Gwen
The nightmare has only just begun.What happened at the school cafeteria was just the beginning. I know it is going to get worse. I went into the cafeteria ready for what was to come.My Airpods are on, blasting the song 'A New Day' by Celine Dione on a high beat.I don't even know what harsh words they were all yelling at me. It was better not to know. For the safety of my mental health. My day at school today was hell.I am exhausted, my body sore and my ankle sprained. I opened the drawer next to my bed to pick up the healing ointment. I hope it soothes my already inflamed ankle.The activities we did at school today were those that involved physical strength and agility. An area I sucked at! Welcome to the life of a wolfless girl.My phone pings.I rarely get message notifications except it was from Leo, N*****x, or any of my favorite newsletters, the ones I subscribed to that is.I stretch my neck to check.Jasper!I shut my eyes to open them again. I picked the phone up fast and stared at my screen, but the name was still there. Jasper.Maybe it's a mistake, he must have messaged me wrongly. Jasper had never contacted me.I have his number saved in my phone because it was a rule that in our pack, everyone must save each other's number in case of any emergency where one was too far to packlink with anyone. That must have been how he got my number.I opened the message, curious to know what it contained.Inbox:Gwen, This is Jasper Draven. I have something important I need to discuss with you. Meet me at the children's park tomorrow at 8:00 pm.The message was for me. It wasn't a mistake. My name was boldly stated there.What could be wrong? Why would he want to meet with me? Did I do something wrong? I had a hundred and one questions running through my head.Jasper was bad news. Seeing his message kept me on my toes.After much contemplation, I decided to reply to his message.Sent:Ok. I will be there.It was odd whichever way I looked at it. I saw him in school earlier today and he saw me too but it didn't seem like he was angry with me. Although he looked sad, obviously because of what happened at the Lunar Convergence.I lay on my back, placed my head on my pillow and stared at the ceiling of my room. "Gwen, come down and have your dinner."My mother's voice distracts me from trying to analyze the reason behind Jasper's message. Gwen you only need to be patient and wait until tomorrow. I tell myself. Yeah, let's be patient.I rub the ointment on my ankle. The plan was to have dinner and sleep early. Who knows, Jasper might not even wait till 8:00 pm before letting the cat out of the bag. He might even do so at school.Unfortunately, the following morning, I woke up with a fever. The pain in my knee seemed to have increased. I couldn't even move my legs.****Sadly I couldn't go to school and I was also unsure about meeting Jasper at 8:00 pm. I almost texted him that I wouldn't be able to make it but I had to rethink.What's the rush? I might feel better before evening. This morning my father gave me some medications and helped massage the knee properly.He said I wasn't going to need a cast over it because at first when he saw the state of my knee, he thought it was broken. Thank the stars it isn't.Leo pushed my room door without knocking. "What happened to you, Gwen? You weren't in school." He tosses his bag on the ground."Can't you knock? I have warned you a million times, Leo. The day you walk in on me naked, our friendship ends." I blurted out, glaring at him."Like that will ever happen," Leo mumbled."Which are you doubting? Walking in on me naked or our friendship ending?""The latter of course. You know you can't do without me." He jumps on my bed, leaning his head close to my knees. He assessed the sprain."Of course I can.""Hum. You will be fine. It doesn't look bad. It's normal for girls to cry over little sprains like this. We guys get this regularly.""Leo! Are you here to check up on me or to brag about the number of sprains you guys get?""Sorry." He leans backward.My phone pings.From where I sat, my hands couldn't reach it. Leo was sitting next to it."Can you pass me my phone?"He does as I ask but suddenly halts. "Leo, give me my phone.""What the heck is this? Jasper! Sending you a message.""Give me my phone right now!"I dived to snatch it from his arms quickly despite my aching knee. Leo had already swiped my phone and seen the last message Jasper sent before the recent one."Haven't you heard of the word privacy?" I said, trying to avoid eye contact.I never had a reason to use a password on my phone. Now I wished I had a password."Really? Now I am damn serious. Why is Jasper sending you that sort of message?"I didn't respond. I read through the recent message to have an idea about what Leo had just seen.Inbox:Warning! Come alone. It's not like you have any friends. Contrary to that, I don't care if you have any. I need you here alone. And tell no one of our meeting."What the heck is this? You aren't answering my question, Gwen. Why will Jasper ask you to meet him alone at 8:00 p.m.?""I don't know! Stop yelling. I have no idea either.""Don't go," Leo warned."What?! Why?" I blurted out."You don't know why Jasper wants to see you. And you are asking me why. Are you for real?" Leo raised his voice. As a friend, he was watching out for me but in this instance, he seemed to be overdoing it."I believe it's a harmless meeting. I can't know what it is about if I don't go.""Then he should have texted whatever he wanted to say to you.""Why are you against me going? Why would you just tell me not to meet him?""It's more than just that. Have you forgotten about the Katherine case so early? The girl who Jasper was with for some time…you know, she was found dead in the woods.""But that doesn't mean he killed her.""How would you know?! That second message he sent you sounds suspicious to me.""I am sorry. But I have to go see him.""Then let me come with you."What Leo asked was a no-no. I was determined to go and alone. "No, I can't. I need to do as Jasper says.""Suit yourself!" Leo picks up his bag and storms out of the room, slamming my door shut.Thank you for choosing this book. Brace yourself, as you're going to be in for the most turbulent love story ride of your life.
Gwen7:30 pm.Just as I had anticipated. The knee got better. But I limped while walking. I pull out a white shirt, a pair of jeans, and a hoodie from my closet. It might get chilly tonight so I need to dress for the weather. "Where are you off to? Isn't your knee sprained?" Lionel asked. He lowered his head to observe me. He had the remote control in his hands. His favourite TV show playing when I came into the sitting room.I lied to him. "To see Leo."Lionel continued to stare at me suspiciously. "But he was here this afternoon.""He forgot his study notes here. I want to give them back to —"He cuts me off. "Whatever. It's not like you are useful in this house anyway."I paid him no attention."When mom and dad get home. Tell them I went to see Leo."I didn't wait for him to answer. I slipped out of the house and headed in the direction of the children's pack. It was a busy night. The street was bustling with so many activities. San Francisco was even more beautiful at night. I l
JasperI must say, she surprised me. I thought it was going to be easy, telling her exactly what I wanted and she would have no option but to do as I said. I'll admit I was too overconfident. I knew she feared me. That was the more reason why I thought she was going to agree to do this with me without hesitation. But she stood her ground. I didn't want to lose control of the conversation. I told her I'd only give her two days to think it through. I had to threaten her. Not like I was going to hurt her, but I am going to make her life miserable if she thinks she can get away from me.Gwen was like the nerdy girl next door. In our neighbourhood or colony, she's the nerdiest person anyone will ever set eyes on. She never wore makeup. Her clothes were oversized. Never made her hair. She was always wearing a shirt, hoodie and a pair of trousers. Like what the hell! How can a girl choose one particular way of dressing? If that isn't boring, then what is then? And she seems not to care.
Gwen My phone battery had died so I couldn't send a reply to Jasper. I looked for him around the school to give him my answer but he was nowhere to be found. I was running along his class when I saw him through the window. He looked lost and it seemed like the teacher was trying to walk him out of the class. Was he out of his mind? Didn't he know it was the mating class? What was he doing in there?I decided to take advantage of the situation.I clutched my backpack and took a deep breath before stepping into the class. I thought I was going to pass out as everyone's attention was on me. Mr Mike asked me what I was looking for. I answered him. But he didn't believe me when I told him I was there to attend the mating class. He asked me who my mate was and he was surprised that I pointed out Jasper as my mate. Mr Mike stared at me. I tried hard to not lose my composure. "If you are his mate, why didn't he say anything when I asked him to excuse us?" Mr Mike asked. I thought hard
JasperI could hug Gwen for what she did. But I wouldn't. What's the reason for making her feel too important? She will think I owe her. Never! I pretend not to feel moved by what she's done. I had lost track of time and forgot that the next class was the mating class. It was already too late for me to quietly slip out. Mr Mike wasn't a man to be tempered with. He was strict and a disciplinarian. He has taken the mating class for years. Not because he was good at teaching it but because he was the one who said the wild stuff we did during mating in a romantic way.I was about to shove my chair backward and walk out of the class when Mr Mike asked what Gwen was doing there. I was also surprised to see her. After ignoring my message, she appears here to give me my answer. What a girl!Perhaps she wasn't that much of a slug anyway, because one had to be smart to pull the stuff she did today. I told her to come by the house today. Terms and conditions! Is there a need? Definitely. I
GwenWas he serious right now? Why would he ask me such private questions?He just told me that I wasn't his type and here he is asking me if I've ever kissed or had sex before. Not to mention that he was scaring the shit out of me. "No," I said with a shaky voice. It was true for the sex part but a lie for the kiss part. I have been kissed before but I wouldn't tell him that. "Good. Let it remain that way because whoever is going to have sex with you has some fucking work to do."I was reevaluating my decision. I think agreeing to this is a bad idea. The moment I stood by his door about to enter his room I knew I was doomed. What I saw on his wall made me speechless. It shook me to my core. Pictures of half-naked girls everywhere, some in bikinis, some barely had any clothes on. Was he a pervert? I just stood there lost until he yelled at me, pulling me from my thoughts and asking why I was still standing there. I thought I had seen it all. Until I saw a large painting of a na
Jasper"Why are you touching your lips?" Her fingers were caressing her lips as she read through the paper. She immediately withdrew her hands. And clears her throat. What was she thinking about? I observed her. "Haven't you finished going through it?""I have," she said. I shrugged. "So?""Um. I have a question. Sorry, I mean questions." She clears her throat again. "What if we do this and one of us gets a second chance mate before the next Lunar Convergence?""Then we can annul the fake arrangement. And everyone can walk away."I wondered why her first question would be this. Was she expecting to have a second chance mate before the next Lunar Convergence? She must be kidding. She wasn't going out of this before me. If anyone has to leave first. It will be me. "I'll reject you immediately we find our mates and make it look like it isn't working between us," I said. "We see mates in San Francisco split up occasionally and get claimed by another, as long as they are above twenty ye
GwenI smiled all the way home. Tara would be mad. I was supposed to clean up her closet this weekend and do her laundry too. Now, she can do it herself or look for someone else.Days ago she made me cry after she and her friends teased me about getting rejected. I go to do the chores for her every weekend. Last week, before the Lunar Convergence, she had told me to read her lips. That I wasn't going to get a mate. That no one would want me. I almost believed her and It turned out she was right after what happened during the Lunar Convergence. I wasn't looking forward to going to her place this weekend because I knew she was waiting to have the last laugh. Agreeing to cooperate with Jasper has its own benefits. I never thought in that direction. This was great! This weekend I'll definitely have the last laugh, not her. I can't wait to see Tara's face when she finds out that Jasper is my mate. I was nearing my house, I saw someone on the terrace leaning on the wall. I wonder. Who
GwenThe knock at my door woke me up. I slowly stepped out of my bed to check who it was. It was Lionel. That's surprising because Lionel never knocks. But he did today."What do you want?" I asked, yawning, and stretching my arms. I was still feeling sleepy."Tara is downstairs. She asked me to call you," he said. He sounded polite. Recently the way he speaks to me has changed. I could still remember the look on my parents' faces when Lionel told them what happened at school. My mother was so happy for me. My dad congratulated me, although that's after he showed a bit of discomfort that I got Jasper who is known to be trouble maker. I was almost in tears after seeing them rejoice over the news that I've a mate and he is the Alpha's son. It's so sad that four months from now I'll be shattering their happiness. "What does she want?" I asked. "It is weekend. She must have been waiting for you to—" Lionel "To come clean her stuff. I can't do that anymore." I said, proudly.I was i
Jasper One month had passed since the miraculous events at the Coit Tower. The werewolf community had been shaken by the revelation of our fated bond and whispers of our extraordinary connection echoed throughout the packs.Gwen and I didn't need the Lunar Convergence anymore. The moonstone gave us what we wished; each other. "Hi, beautiful." I shut the door behind me. Gwen raised her head. She sat on her chair writing. "How's my mate doing?" I asked, staring into her gorgeous eyes. "My hands hurt from all the writing. I need to submit this report tomorrow." "Is it a lot?" I asked, trying to take a peek. "Out of ten, I've only done four." "Oops!" I exclaimed. She does have a lot to cover. Gwen tugged my arm. "Did you hear what happened to Reginald?" I was surprised to hear the question, wondering what must have happened. So I asked. "What happened?" "Leo called me fifteen minutes ago. He said a friend at Reginald's colony told him that Reginald was taken to the punishment camp
Gwen Life isn't fair. It has never been fair to me since the day I was born. It's never given me what I wanted. The few things it gave me, it gave me late; when others have long had theirs. I could still hear Jaspers scream in my head. Seeing him struggle to breathe, with blood coming out of his mouth and nose was terrifying. I could do nothing when he ingested the thornleaf. I watched in horror as he breathed his last. My cry echoed through the Sanctum. I wanted to take his place or better still die with him. But one of us needs to take the moonstone back home. The pack community was waiting for us to return on the third day.It was evening by the time we arrived at the Coit Tower. A large crowd had gathered, waiting for us. It seemed everyone wanted to see what would happen to those two who foolishly went against the mating laws. Probably they all wanted to find out if we would return with the moonstone or not.Jasper's body was dropped to the ground. The muttering from the crowd
Jasper "You're not a bad person. You've grown to become my favorite person." I confessed to Gwen. "I don't care about Selena. If anything, I'm glad you never told me about it because I would never have gotten to know you, and that would be a great loss. I was mean to you. I'm so sorry that my pride came before everything else."I let out a deep breath. "But why would you have a crush on someone as bad and irresponsible as I am?"Gwen lowered her head. " Simple. The heart wants what it wants. Trust me I've tried to hate you but I couldn't. I accepted that and from crushing on you, I moved to falling in love with you during the time I spent with you. I know you don't love me but what matters is that I do."I reached out to hold her hands and cup her cheek. "I was stupid not to notice. I feel jealous when guys talk to you. I wanted you just for myself," I whispered passionately. "At first, I thought I wanted you just for four months, but I realized I wanted you forever. My wolf is only p
Jasper I wanted to say many things to Gwen but I didn't know where to begin from. If I knew things were going to turn out this bad, I wouldn't have brought about this idea. I'm still shocked that a life will be given for the moonstone. It sounds like a joke. It's hard to take in. I leaned my back to the wall thinking of all my actions that led me to this point and I knew it was my pride. I wasn't patient enough to wait for the next Lunar Convergence. I wanted to control everything in my life. I'm used to winning all the time and not having things go my way makes me want to force it to. I watch Gwen as she quietly stays in her corner. She can't avoid me forever. At one point before midnight, one of us has to step forward. The most horrible way one of us would die is by not telling the other goodbye. I don't want to lie to myself. I regret starting this but I do not regret meeting her and knowing her better. She taught me someone can be good to you and accept nothing in return. I
Gwen I must say, I never expected this place to look like this. The people here live like one big family. There aren't more than two hundred people here, men, women, and kids., I am not so sure though.It's amazing how they could live in the middle of this forest away from the outside world. How do they live? No phones, no cars, no TV, no schools, no malls—you name it. They don't even wear clothes like ours; they have long fabrics with strings tied around their waist. Long, beautiful hair is one of the features they all have. Just like my mother showed me in the picture, my father also had long hair. It must be a law here to grow out the hair.My supposed aunt, Sonya Silverwood, is the Alpha of the Silverwood Grove; a position that belonged to my father, and in his absence it could only go to the next in line—Her. It's the first time I've seen a female Alpha. "Why did you allow me in? You were supposed to send me away," I said. Sonya grinned. "Your mother told you that, right?""
Jasper On foot, going to the Silverwood Grove takes a day and a half at most. Three wolf warriors, all guys, were asked to go with us. But they're not to interfere in our quest in any way. They would be lurking around somewhere observing all we did. This was to ensure they report back to the pack community everything that happens to ensure transparency. We walked in silence. Gwen didn't want to speak to me. I noticed she didn't want to get close to me either. As we walked, she stayed several inches away from me. She must be terrified. I could see it in her eyes back at the punishment camp. There's so much I do not know about Gwen. I thought I did. Zara revealed she's Silverwood. If we weren't seized and in such a predicament but happened to just be friends, that would've been great news. But it wasn't such great news with the quest at hand. Her father is a great figure. It's common knowledge that anyone who bears the last name Silverwood is a guardian of the grove and also a keepe
Gwen He wants to take the fall.To see him go down alone without accepting that I was also in the wrong would mean I was wicked and selfish. Yeah, I'm angry at him. I screamed cruel words at him. I told him I hated him. But could I ever? I don't think my heart could hate Jasper so easily. I've tried to in the past when he used to be my bully. People may say he manipulated me, he outsmarted me, or whatever they want. But I allowed him to. I encouraged it because I love him. My crush on him turned into stronger feelings, which later turned into love. Just as I gradually fell in love with him, perhaps I'll gradually fall out of love with him. My moments with Jasper were mostly adventurous. Everything wasn't entirely bad. I'm not ungrateful. Staying close to the guy I have wet dreams about was one of my desires; I wanted to be so close to him, to know what he smelled like and felt like. And I did get close and got to do a lot of things with him. My parents would never understand that
Jasper "Alpha Roderick, Your son, Jasper has to be taken in." Sid marched through the front door with a couple of his men. "A report came to us with enough evidence that he and Gwen committed a crime, a violation of social norms within our community. They are said to be fake mates."Father and Mother exchanged glances and turned to look at me, their eyes narrowed in disbelief. My father asked, "Jasper what's going on here? Do you know anything about what they are talking about?" "It's true... I forged a fake mate bond with Gwen.." Mother gasped. "What have you done?""I'm sorry, "I whispered. "I…I"Before I could say another word, my father slapped me across my face. "Take him away," he ordered, disappointment written all over his face. Mother nearly collapsed, but father was quick to hold her."Sid and his men dragged me away and put me into the back of a black van. It was so dark when the door to the van closed. I could feel the presence of other people in here from the body he
Gwen I had a bath and came down for dinner. Zara was home with us. Mother invited her for dinner. I've been down because of the fight I had with Jasper and didn't have an appetite for food. I had to come down to enjoy the moment with my family. Jasper isn't worth locking myself in my room and crying a long time for. At school today I stayed in the classroom throughout because I didn't want to see him. I don't think I can heal from this fast. How can someone I love manipulate me like this? Reginald is a devil but I don't care because he's not the one I love and care about. Jasper was the one who had my heart but he showed me how foolish I am. "Sweetheart, why are you playing with your food?" Zara asked. "Are you okay?"I forced a smile. "I'm fine.""No, she's not. Don't believe her," Mother said. "She's been like this since she fought with Jasper. We don't know what their fight is about.""Huh, mates' fight." Zara smiled cutely and winked. "It happens. You'll feel awful about you