RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o
SIRAI stood right there believing everything I did was for the best. There was so many things that I wanted to say, but I guess the little that I had said was for the best. Neera couldn’t keep making me feel as though I was the one who was wrong every time. I couldn’t let her keep intimidating me at all times like I was worth nothing, So, this was right.I took a deep breath as I walked back into the house. Everywhere was quiet. My parents were oblivious of the problems that had cropped up in their absence. It was for the best, I didn’t want anything to make them anxious. It was not as if they could actually help out in anything right now. So, keeping that in mind, this was for the best.The next few minutes, I focused on doing the dishes. When I was done, I switched off the lights and went over to my room. I sighed at the whole thing, and tried to pretend that Neera wasn’t going to come after me.I had no idea if I would be able to handle the aftermath of it all. I could only hope
SIRAI pulled my bag strap closer to my shoulder as I walked through the path leading to school. For the first time, I had put in some effort in my appearance. I felt as though I could do anything I wished and really get through with that. The feeling was so intense now, and I was glad I could truly be myself and make the most of my situation. There was no telling what could happen at any time, but I believed that there would be a change. Things would be fine soon. There was no need to keep being sad. I just had to keep pushing and forget yesterday actually happened to me. I skipped rocks a bit as I moved closer to school. Standing in front of the school gate was none other than Alpha Eros. He was looking pristine with his whole get up; black pants and white Tee.“Good day, Alpha,” I said politely.He nodded curtly as he stared ahead. Wait, what? Did Alpha Eros just acknowledge my greeting? It was so unlike him, and I honestly didn’t know what to say. He was tapping away on his smart
SIRAThere was a deadly silence soon after that made my heartbeat pulse deep into my heart stream. Why did Alpha Eros have to show up? He must be so bitter about everything and would like to deal with me. The thought was enough to make me feel nauseous. I gulped as he looked at Mrs Lance for an explanation.“I asked you something,” he snapped coldly.“Alpha Eros, this girl stole Neera’s phone. I thought it would be best to discipline her, and make come to terms about the rules. We can’t allow this to happen. Plus, she would be taken to her normal class, because this one is obviously too much for her to handle. I don’t think it would be nice to train a potential thief.” Mrs Lance said coldly.My eyes misted once more, and I felt tears roll down my eyes. I was not a thief. Why couldn’t they give me a benefit of doubt like they gave the rest of the students? Why would my own be so intense and painful all the damn time? It was so unfair, and I hated how vulnerable it made me feel.“Go to
SIRAI felt the intensity of the problems before it hit me right on the face. What was going on? My wolf looked around to note if there was someone around. Cansil came closer to me, and he seemed to block me at every side as we prowled in a circle. There was so much that needed to be done, and I was going to handle.Cansil howled to the dark, and I followed his leadings. It was at that moment four wolves stepped out of the dark forest. There was 2 dark wolves and then, there was a red one. From their scents, I could tell that they were from my pack.I gulped. They didn’t leave anything to change as they prowled at me at once. I could feel the anxiety kick in, and I had no idea what to do. But, my wolf obviously did. As one of the dark wolves tried to crash down on me, I delved to the side, and it fell to the ground in all fours. I tried to attack her, but she howled moving so fast as she tried to corner me in the worst way possible. I just couldn’t believe it.I howled as Cansil sudd
SIRAI swallowed the lump in my throat. They may be Alphas but wars started like this and I couldn’t help but think that I didn’t wish for one to start with my situation. I wanted to tell Alpha Eros that it was fine, but I had no courage to say a word.The older Alpha and the younger Alpha glared at each other, and finally, Cansil’s father pulled his head down in shame. I was stunned like the vast majority of the pack at the change in demeanour. Alpha Eros wasn’t a man that one could ignore. His force and power stood unmatched.“When I ask a question, I demand a response,” he snapped.“It’s just that this girl,” Alpha Rivera looked up as he pointed at me. “She is responsible for Cansil’s condition, and I would have to deal with her.”Alpha Eros gave him a look and stepped even closer to him. It made my throat tighten in anxiety, and I held my outfit even tightly on my hand.“Your son comes here on his accord. It is on him if things went off this time. The young maiden never told him t
SIRAI turned the doorknob slightly, and peered in, but I couldn’t see anything. It was too dark out. I opened the door even more, and stepped in. At first, I couldn’t see anything. Then, my eyes started to adjust to the darkness. I could see someone at the corner, and she was shaking profusely. There was definitely something wrong.Was that Alpha Eros?Should I turn back?The fact I had already come this far, and was thinking on all these was a bit laughable. I sighed lightly as I made a move towards him, keeping my steps light. As I moved closer, his scent became even more intense. It was him. I threw caution to the wind, and I ran over to where he was. On getting to him, I noted that Alpha Eros eyes were squeezed shut, and his teeth was clattering. He looked so weak, and I knew I had to do something. This was the first time I had see the Alpha this way. I hesitated for a fraction of a second, and placed a hand on Alpha Eros forehead. He was burning up, and it made me so nervous.
SIRAThere was something about the way he had walked that was both rude and shy. It was as though he had no idea what to tell me, and he was trying to run far from me. That was a crazy assumption to make, but nonetheless, it was what I felt at that moment, and it didn’t need to be true.I sighed as quickly went into his bathroom, and poured water on my skin, while brushing my teeth. I dressed up in the same outfit I wore, and I didn’t really care that much because I was not supposed to see anyone else.It was when I finally got to the main gate, and heard my parent’s soft voices that I realised that Alpha Eros had been right. My parents were outside and they were both looking at Alpha Eros as though they were start struck. I had no idea what to do with that.“Like I said, I really apologise for keeping your daughter overnight. I know she is an unwed maiden and her dignity ought to be intact, in other to get potential suitors, and that is what I would be able to don now. This would be
SIRADriving down there was the hardest thing ever for me at this moment, I hated the guilt that filled me as his scent filled that call, it was there every where it was infinitely him. How I was suffocated in hisspace in a way I couldn’t find unpleasant.I drove with caution and speed, already my phone was ringing and looking at it, it was him.I tore my gaze from the phone, I didn't want the situation where he would show up and ruin thing's.My hand fit the wheel, as I sat in the driver’s seat with an unpretentious confidence and courag, I was driving crazily, I drove above the speed limit as if to maintain the façade that I was really scared.The wind pulsed through me and the music it played in my ears was melancholic.It reminded me of the soft sound of fabric hitting the floor in death, or the sound Of teeth on the nape of ma neck, the tug of my hair and strangle.What ever way it came to my mind, the wind reminded me of death.My pulse drifted between my heart as I felt i
SIRAAt first when he talked about seeing me the previous night my heart had skipped, for some funny reason I knew that Cansil coming here could spell trouble for the little bit of peace that was around.Mu heart still felt heavy, in a way I couldn't change the fact that I had been trailed here just last night.That bit of darkness was still around me unwilling to depart, it was as though enveloping everything that had for do with my soul at that moment.While all of this is going on, he came in with another bad newsWhat?It was hard to believe what had just happened under our own noses, my finger's were literally trembling.It meant no one was saved, I was starting to think this had to do with both Davina and Neara, but at the moment I know that bringing that up would disrupt anything that was going on at the moment.I could not think about what to do about the whole situation, I was confused about what to do and how we were going to go about it."Are you sure of what you are sayi
EROSThe next two weeks were all about Sira and me. We spent every moment ofevery day together. I was letting her in slowly into my life In a way I never thought possible.At that moment she was no longer Sira the maid, she was more precious to me than even that, She practically moved into my room at first I thought I was mean to her by taking her phone, so as the days proceeded I handed it back to herShe was over.every night and I loved it. I knew it was still very important for me to connect with her as I could picture myself starting a family already—She was carrying my child anyways.At that moment , I felt everything was perfect. It suddenly seemed like all I had to do was trust her, it seemed like the missing piece, perhaps if I had dropped my pride at the beginning, it would have been so easy for me to deal with.And yes, her mother came in once in a while. Suddenly it looked like I was standing right at the end of the tunnel with the light all shining down right at my fac
SIRASeeing no one I hastened my step, I could literally feel the sound coming from my heart as it was heavy with a thundering sound.“Who is there?” I breathed.I directed a sarcastic gaze at the dark part of the wood.As the hour minute ticked I could hear it in my heart, I took steps back cautious that I wasn't alone.The words I was going to say were pierced in my chest. I knew it had to be something out there or someone… It hurts all the same, the manner at which my heart was beating.A frustrated sound traveled up my throat, but I kept it locked in. It was better to be quiet than having any emotions at the moment. I avoided the gaze into the dark, though it burned me deep in my soul.The Pressure in me burst into tingles and flame. My veins burned up like a line of fire willing to ignite shooting flames of light behind my eyes.A shudder fluttered through my body as anxiety poured through my bloodstream, before a languid heat spread.As I calm down, I realized my leg wa
SIRA POV.I stood still, obviously shocked, this was obviously what I dreaded the most.I really don’t like Eros and Cansil meeting each other, because it doesn’t end well.“So this is it Sira?” He asked me with a very annoyed glare which managed to send chills down my spine.“You should mind the way you speak to her,” Cansil stepped in and that was when Eros faced him with an irritated look.“And who invited you?” Eros demanded with rage written all over his face.“You can’t just speak to Sira anyhow in my presence and expect me to keep quiet,” Cansil said without an ounce of fear, and Eros glared at him angrily.When all these was happening, I just kept mute and watched them bicker.I stared at Eros deeply, and I managed to figure out that he was very jealous.His face showed how bitter he felt at that moment when he saw I and Cansil together.He quickly turned to look at me, and his stares that moment felt like......It felt like he was suspecting me and was also beginning to doubt
SIRA Bright Light struck my eyes followed by a loud honk. I shut my eyes due to the immense pain I felt and by the time I opened it, I noticed a man staring at me.Soon, I guessed it was the cab I ordered. I wanted to give him a scolding of his life but not while I was standing on the walkway by the roadside so I took my seat and told him my destination.As soon as the car took off, I began lamenting.“Do you want to get me blind?” I spoke authoritatively.The next thing that followed was an immediate and reckless halting of the car. He stepped on the break not caring if I was going to bang my head against the seat.“Now you want to end my life?” I uttered, angrily this time.He turned to face me as he soon gave a reply, “I did what I did so you’d notice I already came to pick you up sooner if your eyes weren’t glued to your phone and so I had no other choice than to flash my car lights at you.”After saying this, he rudely just turned on the engine and continued driving without even
EROS POVThere was a yummy chicken Marsala placed before me. The aroma of the food was capable of sweeping you off your feet, but I wasn’t happy.In fact, I didn’t have any appetite to eat as I felt disappointed earlier today.“Why didn’t she want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I remembered what happened exactly today.“She watched me leave, which is very unlike her?” I couldn’t help but ask myself in surprise.“Was Cansil there with her, and that was why she probably didn’t want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself, as different thoughts rummaged in my head.I kept on stirring the food before me, without making an attempt to eat it.“Your highness,” The new maid walked in, with a light smile on her face.I hissed lightly and shook my head, prepared to ignore her until she made the next statement.“Your highness, A lady is here to see you,” She said with a light smile, as I quickly turned to stare at her.“Who?” I couldn’t help but ask“She said her name was Sira?
SIRAI was in my room, going through some certain things on my phone when I suddenly began to feel nauseous.Quickly, I rushed into the restroom to throw up, which I eventually did and it managed to get me confused.“What’s going on?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I walked out of the bathroom slowly.I sat on a vacant chair as different thoughts ran through my head.I just couldn’t help but think that moment.Slowly, I got up and went straight to my closet, picking a blue baggy jeans and a red crop top.Different thoughts ran through my head, but I decided to go to the hospital so I could confirm if I was okay or not.“Why exactly am I suddenly feeling nauseous?” I couldn’t help but ask myself with a crumpled look.I shrugged and quickly dressed up, before I picked up my bag.Briskly, I walked out of my apartment and flagged down a cab as I headed straight to the hospital.The drive was just about ten minutes or so, but I didn’t know when I got to the hospital.On getting there, I
SIRAGrrr…My alarm clock rang, thereby interrupting my blissful sleep.I turned the clock off then tried to go back to sleep, but it was to no avail.I was fed up because I still wanted to sleep more.With a sour expression, I groped my way to my bathroom then did my morning routine as quickly as I could.On my return to my room, I decided to check my messages before going about my chores.“Sira” mom yelled just when I was about to click on a message from Karen.“Ma'am” I yelled in returnI was tempted to open her message but because I didn't want to scroll through thirty messages when I returned, I tossed my phone on my bed then walked towards the door.We were supposed to hang out yesterday, but because of Eros, I had canceled our meeting.I was certain she had flooded my phone with the pictures she and the girls took at the girl's night out that was held the previous day.I was about to walk into the living room when I bumped into mom, who was on her way to fetch me.“When are you