked me. Since I was still in my wolf form, I ran as fast as could towards the pack house. As soon as I approached the clearing just outside the woods, I saw Luke already standing there with a small pile of clothes in his hands. He said nothing, his face completely devoid of emotion. Something I knew for certain did whenever he was worried. De
Jasmine’s POV When I woke up from my exhausted sleep, it was already dark outside. I felt sated and spent. Completely and utterly satisfied and unable to move due to how comfortable and exhausted I was. I turned to the other side of the bed to find it empty once again. Once again, I had woken up alone in our bed. However, I was too tired to think deeper on what that could mean. Regan had explored every inch and dip of my body and had brought me to heights I had never known existed time and time again. I had lost count of how many times I had cried out his name as I ascended new heights. I had never imagined that anything would have felt like that. And if that had felt incredible, I wondered what fully mating with him would be like. I felt a blush heat my cheeks as the memory of earlier in the day flooded through my mind. Before I could think on it further, I heard the door to our room crack open to reveal my mate. He came in with a tray filled with food and
Regan’s POV I knew exactly what she was doing. And I only knew because I knew who exactly would advise her to act like that. Jasmine had started to avoid me. And rightly so. I knew I had not behaved too well. But I didn’t deserve to be avoided and ignored. The reason I knew the game she was playing was because I knew the person who invented it. Nana. And since Lena was quite similar to Nana In almost every way, I could only conclude that she had been the one to insist my mate start treating me in the manner she was. But her avoiding me made me realize the error of my ways. I had always told Lena to never allow a mate treat her in an undeserving or disrespectful manner. I had taught her to know her worth and not stand to receive anything less. So if Lena was advising my mate to act in that manner, it simple meant that she believed I had not treated my mate as well as I ought to have, and it made me feel guilty, sad and ashamed. I should have just explained to h
Jasmine’s POV I woke up alone in bed the next morning. The space where my mate once occupied was now empty. I knew for certain that something was wrong. My mate was keeping something from me. I looked around at the room I was in. I had never been in his room before and I took a deep breath to inhale the masculine scent that was all him. The room was masculine and practical with only the essentials needed. It would have been completely masculine if it wasn’t for the few of my things that now occupied a space in the room. I stood up from the bed to further inspect the room. Noticing the designs and furnitures in the large space. It was three times the size of my own room. Or former room rather. I went to what looked to be the wash room, realizing that I was right when I pushed the door to the space open. Seeing some of my things already there, I decided to wash up and make my way to the Lena’s room as I did each day. I knocked once on her door before pushi
Regan’s POV The mating ceremony passed by in a blur. I could barely pay attention to anything else that happened and I honestly did not care. My entire being was simply ensnared by the beauty that was my mate. She was beautiful. More beautiful than I had ever seen her before and Rage howled with pride that she was now ours. The thought of someone else having Jasmine as their mate made me want to go on a rampage. She had on her ceremonial dress and her hair was styled perfectly. She was perfection and I could barely take my eyes off her. “You will burn a hole through her if you keep staring at her like that”, Luke said from where he was seated to my left. The truth was, I could not help it. “Be quiet”, I told him, absent minded as I continued to stare at her. “If I had known you would behave like this, I would have helped her escape”, I heard him say and whipped my head around so fast that he moved away. “What did you say?” I asked, Rage already growling in
Regan’s POV It was the day of my mating ceremony and I had been informed that Luke had disappeared with my mate to be for a while. Of course I knew it was due to her training sessions but other than Nana and Lena, no one else had any knowledge about that. I had noticed that Jasmine and Luke had grown closer. It was clear as day to see. Luke had even gone as far as calling her by a new name he had coined from her name. I had known him all his life and had yet to get the same treatment. It caused Rage to growl in jealousy each time we heard him call her ‘Jazzie’. Partly because we had not thought to do something like that, but also because it showed just how close they had become. However, seeing the smile on Jasmine’s face each time Luke called her that was enough to make me endure the annoyance and jealousy it brought. I was anxious for some reason. One reason if I was being honest. And that reason was simple. ‘What if Jasmine changed her mind?’ That though
Jasmine’s POV I have always wished I could read minds. Not for any particular reason other than to know what others were thinking sometimes. I hadn’t seen Sooni since our encounter in the pack house at the coming of age ceremony and when I had asked Lena, she had simply shrugged and said. “It’s better that you do not know”. That had done nothing to ease my curiosity but I knew better than to ask again. However, the topic everyone had started to ask about and discuss was my mating ceremony to the Alpha. Shortly after the incident with Sooni, Nana had started to insist the we pick a day for our mating ceremony and so, left with very little choice on the matter, we had. Regan had insisted on me choosing the day, saying that if I wanted to become his mate the very next moment, it would still be perfect for him. So, I had talked with Lena and we had finally decided on a date for the mating ceremony to take place. After announcing the date, I had barely heard any sentenc