The next day
From the studio, screams, broken objects and even crying have been heard. But, even so I have not approached that place. Because I know that seeing me will make them feel more guilty, even if they try to pretend that everything is fine and that they know how to handle this.
So, I feed myself and walk around wishing to clear my mind of this that is causing so much discomfort to my family. Only that I take it on board in a unique way, because, instead of locking myself up to cry, what I do is think about things while enjoying the pleasant view of nature.
“Today is a big day. The weather is nice, don't you think?” someone asks and I turn around looking at Shania.
“For God's sake, woman, I haven't seen you in a while.
“Well, after your pregnancy thing, I decided to work for the pack from afar. So, I'm coming to visit you because I've taken days off and I don't know what to do with them.
“Why did you lea
I don't like in the least that he expresses himself in that way, because my stupid heart is weakened by the words he just mentioned and I want to justify that, because I am a pregnant woman and therefore I am hormonal.But, if it's something else, if I stupidly still love them, despite being a vile liar: I'm really lost. Because not only do I lack the intelligence to stay away from him, but I will be completely stupid, because I will forgive everything that he does to me."Remember who he is, Rain. Keep in mind all the things he put you through and all the lies he told you, please.’ I tell myself mentally.“What do you want, Lake? I really try to classify you in a specific category, but your ambiguous attitude prevents me from doing so.“Then let's not talk, let's just keep quite close to each other.” Says Lake, as if he were the solution to all our problems.What he tells me makes me laugh and therefore, I observe him
Shania immediately gets in the car, to later growl at the man she always disliked. But, that is not something that is noticeable in them, since, they have always been treated that way.The only thing that has changed is the treatment between him and me, since, there is no love, if not, uncertainty. We are more united than before, but there is no love, we do not respect each other much less, we esteem each other.I could even say that Lake has also wished for my death and still does, we just can't do it when it's already official, we both know that we have children in common and for them, we must stop.“I was serious about the ceasefire. This is not good for you or the babies. So, from my pack you will have no problems.” Lake says, while Shania starts the car.I do not answer, there is no need to talk more. So, I focus on what's in front of me, while I beg not to find it again.“Where are we going?“Home. The house where he
I don't want to accept a deal like that. Lake is not someone who makes a move where he loses and see that he has agreed to many things to the point that my brothers and my father agree with the wedding, he just tells me that it is a new trap.“Rain, you hate him. That's obvious.” says Nikolay, then sighs.“But, we don't have a choice.“There's always a choice.” I say with determination.“Killing them all is not the answer. They are his family.” says Nikolay.“So what? They can be fine just with my family,“You've convinced yourself of that, but, you know it's not true. Because if it was, you would go out and buy baby things in the city or walk around without fear of what they might say.>> You don't agree with those archaic rules, but, you follow them, Rain and since you follow her, you should know what happens if you go against these rules. In addition, he has the right to live with
With everything that has happened with my brothers and my father, they had both rejected the position I have now. In the past I thought they rejected this one because one was too compassionate and the other too violent.But, the reality is, they rejected the charges because they were contaminated. They did not act wisely and because of that, they made big mistakes that made them understand that they did not deserve the position.However, things change when I mention my children. No one in my family, let alone the pack, will agree if Lake takes any of my babies. Because, when we got married they would be legitimate children and as children of the alpha, they should be in the pack.That's the rule, but, no one before me was a woman pregnant by another alpha leader of another pack. So... my situation is complex. Because as a woman pregnant with an alpha, I have to give them heirs and that's what Lake can hold on to.“He's not taking my nephews to that m.
It's true. Lake is not the answer, I knew it from the moment he betrayed me and I know it even now. That's why I kept quiet about my pregnancy. I did not want to condemn my children to a house that is not a home.“Rain, I know it's hard to choose the right path when they are divided about what is best for the herd and what is best for your family environment. But…“Say no more. I think I've had enough for today.“I know how it feels to grow up in a home where your parents don't love each other, but they don't hate each other either and that's ugly. It will be worse for your children if you only think about how to destroy the other, Rain. Think about that, annoying thing.” says Mikhail, to then leave.Exhausted, I return to my room, where my mother soon appears and starts massaging my legs, telling me about the novels she has started watching and the books of new mothers she reads.But, nothing of what he says, enters my mind, b
The next dayI focus on all the inconveniences that my brothers show me without being able to meet my father, who apparently prefers not to see me and to be locked up than to have to see in my womb the cause of his agony.My brothers have taken my words of last night seriously and because of that, they are more involved in the affairs of the pack, even, my brother Nikolay has brought my sister-in-law and although they don't talk to each other much, at least they are close to each other.‘That's another issue that needs to be talked about. After all, although they have not divorced, things are still not moving forward between them.’ I tell myself mentally.“You should get ready to finish, lunch will be ready soon.” says my mother pleased because her three children are at home doing more than lamenting about my situation.“I won't eat here, Mother. I'm going to eat at a property up north.“Really?” my mother asks
Lake stares at me, but he doesn't tell me if he's going to stop pretending to be a good man or at least someone gentle. Neither of us are gentle. So, pretending to be something we are not unnecessary having done so many things.“Lake, I came to talk to the man you really are. If you are going to hide your nature with the potion called 'acting’ you better go with humans and use your amazing acting for interesting movie roles.“What happened to you, Rain? You used to fall for my acting.“I grew up, Lake. I was able to train myself to see through people's deception and that is why it has been possible for me to talk to you without bending, much less feeling that you are good.“Okay, tell me first why you don't want to get married, after all, I'm not going to reject you this time.Lake highlights in his tone of voice the word 'reject you' causing me discomfort, but, I concentrate that this is not just something of the two of us, if
Fear invades me for several seconds, because the quick movement on his part, was not something I expected. But, I quickly recovered and pushed him hard, and then tried to run.Before my strength, Lake ends up falling on the table in the middle of the armchairs. So, the sound of the glass breaking, alerts the bodyguard and the butler of the house. That immediately, they are placed in front of me, being the protective barrier between Lake and me.“You're crazy if you think I'll allow all that nonsense you've said!” Lake shouts angrily.“You're finally showing who you really are.” I say coldly.“You're abusing your power, Rain. But, you forget that I am not one of your wolves who must follow your orders blindly.“That's the difference between you and me. The members of my pack think and are as strong as I am. Therefore, I allow them to act on their own, being clear that they must follow clear rules.>> But, i