So, I enjoy watching him stare at me, while the veins of his neck and forehead protrude to the point that I fear that at any moment he will explode and end his life in my studio.
'That could be the perfect excuse for a new confrontation with his pack.’ I tell myself mentally.
“That's none of your business.
“It's my business if it will be inside you!” Lake shouts angrily.
“You shouldn't care what dick I ride. If you came here for the kids, let's talk about it, so, my love affair should be none of your business, Lake, do you understand?” I say coldly
“Don't make me mad, Rain.
“What are you going to do to me if I do it, Lake?
“I won't allow it.
“You're not someone to forbid me or allow me something, Lake. You've lost that right since... a long time ago.
“It doesn't matter anymore. The past is the past. Let's talk about the future. So, I'll make it offic
My mother immediately appears, while I try to catch my breath. She checks me for marks of violence, but, Lake after touching my belly in the tub, did not dare to touch me a second time.‘What is it that he has planned?’ I ask myself mentally.“What, the hell is wrong with that idiot? Do you want to joke with us?“I don't know. Have you heard anything from my brothers or my father?“Nothing. But, since they are not here when we needed them, they may not come back, for me there is no problem with that.” says my mother angrily.“I'm going to get some rest.” I say with my mind throws a chaos.My mother stays in the studio with the marriage agreement, while I lie in bed wishing to wake up from this nightmare. But, it is obvious that it is not possible. After all, it is my harsh and cruel reality.'Marrying my unfaithful ex-boyfriend and my disgraced ex-fiancé. What was he thinking when
Hours laterSergey appears with Mikhail in my room, my brother, he has certain marks on his body that gradually disappear as he approaches me.“What are you doing here, Mikhail? I thought you'd come back later.“I was able to come earlier and thank goodness I did, so I could help your brother. Is everything okay here?“When has he really been?” I ask looking at Mikhail, while my brother stands in the opposite direction to my doctor.“I'm sorry.” says Sergey.“Why are you sorry?“Well, my mother has already told me how stupid I was and how I neglected my sister, so that that animal would come without problems. So, I'll sum it all up for you: I'm sorry for acting immature and judging you for something that was out of your hands.“Shall I leave you two alone for a moment?“No, I need you to monitor the babies, a lot has happened today.Mikhail is getting rea
The next dayFrom the studio, screams, broken objects and even crying have been heard. But, even so I have not approached that place. Because I know that seeing me will make them feel more guilty, even if they try to pretend that everything is fine and that they know how to handle this.So, I feed myself and walk around wishing to clear my mind of this that is causing so much discomfort to my family. Only that I take it on board in a unique way, because, instead of locking myself up to cry, what I do is think about things while enjoying the pleasant view of nature.“Today is a big day. The weather is nice, don't you think?” someone asks and I turn around looking at Shania.“For God's sake, woman, I haven't seen you in a while.“Well, after your pregnancy thing, I decided to work for the pack from afar. So, I'm coming to visit you because I've taken days off and I don't know what to do with them.“Why did you lea
I don't like in the least that he expresses himself in that way, because my stupid heart is weakened by the words he just mentioned and I want to justify that, because I am a pregnant woman and therefore I am hormonal.But, if it's something else, if I stupidly still love them, despite being a vile liar: I'm really lost. Because not only do I lack the intelligence to stay away from him, but I will be completely stupid, because I will forgive everything that he does to me."Remember who he is, Rain. Keep in mind all the things he put you through and all the lies he told you, please.’ I tell myself mentally.“What do you want, Lake? I really try to classify you in a specific category, but your ambiguous attitude prevents me from doing so.“Then let's not talk, let's just keep quite close to each other.” Says Lake, as if he were the solution to all our problems.What he tells me makes me laugh and therefore, I observe him
Shania immediately gets in the car, to later growl at the man she always disliked. But, that is not something that is noticeable in them, since, they have always been treated that way.The only thing that has changed is the treatment between him and me, since, there is no love, if not, uncertainty. We are more united than before, but there is no love, we do not respect each other much less, we esteem each other.I could even say that Lake has also wished for my death and still does, we just can't do it when it's already official, we both know that we have children in common and for them, we must stop.“I was serious about the ceasefire. This is not good for you or the babies. So, from my pack you will have no problems.” Lake says, while Shania starts the car.I do not answer, there is no need to talk more. So, I focus on what's in front of me, while I beg not to find it again.“Where are we going?“Home. The house where he
I don't want to accept a deal like that. Lake is not someone who makes a move where he loses and see that he has agreed to many things to the point that my brothers and my father agree with the wedding, he just tells me that it is a new trap.“Rain, you hate him. That's obvious.” says Nikolay, then sighs.“But, we don't have a choice.“There's always a choice.” I say with determination.“Killing them all is not the answer. They are his family.” says Nikolay.“So what? They can be fine just with my family,“You've convinced yourself of that, but, you know it's not true. Because if it was, you would go out and buy baby things in the city or walk around without fear of what they might say.>> You don't agree with those archaic rules, but, you follow them, Rain and since you follow her, you should know what happens if you go against these rules. In addition, he has the right to live with
With everything that has happened with my brothers and my father, they had both rejected the position I have now. In the past I thought they rejected this one because one was too compassionate and the other too violent.But, the reality is, they rejected the charges because they were contaminated. They did not act wisely and because of that, they made big mistakes that made them understand that they did not deserve the position.However, things change when I mention my children. No one in my family, let alone the pack, will agree if Lake takes any of my babies. Because, when we got married they would be legitimate children and as children of the alpha, they should be in the pack.That's the rule, but, no one before me was a woman pregnant by another alpha leader of another pack. So... my situation is complex. Because as a woman pregnant with an alpha, I have to give them heirs and that's what Lake can hold on to.“He's not taking my nephews to that m.
It's true. Lake is not the answer, I knew it from the moment he betrayed me and I know it even now. That's why I kept quiet about my pregnancy. I did not want to condemn my children to a house that is not a home.“Rain, I know it's hard to choose the right path when they are divided about what is best for the herd and what is best for your family environment. But…“Say no more. I think I've had enough for today.“I know how it feels to grow up in a home where your parents don't love each other, but they don't hate each other either and that's ugly. It will be worse for your children if you only think about how to destroy the other, Rain. Think about that, annoying thing.” says Mikhail, to then leave.Exhausted, I return to my room, where my mother soon appears and starts massaging my legs, telling me about the novels she has started watching and the books of new mothers she reads.But, nothing of what he says, enters my mind, b