SIRAI applied a glossy lipgloss that I noted late last night was a part of the gift when I had mistakenly knocked the box down. It made my lips feel so soft, and I was glad for it. I wanted everything to be good for now, and for my life to fall into place at this point. It was the only thing that I wished for and I hoped that I would be able to have that. Of course, it would be. I don’t know what the reactions of the students would be this time, but Cansil was going to be there, so there was no need to worry ceaselessly about it. Everything was going to be fine. I was so sure about it. With an upbeat mind, I pulled my bag closer to me as I made my way downstairs. Mom asked me to eat something as usual. I took a muffin and put it into my lips, and then, I made a run for it. I arrived at school in less than 30 minutes. I don’t know what I should expect, and though I already knew Cansil had my back, I couldn’t help the nervousness. All the prep talk didn’t help me feel as though this
SIRAWhy was he asking me such a question? It was as though he actually cared about me, and it made me so annoyed. “Why should I tell you that?” I snapped at him.The moment my words were out, I wished them back. It was not right to talk to the Alpha that way for any reason. I wondered what he could be thinking about my insolence, and I was too scared to look at him in the eye to find out.My wolf shrunk in even harder. Honestly, I was trying to ignore her because she was no use. I loved her but she never helped me to be stronger and that sucked. I couldn’t rely on her to help me with anything, knowing fully well that it would always fall through.“You have the guts to talk to me like that?” Alpha Eros snapped. I looked around the place, trying hard to distract myself with the whole designs of the place. “Are you not going to say something, or have you become timid overnight?”I swallowed my words down. It was a trap and I wasn’t going to fall for it. I would have to focus on me righ
ALPHA EROSFuck!I was really pissed off this time, and I had no idea how to change things up. The fact that Sira was still around me and the bond was still there somewhere beneath the surface should have been better. But, things weren’t really turning out that way. Instead the pull was making me go close to her. But, I could barely stop myself from saying means to her, even when I shouldn’t.With a groan, I looked around the private lounge of mine. Now, her scent was infused there too. I could remember clearly how she had missed a step and succeeded in falling us both on the ground. I stifled the smile. Damn!I had not been as angry as I had made it look, though I didn’t want to make her note this, and had to put up a show for the very same. It would be nice to be able to do things differently. Sira was better off away from me, and I would make sure that it stays that way.Pulling a hand through my hair, I walked out of the lounge, and towards the main hall. As the Alpha, I had seve
SIRAI was so annoyed about everything, but I tried to keep my cool. I didn’t need to make things worse. All I had to do was pacify Cansil. I was aware when Eros went inside after saying such venomous words. He really knew how to hurt me. I would give him that. It was so unfair, but I would handle things better this time. I had to.“I’m really sorry about what happened here today, and if you would find it in your heart to forgive me then it would be nice,” I said quickly, with my hands folded in front of me.Cansil stared at me like I had gone mad. He placed his hand around mine in a way to make me calm down. I wasn’t sure that I would be able to be calm now that things were like this. It only made me feel more anxious as thought I had to do something. The problem was that I had no idea what I shook be feeling.“None of what happened was your fault, so please, don’t think that way. The person that needs to be ashamed is Alpha Eros. What he says had nothing to do with you. They are
RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o
SIRAI stood right there believing everything I did was for the best. There was so many things that I wanted to say, but I guess the little that I had said was for the best. Neera couldn’t keep making me feel as though I was the one who was wrong every time. I couldn’t let her keep intimidating me at all times like I was worth nothing, So, this was right.I took a deep breath as I walked back into the house. Everywhere was quiet. My parents were oblivious of the problems that had cropped up in their absence. It was for the best, I didn’t want anything to make them anxious. It was not as if they could actually help out in anything right now. So, keeping that in mind, this was for the best.The next few minutes, I focused on doing the dishes. When I was done, I switched off the lights and went over to my room. I sighed at the whole thing, and tried to pretend that Neera wasn’t going to come after me.I had no idea if I would be able to handle the aftermath of it all. I could only hope
SIRAI pulled my bag strap closer to my shoulder as I walked through the path leading to school. For the first time, I had put in some effort in my appearance. I felt as though I could do anything I wished and really get through with that. The feeling was so intense now, and I was glad I could truly be myself and make the most of my situation. There was no telling what could happen at any time, but I believed that there would be a change. Things would be fine soon. There was no need to keep being sad. I just had to keep pushing and forget yesterday actually happened to me. I skipped rocks a bit as I moved closer to school. Standing in front of the school gate was none other than Alpha Eros. He was looking pristine with his whole get up; black pants and white Tee.“Good day, Alpha,” I said politely.He nodded curtly as he stared ahead. Wait, what? Did Alpha Eros just acknowledge my greeting? It was so unlike him, and I honestly didn’t know what to say. He was tapping away on his smart
SIRAThere was a deadly silence soon after that made my heartbeat pulse deep into my heart stream. Why did Alpha Eros have to show up? He must be so bitter about everything and would like to deal with me. The thought was enough to make me feel nauseous. I gulped as he looked at Mrs Lance for an explanation.“I asked you something,” he snapped coldly.“Alpha Eros, this girl stole Neera’s phone. I thought it would be best to discipline her, and make come to terms about the rules. We can’t allow this to happen. Plus, she would be taken to her normal class, because this one is obviously too much for her to handle. I don’t think it would be nice to train a potential thief.” Mrs Lance said coldly.My eyes misted once more, and I felt tears roll down my eyes. I was not a thief. Why couldn’t they give me a benefit of doubt like they gave the rest of the students? Why would my own be so intense and painful all the damn time? It was so unfair, and I hated how vulnerable it made me feel.“Go to