SIRAIsn't it a Shame that words spilled out couldn't be taken back?That was exactly how I felt at this moment, as it looked to me so frustrating, my finger's were right by my side tapping gently—Counting gently till he was going to have an outburst of his own, it was the most frustrating thing that could ever happen to me at that moment.At the same time It was hard to believe that I just screamed at him.Thinking back to the entire incident, I wished I could just go back and perhaps change it.What guts?It was as though I forgot for that minute who he was and why I shouldn't be screaming at him…Eros looked at me without uttering a word, perhaps he was shocked as well. At that moment it was hard to comprehend everything.It was like I was becoming crazy with every moment that slipped by, that was exactly what it was craziness.It was the only thing that could have prompted me to shout at him that way."I am Sorry." I muttered just as he walked back inside.I was left outside to po
SIRAWe were just two people pouring out our heart and souls and we did it to the very best. I was seeing another part of him, a part totally different from what I had ever seen.The fact was this was one of those moments I wanted to be forever, I wanted to have him look at me that way, keep his gaze on me like I was the only that ever existed In this world made of him and just myself .As much as I tried to take him away from my mind, as much as I tried to tell myself that it was literally impossible for us to be together.He was right there, he was right there in my mind and in my thoughts.He was right there looking at me like I was the most beautiful creature he had ever seen.At the back of my mind was the reminder that I was merely a maid with high hopes, the thought became like a dark cloud seeded in my mind.There was Silence as he looked me straight In the eyes. I couldn't help the feeling of anxiety that filled out my mind when he looked into my eyes, it was as though it was
EROSI’m screwed.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her. I saw her petite figure so close to me I could smell her. I saw her amber eyes looking right at me when she wanted to serve me. Her eyes were beautiful.She was beautiful. She was irresistible.It wasn’t supposed to be this way. I was a fool for letting her get this close to me. Now, I can’t get her out of my mind.I sighed as I walked back into my room. I was tired and my bed was calling me already. My room was neater than I left it that morning. I guess those are one of the perks of having a maid.My mind traveled back to her. I was grateful I didn’t run into her on my way to my room because that would have been awkward. It was like she was living rent free in my head.As if on cue, I heard her voice from behind me. “Eros, it’s me.”I turned to look at the full length mirror behind me and saw her again. It looked so real until her figure suddenly disappeared. Now, I felt like I was losing my mind.In panic, I used my bare han
EROS“I want to quit,” Sira said, I was shocked and stared at her, she looked angry, and I knew I was the reason why. I shouldn't have been rude to her, maybe if I wasn't rude to her, she would not quit working for me.I had the urge to apologize to her, so she would stay back, but my pride just won't agree with me. There was no way I was going to apologize to a mere maid like her, after all, I was her boss, I owned her and I had a full right over her.I was entitled to tell her what and what not to do, I was the one who could fire her and not her quitting. I was the man of the house!“You're not leaving this house,” I said, Sira stared at me for a while, she seemed to be angered by my words and flared angrily.“What do you mean Eros?” She asked and paused, then continued. “I just told you that I'm quitting, and that's just what I'm going to do!” She yelled and was going to leave when I grabbed her wrist.“Remember Sira, that I own you, I have a legal right over you,” I yelled as I st
SIRA My heart thumped loudly as I stormed into my house. I seemed to have interrupted their hearty conservation as they both turned to look at me in shock. My mom and dad were sitting in the living room, their faces laced with concern.“Honey, it’s so good to see you today. What’s wrong?” I heard my mom ask me as tears began to trickle down my cheeks. My hands began to shiver as I quickly wiped them off. “You look so upset. Is anything the matter?”I chuckled sheepishly, “I’m fine mom. I’m just tired, I need to rest.” I said and power walked to my room before they asked any more questions. I didn’t want them worrying about me. I closed the door behind me before locking it.I began to pace back and forth as I felt the tears welling up once again. A wave of regret rushed over me as I realized what I had just done.“I just… I just quit my job.” I said to myself as I began to recall all what transpired between Eros and me a few moments ago. I knew what the consequences of my actions may
EROSIt has been two days since she left and in a way I couldn't get her out of my head. Funny hi time, she should merely be a woman who was a maid to me yet I found myself in this unwanted state I couldn't describe.I wanted her, I wanted her more than I had ever wanted anyone and it was so sick.For the first time in my life , I felt that it was to be treated like I wasn't worth it.It was still a wonder about how I was going to pull through all of this,the embarrassment and reproach I was getting from everyone present here …it just simply be ignored."Please, help me." The woman's voice again.I was standing under the heavy downpour drenched and almost shivering as I tried to process my thoughts as it seemed distant with the thought of Sira heavy in it.It was frustrating but at the same time I couldn't let go of the woman standing there, not in the state that she was in.A part of me that was deep in distress just wanted to walk away but something held me back.I was still filled
SIRAMy phone began to ring for the thousandth time that day. I wasn’t even able to get any sleep because my phone wouldn’t stop ringing. It was becoming annoying.It started to ring again. I just grunted in frustration as I threw my phone across the room. I started to scream in my pillow right after. I wanted to pick that call but I was hesitant too. Who knows, maybe he just wants to talk down on me again. He wasn’t helping matters too because I genuinely needed to sleep. My head was still banging and my ring tone seemed like noise at that point. I could have put my phone on silent. I should have, but I just liked seeing his name on my phone.As if on cue, I sighted my mom standing right in front of me with a tray in her hand. “I’m beginning to get worried for you. Is everything alright? I brought you tea.”“Mom. I’m not fine. I lost my job and my boss won’t stop calling me.” I sighed. I screamed into my pillow again. I started to narrate all what happened that fateful morning, from
SIRAHe stood there looking at me as though he couldn't believe that I was right there waiting to speak with him, I looked around the room and even in my annoyance I knew very much that I missed everything that had to do with the Space I found myself.He had his eyes settled on me not saying a word, I looked back at him in annoyance at the entire situation, my eyes had narrowed slightly before glancing at his face only to find he was alreadylooking at me.T hat was how the glaring occurred—i would have called it accidental if it didn't have so much expression in it as well.But I could hardly convey that to the man, why I was there alt least without having myself come off condescending, so I just . . . went with the glare and hoped it was enough.His gaze had hardened a flicker, it showed the excitement in his heart that he tried so much to hide.It was only a second of heavy eye contact, that we were having and he returned his attention to his phone that beeped like I was noth