SIRAIt was getting really frustrating cleaning things I had cleaned before repeatedly. Neera wouldn’t let up, and she was simply trying to frustrate me. I wondered vaguely if she didn’t have where to be at this moment. Why did she keep doing this? And, Alpha Eros was aware of all these, but he chose to ignore me.I know that there is no how he can act as though he didn’t hear Neera barking our orders like the dog that she was. Yes, I said it. It was just for me to say it to her face, but I just couldn’t that either. I hated to be weak, and this is what was happening right now, and it annoyed me till my bone marrows. “What are you doing? Gosh! This bitch called Sira is so fucking slow! Is this what you do everyday? Why can’t you clean that shelf properly for once in your life?” Neera snapped at me.I glared at her as she twirled her hair between her fingers. Did she stay back to keep Eros company or to monitor me like she was my master or something? Oh, my goodness!“I hope you’re no
SIRAI stared at my parents for a long time, and then, I realised that they were not joking. Alpha Eros was really the one that made had hidden in the shadow, and…“Did he help you out?” Father queried.I swallowed hard. “I would like to go to my room,” I said instead.My parents stared at me, but I didn’t mind as I ran to my room. I tossed my bag recklessly at the side of the door, and then, I shook my hair wildly, and it fell haphazardly around my shoulders. Jeez!All these was driving me insane. I had no idea why Alpha Eros was acting the way he did. How could someone reject me, and then try to be close to me at the same time? I wanted to scream to him to pick a point. I was sick and tired of all these. I don’t know what he would stand to gain by making me miserable?I looked around my room, and sighed. It looked so small, and substandard, causing my stomach to knot in various threads. All I could think about was Alpha Eros and that made me feel so nauseous. I had to get him out o
SIRA“I don’t have any interest in going with you to the prom, Neera. Stop whining like a child,” Alpha Eros snapped.I blinked in shock. I had definitely not being expecting that. I really thought that he would agree to her. I watched as he turned his back on Neera as he walked to the house. I tried to move quickly, but my foot hit the back of a flower plant. Oh, dear!In seconds, Neera was standing in front of me. Her eyes looked wild in rage, and it made me swallow the lump in my throat. I had not being expecting her to come at me so fast. I tried to look at her evenly as she glared at me.“Why did you have to show up here, maid?” she snapped.I said nothing and she pulled even closer to me. I looked at her evenly. There was no way she would make me scared of her when I had not done anything to her. She pulled her hand in front of my face, and then, she pulled it down.“You’re so lucky that we are at Eros place, or I would have dealt with you. No-one in the damn school must know wh
SIRAAlpha Eros gave my ankle one last squeeze and then, he looked up at me. My heart caught in my throat, and I assumed as always that I was paranoid, and he felt nothing for me. I sighed as I looked away from his gaze, not wishing for him to see the emotion that swiped across my face. There was only one thing that was true, and that was the moment that I shared with him was a lie. He didn’t care for me.“I should get going,” I said quietly.He nodded, and placed my leg on the floor calmly. I looked down at my legs as he helped me to stand on my feet. The pain was still severe, but I tried my best to ignore it. It would do well not to show my weakness. I didn’t get him, and the last time when I thought he really wanted to help, he had made me fall to the floor without a care in the world. I sighed as I let my hand slide through my hair. There was no need to feel such intense emotions, but I did feel it since I had no choice.I tried to make a move to go, but he wasn’t really being h
SIRAMom softly flipped my hair across my shoulders. She was grinning at me through the mirror, and honestly it was contagious despite the nerves I was feeling at this point. How could I be this lucky to have something like this? “You look like a doll,” mother said softly.I smiled as I got to my feet. Mother easily helped flare my gown in a way that it would not hamper my movements. I walked slowly with the heels on and really stared at my reflection on the mirror. Mother was right. I looked so beautiful. It was as though I had been born again with the makeup as a booster.Why couldn’t I have been born this way instead? Then, the bullying would stop. I sighed. Who was I kidding? There was no way the bullying was ever going to come to an end. I’m sure someone would do something at the party.“Sira, what is with that look?” Mother asked calmly.I gulped as I turned to look at her. “Nothing, mom,” I lied.She gave me one of her looks. “Look, you have to be confident in yourself. You’re
SIRAAlpha Eros stood so still in the midst of the crowd, and all I could do was to stare at him. I had no idea how someone could be so captivating. Everything about him screamed dominance and I wanted to look at him till I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to hold him too, and that stunned me. He had rejected me, so why these feelings?It was as though there was something wrong with it, and I would be stuck with these feeling for a long while. I swallowed as I looked on, enjoying the way the light caught his hair. It made him more enchanting than he was before, and I couldn’t help but stare at him. He was just perfect, and that was saying something.Then, he angled his face to me, and my eyes caught the glint in his eyes, only for him to glare at me where he looked towards my right. I tried hard to maintain my composure. This was the thing with him. He has started the cold way he handled things. How could I handle all that now?The man would never change. He gave me one last look, a
SIRAI was still so excited about everything. Gosh! The moon goddess seemed to have conspired with Cansil to make this night the best one for me. I was so happy that I could finally be myself. This night was the best night ever and I was really feeling it. Everything that had happened had only served to make me feel more better. I felt as though my life was literally coming full circle now, and that was the best feeling. I loved it so much and I wished to continue to sap in it.Beside me was Cansil as he walked me home. He had parked his car two trees down, and claimed he wanted to see me get into my house safely. I sighed in pleasure at the whole thing, and it made me feel so nice.But, what made me feel remarkably safer was when I peered up at the window. Everything seemed to click and I was so glad that I could really be myself at last. I was so proud of myself and growth. It made me feel as though everything was finally settling in. I wanted to have that feeling. I wished to be
SIRAI applied a glossy lipgloss that I noted late last night was a part of the gift when I had mistakenly knocked the box down. It made my lips feel so soft, and I was glad for it. I wanted everything to be good for now, and for my life to fall into place at this point. It was the only thing that I wished for and I hoped that I would be able to have that. Of course, it would be. I don’t know what the reactions of the students would be this time, but Cansil was going to be there, so there was no need to worry ceaselessly about it. Everything was going to be fine. I was so sure about it. With an upbeat mind, I pulled my bag closer to me as I made my way downstairs. Mom asked me to eat something as usual. I took a muffin and put it into my lips, and then, I made a run for it. I arrived at school in less than 30 minutes. I don’t know what I should expect, and though I already knew Cansil had my back, I couldn’t help the nervousness. All the prep talk didn’t help me feel as though this