~Gwen~
The Coit Tower is crowded with all the werewolves in San Francisco. All the four packs are gathered here.The Lunar Convergence is a ritual held three times a year. It symbolizes the coming together of werewolves under the full moon to recognise and unite with their destined mate. We also call it the Moonlit recognition.It was obvious that a lot of werewolves who were here for the ritual looked nervous. They did not know how tonight might turn out for them. Just like me. Fate either gave you someone you love or didn't. Few may not find their mate here today until the next Lunar Convergence and there are a few rejections sometimes. Although it was most times a happy ending for everyone.Rejection in San Francisco's pack community was similar to a death sentence. If one doesn't get a mate, the individual will be ridiculed to the point that they sometimes have to leave their pack because they can't take it anymore. It was that bad."Hey, cheer up. You look like you are about to melt." Leonard poked me."I do feel like I am going to melt. I am so scared," I said.Leo smiled and rubbed my back. He is my best friend and sometimes I think I'll be dead lonely without him in my life. He is the perfect description for a nerd which is why we are close."Leo, do you think anyone fate chooses for me will want me?""Why do you ask such a question? You have to be optimistic.""I am just being real here. You can see the way my pack treats me. No one wants to relate with me because of my history.""Gwen, you are not your history. It's their loss. They all do not know how wonderful you are as a person, except for your parents of course."My parents. Those were the people who ever showed me genuine love, even though I wasn't their child.My history is messed up. The story I grew up hearing was that my mother was Alpha Roderick's childhood friend. They grew up together here. She fell in love with a man, who happens to be a rogue then she abandoned her pack to be with him.A few years later Alpha Roderick found a baby at his doorstep with a letter from my mother. Alpha Roderick almost turned me away until his close friend, Nate Blackthorn, promised to raise me as his own because they had no child. But a year later they had Lionel. That's the version of the story that I know.Alpha Roderick was giving the opening speech before the ritual began."We all know why we are here on this night of a full moon. This is a tradition that has been held for generations. Before the moonlit recognition begins, I would like to pass on the information that tonight is a great night for me as well. Not because I am looking for a mate. My Luna would kill me if I was—."There was so much laughter when he said the last part of his speech sarcastically. His Luna poked him. He gave a false moan.Alpha Roderick continued, "The reason why I am happy is because my son Jasper just turned nineteen and will be find his mate today. His best friend Reginald who also turned nineteen will also get a mate. The Alpha of the Golden Gate Guardians will be proud, just like me. Can you scream hurray with me?""Hurray!" The sound of our scream shook the entire ground.Alpha Roderick continued. "The cost of today's celebration is on the Pacific Moonrise pack. Enjoy yourselves as you please."Everyone screamed and praised Alpha Roderick. They began to yell. "You rock, PMP! You rock, PMP!"They all cheered loudly. PMP is a short form for the Pacific Moonrise pack."Enough" Alpha Roderick raised his hand to halt the cheerful crowd. "With this, I say may the Moon goddess bless this ritual."We all made a howling sound in response. That was our way of commemorating the beginning of the ritual.Alpha Roderick held Luna's hand as she stepped down from the stage. They looked cute together. His Luna was a very beautiful and nice lady.Most times I wonder if Jasper is even their son. Perhaps he got switched at birth.He is the complete opposite of both of them. Well, he is good-looking, no doubt. But that was the only thing he got from them. Character-wise, he was a rebellious jerk and a bully. ****I could not believe it. This was too good to be true. I just caught my mate's scent."Leo, I can smell him. His scent. I think I got a mate!" I bounced from foot to foot.Leo hugged me. "I told you not to worry."Under the full moon's light, those qualified entered the field at once and began to look for their mate through the scent.I searched for mine, I followed his scent until it brought me to where he was standing. He had his back to me. I reached out to him, tapping his shoulders softly. "Hi," I said with a shaky voice.He must be searching for someone because I could see his attention was somewhere else. Was he searching for me?He turned around. I nearly collapsed from shock. It was Reginald Nightshade. Reginald the son of the Alpha of The Golden Gate Guardians.Fate gave me a soon-to-be Alpha as my mate! I must be dreaming. I didn't know if I was to scream or to run away and hide. Reginald stared at me with protruding eyes, mouth agape. "You! No. You can't be my mate. Fuck this!" He walked away from me.I feared the worst. This reaction was not a good one. There was only one person I could run to now. No, not my parents. Leo."Leo! Leo! You would not believe this." I swallowed the lump in my throat."I wanna hear it. Tell me, girl." He screamed, looking excited. He was so happy for me when I told him I could smell my mate. He was probably thinking I came back to tell him I was happy with who I found. Little did he know."You are keeping me waiting. Who is he?" Leo asked."It's Reginald.""Which Reginald? You mean Reginald —as in Reginald Nightshade of the Golden Gate Guardians. Jasper's best friend?""Yes, him.""Woooh. I think you just hit yourself a jackpot. You got yourself a potential Alpha as a mate! This calls for celebration, Luna."My head was spinning. "Wait, Leo. Stop! He wasn't happy when he saw me.""How do you know that?""He walked away from me in annoyance.""Really. That's not a good sign then. Let's not assume things or conclude based on that. Let us patiently wait for the acceptance phase."What happens in the acceptance phase is that we all accept those whom we have found as our mates and promise to be one forever.The first werewolf couple rejoiced over their mate bond. The second couple looked excited too. The third were okay with each other. On and on it went. It was my turn. Reginald stared at me, his jaw clenched. He had so much anger in his eyes. He wasted no time speaking."I Reginald Nightshade reject you Gwen Blackthorn as my mate."He didn't stop there. He continued. " I feel cheated to have you as my mate. As the soon-to-be Alpha of the Golden Gate Guardian, I need a strong Luna, not a slug and the daughter of a rogue," he said in a sharp tone and walked away. His father went after him, trying to calm him down.There were murmurs and soft giggles in the crowd. I heard someone say 'Serves her right'.Tears well up in my eyes. Sobs trapped in my throat. My hair hung in my face, I was trying to hide my eyes from everyone. This was so humiliating.It would have been less brutal if he stopped talking after he rejected me but Reginald decided to call me a slug and the daughter of a rogue in front of the whole pack community.A petite and soft hand taps my shoulder. I looked behind me to see that it was my mom. She tried hugging me. I stepped away, with uncontrolled tears and ran away. I didn't care how long it would take me to reach back home on foot.I just kept running, breathing heavily. I wish every breath could make me a different person.Twenty minutes later. Leo strode into my room. He gave me a tight hug."I am sorry Gwen. Don't let this deter your spirit. You are stronger than you think.""I would have accepted his rejection wholeheartedly. I know I do not deserve him. But he chose to humiliate me in front of everyone. Is it my fault that I am unable to shift yet and that my father was a rogue?""He is an ass. If he has such a bad personality. I will say good riddance to bad rubbish.""The shame is too great to bear. I was the only one rejected at the Coit Tower today. I hate to admit it but Tara was right. No one wants me!""Who said you were the only one rejected? Jasper got rejected too.""What?!""Yeah, it shocked us all. Seraphina Darkwater outrightly rejected him. Although she did not state her reason." Leo revealed. "So cheer up. You weren't the only one rejected. An Alpha's son got a taste of it too."For a while, I forgot about my problem. I thought I alone was going to be the talk of the town. Taunted for being rejected to the point where I might finally die of misery.But now it seemed I was going to share the Rejection Popularity Badge with Jasper Draven. But it doesn't make sense whichever way I look at it.Who on earth will reject such a guy as Jasper? Lot of girls will kill to be his mate.~Jasper~When she said those words. I felt like a spear went through my chest, goring my heart. How could she reject me? And with no reason at all. Who does she think she is? When Gwen Blackthorn got rejected, I didn't feel sorry for her. I do not blame my best friend, Reginald. Fate was not fair to him either. Why should he be paired with such a weakling? To be pretty honest, I think I would have rejected Gwen too if I found out she was my mate. Although these were my thoughts hours ago before Reginald rejected Gwen in front of everyone. Now I feel the pain she went through. The pain of rejection. And I would not wish it on anyone. You can only assume someone else's pain until the same happens to you. Seraphina Darkwater is a hot girl from the Bayview Silver pack, if not the hottest girl in all of San Francisco. I have had my eyes on her for a long time. She was like every guy's crush in school. I was so glad that fate made her mine at last but happiness was short-lived. She sha
~Jasper~The surprise Dorian and Orion had was a party. They had planned a party and we were all going to attend. It is going to be at Orion's place, the Bayview Silver Pack colony.I declined at first but my wolf wasn't pleased with that idea. It was still hurting from the rejection. I reckoned it would be better if I asked Seraphina why she rejected me. Probably if she does tell me, I will be able to move on, just like that slug, Gwen. I arrived late. The party was blasting with music. Everyone is in the mood. Orion was making brews with a few other guys. I couldn't spot Reginald, Eddy, and Dorian.Someone comes from behind me. "You are here man." Reginald puts his arms around my shoulder.Reginald And I have been close friends since we were kids. We started together before Orion joined us, then Dorian, and Finally Eddy. "What did I miss?" I asked."Not much. Got myself busy with some pretty girls over there." He beckoned at a seat with two pretty ladies who waved back at us. "I
GwenThe nightmare has only just begun. What happened at the school cafeteria was just the beginning. I know it is going to get worse. I went into the cafeteria ready for what was to come. My Airpods are on, blasting the song 'A New Day' by Celine Dione on a high beat. I don't even know what harsh words they were all yelling at me. It was better not to know. For the safety of my mental health. My day at school today was hell. I am exhausted, my body sore and my ankle sprained. I opened the drawer next to my bed to pick up the healing ointment. I hope it soothes my already inflamed ankle. The activities we did at school today were those that involved physical strength and agility. An area I sucked at! Welcome to the life of a wolfless girl. My phone pings. I rarely get message notifications except it was from Leo, N*****x, or any of my favorite newsletters, the ones I subscribed to that is. I stretch my neck to check. Jasper!I shut my eyes to open them again. I picked the phon
Gwen7:30 pm.Just as I had anticipated. The knee got better. But I limped while walking. I pull out a white shirt, a pair of jeans, and a hoodie from my closet. It might get chilly tonight so I need to dress for the weather. "Where are you off to? Isn't your knee sprained?" Lionel asked. He lowered his head to observe me. He had the remote control in his hands. His favourite TV show playing when I came into the sitting room.I lied to him. "To see Leo."Lionel continued to stare at me suspiciously. "But he was here this afternoon.""He forgot his study notes here. I want to give them back to —"He cuts me off. "Whatever. It's not like you are useful in this house anyway."I paid him no attention."When mom and dad get home. Tell them I went to see Leo."I didn't wait for him to answer. I slipped out of the house and headed in the direction of the children's pack. It was a busy night. The street was bustling with so many activities. San Francisco was even more beautiful at night. I l
JasperI must say, she surprised me. I thought it was going to be easy, telling her exactly what I wanted and she would have no option but to do as I said. I'll admit I was too overconfident. I knew she feared me. That was the more reason why I thought she was going to agree to do this with me without hesitation. But she stood her ground. I didn't want to lose control of the conversation. I told her I'd only give her two days to think it through. I had to threaten her. Not like I was going to hurt her, but I am going to make her life miserable if she thinks she can get away from me.Gwen was like the nerdy girl next door. In our neighbourhood or colony, she's the nerdiest person anyone will ever set eyes on. She never wore makeup. Her clothes were oversized. Never made her hair. She was always wearing a shirt, hoodie and a pair of trousers. Like what the hell! How can a girl choose one particular way of dressing? If that isn't boring, then what is then? And she seems not to care.
Gwen My phone battery had died so I couldn't send a reply to Jasper. I looked for him around the school to give him my answer but he was nowhere to be found. I was running along his class when I saw him through the window. He looked lost and it seemed like the teacher was trying to walk him out of the class. Was he out of his mind? Didn't he know it was the mating class? What was he doing in there?I decided to take advantage of the situation.I clutched my backpack and took a deep breath before stepping into the class. I thought I was going to pass out as everyone's attention was on me. Mr Mike asked me what I was looking for. I answered him. But he didn't believe me when I told him I was there to attend the mating class. He asked me who my mate was and he was surprised that I pointed out Jasper as my mate. Mr Mike stared at me. I tried hard to not lose my composure. "If you are his mate, why didn't he say anything when I asked him to excuse us?" Mr Mike asked. I thought hard
JasperI could hug Gwen for what she did. But I wouldn't. What's the reason for making her feel too important? She will think I owe her. Never! I pretend not to feel moved by what she's done. I had lost track of time and forgot that the next class was the mating class. It was already too late for me to quietly slip out. Mr Mike wasn't a man to be tempered with. He was strict and a disciplinarian. He has taken the mating class for years. Not because he was good at teaching it but because he was the one who said the wild stuff we did during mating in a romantic way.I was about to shove my chair backward and walk out of the class when Mr Mike asked what Gwen was doing there. I was also surprised to see her. After ignoring my message, she appears here to give me my answer. What a girl!Perhaps she wasn't that much of a slug anyway, because one had to be smart to pull the stuff she did today. I told her to come by the house today. Terms and conditions! Is there a need? Definitely. I
GwenWas he serious right now? Why would he ask me such private questions?He just told me that I wasn't his type and here he is asking me if I've ever kissed or had sex before. Not to mention that he was scaring the shit out of me. "No," I said with a shaky voice. It was true for the sex part but a lie for the kiss part. I have been kissed before but I wouldn't tell him that. "Good. Let it remain that way because whoever is going to have sex with you has some fucking work to do."I was reevaluating my decision. I think agreeing to this is a bad idea. The moment I stood by his door about to enter his room I knew I was doomed. What I saw on his wall made me speechless. It shook me to my core. Pictures of half-naked girls everywhere, some in bikinis, some barely had any clothes on. Was he a pervert? I just stood there lost until he yelled at me, pulling me from my thoughts and asking why I was still standing there. I thought I had seen it all. Until I saw a large painting of a na
Jasper One month had passed since the miraculous events at the Coit Tower. The werewolf community had been shaken by the revelation of our fated bond and whispers of our extraordinary connection echoed throughout the packs.Gwen and I didn't need the Lunar Convergence anymore. The moonstone gave us what we wished; each other. "Hi, beautiful." I shut the door behind me. Gwen raised her head. She sat on her chair writing. "How's my mate doing?" I asked, staring into her gorgeous eyes. "My hands hurt from all the writing. I need to submit this report tomorrow." "Is it a lot?" I asked, trying to take a peek. "Out of ten, I've only done four." "Oops!" I exclaimed. She does have a lot to cover. Gwen tugged my arm. "Did you hear what happened to Reginald?" I was surprised to hear the question, wondering what must have happened. So I asked. "What happened?" "Leo called me fifteen minutes ago. He said a friend at Reginald's colony told him that Reginald was taken to the punishment camp
Gwen Life isn't fair. It has never been fair to me since the day I was born. It's never given me what I wanted. The few things it gave me, it gave me late; when others have long had theirs. I could still hear Jaspers scream in my head. Seeing him struggle to breathe, with blood coming out of his mouth and nose was terrifying. I could do nothing when he ingested the thornleaf. I watched in horror as he breathed his last. My cry echoed through the Sanctum. I wanted to take his place or better still die with him. But one of us needs to take the moonstone back home. The pack community was waiting for us to return on the third day.It was evening by the time we arrived at the Coit Tower. A large crowd had gathered, waiting for us. It seemed everyone wanted to see what would happen to those two who foolishly went against the mating laws. Probably they all wanted to find out if we would return with the moonstone or not.Jasper's body was dropped to the ground. The muttering from the crowd
Jasper "You're not a bad person. You've grown to become my favorite person." I confessed to Gwen. "I don't care about Selena. If anything, I'm glad you never told me about it because I would never have gotten to know you, and that would be a great loss. I was mean to you. I'm so sorry that my pride came before everything else."I let out a deep breath. "But why would you have a crush on someone as bad and irresponsible as I am?"Gwen lowered her head. " Simple. The heart wants what it wants. Trust me I've tried to hate you but I couldn't. I accepted that and from crushing on you, I moved to falling in love with you during the time I spent with you. I know you don't love me but what matters is that I do."I reached out to hold her hands and cup her cheek. "I was stupid not to notice. I feel jealous when guys talk to you. I wanted you just for myself," I whispered passionately. "At first, I thought I wanted you just for four months, but I realized I wanted you forever. My wolf is only p
Jasper I wanted to say many things to Gwen but I didn't know where to begin from. If I knew things were going to turn out this bad, I wouldn't have brought about this idea. I'm still shocked that a life will be given for the moonstone. It sounds like a joke. It's hard to take in. I leaned my back to the wall thinking of all my actions that led me to this point and I knew it was my pride. I wasn't patient enough to wait for the next Lunar Convergence. I wanted to control everything in my life. I'm used to winning all the time and not having things go my way makes me want to force it to. I watch Gwen as she quietly stays in her corner. She can't avoid me forever. At one point before midnight, one of us has to step forward. The most horrible way one of us would die is by not telling the other goodbye. I don't want to lie to myself. I regret starting this but I do not regret meeting her and knowing her better. She taught me someone can be good to you and accept nothing in return. I
Gwen I must say, I never expected this place to look like this. The people here live like one big family. There aren't more than two hundred people here, men, women, and kids., I am not so sure though.It's amazing how they could live in the middle of this forest away from the outside world. How do they live? No phones, no cars, no TV, no schools, no malls—you name it. They don't even wear clothes like ours; they have long fabrics with strings tied around their waist. Long, beautiful hair is one of the features they all have. Just like my mother showed me in the picture, my father also had long hair. It must be a law here to grow out the hair.My supposed aunt, Sonya Silverwood, is the Alpha of the Silverwood Grove; a position that belonged to my father, and in his absence it could only go to the next in line—Her. It's the first time I've seen a female Alpha. "Why did you allow me in? You were supposed to send me away," I said. Sonya grinned. "Your mother told you that, right?""
Jasper On foot, going to the Silverwood Grove takes a day and a half at most. Three wolf warriors, all guys, were asked to go with us. But they're not to interfere in our quest in any way. They would be lurking around somewhere observing all we did. This was to ensure they report back to the pack community everything that happens to ensure transparency. We walked in silence. Gwen didn't want to speak to me. I noticed she didn't want to get close to me either. As we walked, she stayed several inches away from me. She must be terrified. I could see it in her eyes back at the punishment camp. There's so much I do not know about Gwen. I thought I did. Zara revealed she's Silverwood. If we weren't seized and in such a predicament but happened to just be friends, that would've been great news. But it wasn't such great news with the quest at hand. Her father is a great figure. It's common knowledge that anyone who bears the last name Silverwood is a guardian of the grove and also a keepe
Gwen He wants to take the fall.To see him go down alone without accepting that I was also in the wrong would mean I was wicked and selfish. Yeah, I'm angry at him. I screamed cruel words at him. I told him I hated him. But could I ever? I don't think my heart could hate Jasper so easily. I've tried to in the past when he used to be my bully. People may say he manipulated me, he outsmarted me, or whatever they want. But I allowed him to. I encouraged it because I love him. My crush on him turned into stronger feelings, which later turned into love. Just as I gradually fell in love with him, perhaps I'll gradually fall out of love with him. My moments with Jasper were mostly adventurous. Everything wasn't entirely bad. I'm not ungrateful. Staying close to the guy I have wet dreams about was one of my desires; I wanted to be so close to him, to know what he smelled like and felt like. And I did get close and got to do a lot of things with him. My parents would never understand that
Jasper "Alpha Roderick, Your son, Jasper has to be taken in." Sid marched through the front door with a couple of his men. "A report came to us with enough evidence that he and Gwen committed a crime, a violation of social norms within our community. They are said to be fake mates."Father and Mother exchanged glances and turned to look at me, their eyes narrowed in disbelief. My father asked, "Jasper what's going on here? Do you know anything about what they are talking about?" "It's true... I forged a fake mate bond with Gwen.." Mother gasped. "What have you done?""I'm sorry, "I whispered. "I…I"Before I could say another word, my father slapped me across my face. "Take him away," he ordered, disappointment written all over his face. Mother nearly collapsed, but father was quick to hold her."Sid and his men dragged me away and put me into the back of a black van. It was so dark when the door to the van closed. I could feel the presence of other people in here from the body he
Gwen I had a bath and came down for dinner. Zara was home with us. Mother invited her for dinner. I've been down because of the fight I had with Jasper and didn't have an appetite for food. I had to come down to enjoy the moment with my family. Jasper isn't worth locking myself in my room and crying a long time for. At school today I stayed in the classroom throughout because I didn't want to see him. I don't think I can heal from this fast. How can someone I love manipulate me like this? Reginald is a devil but I don't care because he's not the one I love and care about. Jasper was the one who had my heart but he showed me how foolish I am. "Sweetheart, why are you playing with your food?" Zara asked. "Are you okay?"I forced a smile. "I'm fine.""No, she's not. Don't believe her," Mother said. "She's been like this since she fought with Jasper. We don't know what their fight is about.""Huh, mates' fight." Zara smiled cutely and winked. "It happens. You'll feel awful about you