SIRAAlpha Eros became more attentive for some reason and I barely understood how his mind worked anymore. The only thing that made sense was that he was the exact opposite of what I had thought him to be and I just didn’t know how to react to that. I didn’t want a situation where I would be forced to do things that I wouldn’t normally do for anyone. It would make me stressed up, and that was what I was avoiding right now. There should be no more unnecessary stress attached to me.“Sira?” He called lightly.I turned over to him, and noted how cool and collected he was at the moment and I knew that this wouldn’t be able to last for long. “Yes, Alpha?” I said slowly.He gestured for me to come over. “Come and sit down here, ok?” He said quietly.I blinked in shock. Did he just tell me to come over to him? I thought he was going to flare up, not after how I had embarrassed him in the room the other day.He turned back to what he was doing on the phone, and I had no choice but to get up
SIRAI couldn’t believe it. Cansil was standing right in front of me, and it was just the weirdest thing ever. Without thinking twice, I jumped right on him and it felt as though I was in another space. The whole thing made me so happy and I couldn’t help but be pleased.I have missed him so much. It was insane, and I just knew that I couldn’t really do without him. There was no way I could have been away from him these few days without thinking of him even if it was once.“Cansil,” I said softly.He laughed lightly at my words, and I could tell that he was so happy that I was here with him. I was thrilled that despite everything that had happened between us, we were still as thick as thieves. I pulled away from him softly and he laughed like he couldn’t still believe that I was standing in front of him. I took him by the hands, moving to the side of the porch, but not into the house because he was soaked and our home wasn’t in the best state right now.“I can’t believe you’re here,
SIRA“I would like to help you with things if you don’t mind,” Cansil said suddenly in-between conversations.I blinked in shock. “No, you’re the crown Alpha and it is rude for me to make you do anything like cleaning. Please, I won’t be able to accept this part one bit,” I said firmly.Cansil looked up in exasperation, and I couldn’t help but bite my lips. But, I wasn’t used to making the future Alphas do things for me. It was so disrespectful and it was something that I was relying to avoid to the best of my abilities. Alpha Eros never liked to assist in mundane tasks like that, but it didn’t mean that he was a sexist at all, but people of authority needed respect to be able to make the most in the pack. This was my understanding of things, but the way Cansil was glaring at nothing just made me realise that I had offended him.“Cansil…” I trailed off with the way he looked right at me, and i swallowed the lump in my throat. “I think I should leave,” he said suddenly.I blinked as
SIRAI woke up from the bed with my eyes shinning with unshed tears. For some reason, I was emotional this morning and it made me believe that it was because of the flood. I missed Alpha Eros even more now thanks to his ways. He had made my stay at his play more enjoyable and horrifying at the same time.Jeez!Groaning, I stepped down from the bed and made my way to the bathroom. This would be my first day in school. For some reason, Alpha Eros wants everyone to get back to their day to day duties. It was kind of a drawback when all you wanted to do was to sleep.Yes, the group had improved a bit towards me, but I was not looking forward to meeting any of them. I just hated them so much at this point for the life they had made me live. If it wasn’t for them, then I wouldn’t be in this situation. They were the cause of everything and I wouldn’t tolerate any of the craps that they do again.“Well, it doesn’t matter anymore. I would only have to do what I need to do and nothing more. It
SIRAI stared at the pack house, and I felt so down. The fact that Alpha Eros was in that house was giving me major anxiety. I wish there would have been a way to make him disappear for sometime because I couldn’t stop thinking about the way everything had been going. It was just too much and I didn’t want a situation where everything would be against me. I was just trying to be careful at this point. I was so worried that something wrong might happen to me.“Oh, come off it, Sira. You stayed in this house with Alpha Eros for so long, and he would not be able to do anything to you at this point,” I mumbled to myself. With that, I made my way to the door and slowly pulled it open. Alpha Eros was seated at the dinning, going through a newspaper like he had all the time in the world and I was so annoyed with this. It wasn’t so fair that any of these were happening. “Good day, Alpha Eros,” I said quietly and walked to the location of where the cleaning tools were.“Wait!” Aloha Eros ca
SIRA“You?” I asked in shock.I pulled back even more. “I mean, Alpha Eros, how are you here?” I asked instead, mentally hitting my head for the mess that I had indirectly stepped in. It was not fair that any of these was happening, but it was what it was.He easily leaned closer to me, and I blinked in shock. “You slept off on duty,” he said softly.I wrung my hands together, trying my best not to give away the anxiety that I felt deep inside my soul. “I didn’t mean to,” I said quietly.He touched my thigh lightly. “Then, how do you mean to?” I asked slowly.There was a slight laugh and I could tell that he was teasing me and it brought warmth to my face. There was so much that was going on and it was driving me insane. Was this proper? I couldn’t even tell to save my life, but I was going to do anything to make sure that he didn’t read my emotions.“What are you thinking?” He asked slowly.I gulped as I moved away from him and rose to my feet. How was I going to make the best of thi
SIRA.He Was like a kid really, vulnerable was the perfect description at that moment that looked unwithered by time.Everything seemed slow as I tried not to be absorbed into the moment, into this bliss—"This is more serious than first thought." I said looking him in the eyes before averting my eyes not wanting to look at him for too long, it was all I could do to avoid being absorbed Into the core of his eyes.I made my way away from him as fast as he could without saying a word. If he was concerned I didn't care for just that minute as it gave me that moment to break away from him.That moment, when I can breathe normally again.I walked into the kitchen and soon I found what I was looking for at the left corner of the shelf. I felt they were a bit insensitive for putting it up so high so fast as I could,I dragged a stool and soon again I was out with the box of first aid underneath my arm.He was unsettled when I walked in, for some reason I loved this version of Eros as he was
SIRAIsn't it a Shame that words spilled out couldn't be taken back?That was exactly how I felt at this moment, as it looked to me so frustrating, my finger's were right by my side tapping gently—Counting gently till he was going to have an outburst of his own, it was the most frustrating thing that could ever happen to me at that moment.At the same time It was hard to believe that I just screamed at him.Thinking back to the entire incident, I wished I could just go back and perhaps change it.What guts?It was as though I forgot for that minute who he was and why I shouldn't be screaming at him…Eros looked at me without uttering a word, perhaps he was shocked as well. At that moment it was hard to comprehend everything.It was like I was becoming crazy with every moment that slipped by, that was exactly what it was craziness.It was the only thing that could have prompted me to shout at him that way."I am Sorry." I muttered just as he walked back inside.I was left outside to po