I don't like in the least that he expresses himself in that way, because my stupid heart is weakened by the words he just mentioned and I want to justify that, because I am a pregnant woman and therefore I am hormonal.
But, if it's something else, if I stupidly still love them, despite being a vile liar: I'm really lost. Because not only do I lack the intelligence to stay away from him, but I will be completely stupid, because I will forgive everything that he does to me.
"Remember who he is, Rain. Keep in mind all the things he put you through and all the lies he told you, please.’ I tell myself mentally.
“What do you want, Lake? I really try to classify you in a specific category, but your ambiguous attitude prevents me from doing so.
“Then let's not talk, let's just keep quite close to each other.” Says Lake, as if he were the solution to all our problems.
What he tells me makes me laugh and therefore, I observe him
Shania immediately gets in the car, to later growl at the man she always disliked. But, that is not something that is noticeable in them, since, they have always been treated that way.The only thing that has changed is the treatment between him and me, since, there is no love, if not, uncertainty. We are more united than before, but there is no love, we do not respect each other much less, we esteem each other.I could even say that Lake has also wished for my death and still does, we just can't do it when it's already official, we both know that we have children in common and for them, we must stop.“I was serious about the ceasefire. This is not good for you or the babies. So, from my pack you will have no problems.” Lake says, while Shania starts the car.I do not answer, there is no need to talk more. So, I focus on what's in front of me, while I beg not to find it again.“Where are we going?“Home. The house where he
I don't want to accept a deal like that. Lake is not someone who makes a move where he loses and see that he has agreed to many things to the point that my brothers and my father agree with the wedding, he just tells me that it is a new trap.“Rain, you hate him. That's obvious.” says Nikolay, then sighs.“But, we don't have a choice.“There's always a choice.” I say with determination.“Killing them all is not the answer. They are his family.” says Nikolay.“So what? They can be fine just with my family,“You've convinced yourself of that, but, you know it's not true. Because if it was, you would go out and buy baby things in the city or walk around without fear of what they might say.>> You don't agree with those archaic rules, but, you follow them, Rain and since you follow her, you should know what happens if you go against these rules. In addition, he has the right to live with
With everything that has happened with my brothers and my father, they had both rejected the position I have now. In the past I thought they rejected this one because one was too compassionate and the other too violent.But, the reality is, they rejected the charges because they were contaminated. They did not act wisely and because of that, they made big mistakes that made them understand that they did not deserve the position.However, things change when I mention my children. No one in my family, let alone the pack, will agree if Lake takes any of my babies. Because, when we got married they would be legitimate children and as children of the alpha, they should be in the pack.That's the rule, but, no one before me was a woman pregnant by another alpha leader of another pack. So... my situation is complex. Because as a woman pregnant with an alpha, I have to give them heirs and that's what Lake can hold on to.“He's not taking my nephews to that m.
It's true. Lake is not the answer, I knew it from the moment he betrayed me and I know it even now. That's why I kept quiet about my pregnancy. I did not want to condemn my children to a house that is not a home.“Rain, I know it's hard to choose the right path when they are divided about what is best for the herd and what is best for your family environment. But…“Say no more. I think I've had enough for today.“I know how it feels to grow up in a home where your parents don't love each other, but they don't hate each other either and that's ugly. It will be worse for your children if you only think about how to destroy the other, Rain. Think about that, annoying thing.” says Mikhail, to then leave.Exhausted, I return to my room, where my mother soon appears and starts massaging my legs, telling me about the novels she has started watching and the books of new mothers she reads.But, nothing of what he says, enters my mind, b
The next dayI focus on all the inconveniences that my brothers show me without being able to meet my father, who apparently prefers not to see me and to be locked up than to have to see in my womb the cause of his agony.My brothers have taken my words of last night seriously and because of that, they are more involved in the affairs of the pack, even, my brother Nikolay has brought my sister-in-law and although they don't talk to each other much, at least they are close to each other.‘That's another issue that needs to be talked about. After all, although they have not divorced, things are still not moving forward between them.’ I tell myself mentally.“You should get ready to finish, lunch will be ready soon.” says my mother pleased because her three children are at home doing more than lamenting about my situation.“I won't eat here, Mother. I'm going to eat at a property up north.“Really?” my mother asks
Lake stares at me, but he doesn't tell me if he's going to stop pretending to be a good man or at least someone gentle. Neither of us are gentle. So, pretending to be something we are not unnecessary having done so many things.“Lake, I came to talk to the man you really are. If you are going to hide your nature with the potion called 'acting’ you better go with humans and use your amazing acting for interesting movie roles.“What happened to you, Rain? You used to fall for my acting.“I grew up, Lake. I was able to train myself to see through people's deception and that is why it has been possible for me to talk to you without bending, much less feeling that you are good.“Okay, tell me first why you don't want to get married, after all, I'm not going to reject you this time.Lake highlights in his tone of voice the word 'reject you' causing me discomfort, but, I concentrate that this is not just something of the two of us, if
Fear invades me for several seconds, because the quick movement on his part, was not something I expected. But, I quickly recovered and pushed him hard, and then tried to run.Before my strength, Lake ends up falling on the table in the middle of the armchairs. So, the sound of the glass breaking, alerts the bodyguard and the butler of the house. That immediately, they are placed in front of me, being the protective barrier between Lake and me.“You're crazy if you think I'll allow all that nonsense you've said!” Lake shouts angrily.“You're finally showing who you really are.” I say coldly.“You're abusing your power, Rain. But, you forget that I am not one of your wolves who must follow your orders blindly.“That's the difference between you and me. The members of my pack think and are as strong as I am. Therefore, I allow them to act on their own, being clear that they must follow clear rules.>> But, i
I return to my house, feeling a little better. Although things didn't turn out to be completely calm, at least, we didn't end up attacking each other. So, in a way, the meeting was a success.“Shall we go back to the house, ma'am?” the driver asks and I nod.Although I don't want to be on the property, I have no other choice, since, I can't be seen with my status. That's why I'm going back to the house where I got ready to get married, in order to clear my mind of all the chaos.‘Most likely, he will not accept. Then, I will look for a new solution. I'll have to find my destined partner and convince him to link us.’ I tell myself mentally.“Daughter...” someone says and I take a deep breath.“Come on in.” I mean, to then watch as my father watches me with faces of few friends.“Is something wrong?” I ask confused.“Well…“What's the matter, Father?&rdquo
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev