The next day
The hours have passed and I have not been able to sleep even a little, not even my father or my brothers have appeared and it has not stopped raining even a little. So, the concern increases when we see how the hours passed and there is no news about them.
“I'd better get them.
“You're pregnant, Rain. Remember that.” says my mother.
“I'm pregnant, not sick.
“Winter has arrived, ask yourself what will happen to your children if you fall on the slippery floor or end up being hit by some driver in the middle of this rain.
“The same thing may be happening to my brothers or my father.” I say with concern.
“It's best if you get some rest. Since, today will be your meeting with Lake.” my mother says and I bite my lips with concern.
Just thinking about that makes me sour, but, it's not possible to cancel a meeting that my uncles and the whole pack are aware of because o
I prepare myself to think about how desperate and unpredictable Lake is, because it's just getting light and he's already here. The worst thing is that I did not anticipate that and even, I did not prepare for the meeting with him, because, I was too worried about my brothers and my father.“What will I do if he tries to hurt me? I have protection here, but, my brothers are not there, neither is my father...” I say with concern, while I finish putting on my clothes.'No, if he wanted to hurt me, he would have done it when I fell asleep in the bathtub and all he did was touch my belly.’ I tell myself mentally.The memory makes me feel confused, Lake is not someone gentle, but, if he is good at pretending to be. So, it wouldn't surprise me that he will try to trick me, to play with me like he did when we were college kids.“Daughter, are you okay?” asks my mother knocking on the door.Immediately, I open this one a
I stare at the man I loved in the past, Lake looked as human as in my memories and that is not a pleasant thing for me. Since, the man I'm looking at, makes me remember what we had done in college.‘You can't be weak, Rain. He's not the Lake you thought he was.’ I tell myself mentally.“How much do you want, Lake?” I ask annoyed.“What do you mean?” Lake asks with feigned confusion.“What do you mean, my beautiful Rain?“I don't want you in my life, Lake. I also do not want my children to be involved in a hatred that has been coming from the last generation. So, give up your rights as his father and forget about us.“I told you; I'm not giving up on them.“Don't come here pretending you're a man, Lake. Because if you were, you wouldn't have played with me like that.“This isn't about us, Rain. It's about our kids.“I'm talking about our childre
During my years of life, I have heard many requests that one doubts the intelligence of such people. But, Lake gets over it all quickly with just one sentence.That's why I start laughing. In the absence of logic, let there be no lack of laughter, right? Because without a doubt, this seems like too good a joke. But, I'm the only one who enjoys it. Since, Lake is seriously watching me.“Are you done yet?” Lake asks seriously.“Wow, which was a really good joke.” I say wiping away the tears that have come out from my laughter.“It's not a joke, Rain. If I came here as a human, it wasn't just so that you wouldn't see me as a threat, but to take up what we as humans left unfinished.“What do you mean? Are you talking about our college careers? Because if you haven't done it, I have completed it. Although it was by distance, I already have my degree, Lake.” I say and Lake sighs deeply, but, his boredom face is j
So, I enjoy watching him stare at me, while the veins of his neck and forehead protrude to the point that I fear that at any moment he will explode and end his life in my studio.'That could be the perfect excuse for a new confrontation with his pack.’ I tell myself mentally.“That's none of your business.“It's my business if it will be inside you!” Lake shouts angrily.“You shouldn't care what dick I ride. If you came here for the kids, let's talk about it, so, my love affair should be none of your business, Lake, do you understand?” I say coldly“Don't make me mad, Rain.“What are you going to do to me if I do it, Lake?“I won't allow it.“You're not someone to forbid me or allow me something, Lake. You've lost that right since... a long time ago.“It doesn't matter anymore. The past is the past. Let's talk about the future. So, I'll make it offic
My mother immediately appears, while I try to catch my breath. She checks me for marks of violence, but, Lake after touching my belly in the tub, did not dare to touch me a second time.‘What is it that he has planned?’ I ask myself mentally.“What, the hell is wrong with that idiot? Do you want to joke with us?“I don't know. Have you heard anything from my brothers or my father?“Nothing. But, since they are not here when we needed them, they may not come back, for me there is no problem with that.” says my mother angrily.“I'm going to get some rest.” I say with my mind throws a chaos.My mother stays in the studio with the marriage agreement, while I lie in bed wishing to wake up from this nightmare. But, it is obvious that it is not possible. After all, it is my harsh and cruel reality.'Marrying my unfaithful ex-boyfriend and my disgraced ex-fiancé. What was he thinking when
Hours laterSergey appears with Mikhail in my room, my brother, he has certain marks on his body that gradually disappear as he approaches me.“What are you doing here, Mikhail? I thought you'd come back later.“I was able to come earlier and thank goodness I did, so I could help your brother. Is everything okay here?“When has he really been?” I ask looking at Mikhail, while my brother stands in the opposite direction to my doctor.“I'm sorry.” says Sergey.“Why are you sorry?“Well, my mother has already told me how stupid I was and how I neglected my sister, so that that animal would come without problems. So, I'll sum it all up for you: I'm sorry for acting immature and judging you for something that was out of your hands.“Shall I leave you two alone for a moment?“No, I need you to monitor the babies, a lot has happened today.Mikhail is getting rea
The next dayFrom the studio, screams, broken objects and even crying have been heard. But, even so I have not approached that place. Because I know that seeing me will make them feel more guilty, even if they try to pretend that everything is fine and that they know how to handle this.So, I feed myself and walk around wishing to clear my mind of this that is causing so much discomfort to my family. Only that I take it on board in a unique way, because, instead of locking myself up to cry, what I do is think about things while enjoying the pleasant view of nature.“Today is a big day. The weather is nice, don't you think?” someone asks and I turn around looking at Shania.“For God's sake, woman, I haven't seen you in a while.“Well, after your pregnancy thing, I decided to work for the pack from afar. So, I'm coming to visit you because I've taken days off and I don't know what to do with them.“Why did you lea
I don't like in the least that he expresses himself in that way, because my stupid heart is weakened by the words he just mentioned and I want to justify that, because I am a pregnant woman and therefore I am hormonal.But, if it's something else, if I stupidly still love them, despite being a vile liar: I'm really lost. Because not only do I lack the intelligence to stay away from him, but I will be completely stupid, because I will forgive everything that he does to me."Remember who he is, Rain. Keep in mind all the things he put you through and all the lies he told you, please.’ I tell myself mentally.“What do you want, Lake? I really try to classify you in a specific category, but your ambiguous attitude prevents me from doing so.“Then let's not talk, let's just keep quite close to each other.” Says Lake, as if he were the solution to all our problems.What he tells me makes me laugh and therefore, I observe him
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev