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last update Last Updated: 2023-08-21 21:53:07

SIRA.

He Was like a kid really, vulnerable was the perfect description at that moment that looked unwithered by time.

Everything seemed slow as I tried not to be absorbed into the moment, into this bliss—

"This is more serious than first thought." I said looking him in the eyes before averting my eyes not wanting to look at him for too long, it was all I could do to avoid being absorbed Into the core of his eyes.

I made my way away from him as fast as he could without saying a word. If he was concerned I didn't care for just that minute as it gave me that moment to break away from him.

That moment, when I can breathe normally again.

I walked into the kitchen and soon I found what I was looking for at the left corner of the shelf. I felt they were a bit insensitive for putting it up so high so fast as I could,I dragged a stool and soon again I was out with the box of first aid underneath my arm.

He was unsettled when I walked in, for some reason I loved this version of Eros as he was
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