SIRAI couldn’t believe it. Cansil was standing right in front of me, and it was just the weirdest thing ever. Without thinking twice, I jumped right on him and it felt as though I was in another space. The whole thing made me so happy and I couldn’t help but be pleased.I have missed him so much. It was insane, and I just knew that I couldn’t really do without him. There was no way I could have been away from him these few days without thinking of him even if it was once.“Cansil,” I said softly.He laughed lightly at my words, and I could tell that he was so happy that I was here with him. I was thrilled that despite everything that had happened between us, we were still as thick as thieves. I pulled away from him softly and he laughed like he couldn’t still believe that I was standing in front of him. I took him by the hands, moving to the side of the porch, but not into the house because he was soaked and our home wasn’t in the best state right now.“I can’t believe you’re here,
SIRA“I would like to help you with things if you don’t mind,” Cansil said suddenly in-between conversations.I blinked in shock. “No, you’re the crown Alpha and it is rude for me to make you do anything like cleaning. Please, I won’t be able to accept this part one bit,” I said firmly.Cansil looked up in exasperation, and I couldn’t help but bite my lips. But, I wasn’t used to making the future Alphas do things for me. It was so disrespectful and it was something that I was relying to avoid to the best of my abilities. Alpha Eros never liked to assist in mundane tasks like that, but it didn’t mean that he was a sexist at all, but people of authority needed respect to be able to make the most in the pack. This was my understanding of things, but the way Cansil was glaring at nothing just made me realise that I had offended him.“Cansil…” I trailed off with the way he looked right at me, and i swallowed the lump in my throat. “I think I should leave,” he said suddenly.I blinked as
SIRAI woke up from the bed with my eyes shinning with unshed tears. For some reason, I was emotional this morning and it made me believe that it was because of the flood. I missed Alpha Eros even more now thanks to his ways. He had made my stay at his play more enjoyable and horrifying at the same time.Jeez!Groaning, I stepped down from the bed and made my way to the bathroom. This would be my first day in school. For some reason, Alpha Eros wants everyone to get back to their day to day duties. It was kind of a drawback when all you wanted to do was to sleep.Yes, the group had improved a bit towards me, but I was not looking forward to meeting any of them. I just hated them so much at this point for the life they had made me live. If it wasn’t for them, then I wouldn’t be in this situation. They were the cause of everything and I wouldn’t tolerate any of the craps that they do again.“Well, it doesn’t matter anymore. I would only have to do what I need to do and nothing more. It
SIRAI stared at the pack house, and I felt so down. The fact that Alpha Eros was in that house was giving me major anxiety. I wish there would have been a way to make him disappear for sometime because I couldn’t stop thinking about the way everything had been going. It was just too much and I didn’t want a situation where everything would be against me. I was just trying to be careful at this point. I was so worried that something wrong might happen to me.“Oh, come off it, Sira. You stayed in this house with Alpha Eros for so long, and he would not be able to do anything to you at this point,” I mumbled to myself. With that, I made my way to the door and slowly pulled it open. Alpha Eros was seated at the dinning, going through a newspaper like he had all the time in the world and I was so annoyed with this. It wasn’t so fair that any of these were happening. “Good day, Alpha Eros,” I said quietly and walked to the location of where the cleaning tools were.“Wait!” Aloha Eros ca
SIRA“You?” I asked in shock.I pulled back even more. “I mean, Alpha Eros, how are you here?” I asked instead, mentally hitting my head for the mess that I had indirectly stepped in. It was not fair that any of these was happening, but it was what it was.He easily leaned closer to me, and I blinked in shock. “You slept off on duty,” he said softly.I wrung my hands together, trying my best not to give away the anxiety that I felt deep inside my soul. “I didn’t mean to,” I said quietly.He touched my thigh lightly. “Then, how do you mean to?” I asked slowly.There was a slight laugh and I could tell that he was teasing me and it brought warmth to my face. There was so much that was going on and it was driving me insane. Was this proper? I couldn’t even tell to save my life, but I was going to do anything to make sure that he didn’t read my emotions.“What are you thinking?” He asked slowly.I gulped as I moved away from him and rose to my feet. How was I going to make the best of thi
SIRA.He Was like a kid really, vulnerable was the perfect description at that moment that looked unwithered by time.Everything seemed slow as I tried not to be absorbed into the moment, into this bliss—"This is more serious than first thought." I said looking him in the eyes before averting my eyes not wanting to look at him for too long, it was all I could do to avoid being absorbed Into the core of his eyes.I made my way away from him as fast as he could without saying a word. If he was concerned I didn't care for just that minute as it gave me that moment to break away from him.That moment, when I can breathe normally again.I walked into the kitchen and soon I found what I was looking for at the left corner of the shelf. I felt they were a bit insensitive for putting it up so high so fast as I could,I dragged a stool and soon again I was out with the box of first aid underneath my arm.He was unsettled when I walked in, for some reason I loved this version of Eros as he was
SIRAIsn't it a Shame that words spilled out couldn't be taken back?That was exactly how I felt at this moment, as it looked to me so frustrating, my finger's were right by my side tapping gently—Counting gently till he was going to have an outburst of his own, it was the most frustrating thing that could ever happen to me at that moment.At the same time It was hard to believe that I just screamed at him.Thinking back to the entire incident, I wished I could just go back and perhaps change it.What guts?It was as though I forgot for that minute who he was and why I shouldn't be screaming at him…Eros looked at me without uttering a word, perhaps he was shocked as well. At that moment it was hard to comprehend everything.It was like I was becoming crazy with every moment that slipped by, that was exactly what it was craziness.It was the only thing that could have prompted me to shout at him that way."I am Sorry." I muttered just as he walked back inside.I was left outside to po
SIRAWe were just two people pouring out our heart and souls and we did it to the very best. I was seeing another part of him, a part totally different from what I had ever seen.The fact was this was one of those moments I wanted to be forever, I wanted to have him look at me that way, keep his gaze on me like I was the only that ever existed In this world made of him and just myself .As much as I tried to take him away from my mind, as much as I tried to tell myself that it was literally impossible for us to be together.He was right there, he was right there in my mind and in my thoughts.He was right there looking at me like I was the most beautiful creature he had ever seen.At the back of my mind was the reminder that I was merely a maid with high hopes, the thought became like a dark cloud seeded in my mind.There was Silence as he looked me straight In the eyes. I couldn't help the feeling of anxiety that filled out my mind when he looked into my eyes, it was as though it was
SIRADriving down there was the hardest thing ever for me at this moment, I hated the guilt that filled me as his scent filled that call, it was there every where it was infinitely him. How I was suffocated in hisspace in a way I couldn’t find unpleasant.I drove with caution and speed, already my phone was ringing and looking at it, it was him.I tore my gaze from the phone, I didn't want the situation where he would show up and ruin thing's.My hand fit the wheel, as I sat in the driver’s seat with an unpretentious confidence and courag, I was driving crazily, I drove above the speed limit as if to maintain the façade that I was really scared.The wind pulsed through me and the music it played in my ears was melancholic.It reminded me of the soft sound of fabric hitting the floor in death, or the sound Of teeth on the nape of ma neck, the tug of my hair and strangle.What ever way it came to my mind, the wind reminded me of death.My pulse drifted between my heart as I felt i
SIRAAt first when he talked about seeing me the previous night my heart had skipped, for some funny reason I knew that Cansil coming here could spell trouble for the little bit of peace that was around.Mu heart still felt heavy, in a way I couldn't change the fact that I had been trailed here just last night.That bit of darkness was still around me unwilling to depart, it was as though enveloping everything that had for do with my soul at that moment.While all of this is going on, he came in with another bad newsWhat?It was hard to believe what had just happened under our own noses, my finger's were literally trembling.It meant no one was saved, I was starting to think this had to do with both Davina and Neara, but at the moment I know that bringing that up would disrupt anything that was going on at the moment.I could not think about what to do about the whole situation, I was confused about what to do and how we were going to go about it."Are you sure of what you are sayi
EROSThe next two weeks were all about Sira and me. We spent every moment ofevery day together. I was letting her in slowly into my life In a way I never thought possible.At that moment she was no longer Sira the maid, she was more precious to me than even that, She practically moved into my room at first I thought I was mean to her by taking her phone, so as the days proceeded I handed it back to herShe was over.every night and I loved it. I knew it was still very important for me to connect with her as I could picture myself starting a family already—She was carrying my child anyways.At that moment , I felt everything was perfect. It suddenly seemed like all I had to do was trust her, it seemed like the missing piece, perhaps if I had dropped my pride at the beginning, it would have been so easy for me to deal with.And yes, her mother came in once in a while. Suddenly it looked like I was standing right at the end of the tunnel with the light all shining down right at my fac
SIRASeeing no one I hastened my step, I could literally feel the sound coming from my heart as it was heavy with a thundering sound.“Who is there?” I breathed.I directed a sarcastic gaze at the dark part of the wood.As the hour minute ticked I could hear it in my heart, I took steps back cautious that I wasn't alone.The words I was going to say were pierced in my chest. I knew it had to be something out there or someone… It hurts all the same, the manner at which my heart was beating.A frustrated sound traveled up my throat, but I kept it locked in. It was better to be quiet than having any emotions at the moment. I avoided the gaze into the dark, though it burned me deep in my soul.The Pressure in me burst into tingles and flame. My veins burned up like a line of fire willing to ignite shooting flames of light behind my eyes.A shudder fluttered through my body as anxiety poured through my bloodstream, before a languid heat spread.As I calm down, I realized my leg wa
SIRA POV.I stood still, obviously shocked, this was obviously what I dreaded the most.I really don’t like Eros and Cansil meeting each other, because it doesn’t end well.“So this is it Sira?” He asked me with a very annoyed glare which managed to send chills down my spine.“You should mind the way you speak to her,” Cansil stepped in and that was when Eros faced him with an irritated look.“And who invited you?” Eros demanded with rage written all over his face.“You can’t just speak to Sira anyhow in my presence and expect me to keep quiet,” Cansil said without an ounce of fear, and Eros glared at him angrily.When all these was happening, I just kept mute and watched them bicker.I stared at Eros deeply, and I managed to figure out that he was very jealous.His face showed how bitter he felt at that moment when he saw I and Cansil together.He quickly turned to look at me, and his stares that moment felt like......It felt like he was suspecting me and was also beginning to doubt
SIRA Bright Light struck my eyes followed by a loud honk. I shut my eyes due to the immense pain I felt and by the time I opened it, I noticed a man staring at me.Soon, I guessed it was the cab I ordered. I wanted to give him a scolding of his life but not while I was standing on the walkway by the roadside so I took my seat and told him my destination.As soon as the car took off, I began lamenting.“Do you want to get me blind?” I spoke authoritatively.The next thing that followed was an immediate and reckless halting of the car. He stepped on the break not caring if I was going to bang my head against the seat.“Now you want to end my life?” I uttered, angrily this time.He turned to face me as he soon gave a reply, “I did what I did so you’d notice I already came to pick you up sooner if your eyes weren’t glued to your phone and so I had no other choice than to flash my car lights at you.”After saying this, he rudely just turned on the engine and continued driving without even
EROS POVThere was a yummy chicken Marsala placed before me. The aroma of the food was capable of sweeping you off your feet, but I wasn’t happy.In fact, I didn’t have any appetite to eat as I felt disappointed earlier today.“Why didn’t she want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I remembered what happened exactly today.“She watched me leave, which is very unlike her?” I couldn’t help but ask myself in surprise.“Was Cansil there with her, and that was why she probably didn’t want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself, as different thoughts rummaged in my head.I kept on stirring the food before me, without making an attempt to eat it.“Your highness,” The new maid walked in, with a light smile on her face.I hissed lightly and shook my head, prepared to ignore her until she made the next statement.“Your highness, A lady is here to see you,” She said with a light smile, as I quickly turned to stare at her.“Who?” I couldn’t help but ask“She said her name was Sira?
SIRAI was in my room, going through some certain things on my phone when I suddenly began to feel nauseous.Quickly, I rushed into the restroom to throw up, which I eventually did and it managed to get me confused.“What’s going on?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I walked out of the bathroom slowly.I sat on a vacant chair as different thoughts ran through my head.I just couldn’t help but think that moment.Slowly, I got up and went straight to my closet, picking a blue baggy jeans and a red crop top.Different thoughts ran through my head, but I decided to go to the hospital so I could confirm if I was okay or not.“Why exactly am I suddenly feeling nauseous?” I couldn’t help but ask myself with a crumpled look.I shrugged and quickly dressed up, before I picked up my bag.Briskly, I walked out of my apartment and flagged down a cab as I headed straight to the hospital.The drive was just about ten minutes or so, but I didn’t know when I got to the hospital.On getting there, I
SIRAGrrr…My alarm clock rang, thereby interrupting my blissful sleep.I turned the clock off then tried to go back to sleep, but it was to no avail.I was fed up because I still wanted to sleep more.With a sour expression, I groped my way to my bathroom then did my morning routine as quickly as I could.On my return to my room, I decided to check my messages before going about my chores.“Sira” mom yelled just when I was about to click on a message from Karen.“Ma'am” I yelled in returnI was tempted to open her message but because I didn't want to scroll through thirty messages when I returned, I tossed my phone on my bed then walked towards the door.We were supposed to hang out yesterday, but because of Eros, I had canceled our meeting.I was certain she had flooded my phone with the pictures she and the girls took at the girl's night out that was held the previous day.I was about to walk into the living room when I bumped into mom, who was on her way to fetch me.“When are you