SIRA“You?” I asked in shock.I pulled back even more. “I mean, Alpha Eros, how are you here?” I asked instead, mentally hitting my head for the mess that I had indirectly stepped in. It was not fair that any of these was happening, but it was what it was.He easily leaned closer to me, and I blinked in shock. “You slept off on duty,” he said softly.I wrung my hands together, trying my best not to give away the anxiety that I felt deep inside my soul. “I didn’t mean to,” I said quietly.He touched my thigh lightly. “Then, how do you mean to?” I asked slowly.There was a slight laugh and I could tell that he was teasing me and it brought warmth to my face. There was so much that was going on and it was driving me insane. Was this proper? I couldn’t even tell to save my life, but I was going to do anything to make sure that he didn’t read my emotions.“What are you thinking?” He asked slowly.I gulped as I moved away from him and rose to my feet. How was I going to make the best of thi
SIRA.He Was like a kid really, vulnerable was the perfect description at that moment that looked unwithered by time.Everything seemed slow as I tried not to be absorbed into the moment, into this bliss—"This is more serious than first thought." I said looking him in the eyes before averting my eyes not wanting to look at him for too long, it was all I could do to avoid being absorbed Into the core of his eyes.I made my way away from him as fast as he could without saying a word. If he was concerned I didn't care for just that minute as it gave me that moment to break away from him.That moment, when I can breathe normally again.I walked into the kitchen and soon I found what I was looking for at the left corner of the shelf. I felt they were a bit insensitive for putting it up so high so fast as I could,I dragged a stool and soon again I was out with the box of first aid underneath my arm.He was unsettled when I walked in, for some reason I loved this version of Eros as he was
SIRAIsn't it a Shame that words spilled out couldn't be taken back?That was exactly how I felt at this moment, as it looked to me so frustrating, my finger's were right by my side tapping gently—Counting gently till he was going to have an outburst of his own, it was the most frustrating thing that could ever happen to me at that moment.At the same time It was hard to believe that I just screamed at him.Thinking back to the entire incident, I wished I could just go back and perhaps change it.What guts?It was as though I forgot for that minute who he was and why I shouldn't be screaming at him…Eros looked at me without uttering a word, perhaps he was shocked as well. At that moment it was hard to comprehend everything.It was like I was becoming crazy with every moment that slipped by, that was exactly what it was craziness.It was the only thing that could have prompted me to shout at him that way."I am Sorry." I muttered just as he walked back inside.I was left outside to po
SIRAWe were just two people pouring out our heart and souls and we did it to the very best. I was seeing another part of him, a part totally different from what I had ever seen.The fact was this was one of those moments I wanted to be forever, I wanted to have him look at me that way, keep his gaze on me like I was the only that ever existed In this world made of him and just myself .As much as I tried to take him away from my mind, as much as I tried to tell myself that it was literally impossible for us to be together.He was right there, he was right there in my mind and in my thoughts.He was right there looking at me like I was the most beautiful creature he had ever seen.At the back of my mind was the reminder that I was merely a maid with high hopes, the thought became like a dark cloud seeded in my mind.There was Silence as he looked me straight In the eyes. I couldn't help the feeling of anxiety that filled out my mind when he looked into my eyes, it was as though it was
EROSI’m screwed.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her. I saw her petite figure so close to me I could smell her. I saw her amber eyes looking right at me when she wanted to serve me. Her eyes were beautiful.She was beautiful. She was irresistible.It wasn’t supposed to be this way. I was a fool for letting her get this close to me. Now, I can’t get her out of my mind.I sighed as I walked back into my room. I was tired and my bed was calling me already. My room was neater than I left it that morning. I guess those are one of the perks of having a maid.My mind traveled back to her. I was grateful I didn’t run into her on my way to my room because that would have been awkward. It was like she was living rent free in my head.As if on cue, I heard her voice from behind me. “Eros, it’s me.”I turned to look at the full length mirror behind me and saw her again. It looked so real until her figure suddenly disappeared. Now, I felt like I was losing my mind.In panic, I used my bare han
EROS“I want to quit,” Sira said, I was shocked and stared at her, she looked angry, and I knew I was the reason why. I shouldn't have been rude to her, maybe if I wasn't rude to her, she would not quit working for me.I had the urge to apologize to her, so she would stay back, but my pride just won't agree with me. There was no way I was going to apologize to a mere maid like her, after all, I was her boss, I owned her and I had a full right over her.I was entitled to tell her what and what not to do, I was the one who could fire her and not her quitting. I was the man of the house!“You're not leaving this house,” I said, Sira stared at me for a while, she seemed to be angered by my words and flared angrily.“What do you mean Eros?” She asked and paused, then continued. “I just told you that I'm quitting, and that's just what I'm going to do!” She yelled and was going to leave when I grabbed her wrist.“Remember Sira, that I own you, I have a legal right over you,” I yelled as I st
SIRA My heart thumped loudly as I stormed into my house. I seemed to have interrupted their hearty conservation as they both turned to look at me in shock. My mom and dad were sitting in the living room, their faces laced with concern.“Honey, it’s so good to see you today. What’s wrong?” I heard my mom ask me as tears began to trickle down my cheeks. My hands began to shiver as I quickly wiped them off. “You look so upset. Is anything the matter?”I chuckled sheepishly, “I’m fine mom. I’m just tired, I need to rest.” I said and power walked to my room before they asked any more questions. I didn’t want them worrying about me. I closed the door behind me before locking it.I began to pace back and forth as I felt the tears welling up once again. A wave of regret rushed over me as I realized what I had just done.“I just… I just quit my job.” I said to myself as I began to recall all what transpired between Eros and me a few moments ago. I knew what the consequences of my actions may
EROSIt has been two days since she left and in a way I couldn't get her out of my head. Funny hi time, she should merely be a woman who was a maid to me yet I found myself in this unwanted state I couldn't describe.I wanted her, I wanted her more than I had ever wanted anyone and it was so sick.For the first time in my life , I felt that it was to be treated like I wasn't worth it.It was still a wonder about how I was going to pull through all of this,the embarrassment and reproach I was getting from everyone present here …it just simply be ignored."Please, help me." The woman's voice again.I was standing under the heavy downpour drenched and almost shivering as I tried to process my thoughts as it seemed distant with the thought of Sira heavy in it.It was frustrating but at the same time I couldn't let go of the woman standing there, not in the state that she was in.A part of me that was deep in distress just wanted to walk away but something held me back.I was still filled